You said as long as we are careful enough

n is trembling and becoming greedy. "Chris," he begged, his voice weak, "I need—please…"

Chris is moaning, sounding sated and happy, and Sebastian's head is spinning.Shoot him himself.I didn't even touch him, I was even there, but it was all because of me.

"Cum for me."

Sebastian leans forward, and he cums on his hands, realizing suddenly that he couldn't even take off his pants.He didn't say anything, but Chris knew.

"Good boy, Sebastian," he said softly, waiting patiently for Sebastian to calm down. "Did you listen to me and re-read the list?"

Sebastian shakes his head before realizing that Chris can't see at all. "No."

"I'll watch it tonight," he said firmly. "You're almost cured."

"Yes, sir." He remembered the first time, and then asked hesitantly, "Can... can I be allowed to come? Wait for me... When I look at the list, if I—"

The words took too long to leave Sebastian's mouth, and Chris cut him off with a satisfied hum. "Of course." After a moment of silence. "Is your collar on?"

"No."

"Go take a shower and put it on. Go through that list. I'll see you in a few days."

Sebastian nods. "OK."

After hanging up the phone, Sebastian went into the bathroom, washed himself, and then went to his room to find the collar, put it around his throat, and almost forgot to put on other clothes.When he sat in front of the computer, he suddenly became very nervous.He looked at the blinking cursor for a long time, then closed the window, and it took too long to find a pen and a notepad.

He opened the laptop again, and it took him a moment to find the old list.He stared blankly at the title.Now he's nervous, afraid that if he wants too much, he'll scare Chris away. Chris seemed to like what he was saying on the phone, but that was different, in some extreme agitation.What would he think of writing it into a list?

He was being stupid again, he knew it. Chris never seemed to hesitate to give Sebastian everything he asked for, but what if he was heading towards the end of his 'comfort zone'? Sebastian wonders how far Chris and his interested girlfriend have gotten, how obsessed they are.

This is a downright idiotic idea.

The phone rang and Sebastian was startled, and when he checked he saw a text from Chris.Don't forget to revisit the list, Seb.If you're on the fence about anything, fear not, after all, we can always cancel if you decide you don't like something.

He stares at the text for a moment, resisting the urge to see if Chris is standing outside his window.He smiled, the tension in his shoulders relaxing.Yes.

This time he wrote a lot more and was curious about almost everything.He'd never considered getting spanked with a (human) hairbrush before, but now his cock twitches at the thought.He scribbled it down too, followed by shackles (locks) and bindings (ropes).

He remembers the first time he did it, looking at the things a little bewildered and terrified, but now he's not even halfway through the list before he's squirming.He remembers crawling behind Chris on a leash, remembers how it made him feel owned and loved, and writes about it too.

This time, as he browsed through the list of toys, his curiosity was piqued and he wrote down a few.He swayed lewdly in his chair before he'd skimmed through it twice.He tore off his trousers, tilted his head back to hold the collar tight, and the leather bit into his throat.

He thinks back to the things he said to Chris on the phone.He knew they would never do anything where the public might see it—even if they did open up about their relationship: that's not the kind of media attention that anyone would like.

But that's okay.He just wants it, and Chris may not be able to give it to him, but he can make himself (fantasy) like that. (Fantasy) Chris hauls him out onto the sidewalk on a leash like a dog, tooth marks and bruises all over his naked body, trails of cum all over his back.He feels dirty and slutty because he wants this, but he remembers the way Chris sounded on the phone line, the noises he made.

He groaned, rolling his eyes back.At the orgasm, he remembered the first time, facing the toilet in his dressing room, still wearing his fiddled suit, with Chris's voice in his head.Good boy.

Before he had time to fully recall, he touched his upper abdomen with his hand.Disgusting, but perfect, sending a shiver of erection down his spine.That night, he went to bed with the collar on and put it back on in the morning after showering.

Anyway, he had nowhere to go. ????