Lost the most important place in your heart

In Heizi's dream, the situation changed. He didn't know when, he was sitting on the bench in the park helplessly, and Chris was not by his side. I cared, because their voices sounded so sad, and they seemed to be for their own sake, and Heizi would feel uneasy no matter what.

Just sitting on the chair so quietly, Aomine Daiki's voice is not very real, he can only hear the general idea, but the sentence "the only shadow" is exceptionally clear.

It's not a memory that can be forgotten, but just such a soft sentence, all the pictures appear in front of my eyes, as if it just happened yesterday.

Grateful, it was that person who pulled me back to the basketball court when I had nothing, because that person firmly believed that his talent would shine, so it was so painful at that time, so painful that even his favorite basketball couldn’t bear it. will be untouchable.

So hate it?Hate it, if you planned to send yourself to hell, why did you bring yourself to heaven in the first place?Is it just to make yourself more painful?

It is undeniable that that punch really hurt the soul.

return?If I could do it, I would have returned it long ago, but because I couldn't do it, it would be even more painful.

So being unable to push away and escape is the most annoying thing.

Just when Heizi was in a tangle, he heard Qingfeng's voice, and he was so excited that he could stand on the basketball again.

Want to go, want to go back.

Just as Heizi was about to stand up, something cold was pasted on his face, which made him wake up a lot.

"Vanilla milkshake, I bought it for you just now, do you want to eat it, Tetsuya."

At some point, Chris came back, with a gift for Heizi in her hand, smiling all over her face.

Heizi stayed there, unable to reach out.

"Are you going to reject me, Tetsuya?" Chris stood motionless in front of Heizi, her face pale.

"No, Zhi Yu, no, I'm sorry." Heizi became anxious all of a sudden. He didn't mean it. It was true that he was a little moved just now, but how could he forget so easily? When I was alone, she was the only one by my side, how could I leave her at this time?

Chris looked at Heizi for a long time, her brows were frowned, and she didn't relax, then she stretched out the vanilla milkshake again: "Then, do you want a drink?"

"I want to drink." Heizi smiled.

Chris's smile returned to her face.

Qingfeng's voice was completely isolated at this time.

That night, in order to prove his statement, Qingfeng even played ball in the ICU, which made the patients in other rooms a little nervous, but they dared not speak out.

Early in the morning, another one came out of Heizi's room with panda eyes on his head. At first, Midorima thought that Aomine and basketball would have some effect, but he didn't expect it to have no effect at all.

"What are you praying for, Heizi? Why are you willing to wake up? Damn it!"

It is really slowly running out of patience.

Everyone else turned their heads away, and no one could answer.

After a while, Kise broke the silence: "Tonight is me..."

But was unexpectedly interrupted by Akashi: "I'll accompany Kuroko tonight, Kise, you tomorrow night."

"Little Akashi?" Kise always thought that Akashi would be the last one, but he didn't expect that he would choose to accompany that person tonight.

"You take advantage of today to ask that person to see if she has any suggestions, if not..."

Kise nodded solemnly: "I see, I will ask her carefully."

Akashi sighed, and they had no way out: "If Kuroko doesn't wake up again, I'm afraid we have to use the last resort."

"Little Akashi?"

"Damn it!" Akashi gritted his teeth fiercely, "There is no time left."

Akashi sat outside Kuroko's ward all day long, with a solemn expression, looking at the people inside the glass, his brows never loosened.

Akashi has been thinking about Kuroko's matter, mumbling incessantly: "The will to live, the will to live, the will to live..."

Akashi scratched until his hair almost fell out, he really couldn't think of anything else that could arouse Kuroko's will to survive.

The key is why Heizi had a car accident at that time. Although she already knew that Miling Sasaki was responsible, she refused to say anything. She should have gone to the detention center to interrogate her, but now I really don't have time.

The conceivable reason for Kuroko's collapse could only be Chris, Akashi pressed his hand on his temple, and got a headache.

When Akashi hadn't figured out a solution, when the time came, he pushed open the door, went in, and then closed it, but he couldn't move anymore, hiding in the shadow behind the door, refusing to come out.

Looking at Kuroko under the light, for Akashi, it was a bit dazzling.

"Hmph—" Akashi sneered, "Perhaps I am only suitable to stay in the dark now, because I am a devil, my angel was once pushed to hell by my own hands, and now he is broken because of me." Lost both wings, life and death are unknown."

He had been quietly accompanying his angel for a while, but Akashi still didn't dare to step forward: "When did I become a coward?"

She laughed at herself again, then moved her footsteps little by little: "Even so, I still want you to wake up, and I want to be by your side."

Step by step Akashi stepped out of the shadows and walked towards his light.

Walking to Kuroko's bed, Akashi stretched out his hand and lightly touched Kuroko's forehead, the coldness of his fingertips conveyed to him through the skin.

Heizi in the dream shuddered, he clearly felt the coldness on his forehead, he stretched out his hand to touch it, what exactly was it?

Akashi's eyes were full of unresolved strong love, as if he was missing something, he rubbed his fingertips back and forth on Kuroko's head a few times, and finally stopped at one position.

"I, I clearly signed my oath here before, and I promised to stay by your side and protect you, but, in such a short time, I actually let you There was an accident and I..."

Endless regrets occupied Akashi's whole heart, and he should be well protected. At that time, he shouldn't have left him. What about staying with him as promised?

The person who almost thought that he would not shed tears was crying at this moment, crying uncontrollably.

The warm tears are dripping on the back of Heizi's hand, it is warm, I hope it can make him feel warm, but even I can't warm myself, how can I warm him?

After crying for a while, Akashi began to sort out his mood a little bit, he couldn't use such a negative attitude to awaken his will to survive.

Opened his mouth, his voice was a little hoarse: "Heizi, what made you refuse to wake up? Did we hurt you after all? I'm sorry, I owe you this sentence after all. It should be said that I need to tell you this most. A man of words."

He clearly promised to come to awaken his will to survive, but when he talked about his past mistakes, he unconsciously wanted to apologize to him, and always felt that if he didn't tell him everything, the turmoil in his heart would be broken. The higher the building is, the better it is to smash down the barrier first.

"I'm sorry, Heizi, I'm sorry, when I first discovered my feelings for you, I ran away. You must not have paid attention to what happened at that time. I lost to you in the final of the Wintercup in the first year of high school, father. So I’m not allowed to play anymore, I’ve already given up, but you tried to persuade my stubborn father time and time again, he was really moved by you, and he agreed to let me play again, this is the first time that my father doesn’t care about winning or losing Let me do one thing, the moment the sun shines into my room, you came to my side, will you regret now that you released me, a demon, from hell?"

Akashi didn't know what kind of answer he was expecting, but Kuroko might not have thought about these things at all.

"Alas—" Akashi sighed long, how could he say something?

"I'm the one behind the whole thing, Kise's feet, Midorima's troubled parents and teachers' problems, Aomine's basketball dreams, and Murasakihara, what they did to you was more or less ordered by me Yes, I, I let Midorima smash all your dreams. At that time, I thought that was the best, just stay away from you, I can control all the rights I want, control my life , No, it’s more about other people’s lives, I don’t want to be influenced by others, so I choose to influence others.”

Akashi's eyes became indifferent: "Control everything, always be above others, the unique king."

It's just that the emperor didn't expect that the price he paid would be beyond what he could bear: "It's me who made you suffer so much, it's me who made your heart completely collapse, it's me who caused you to have such a serious car accident, and it's me who made you suffer so much. Sitting in a wheelchair, lost the right to play."

Akashi thought that he couldn't say this no matter what, but unexpectedly he said it all, but he didn't relax a little bit in his heart, his eyes were dark red and without light.

"She, Chris, she was with you during that time."

Akashi said almost the last thing he wanted to say. He looked at Kuroko with affectionate expression, and endless regret welled up in his heart.

"It would be nice if I was the one who was with you at that time."

Akashi snorted, "I'm still so selfish, Kuroko."

His eyes became darker, and an unknown fire accumulated in his sight, almost igniting: "Now I may not even have the right to be jealous. Is she, Chris, really that important? So important that even basketball Can't you arouse your will to survive? Are you really going to abandon us for her? Are you really unwilling to give us a little chance?"

Akashi glanced at the numbers on the electronic instrument, but there was no change, and then he realized how uncomfortable this feeling of despair tasted.

"Please, Heizi, wake up, don't you want to stand on the court again? Please, Heizi, wake up and come back to us."

"come back."