Lost the most important place in your heart

"Come back?" Heizi lowered his head and muttered, "Where should I go back?"

Looking at Chris, who was smiling brightly beside her, the hand holding her was much tighter, and she would no longer let go.

This is a unilateral promise Heizi made to Chris, just like she once did.

"Tetsuya, where are we going now?"

Only then did Heizi realize that they had been walking aimlessly for a long time.

After looking around for a while, Heizi found a swing, and smiled lightly: "Zhi Yu, do you want to sit?"

"Huh?" Chris was a little surprised, "Playing on the swing?"

"Yeah." Heizi nodded, and pulled Chris forward. Chris was a little dazed and didn't respond.

When he got to the front of the swing, Heizi let go of Chris's hand and went around to the back: "Come here quickly, I'll push you."

Chris ran up with a smile, then sat down, pulling two ropes, swinging her legs: "Haha, Tetsuya, you have to catch me."

"I'll definitely catch it."

Heizi put his hand on top of Chris's, and pushed forward forcefully.

Riding on the wind, the lithe young girl flew up to the center of the clouds like a fluttering butterfly.

Heizi was stunned, and the strength in his hand became lighter. When Chris flew down, she fell into his arms.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Heizi hurriedly apologized.

"No." Chris shook her head and retracted into Heizi's arms, "That's fine."

Heizi tightened his arms, hugged her, and whispered in her ear, "Are you still playing?"

"Play!" He replied firmly.

Laughter was blowing with the wind again.

Akashi, who stayed up all night, looked at the numbers on the electronic instrument that were almost the same as when he came in last night, and sighed.

It's not that he didn't think about such an ending, but he was still looking forward to having a different weight in his heart. Such a dream was finally shattered.

Standing up from the chair, looking down at Heizi: "Will Kise be special to you? Or can't it be done without Chris?"

There was no answer, but the doorbell rang to remind him that it was time, and no matter how attached he was, he had to leave.

After opening the door, Akashi came out, and the other four quickly surrounded him, especially Kise who was very excited: "Little Akashi, little blackie..."

Akashi shook his head.

The expectations were finally in vain, and one by one their heads fell down, and they fell silent.

Akashi walked to Kise's side and pressed his shoulder: "The next thing is up to you."

"Me?" Kise looked surprised, he shook his head, "Impossible, if none of you can do it, why should I?"

Kise is the one who knows the importance of Chris in Heizi's heart best, so he can't hope that he will become that special person.

Akashi frowned, a little angry: "Kise, are you going to give up? Give up Kuroko?"

The emotion was out of control at that moment, Akashi clenched his fists tightly, if Kise dared to answer "yes", then this punch would definitely greet him.

"How could he give up on him?!" Kise roared, all the anxiety, uneasiness and self-blame of the past few days were mixed together and shouted out.

I cover my eyes with my hands, I really don't want to cry, but the tears can't be stopped, why?

"Kose?" Qingfeng knew that Kise was so excited because of Heizi's emotions, but his mood was completely different from his.

"Kise, what exactly do you want?" Akashi had to do this, even if forced, he had to go see Kuroko.

"I think he wakes up!" Compared to others, Kise might be the one who most hoped that Heizi would wake up, but he was also the only one who rejected his special possibility.

"Then don't give up easily!" Akashi also roared, "He, Kuroko, he's right there, how can he just give up like this? No matter what, no matter what, let him wake up, even if he has already There are other important things."

"Little Akashi?" Kise couldn't believe that Akashi, the proud son of heaven, would say such a thing.

"I know, little Akashi, I, will go, do my best, and convey my thoughts to him."

"That's fine." Akashi restrained his temper, "There are not many choices we can make, if you can't either..."

"Also, as she said, Xiao Heizi's parents are different from us?"

"Heizi's parents, indeed..." Akashi thought for a while, "Then, Kise, you should go and accompany him tonight, and we can only talk about tomorrow's matter tomorrow."

"I see." Kise nodded, he could only think about the rest, and they couldn't give him advice.

Kise also sat outside Heizi's ward for a whole day, during which time he made a phone call, and then kept thinking about Heizi.

When entering the OCU, Kise obviously prepared a lot of words, but he swallowed them all the moment he saw Heizi. It was different from the shocked and silent Heizi who saw him outside the glass. There was no sound at all, which made people wonder, is he really alive?

Kise had warned himself never to cry, that's why he spent so much time adjusting his mood, absolutely not to cry.

His eyes were a little red, he coughed a few times, but his voice was still a little hoarse: "Xiao Heizi, I miss you so much."

Looking back at the electronic equipment, there was no change, and he tried his best to keep his voice unchanged: "Sure enough, I'm not the special one."

"Oh—" Kise sighed, "When did I lose my qualifications, little blackie?"

The light reflected in the eyes, but it was even darker.

"It was the words I said at the beginning that hurt Xiao Heizi severely? I'm sorry, Xiao Heizi, saying that you are cruel, saying that you can't understand me, etc. are all false. At that time My real thought is that I want to stay by your side, to be comforted by you, to hug you, but I am not much stronger than ordinary people, on the contrary, I am a coward."

What Sasaki Meiling said has always been Kise's heart knot. He had the opportunity to reprimand her so that she could not hurt him, but he acquiesced in this behavior because of his selfishness.

"Xiao Heizi, I really did something wrong. I was obsessed with victory. The so-called future. I always thought that I couldn't leave the flashlight. I hope to be noticed by others. I need other worship. Prove your existence."

Sneer.

"But having these, I lived like a walking dead during the time when I lost you, but I was still stupid enough. I have seen a lot of girls who just want to enjoy the vanity of being a model girlfriend, but I still want to use that vulgar person as your substitute, I..."

What should I say?There was a momentary silence, followed by a long silence.

"By the way, little Chris, she asked me something."

Kise searched in his pocket for a long time, and took out an earring.

"This, actually, what I've always wanted to give you, Xiao Heizi, is a present for Xiao Heizi." Kise blushed and touched the stud on his left ear, "It's a pair with mine. Yes. Xiao Heizi, would you like to wear it?"

no respond.

"That's right, after all, Xiao Heizi, you have little Chris now." Kise clenched his fists tightly, his nails digging into his flesh a little painfully, "Even if she's not here now, even though, Xiao Heizi, you've already forgotten her .”

Originally, Kise thought that Kuroko would at least respond to Chris's affairs, but now it seems that the situation is not optimistic.

"Little Heizi, haven't you always wanted to know about little Chris? Open your eyes and I'll tell you everything, okay?"

Carefully, humbly begging, longing for that person to give me, no, even if it’s not because of me, for whatever, as long as a little reaction, even if the number changes too much, “1” is enough, but, after all, it’s not that man.

"I'm the first one to come back to you, little blackie. So, I have been hostile by little Chris for a long time, haha, it's my own fault, little Chris, she really is A super gentle girl, her eyes are full of emotion when she looks at you. At that time, in fact, I already understood that I am no match for her, whether it is her position in your heart or her love for you I have lost all my feelings, and I have lost in a mess."

There was a soreness in my heart, I agreed not to cry, so I won't cry, what right does the person who abandoned you have to be jealous at that time?

"But Xiao Heizi, the apology and guilt I felt the moment I saw you sitting in the wheelchair were not fake. If I could, I would trade my life for your legs, even if you would forget little Chris Forget me as well, no, it should be said that I hope you can forget me, just like little Chris, she really, really loves you with her life, she gives everything for you, but doesn't want you to bear it, So I'd rather you forget..."

Speaking of this, Kise realized that he seemed to have said something wrong, and hurriedly explained: "Well, Xiao Heizi, I didn't mean you were running away or irresponsible, I, just, just..."

"Oops." Kise felt that the more he explained, the worse it became, as if he couldn't explain anything clearly, and scratched his hair irritably, "Well, Xiao Heizi, didn't I say I would protect you? Look, you You still have my mark on your forehead."

As he said that, Kise put his hand on Heizi's forehead, and gently drew a heart. The strong love that couldn't be melted flowed in his eyes. The promised protection was not realized in the end. How should I face you? ?

"I'm sorry, little Heizi. I didn't stay by your side when you were in the most pain. I made an oath to protect you, but I still let you lie on this cold bed again."

In fact, Kise didn't want to say this at this time, he shook his head.

"Hey, little Heizi, can you give me an inch of land that I can stand on? It's okay to be far away, as long as I stay by your side, so if you hear my voice, give me Respond, okay, little blackie?"