Silent Universe GL

Qu Yao looked at the woman in front of her with a calm tone as if she was telling someone else's story.But every word here hit her heart.

She didn't know how to reply, and she didn't know what Xiao Qingming meant, so she might as well keep listening.

"Later she returned to China, and you all know what happened after that."

"Ah."

"I like her, I love her, but I still can't be that person by her side."

"When I knew she liked women, I literally jumped for joy."

"But then she said that she fell in love with Geng Su."

"I think I can understand her, I can understand her, so I waited, waited for a long time, and I was heartbroken after waiting, and finally, we broke up."

"I thought my chance had come, but the person she cared about was you instead."

"!"

"I just realized that no matter how I struggle, the end is the same."

"Even if I don't care about the worldly dogma, even if she likes women, even if she breaks up, she still won't like me."

"Even without Geng Su, even without you, there will still be Zhang Yao, Li Yao and countless others."

"All the right time, place and people are not worth a word of no love."

Qu Yao looked at Xiao Qingming and felt sad for this woman. Even when she heard that Xiao Siyi cared about her, she couldn't restrain the joy in her heart, but it was offset by this feeling of wanting nothing.

"I didn't give up before, I still wanted to fight, I still wanted to fight, until today at the annual meeting, I looked at her eyes on the stage, and I only stared at you the whole time, obviously I was there when I went to sing in Hong Kong, But there was something more distant in her eyes at that time, and I realized that she was looking at you."

Xiao Qingming stood up and nodded to Qu Yao who was on the sofa.

"I'm going to work in Shanghai tomorrow."

Qu Yao looked at Xiao Qingming and didn't recover for a while.

"So suddenly?"

"It's been fixed before, and I haven't given an answer."

"I have no reason to stay here anymore. It's better for us not to meet. It's better to miss each other than to meet."

"I have never told anyone my feelings. I told you today, but I just hope you can cherish her. You are also the witness that I sealed this relationship."

"I hope you tell Siyi that I can't spend Christmas with her."

Xiao Siyi had a dream.

She dreamed that she went back to the day when she went abroad when she was a child.

That day she made an agreement with Xiao Qingming that she would go to the airport to see her off, but Xiao Siyi didn't come no matter how long she waited.

The agreed time passed minute by minute, and she still didn't show up until the sound of missing people sounded on the radio.

I really couldn't dawdle any longer, so I had to walk to the boarding gate step by step. Every time I took a step, I would look back to see if she came.

She had a real heartache for a second, feeling that her sister didn't care about her, she left and would not come back to find her.

Suddenly opened his eyes.

Xiao Siyi found that the sunlight had come in through the curtains, and rubbed his eyes, feeling a sense of loss for some reason.

"It's strange, how could I dream of something that happened so long ago?"

While muttering, he got out of bed and looked for water to drink.

Go through the living room and go straight to the kitchen.

and many more?

There seems to be something on the sofa.

Step back a little.

"Qu Yao??"

Xiao Siyi was startled, and the voice leaked out of his mouth.

Hearing the sudden sound, Qu Yao opened her eyes slightly, then turned over, and said yes as if answering Xiao Siyi's surprise.

"How will you be here!!"

There was silence for a while.

Then came an insignificant voice: "Yesterday, your sister and I sent you back together. It was too late and I couldn't go back, so I'll make do with you."

soon?

Looking at the blanket on her body and the pillow she got from no one knows where, she was so comfortable in a ball that she couldn't be more comfortable.

"What about my sister? Are you home?"

"Hmm... um..." Qu Yao, who usually answered well, was a little vague on this question.

"Oh."

Maybe it's because he hasn't woken up yet, Xiao Siyi didn't think much about it, looking at Qu Yao whose head was buried on the side, although he expressed some headaches in his words, he was still very happy that she stayed.After asking, he continued to walk into the kitchen.

Qu Yao buried herself in her pillow, thinking that Xiao Qingming had already gone to Shanghai and entrusted her with the house key to Xiao Siyi, so it was better not to mention it too early.

But later I found out, when I saw Xiao Qingming's empty room, my heart was inexplicably missing a corner, I found a corner where no one was there and cried a lot, it turned out that the dream that day was real.

Xiao Siyi is not a fool, sometimes he can feel that Xiao Qingming pays attention to his sight and mind, but every time he tells himself that it is impossible, because he is self-righteous, so he forcibly suppresses that thought.How many times I want to ask, but I am afraid that once some questions are asked, the relationship between the two will change.

She left in the end, and her own pretending to be stupid and evading brought this relationship to a unilateral end.

Xiao Siyi hated himself for being useless.

During those few days, she locked herself in Xiao Qingming's house. On Christmas Day, when she saw the lights of Wanjia through the window, she was in a daze for a long time, and also shed tears for a long time.

Someday after the year.

Xiao Siyi was rushing to catch up with work as usual, when the phone rang suddenly, it was an unfamiliar number at first glance, but when he looked at the area and closed his eyes, he knew who was calling.

"Hey?"

"Miss, sir, I hope you can go home for the New Year this year."

"Oh, good, got it."

Hang up the phone and continue working.

Xiao Siyi's family immigrated to Canada when Xiao Siyi was in college, but for Xiao Siyi, there was nothing wrong with him. He had a good relationship with his parents at first, but because of Xiao Qingming's incident, Xiao Siyi was a little alienated from the concept of "home". And because of my own music business, I broke up with my family. I didn’t go home for a few years until I started working, which is this year.

Since being favored by others can't be slapped in the face, Xiao Siyi plans to go home this year to have a look.

After reporting to Lin Qiao and the others on WeChat, Xiao Siyi suddenly wanted to tell Qu Yao too.

In fact, there is no need to tell her, after all, the company has holidays during the Chinese New Year.

But still sent a message by accident.

"I'm going home for Chinese New Year this year."

After a while, Xiao Siyi looked at his phone, it was her.

"Oh, otherwise where are you going?"

...

"It's nothing, how did you spend the New Year?"

"go home."

"It's true, haha."

"Why do you always ask unhealthy questions? If you are absent-minded during working hours, I will deduct your wages."

Xiao Siyi was so frightened that he immediately threw the phone aside and hurried to take pictures.

A few minutes later, Xiao Siyi's phone vibrated.

"You have to compensate me for my mental loss, and you have to treat me to dinner after get off work."

Spring Festival, Toronto.

These few days because he is not familiar with this place, Xiao Siyi has been staying at home and not going out.Xiao Sa has a lot of entertainment, so he is not very much at home.When I haven't seen each other for a few years, I don't have the enthusiasm I imagined. On the contrary, I seem to be used to it. A simple sentence "I'm back" contains a thousand words.

Mother's heart has always been on her younger brother, and she has always been close to Xiao Qingming, let alone herself, so her younger brother is the happiest when she returns home this time.

Because I play with my younger brother who is in high school, I don’t feel lonely. Boys at this age also like guitar, but because of Xiao Siyi’s previous actions, Xiao Sa is very disgusted with this kind of thing, and he is not allowed to engage in these things. The younger brother was suffering and couldn't speak out and didn't dare to disobey Xiao Sa's intentions. Fortunately, Xiao Siyi came back and secretly asked his sister to make a small fuss.

The younger brother's personality is too well-behaved, and Xiao Sa puts a lot of effort into cultivating it, so it is particularly fulfilling to take him to do bad things occasionally.

The younger brother obviously never did anything out of the ordinary, like going to nightclubs, playing rock, skipping classes, or playing games all night.This made him feel very fresh and excited, and he preferred to stay with Xiao Siyi.

Xiao Siyi also likes this good boy very much, but sometimes when she hears him shouting "Sister, Sister" after her buttocks, she feels a little confused.

On the day of New Year's Eve, Xiao Sa and his mother took his younger brother out for a party early, and he was the only one left in Nuo Da's house, so he could go by himself, but it was too boring and there were so many strangers, I really didn't like that kind of flattery Xiao Siyi didn't have much fun staying at home, so as soon as they left, he put on his clothes and went out.

It’s just that I don’t know where to go, and I don’t have a sense of familiarity from childhood to adulthood. I don’t know every street and every river here, so I walk aimlessly.

Look at the time and it's □□ o'clock in the evening. The Spring Festival Gala has already started. Is it very lively in the country? Are the firecrackers ringing non-stop?

And her, what is she doing?

Pulled out a cigarette, took it out and lit it, dialed the number on the phone,

beep...

pass!

"Calling from an international long-distance call, is your family's money blown by the wind? If there is nothing important to bother me, you can see that I will deduct your wages back."

"Yes yes yes, hehehe, I really have nothing important to do, I just want to call you."

Hearing the same reproachful tone as usual, Xiao Siyi's loneliness and uneasiness were instantly wiped away.

"Is the Spring Festival Gala on?"

"Ah."

"looks good?"

"That's the thing. The TV is on. It's just that in the past two years, the children still watched it. This year, it's just on for fun."

Qu Yao was holding the phone between her shoulders in front of the dining table. In the living room, there were children chasing and chasing and the adults around her talking homely. Then she looked down at the dumplings wrapped in her hands. The stuffing leaked out again, and the shape was flat Flat.

"Oh, Yaoyao, you work so hard, don't do this job, go watch TV and leave it to me and your mother."

"Ah good…"

Maybe it's because she disliked that she didn't do well, Qu Yao curled her lips, wiped the flour on her apron, took off the apron and walked to the living room.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Siyi asked.

"fine."

"What are you doing?"

"Make dumplings."

"Pfft."

"Why are you laughing?" Qu Yao was a little angry, and her face was still a little red.

"Haha, it's nothing. It's just that I didn't expect Teacher Qu to be a good wife and mother. She didn't even dare to light a fire in my house before."

"But don't I cut the dishes very well!"

"Well, haha, yes."

"What are you doing?" Qu Yao thought the living room was too noisy, and wanted to go to the balcony to talk, so she went straight through the living room, and bumped into the child in a hurry, said in a low voice, be careful, and continued walking forward with a hand .

"Nothing, it's too boring. I'm out for a walk, and I don't know where to go. It's so noisy in your place."

"Well, is it better now?" Qu Yao stood on the balcony. The balcony was a bit cold, but it was much cleaner.

"It's much better. Why, do you have children at home?"

"Well, the whole family gathers together during the Chinese New Year, and there is a lot of trouble."

"How many brothers and sisters do you have?"

"There are no sisters, the elder brother has one, and there are two younger brothers."

"Wow, there are so many people! Haha, I understand why you have such a strong aura. It turns out that you are all boys. You must be so majestic among them!"

"What did you say..." Qu Yao's face was a little red again, she always blushed when she was with Xiao Siyi recently, Qu Yao didn't like this passive feeling very much.

"It's nothing, I'm very envious of having a large family." Xiao Siyi watched the smoke circle in front of him gradually fade away.

"If you think it's boring, next time you come to my house to celebrate the New Year, I'm sure you'll be so lively."

"Cough cough, cough cough..." Xiao Siyi coughed fiercely, and immediately choked on the smoke when he heard the news.

Qu Yao also seemed to realize that her invitation was a bit ambiguous, but immediately put on a straight face to suppress her shyness.

"Did you smoke and cough so badly?"

It took a while for the cough on the phone to subside slowly.

"Well, ah..."

"Next time, don't smoke, and drink less alcohol."

"Well, good." Xiao Siyi smiled.

The two chatted one after another, and the call continued until the twelve o'clock on Qu Yao's side.

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year."

"Am I the first to tell you Happy New Years! Haha."

"It's no use arguing about some of these things."

"It's nothing, it's just a new year, so I need to teach you a lot, Director Qu."

"Okay, I hope you can save me some trouble at work, and change from a rookie to a real designer earlier."

"I will work hard."

"Well, that's good. My family is already asleep, and it's getting late. I should go to bed too. I have to visit relatives tomorrow."

"OK, good night."

"Good night."

The author has something to say:

To go is to go, with Xiao Qingming's personality, he will not look back.

When I write this paragraph, I feel somewhat depressed, maybe there is blood shaking M in my body.