Silent Universe GL

At the dining table, Xiao Siyi sat across from Xiao Sa, picking up dishes and eating quietly.

In the past, eating with the other three people was lively, chatting and laughing, but now they seem stiff and unfamiliar at home.

While eating, Xiao Siyi thought about when he would return to China. He thought about it for several hours, and wanted to take out his mobile phone to check it, but he held back.

Try to avoid unnecessary sacrifices.

"Tomorrow, I'll take you to meet your Uncle Chen."

Xiao Sa's sudden opening made Xiao Siyi, who was about to pick up a dish far away from him, shrank obviously, and then pretended nothing happened and continued to eat that dish.

Hi, finally got it.

"okay."

There are so many uncles, who knows which Uncle Chen it is.

"And their youngest son has just graduated from Cambridge this year. You are about the same age. Let's introduce each other."

"I have my younger brother to play with me."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Siyi winked at Xiao Cheng, who smiled shyly.

"I didn't care much about you after you returned to China. You will be 25 after the new year. You should get to know this circle."

"unnecessary."

"What did you say?"

Xiao Sa raised his eyes and glared at Xiao Siyi, then put down the bowl and chopsticks.

"I said I don't need it, I have enough friends, there is no need to enter your own circle."

"Have your wings grown hard? You haven't been home for five years, and now you are asked to meet someone, is this your attitude? Give you face?"

"Dad, I really don't understand what you are thinking. I can accept it with a smile. What is knowing people? I'm not deaf. Aren't you blind date me in disguise? I don't like it, why should I go?" ?”

"I told you to go and you have to go."

"You are robber logic!" Xiao Siyi kicked the chair away and stood up.

"Hmph, who was crying and shouting at the beginning that they wanted to make some broken music, which was nothing, and begged me to arrange a job for you, so that you wouldn't even be able to eat!"

"I let you eat, but you have to listen to me. Is there any problem?"

"Do you threaten me?"

"For you, it's not even a threat. I'm your father, and you can do whatever I ask you to do."

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Xiao Siyi's lungs were going to explode with anger, it happened every time, all the logic for him simply turned into I am your father.It was like punching a soft cushion, making her unable to refute.

After all, if she can't be thrown out directly, then we will sever the father-daughter relationship.

Yes, in the final analysis, I was too weak, and I was too weak to obey my parents. Xiao Siyi laughed at himself: If you are not capable, you deserve to be torn open by others, strangling your throat over and over again, making you unable to breathe.

After thinking about it and looking at the people on the table, the mother's indifference seemed to have nothing to do with him. The younger brother couldn't bear to see that he wanted to stand up for him but didn't dare to speak out.

They either live in his shadow or just stare at their own son. What's the point of such a life, even if they don't have to worry about food and drink every day?

Even when I was selling and singing underground, I was happier than I am now.

Xiao Siyi just wanted to yell, Roll!

It's no surprise that I won't be in your poor class anymore!

"You are like that trash, you can't put it on the table."

Xiao Sa angrily threw his job bowl on the ground.

When Xiao Siyi heard these words, his lungs that had been bursting with anger seemed to be overflowing with tears, and the tears welled up all of a sudden, and big ones fell on the dining table.

It's good to be looked down upon by you, knowing that you look down on me, yes, I'm still working in your company, you have the capital to criticize me.

But why do you say that about her?

After so many years, when you mention her, you still use the word "trash" instead.

Obviously, the old lady worked so hard, endured desperately, and survived desperately, so you don't need to point fingers for a long time.

"Cool."

Xiao Siyi spoke calmly, trying to suppress his crying.

"Who is your name?" Xiao Sa was a little impatient, and also stood up.

"The chairman, who is majestic in front of outsiders, can't imagine that he is so imposing when he returns home."

"Don't be weird when you speak!"

"You may be a successful businessman, but in my heart, you are not qualified to be a father."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Siyi wiped away his tears, turned around and walked out without caring about others, walking faster and faster, and finally even ran.

She was afraid, she was afraid that someone would stop her, and there were many voices surrounding her ears.

Some of those voices scolded themselves, some flattered themselves, and some had weird tones.

Xiao Siyi, who ran out of the house, was asking himself in his heart, why didn't he say some harsh words like him, saying things that he had been wronged all the time, why couldn't the two of them have a good fight with the most ugly words, and then Break things at home?

Why did you run away?

Xiao Siyi didn't know, and didn't want to know what was the right way to deal with it. She just wanted to run away, to a place where there were no such sad things.

run to her side.

If it's her, her aura is so strong, it should be enough to protect me, and she should listen to what she says.

Tears flowed again.

It was so cold, I seemed to run out without even taking a coat.

There is only one mobile phone in my pocket.

She took out her phone and looked at the recent call, her eyes were blurred by tears, and she rubbed her arm against the red eyes.

Dial the number.

"Hello? Why, international long-distance which big fool misses me?"

"Lin Qiao, it's me."

"I know, do you know that I fell asleep in the middle of the night?" But the sound of keyboard tapping and faint game sound effects came from the phone.

"Stop talking nonsense, help me book a plane ticket with the latest time, I want to go back to China."

When Xiao Siyi came out of the airport, he almost cried when he saw Lin Qiao, Lao Kang, and Paul with anxious faces, and walked out surrounded by everyone's embrace. Paul thoughtfully took a coat and put it on Xiao Siyi. Lin Qiao didn't think it was a big deal, but seeing Xiao Siyi trembling and eyes swollen from crying because of too little clothes, she felt distressed, and carried Xiao Siyi all the way to the car.

Xiao Siyi had never seen Lin Qiao like this before, and wanted to complain about you, a dead girl, and stay away from me, but found that this seemed to scold him, so he shut up.

I didn't dare to tell Qu Yao the news of her return, for fear that she would be worried, and she was too embarrassing and naive to be seen by her, so this year, she followed Lin Qiao for a while, and Paul Kang for a while, which wasn't too bad. lonely.

One day after the year, Xiao Siyi found that there was an extra 10 yuan in his account.

Take it all.

As if a word came true.

I will be busy with the album after the next year, and the band is getting more and more popular, so I have to focus on music. For the future development of the band, I even signed a record company, so I really didn't go to work anymore, and I asked Manager Wang for a long vacation At that time (this long vacation is equivalent to an indefinite suspension without pay), Xiao Siyi was very embarrassed, but Manager Wang patted her on the shoulder.

"Singing, come on, I like you."

Except for Xiao Sa, everyone in this world is a good person!

A few days later, the courier delivered a package to Manager Wang. He even wondered that he didn't buy anything online. Could it be the wrong delivery?

When he opened it, he couldn't help laughing when he saw what was inside.

This kid actually sent ten signed albums to be released!

Haha, but maybe it was the best thing she thought she could thank him for.

Naturally, I also gave everyone in the office a copy.

There is also one on Qu Yao's table.

Qu Yao shook her head, this guy, he didn't even say hello to him when he left, and he gave him an album, is it a saygoodbye?

Yes, in order to promote the album, they participated in many activities and recorded the album in the company. Now they are no longer a small band that can be accommodated in the small theater before.

Looking at the overwhelming news about the Silent Universe on the Internet, she stared at the phone she hadn't contacted for a long time, and smiled helplessly.

She became more and more busy at work, and the communication between the two of them became less and less. She never came back, and he wisely didn't bother her.Apart from design, Qu Yao didn't know what to talk about with her. Obviously, design shouldn't be talked about either.Greeting you every day if you have eaten, what you have eaten seems too boring, but fortunately, the good night and good morning every night never fall behind, I think this is the only contact with her, just look at the good night and good morning, Her heart was relieved a lot.

March is the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies.

Xiao Siyi and the others arrived at the company early today. Today is the day to wait for the approval results. Normally, if there is no problem, the album release time can be set, and then it is the promotion period, running promotions all over the country.

Everyone is excited and excited.

The four of them were chatting in a hurry in the living room, but the four of them were very guilty and never mentioned anything about the album. Instead, they chatted for a long time on topics that couldn't be touched. The little niece of the eighth aunt's family is in elementary school this year, and yesterday Paul didn't cook and ate takeaway for a month, which made Lao Kang miserable.

Although the voices were getting louder, it was obvious that everyone was absent-minded, with their eyes fixed on the door and their ears pressed against the wall.

"Dong dong dong."

There was a knock on the door.

I'm coming!

The lively place immediately fell silent, and everyone couldn't help but hold their breath.

A voice came from outside the door: "Well, can I come in?"

Lin Qiao nodded.

Xiao Siyi was so angry that he hit her on the head. "Fool! He can't see."

"Come in!" Old Kang said.

A head popped out from behind the door, and then the whole body flashed in.

Xiao Siyi thought that the manager usually has a strong aura, which is on par with Qu Yao, why is he so...so...accepted today?

So... didn't it pass the audit?

Xiao Siyi was like a deflated ball all of a sudden.

"How is it, brother, was it successful?" Lin Qiao blurted out without noticing Xiao Siyi's frustration.

"Well, it worked."

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grateful! !

The atmosphere in the living room changed suddenly. Everyone stood up from their seats, laughed and clapped each other, only Paul was sitting in his seat and smiling.

Xiao Siyi thinks that Paul's attitude is very strange, no, it's because his attitude is not right recently, although Paul is easy-going and modest, but before rehearsing and recording songs, sometimes he would suddenly dance with excitement, and then he would suddenly be inspired to write songs non-stop , Sometimes it will be very quiet like now, without saying a word, looking pale.

But the scene was so cheerful that Xiao Siyi's doubts only flashed for a moment, and then he was overwhelmed by great joy, and seeing Paul also looking very happy, he didn't think too much about it.

"But sorry, the album... can't be released." The manager continued in a weak voice.

The noise in the room gradually became quieter.

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what! !

Xiao Siyi's expression became ugly: "Why? It's been reviewed, why can't it be released?"

silence.

Lao Kang tugged on the broker's collar.

"You said, why? Is there something wrong with what we did??"

"It is not…"

"Oh, tell me, just say what you want. Except for a comet hitting the earth, nothing will bring us down. If your company is due to force majeure, we will sign another company." Lin Qiao pretended to be indifferent, but the words There is obviously some lack of confidence.

"I'm really sorry!"

The broker bowed deeply.

"You guys are great, it's our problem! We're not capable enough! Sorry!"

Without waiting for an answer, he turned around and opened the door to leave.

Everyone was left in a daze.

Xiao Siyi looked at the state of his manager, and remembered that he was also in such a mess during the Chinese New Year.

He is running away?

escape from what?

A very bad but very likely thought popped into her mind, and at that moment she felt trembling all over.

No, to test this idea, it won't be true.

Before Xiao Siyi waited for everyone to react, he ran after him.

When she went out and saw the manager who had boarded the elevator in the distance, she immediately sprinted [-] meters to the elevator entrance, held the elevator door, and asked what was on her mind.

"Is it Qingyun? Is it Qingyun threatening you not to let us release an album?"

Xiao Siyi pulled open the door of the living room in a disheveled manner, with an expression of indifference that seemed to overdraw all her life.

But no one at the scene noticed her expression, and no one asked her the result.

It's just that Xiao Siyi saw a page of paper falling on the originally clean ground, so she picked it up.

Looking at this piece of paper, she realized that she couldn't understand the data and meaning written on it. She wanted to throw it away, but seeing Paul's name made her stop again.

And the identification result: bipolar disorder.

The author has something to say:

Bipolar Disorder = Manic Depression.mania + depression