Silent Universe GL

Paul nestled on the sofa with a calm expression, but his legs were trembling when he looked closely, his hands were tightly crossed, and his knuckles were pale and protruding due to too much force.

"What's going on? When did this start? Why didn't you tell me?" Old Kang spoke loudly, but he couldn't hide the trembling in his words. He stood by and wanted to touch Paul, but he was also afraid that Paul would collapse. I had no choice but to stand there stupidly.

Silent answer.

Lin Qiao frowned and looked at the two people in front of him, holding hands, biting his lower lip, without saying a word.

Xiao Siyi suddenly felt that there was nowhere to put the medical certificate in her hand. She didn't know what bipolar disorder was, but she knew that Paul was ill for a long time, at least for several months. What made her feel ashamed most was that he was ill. so that everyone did not notice.

Lao Kang asked the same question several times, but still no one answered, and no one blamed him, because everyone fell into deep self-blame, and finally such an embarrassing situation ended with Paul passing out.

Lao Kang picked up Paul and rushed out, Lin Qiao also went out, and before leaving, he patted Xiao Siyi who was in a daze.

Xiao Siyi came back to his senses, looked at Lin Qiao, and saw the same helpless look in her eyes.

Lin Qiao had already noticed it when she was in Hong Kong, but she didn't say much.

Xiao Siyi asked Paul on the plane, but nothing happened.

They were eager to read something from each other's eyes, why, they didn't stick to it at the time, why, they were their best friends but chose to keep silent.

"Let's go, Lao Kang should be the saddest." Lin Qiao said.

Fortunately, Paul just fell into a coma because of his weakness. When asked, it turned out that Paul hadn't eaten for three days. The doctor prescribed some medicine in the hospital. Lao Kang was a little worried and sent him to the hospital for observation.

Lying on the hospital bed, Paul looked haggard. Fortunately, he was sedated and fell into a deep sleep. Those who didn't know thought that the young man was simply weak, but everyone present knew that his mental pressure must have broken the final a straw.

"Paul didn't eat, just drank some water. He was very energetic. He almost showed a sick spirit. He was around the drum set all day, or he was writing songs. I didn't think much about it at the time...it was all my fault."

Hearing Lao Kang, a 1.9-meter tall man holding Paul's hand and crying, and deliberately lowering his voice because he was worried about disturbing him, this kind of forbearance only made Xiao Siyi breathless, and hurriedly retreated from the ward. Stand in the hallway.

She walked to the end of the corridor, walked around many patients in the corridor, stood by the window, and looked at the sky outside the ward.

It is the season when all things are revived, and the green on the grass is gradually appearing. The weather is very good, the sky is blue and white clouds, but the nose is full of the smell of □□ water.

She hated herself so much at this moment.

She hated her incompetence for letting Geng Su leave, she hated her weakness for forcing Xiao Qingming to go far away, and hated her inaction for making her friend suffer from illness.

I have never hated myself so much at this moment.

Paul's bipolar episodes were ultimately his own.

She took out the cell phone she had been holding out from her pocket, and dialed the number with several emotional upheavals.

"Hello."

"Let my dad answer the phone."

"Miss? Alright, sir is in the study, wait a moment, I'll transfer the call there."

"Hey?"

"it's me."

"why?"

"what?"

"The album, you made it, I asked clearly."

"Oh."

"I need an explanation."

"No explanation."

After a pause, the other end of the phone continued to speak.

"I said, as long as I think about it, you can't do anything. I don't like that company at all. Just mentioning a word, they are scared and afraid."

"Why are you doing this!"

"It's nothing, I don't allow it, you have to listen to what I say, don't you see me now?"

"Want to be famous? I think you are dreaming." Xiao Sa said with a snort on the other end.

The phone hangs up.

Hearing these words, Xiao Siyi laughed out of anger, yes, the culprit is himself, in the final analysis, he is still too insignificant, people can easily play with their dreams in the palm of their hands just by moving their fingers.

So frustrating.

Suddenly want to give up everything, or simply do nothing?Or just stop touching music and find a place where no one is around to die.

Light a cigarette, silently watching its smoke drift to the blue sky and white clouds outside the window.

I'm sorry, but you never let me smoke.

Suddenly the cigarette in her hand was taken away. She thought it was because smoking was not allowed in the corridor, but when she turned around, she realized that it was Lin Qiao who took it and took a strong puff. Maybe she didn't know how to smoke. As soon as she was choked, she began to cough violently.

The voices in the corridor were noisy and chaotic, and Lin Qiao was coughing non-stop. The coughing sounds seemed to be coughing up his lungs, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes. cry.

Xiao Siyi was at a loss.

"Smoking is like this, why do you still smoke when you are so choked, you are sick, are you a masochist?"

"..."

"You are really useless, isn't it because the album can't be released, and it's not like the sky is falling." Lin Qiao returned the cigarette to Xiao Siyi.

Putting on the usual Xiao Siyi, she would definitely complain about her, telling her that the album is our God and the reason we have been working hard, but now she can't say a word, and she doesn't have the face to say it.

"Just stand up again. If this company doesn't work, just change to another company. If another company doesn't work, just change to another company."

Xiao Siyi looked up.

"If it doesn't work, don't you have the one hundred thousand that your father gave you, plus our money, and pay for it yourself. If it doesn't work, then go back to the underground to sell and sing to make money. It's not like you haven't done it before."

"Paul fell because he was too sincere, it's nothing."

"He's down, we can't be down."

The last sentence seemed to knock on Xiao Siyi's chaotic brain, causing her to widen her eyes, looking at the girl in front of her who was pretending to be relaxed but full of tears.

She questioned herself: just now, did she want to escape again?

There is no way to retreat, and you are forced to the corner, so stand up along the corner.

Lin Qiao was much younger than herself, she didn't even want to run away, as an elder, wouldn't it be too embarrassing to run away?

In the following days, Lao Kang had to take care of Paul, and Lin Qiao still had schoolwork, so most of the time Xiao Siyi was struggling alone. She kept signing contracts with companies, dealing with trivial matters, stopping performances, and running around. With that kind of tenacity and hope, otherwise most people would definitely give up after being rejected countless times.

She would visit Paul with Lin Qiao when she had time, and Lao Kang, who had never been a cook, also learned to cook according to the recipes, and was inseparable from Paul. When they visited, they found that besides the printed recipes, most of them were about bipolar disorder books.

Paul was still so gentle, lying on the bed and reading a book, as if nothing had happened, but the medicine bottle beside the bed reminded everyone that this thing really happened.

Paul pulled Xiao Siyi and apologized to her, Xiao Siyi almost couldn't help crying, Paul said again that it's too hard to do it, the body is important, it's okay to give up, don't hold on.

Xiao Siyi didn't know how to respond. At this time, Lao Kang came in with a meal, and he also smiled and said that it's okay if we don't make music, as long as we are with Paul, I blame myself, I never realized his importance before.

Paul's condition has recovered, but he still needs to make adjustments. After all, mental problems are not like physical problems. Most of the outbreaks are internal storms, which are not easy to heal.

Everyone also knew the reason why the album could not be released, and no one blamed her.

The more this happened, the more Xiao Siyi blamed himself.She thought in her heart that the most panacea is to tell you that the album can be released, but she can't make any promises, she can only ask Paul to rest in peace and recuperate.

Before leaving, Xiao Siyi gritted his teeth when he saw the drum kit and bass set in the corner.

How can you give up, how can you give up lightly?

Xiao Siyi used all his connections, contacted all the people he could think of, and sent countless samples of albums, but the results were nothing.

Not discouraged, she continued to look around for the slightest possibility.

Thinking that in the end, if it really didn’t work out, I took 10 yuan and sold and sang to save money for the album to be released.

During this period, the transition from spring to midsummer is rapid.

In July, cicadas sing.

Four months of life-sustaining hustle finally paid off, with one company nodding their head to make the digital album available.

When Xiao Siyi heard the news, he didn't jump up and down happily, but felt a sense of peace that the dust had settled.

Then fainted out of nowhere.

When she woke up, she laughed out loud when she saw the members surrounding her.

Everyone also laughed.

After being fully nourished and discharged from the hospital, Xiao Siyi stood on the weighing scale and found that he had lost a full fifteen catties in the past few months.

Lin Qiao looked at the jumping feet and yelled that he would die if he exercised every day in order to lose weight. How could you lose weight so fast without exercising!

Xiao Siyi blinked at the side and said that it was really embarrassing, but he thought in his heart that it would be strange to live with tense nerves every day for the past four months.

Next is the release of the album, press conference, publicity on various platforms, and a new round of performances after a short break.

With the unanimous approval of everyone, "The Fog" became the title song of the album.

In just one week, their album "Mist" reached the top of the major music charts, and sales continued to rise. By the end of the month, they had broken the highest record created by all musicians signed by the company, and many of them With the big coffee, this situation is unexpected by everyone, maybe the company that rejected Xiao Siyi before will regret their decision now.

Silent Universe's reputation has also risen, and all major media rushed to report that they successfully squeezed from the [-]th line group to the first line.

August afternoon.

The weather is muggy and humid, with rain in the forecast tomorrow.

All the passers-by on the street were listless, and only after entering the air-conditioned Yuelai Building, their expressions were slightly refreshed.

A man in long clothes and trousers, a fisherman's hat, big sunglasses and a mask flashed out of place among the group of people, making it difficult to distinguish between men and women.

The security guard inside the door saw the suspicious person trying to stop him, but the person moved too fast and slipped into the elevator first, so he had to give up.

The elevator was humming, and there was only this suspicious person here. She seemed to be getting hot, and suddenly pulled off her hat and mask, and her long hair was scattered on her shoulders.

"Oh my god, what Lin Qiao said is such an idea, more and more people pay attention to me instead of wearing it like this!"

It was Xiao Siyi who complained loudly.

The current Xiao Siyi is different from the past. He cannot easily show his true colors to others, otherwise it will cause commotion. This proves the heat of the quiet universe from the side, but it also brings Xiao Siyi a lot of trouble.

Even going through the resignation procedure has to be so wimpy and sneaky.

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Although the plot is fast forwarded, the important points will be written out exactly.