Yokohama old father writes book daily

After sending off Ozaki Hongye and generally arranging the affairs of Hong Kong gangsters properly, Osamu Dazai looked at the time and looked forward to the approaching night. He didn't expect that he would be in such a good mood.

"Odasaku." He sighed in a voice only he could hear clearly.

He originally thought that he would have to wait until the end of the plan before he could find the opportunity to say the words "Odasaku" to Odasaku.

But in the blink of an eye, this little wish was fulfilled.

In the end it was Odasaku who found out.He knew that Oda Saku would find out, because Oda Saku knew him that way.

Sure enough, he saw Odasaku right!

This also proves that his decision to guard this world of lies is indeed worthwhile.

Even if this world is false, he himself is also false, but at least Oda is true.

This world was originally worthless, one of the same illusions among thousands of illusions, but because Oda Saku is here, the existence of this false world has a unique meaning.

To do better.Osamu Dazai said to himself.For the living and real Odasaku, he must do better.

Humming a light tune, he went to the bathroom and washed his face with clean water.There is no bandage on the head, and washing the face is much easier.He raised his eyes and stared at himself in the mirror, a drop of water dripped from the hair on his forehead to his eyelashes, he blinked, and the water drops on his eyelashes fell into the pool, creating a circle of ripples .

The two iris-colored eyeballs looked much softer due to the infiltration of water vapor, and the pale skin formed by not seeing the sun for a long time was also tinged with a healthy blush because of the good mood.

The man at the helm of the big ship named "Hong Kong Black" completely lost his usual majesty and coldness at this moment, and was alone in a daze, like a beautiful child in the rain.

Probably in a daze, the brows and eyes that were curved for joy slowly relaxed, and finally the expressionless face turned into a somewhat melancholy silence.

When he was on the Ferris wheel, his question to himself came to mind again: Are you shaken?

The answer that came to mind at that time was that it cannot be shaken.

And now that he has calmed down, the answer is——

Will not shake again, because it is worth it.

This world used to be meaningless, it was just a deception, but now, this fragile and fragile world was worth everything he gave to protect it.

Osamu Dazai slowly smiled again, he searched deep in the palace of his mind to find his own, in [Shout out the word "Odasaku"] and [Please Odasaku taste hard tofu] There are check marks behind the two items, which means that two wishes have been fulfilled.

That one is not long, and it describes some trivial words that others may not understand after reading it, such as [handle a dud with my own hands], such as [read a book written by Oda Saku].

When he wrote down these sentences bit by bit, he was like a child filling a treasure chest with treasures.Maybe it's a scratched marble, maybe it's a gray paper crane, maybe it's a burnt colored rope.They are all worthless things in the eyes of others, and only the owner of the treasure chest understands the meaning.

Nor did he expect to fulfill all his last wishes before he died.But if you can complete a few more, there will be a kind of secret joy.

After happily stuffing it back into his heart, Osamu Dazai suddenly sighed again.

A touch of melancholy spread in the air.

"Odasaku, you are real, but I am not."

The appointed time for the evening bar was coming soon, and when Oda Sakunosuke arrived at Lupin on time, he saw Osamu Dazai already sitting in his old seat waiting for him.

It is said to be an old seat, but in fact it is the first time in this world that Osamu Dazai sits.

Probably because of the excitement brought about by this "first time", Osamu Dazai couldn't keep quiet, and was happily asking the bartender for canned crab meat: "No one usually orders it? It's so delicious Things, I can’t be the only one who knows the goods, you should always have some canned crab meat here, even if you can’t sell too much, it doesn’t matter.”

"Dazai." Oda Sakunosuke walked to the old seat and sat down, greeting him with the same tone he remembered every time.

Dazai Osamu let go of the bartender with a smile, bent his fingers and flicked his glass of cold beer, and let out a nice clear cry.

"Odasaku, I've been waiting for you and didn't steal a sip. If you don't come, I'll be bored to death."

"Why don't you drink it first?" Oda Sakunosuke said, nodding slightly to the bartender.

I fulfilled my promise.He said to the bartender with his eyes.I brought my friend.

The bartender obviously still remembered the scene of the last meeting, showing a knowing expression: "Still the same?"

The redhead nods.So the bartender started mixing drinks.

He knew that if he came again next time, the bartender would stop asking questions and start making drinks when he saw him directly.

After Oda's "old style" was brought to the bar, Osamu Dazai raised his glass and made a gesture of toasting: "If you want to say why I didn't drink first, of course it's because I want to toast to Oda."

"I see." The red-haired man also picked up the wine, toasted Dazai Osamu, and the two took a sip together.

The wine passed over his tongue and fell into his throat, arousing his excited nerves.

Everything is as familiar as I remember, and this old-style bar may still maintain the same attitude no matter whether it has been three years or ten years later.

Perhaps the only thing that will change is the guests who come and go here every day.

The red-haired man couldn't help but feel a little regretful, because the high stool next to him was empty, and his friend named Ango Sakaguchi was not there.

"Dazai, the hard tofu you gave me is a bit too much, can I share it with others?"

"Okay, I'm satisfied if Odasaku is willing to taste it. But it's been two days, hasn't it been broken?"

"It doesn't smell bad, so it should have not been spoiled yet." The red-haired man thought for a while, "But for the sake of caution, you really shouldn't eat it anymore."

Osamu Dazai nodded in agreement: "That's right, it's better to just throw it away. If Odasaku still wants to eat it, I will make it again."

The two chatted naturally in this way, as if they were already familiar with this mode of conversation.

It's like nothing has changed.

But if everything is business as usual, it will be difficult to handle.thought the redhead.He no longer wants to be that person who just looks at Dazai.

"Dazai..." He paused.

Osamu Dazai turned his face to the side, curiously: "Hmm, what is it? What is Odasaku going to tell me?"

The red-haired man thought about it, and decided to be more direct: "I've thought about it in the past two days, and found that I had some unnecessary concerns when we met last time, so that I always feel inappropriate in retrospect."

"Concern? Is it wrong?" Osamu Dazai blinked.

"I should have made it clear. It was too tactful at the time." The red-haired man sincerely reviewed himself.

These words made Dazai Osamu laugh: "Oda Saku is also tactful, so is there anything you haven't said yet?"

"It's you, Dazai, I know you remember. The reason why this world is different from what I know is because you changed those things. You killed Gide and kept me and the children alive." come down."

Dazai Osamu was thoughtful: "You mean Gide? I have the impression that he is a difficult enemy. But fortunately, Gide was there back then, so I could win enough benefits for the gangsters. It turns out that you should have been killed by Gide Kill."

I still refuse to admit it, but I am really stubborn.

The stubborn look is also cute.

The red-haired man was not discouraged at all, and continued: "There is also Akutagawa, he was originally a subordinate you greatly admired, but you didn't choose him this time, but took his sister away. Can I ask, you took What is the little sister who walked Akutagawa going to do?"

Osamu Dazai's eyes flickered for a moment.

It's difficult.he thinks.When did Odasaku come into contact with Akutagawa?Why didn't I receive any news at all?

However, no one was arranged to keep an eye on Akutagawa, so it's normal to miss this news.

But Akutagawa has been in the poor street, how could Odasaku go so far for no reason?

Is it because of the paper man from another world?If I had known it earlier, I would have used [Disqualification in the World] to kill all the paper people.Really, because it is Odasaku's friend, he was merciful, which caused an omission.

"Are you talking about Xiaoyin? Akutagawa must have sued you for my crime, but I am absolutely innocent." Osamu Dazai kept calm and defended himself.

"It was Xiaoyin who took the initiative to go with me, because she was very disappointed in her brother. And I don't appreciate Akutagawa, that boy can only use violence according to his own will, change according to the environment, and hurt others convulsively, saying In the end, it can only be regarded as a crazy beast, and it cannot make any contribution to Hong Kong and black."

This really hit the nail on the head.

Although a bit out of place, Oda Sakunosuke couldn't help but want to praise Dazai again.

As expected of Dazai, he has a very precise grasp of Akutagawa's shortcomings, and his insights are quite unique, just as he also has a deep understanding of Akutagawa's advantages.

"It turns out that you made a different choice because of this." Oda Sakunosuke said.

Osamu Dazai shook his head in distress: "No matter who you think of me as Odasaku, it's not correct. I only took Silver away because I lacked a secretary."

This is another repudiation.

But if he shrinks back because of this, today's glass of wine will be in vain.

The red-haired man drank all the wine in one breath, stood up under Dazai Osamu's slightly surprised eyes, and looked down at Dazai: "Don't say such things that make you feel sad, because I won't be like the past again."

"Then what do you plan to become?" Osamu Dazai asked with a smile.

This question must of course be answered with action.

The red-haired man leaned down and approached Osamu Dazai's face.

Under the dim light of the bar, Dazai Osamu's kite-colored eyes were almost black, but in the deep black like a quagmire, a faint dark red, a faint sandy color, and the streamer of stars were gradually reflected .

Now these eyes are trembling uncomfortably because of Oda Saku's too close, and there is a deep-seated emotion hidden in them.

I hope that a quick shave before going out can really clean up the prickly stubble.Oda Sakunosuke thought.

He bowed his head.

Osamu Dazai realized something, and was about to jump up and run away in shock.

Oda Sakunosuke had expected it, and stretched out his hands to firmly press Dazai on the seat.

First, his entire shadow enveloped Dazai.

Then, the four lips were gently pressed together.

The two iris-colored eyes that were trembling restlessly froze for a moment, becoming in a trance.

Is it a dream?

Ah, it must be a dream.