Yokohama old father writes book daily

"If you want to play Bandage-kun, ah no, if you want to chase Bandage-kun, just hit the straight ball."

Sakata Gintoki suggested this after the red-haired man took a nap and before leaving for the appointment.

The red-haired man thought for a while: "What does a straight ball mean? If it means to expose the facts directly and force him to admit it by force, he will probably turn around and run away."

Dazai, that person, occasionally has a timid side.

But that's not a serious drawback, because anyone can be timid at some point.

Sakata Gintoki shook his head vigorously: "Exposing? Persecution? It's not such a superficial thing. It is extremely difficult for human beings to find out their own hearts, let alone ask others to accept and admit the facts. The so-called straight ball is to give spiritual absolute With a critical blow, all the sanity and calmness were smashed into pieces with heavy punches, turning them into a mess."

"It's a mess...how should I say it?"

"Bandage-kun is not as strong as he appears on the surface, is he? I can see this completely, because I am also a despicable person who likes to sneak away at critical moments." When he said this, Sakata Gintoki's expression was quite proud.

No one knows what he is proud of: "Although it is despicable, it is the nature of human beings to seek good fortune and avoid evil, and human beings can survive for a long time because of this. But unlike me, people like Mr. Bandage are most afraid of getting out of the situation Take control, if you do something very unexpected, he will be so flustered that he won't know what to do, he will even forget to run away."

The red-haired man thought it made a lot of sense: "I see, so what should I do?"

"I know!" Kagura raised her hand, "It's a kiss!"

"Kiss?"

"That's right, as long as Odasaku uses the big move kiss, he can tear off Bandage-kun's abominable and calm face, and then trample him under his feet and crush him into pieces!" Kagura waved his fist, his eyes full of longing .

Sakata Gintoki looked sideways at him: "How much do you hate Bandage-kun?"

Kagura shook her head and denied: "It's not hatred, I just feel uncomfortable seeing that person's hypocritical appearance. It's rare to have a good-looking face, and it goes well with Oda Saku."

"Odasaku, what do you think?"

"Me..." The red-haired man seriously considered the possibility of kissing Dazai, hesitating very much. "I remember that kissing seems to be an intimate act that only couples can do."

"Why, don't you usually watch social news? If everyone followed the rules, there would be so many forced kissing incidents in the world." Sakata Gintoki was dissatisfied with the red-haired man's ignorance.

Kagura also jumped up: "That is to say, I only saw it when I went out before! A nymphomaniac forcibly kissed an elementary school student."

Huh?This kind of thing still happened?Sakata Gintoki was very surprised: "Then what did you do?"

"I don't really remember." Kagura frowned in distress, recalling seriously. "Maybe it was a beating? Maybe I took off the man's under-"

"Okay, don't talk about it anymore! It turns out that the social news you watched before was a good thing you did." Sakata Gintoki waved his hands vigorously, he didn't want Kagura to be full of swear words again not long after. "I really want to ask you, why can you continue to use your strange power? I can't even hold a manga now, but you still have the strength to beat people?"

"It must be because you are so useless, Ah Yin. You don't drink less strawberry milk, do you?"

"It's nothing to do with strawberry milk! No matter what you drink, you're worthless. Hurry up and apologize to Strawberry Milk!"

The two paper men quarreled as if no one was there, the red-haired man took it for granted, blocked out all these external noises, and returned to the main topic thinking whether he should kiss Dazai forcefully.

To be honest, this proposal was too unexpected, even if it was as steady as Oda Sakunosuke, he subconsciously rejected it in his heart.

But if it is something that even he wants to deny, it must be a big surprise to Dazai, right?

In fact, he didn't need to think about it, he knew that if Dazai was kissed by him, he would explode in panic.

So, want to try it?

He couldn't help recalling Dazai's lips.

It seems a little thin, and when it is squeezed, it will form sharp lines, but most of the time it opens and closes lively, and speaks a lot of words.

Often it's something meaningless but funny, and occasionally it's...

The red-haired man frowned.He really enjoyed listening to Dazai, but occasionally there were moments when he didn't want to hear it.

And when he didn't want to hear it, he was full of thoughts about stuffing Dazai's mouth with something. If he could think of plugging Dazai with his lips at that time, maybe he would really do that.

wrong.If it was at that time, even if he could think of the trick of kissing, he would not use it, because at that time he still kept the distance between people, even if he wanted to do something, he was powerless.

I can only look at Dazai as a friend.

The red-haired man slowly sank into the memories.

It was a time when it was about to rain, but it hadn't rained yet. The sky was gloomy, and Osamu Dazai took the initiative to walk towards the assailant who aimed a gun at him, with a natural attitude as if he was just walking in his own garden.

He tried to stop Dazai, but Dazai turned a deaf ear to his shout, and instead said to the attacker: "As long as you bend your fingers a little, I can wait for the thing I've been looking forward to the most. The only thing I worry about now is Yes, your bullet missed the target."

Dazai encourages the attacker to shoot him.

And at that time, he was clearly standing by the side, but he felt that he was separated by thousands of meters from the Dazai, as if they were so close to each other.

In his eyes that were almost wide open, Dazai's lively mouth, which is used to spitting out all kinds of witticisms - those two lips that are always pursing - opened and closed at the attacker: "Please... …Let me wake up from this dream of a rotten world…”

Then, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and a peaceful smile appeared.

At that time, Dazai seemed to have no nostalgia for this world.

He fired at the same time as the attacker.

He hit his attacker in the arm, and the attacker's bullet grazed the skin above Dazai's right ear, bleeding bright red blood.

The bullet missed only a little.

For bullets, just a little deviation can make a huge difference in the death or survival of a person.

The relationship between people is the same, a little closer, or a little more distant, sometimes means a completely different, very different influence.

He couldn't influence Dazai then.

What was he thinking then?

If I were in a different position, and the relationship with Dazai wasn't the same as it is now, maybe it wouldn't be strange to throw a punch at this time.However, I am me, and I can't do anything to Dazai.

He felt that he was about to be swallowed by the abyss, and he didn't know where he would fall.

"If it's not just friends, it would be nice if it's a relationship that is closer and closer than friends, then maybe we can successfully sway Dazai at that time, maybe we can stop—"

"Odasaku." Sakata Gintoki noticed the dazed expression of the red-haired man.

The red-haired man came back to his senses, and looked at Gintoki questioningly.

Yinshi said: "A relationship that is closer than friends is a lover, isn't it?"

Oda Sakunosuke was stunned.

There is a word "epiphany", although it is not appropriate to use it in this situation, but the red-haired man really feels that he wants to understand in a flash.

Is it possible for him and Dazai to become lovers?

"Shave off your beard and go." Kagura suggested.

So the red-haired man shaved his beard in a hurry, and with a feeling similar to meeting his favorite blind date, he went out for the appointment nervously.

After he left, Kagura and Gintoki looked at each other, each feeling a little guilty.

Yin Shi: "Is it really possible to do an assist like this?"

Kagura: "This is the end of the matter, it's useless to think too much."

Gintoki: "That's right. If Odasaku and Bandage-kun get married this time, and Bandage-kun asks who made the good suggestion, I will definitely say that it was the suggestion of you alone, Queen Kukumbu. This honor is right now. You deserve it."

Kagura: "No, only this time I want to give the honor to Ah Yin."

Yin Shi: "Which one of us is with whom, don't give in to me, it's unnecessary, really."

Kagura: "But Ah Yin has been working hard for Wanshiwu, it's too hard. And this time I willfully brought Dingchun here, and it's too late to apologize, so how can I take credit with Ah Yin?"

"How about you two share the credit equally? I think it's fair."

"No!" x2

After refusing without even thinking about it, the two pieces of paper were frightened at the same time, and turned their heads stiffly to look behind them.

Xingsuke was grinning, because he bent his body close to his face, and he had a big face: "Before Lesley told us that there might be moving paper figures at home, I didn't believe it, I thought it was just a supernatural phenomenon, but I didn't expect it to be Really."

A drop of cold sweat slid down Yinshi's forehead, he cleared his throat, pretending to be calm: "Hey, kid, don't meddle in our adults' affairs, let's go back to the house and add more calcium to thrive. Otherwise, you might die."

Kagura echoed: "Yes, I hope you can act as if you have never seen us, otherwise we will kill you immediately."

"Really?" Satoshi said with a cold face, holding a wooden knife in his hand, leaning out from behind Xingsuke's big face, as if planning to strike at any time.

Makoto raised his hand to hold down Saitu's arm: "Don't be murderous, they seem to be friends of Mr. Oda."

The innocent Connie approached with a little bunny doll in his arms: "Is it Dad's friend? Then treat him well."

"Even if you are a friend, if you hide your head and show your tail like this, and sneak around, you may be a bad friend." Sato didn't relax, "Let's interrogate first, what exactly are you two talking about just now?"

Twenty little heads were gathered together, like a big nest of crowded rabbits.

Each rabbit has a different expression, most of them are full of curiosity and eager to play with new toys.

Yinshi looked left and right, but couldn't find any gaps to escape, and honestly raised his hands in surrender: "I'll do it, I'll do it all! Please let us go."

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How much shock can a simple kiss bring?

Oda Sakunosuke, who took the initiative to do this, actually didn't know it himself.

There were only two hearts beating like drums, the blood in the whole body was rushing, the body temperature rose rapidly, and each other's breathing was intertwined.

The feeling on the lips was very soft, but there was no time to feel more than the softness, Osamu Dazai struggled hard after a brief absence, and the light kiss could only end abruptly.

The red-haired man withdrew his hand that suppressed Dazai, and replaced it with a hug.

On the contrary, this hug brings more satisfaction and sense of security than kissing.

Dazai didn't object any more, but after being quiet for a while, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Odasaku, do you know what you're doing?"

The red-haired man recalled the episodes of TV series he had watched before, and hesitantly answered with the corresponding lines: "Playing with fire?"

Remember the complete line in the TV series: "Do you know what you are doing? You are playing with fire!"

It was of course a romantic drama, and the two protagonists had just finished a sudden kiss. One was ignorant, while the other was a little frustrated, speaking the lines in a tone that suppressed some strong emotions.

To be honest, the red-haired man can't quite get the beauty of that romantic drama, because the relationship between the characters is too exaggerated, and the ups and downs of joy, anger, sorrow and joy are like the imagination of a madman, which is not realistic at all.

But I really don't know why, this line that was originally thrown into ashes in the corner of memory, suddenly glows with life.

Dazai also didn't expect Odasaku to answer like this, his iris-colored eyes were dazed for a moment, and then he couldn't help laughing: "Playing with fire... well, this answer is really unexpected, chatting with Odasaku is really never It will be boring. It used to be like this, Oda Saku would always say things that surprised me too."

"Have you admitted that you remember?"

"There is no way to admit it or not. After all, Oda Saku has kissed me." Dazai Osamu smiled to himself for a while, and when he had laughed enough, he stretched out his hands to respond to Oda Saku's hug.

Psychological research shows that hugging is beneficial to human physical and mental health, and can make people feel safe and warm.The best form of physical contact between human beings is hugging, because it simply and clearly expresses the most sincere feelings between people.Hugging can also help eliminate feelings of frustration and fatigue, increase courage, and infuse energy.

All in all, hugging is more than just a physical gesture.

It can easily affect people's emotions.

Osamu Dazai smelled a very faint smell of curry on Oda Saku, which was slightly spicy.Of course, because he had just drunk, the smell of alcohol was also very strong.

This is the taste of Odasaku. From all aspects, it has been integrated into Odasaku's personality and is a part of Odasaku.

In addition to the smell, Osamu Dazai also felt the body temperature from Oda Saku, which was undoubtedly very warm.

It was nothing like the horrible appearance in memory of lying in the ballroom covered in blood and his body gradually cooling down. It was so vivid that it almost made people want to cry.

"Odasaku, kissing lips is not allowed between friends."

"I know, that's why I kissed you forcefully just now."

"Oh, so you know? Did you plan to kiss me forcibly?"

"You can say that." The red-haired man thought about it for a while, and felt that there was nothing wrong with it, so he nodded and admitted generously.

But this may be another trough, anyway, the red-haired man can't feel it, but he was amused again when he saw Dazai: "Hahaha, then I really made a mistake. Sigh, I knew it, from the beginning I I shouldn't be close to you, but I couldn't help it over and over again. At first, I could find excuses, but later I didn't bother to find excuses. I just wanted to see you again, and see you alive again. Listen to your voice more."

It was just a very common sentence, but Oda Sakunosuke suddenly felt sore.

He opened his mouth to comfort Dazai, but in the end he was at a loss for words, so he could only let out a sigh: "Dazai..."

Osamu Dazai straightened up slightly, and let go of his hands, and Oda Sakunosuke let go of the embrace along the way, and returned to the posture of sitting in front of the bar.

Oda Sakunosuke was so calm, except that his face was slightly redder than before, it was no different from his appearance before he kissed Dazai.

The black-haired handsome man's eyes were bright, and he took a sip from the wine glass with a trembling hand to calm his emotions: "This is actually very good, and finally I am no longer the one-sided hugging you who is gradually dying."

This seems to be a sentence with a deep meaning, but before the red-haired man thought about it, Osamu Dazai asked him: "I'm actually a little curious, why did Oda dare to show me directly? I think I expressed it earlier The refusal attitude is already obvious, right? It would be too rude to turn a blind eye."

"I saw everything, so I suddenly realized that I should have a showdown with you." The red-haired man said, "You have been leaving clues from the beginning, waiting for me to find out. If you really want to hide it, I will never hide it." will know."

"For example?" Osamu Dazai asked curiously.Why didn't he know that he had left clues for Odasaku?

"You once asked Lesley about my amnesia, and you said 'Odasaku'."

That happened many days ago, shortly after Oda Sakunosuke lost his memory.

Osamu Dazai was in a coma that day and was moved back home by the children.

As soon as Osamu Dazai left, Oda Sakunosuke immediately asked Lesley.

"Rasley, why did you think of moving him back? If it was just a stranger, you would only help call an ambulance."

Resley replied: "Because he came to me in the morning and said something to me, I feel very troubled."

"What did he tell you?"

"He said, Dad, that you helped him a lot, but there was a misunderstanding between you, and he was ashamed to see you." Leslie raised his head, and the freckles on his face were flushed with confusion. "He still calls his father 'Oda Saku'. He is very sad, and I feel a very complicated and heavy sadness. So I care about it."

"That's it." Oda Sakunosuke sighed.

"Father, is there really any misunderstanding between you?"

"Not sure, after all, I lost my memory."

At that time, Oda Sakunosuke cautiously said nothing, only hiding his doubts in his heart.