vulgar love story

How could Cen Ruozhang think that Shi Qi's words were serious?

When Shi Qi said "I'll die for you", he really wanted to die for Cen Ruozhang.

Cen Ruozhang thought that when he returned, Shi Qi would not be there, and even if he was, he should calm down.

But when he went back to open the door, he saw dried blood dripping from the door to the bathroom——at that moment, Cen Ruozhang realized that something was wrong.

Shi Qi really dared to die.

My pulse is cut.

The wound was actually not deep, but soaked in warm water, the blood flowed too much.

When Cen Ruozhang found out, Shi Qi seemed to be dead, his face was as white as paper, he was sleeping there with his eyes closed, motionless.

Cen Ruozhang didn't know what kind of mood he called the ambulance and what kind of mentality he used to send Shi Qi to the hospital.He only knew that Shi Qi had been in the emergency room for a long time, and the doctor finally came out to tell him that after Shi Qi was out of danger, he wanted to go to the bathroom to wash his face, only to see himself in the mirror covered with blood.

He didn't expect that a person would really die if he said he was going to die.

He didn't dare to think that he almost lost Shi Qi.

Looking at Shi Qi who was still in a coma on the hospital bed, Cen Ruozhang could only think that such a beautiful life turned out to be so fragile.

Shi Qi woke up from the pain of the wound.

The first time he cut his pulse, he had no experience, and he couldn't be cruel. He wanted to scare Cen Ruozhang with a shallow wound, but the wound was quite large.

The wound wasn't deep, but it wasn't superficial either. The skin was torn apart. In the first few seconds, Shi Qi was so painful that his heart burned.

The first few moments of sobriety can be frightening.While repeatedly thinking about whether he was really going to die, or whether he really wanted to die, he endured the burning pain and watched the blood slowly flow out from his body.

It seems that because of the wound, the pulse of the arteries on the wrist is more obvious.Like a heart tightened due to tension, it beats and beats.

Shi Qi felt a little regretful.

The eerie fear of death was too terrifying, and the wound was so painful that he was a little afraid that he would really die.

So he stood up and wanted to find gauze to wrap this wound up.

But when he walked to the fast door, the wound became numb with pain, and he began to ask himself inexplicably—then what is the reason for you to live?

Can't find a reason.

Can't find it.

He went back again.

When passing by the kitchen, he saw an open bottle of red wine, and he took it to drink.

Don't be afraid when you're drunk, Shi Qi thought in his heart.He drank the red wine in one gulp, and the strength of the wine rose immediately, and he staggered back to the bathroom—to prevent the wound from healing on its own, he put his hand back into the warm water.

Shi Qi felt cold all over when his consciousness gradually blurred.

When his consciousness slowly pieced together again, he could only feel the pain of the wound after the skin was stitched.

"you're awake?"

Hearing Cen Ruozhang's voice, Shi Qi was completely awake.

Shi Qi's head hurts, but when he looked at Cen Ruozhang, tears suddenly flowed out: "Am I not dead?" He obviously wanted to scare Cen Ruozhang at first, but when he found that he didn't die successfully, Shi Qi cried instead.

"Do you really want to die?" Shi Qi's eyes should not be used to shed tears, Cen Ruozhang looked at it, his heart was twisted together.

Shi Qi couldn't stop his tears, but he shook his head: "I don't want to die, I just don't want to live."

"……why?"

"I was superfluous from the very beginning. I was not supposed to come into this world." Shi Qi looked at him, "If I die, I will die too. But I'm not dead now, if Dad knows , he will be very angry."

In front of Cen Ruozhang, Shi Qi always seems to be very afraid of Cen Lou.

"he's not here."

"I know he's not here now... I just went to you because I saw he was not here."

Shi Qi was agitated, and Cen Ruozhang grabbed his other hand.

"But you don't want to save me...you can't save me, you obviously can't save me...why don't you let me die?"

It turned out that Shi Qi's rescue of him was actually related to Cen Lou.

"Speak well, speak well, what should I do? How can I save you?"

"Will you save me?"

"I'll save you, I'll help you."

"Then you hide me, so that Dad will never find me in this life." Shi Qi cried with tears all over his face, "Do you know that after you went abroad, he began to abuse me... because the one who gave birth to me The woman betrayed him, so he took all his anger out on me. He also often scolded me, called me a bitch, and wanted to kill me."

"..."

Unexpectedly, Shi Qi opened his mouth with such a sentence.

This passage contained too much information, and it completely overturned all of Cen Ruozhang's impressions of Cen Lou.

He didn't believe that Cen Lou would be such a person, but Shi Qi's words were so pitiful, which made him feel that it was not fake.

"I don't know what to do...the only person I can rely on in the whole world is you, but you have gone abroad...I really don't know what to do...I..."

"Calm down first, calm down first." Cen Ruozhang tried hard to appease Shi Qi, "Look at me, I will protect you, I will hide you so that Dad can't find you, I will protect you well of."

These words, Cen Ruozhang didn't know how true or false he was, let alone how much he could do.

But he couldn't see Shi Qi like this, what had happened to that well-behaved and obedient person in the past to become what he is today.

"...Really, will you help me..."

"Well, I'll help you, I'll help you..."

"...you won't leave me alone again, will you?"

"No, I promise I will never leave you again."

"Then you will protect me? No matter what happens, you will protect me?"

"...I will, no matter what happens, I will..."

But if you really want to hide a big living person, and hide it in a place where Cen Lou can't find it, it's not that simple.

Cen Ruozhang has just returned to China, and his interpersonal relationship has not yet been opened, so there are few friends who can help.In the end, he just let Shi Qi settle down in his place first, and then make plans.

After being discharged from the hospital, Shi Qi also calmed down.

He knew better than Cen Ruozhang that no matter where he went, Cen Lou would always find him.So he told Cen Ruozhang that there was no need to really find a place to hide him.As long as he stays here until Cen Lou comes back, that's enough.

But the more Shi Qi said this, the more unconvinced Cen Ruozhang felt: "Could it be that he will bring someone here to snatch you away? He has started a gangster society?"

Shi Qi said: "If we don't talk about the matter between us, he won't know... So it's better not to talk about it, otherwise he might hate you too."

Shi Qi's self-sacrificing method made Cen Ruozhang uncomfortable: "Is this your truth?"

Shi Qi shook his head frankly: "No."

"Then why do you still say that?"

"Because what I thought was absolutely hopeless has happened, and I am very satisfied now, and I have no regrets." Shi Qi shook Cen Ruozhang's hand and said with a smile, "Otherwise, let's elope and let's go to a place where there is no winter." How about living together in this city?"

wonderful.

At that moment, Cen Ruozhang was really moved.

And things are just as Shi Qi thought.

Cen Lou knew about Shi Qi's suicide attempt, but he didn't know about the relationship between him and Cen Ruozhang.

Hearing that Shi Qi committed suicide, Cen Lou was naturally frightened.

In fact, he had some unpleasant troubles with Shi Qi before his business trip.

Originally, Cen Lou was on the next morning's flight, but something went wrong and the flight was scheduled for the night before.They made an appointment to have dinner together that night, and Cen Lou had to renege on the appointment.

Of course, saying "have to" is actually a bit too much.

If we want to evaluate objectively based on the facts, in fact Cen Lou chose to work without hesitation between work and Shi Qi.

It was only after he got off the plane that he slowly sent a text message to Shi Qi saying that he was flying early, and more than an hour had passed since the appointment time with them, during which time Shi Qi had already called him and texted him. SMS.

A few days later, when he heard that Shi Qi had committed suicide, Cen Lou's whole heart arose.

Hearing the word "attempted" later, my heart let go again.

Ginger is of course old and spicy.

From Cen Lou's point of view, this is not just an extreme way for Qi to show his presence.

But it's not that he didn't care about Shi Qi's feelings at all, knowing that Shi Qi was making a fuss this time, he went back two days in advance.

He just never thought that it would be his eldest son who came out to obstruct him.

Cen Lou knew that Shi Qi had come to Cen Ruozhang's side, so he came to pick him up, but what he got was Cen Ruozhang's cold dismissal order: "He is not in a particularly good condition now, just stay with me, I will take good care of him. "

The scourge of beauty probably refers to the situation that Cen Ruozhang is facing now.

Between Cen Lou and Shi Qi, he finally chose to believe in Shi Qi, and he also had the courage to speak to Cen Lou like this.

Cen Lou knew what was going on when he saw Cen Ruozhang's expression, and asked very directly: "How far have you guys developed?"

Cen Ruozhang is also very frank about reciprocity: "The two love each other so much."

Love each other?

Hearing this, Cen Lou just wanted to sneer.

This love affair sounds too watery, after all, a week ago Shi Qi was still a tiny piece of meat under him.

"you sure?"

"I'm sure." Cen Ruozhang made up for the rebellion that was too late many years ago, "I won't let you take him away, he will always be with me from now on."

This kind of Cen Ruozhang reminded Cen Lou of himself more than 20 years ago, but in the end he was betrayed by the person he loved deeply.Thinking about it carefully, Cen Ruozhang's body was bleeding from his own blood, and Shi Qi's body was also bleeding from that woman's blood?

"You will regret it later." Cen Lou reminded Cen Ruozhang.

"I won't regret it." Cen Ruozhang answered him naively but firmly.