vulgar love story

But Cen Ruozhang is the only son with his own blood after all, it is impossible for Cen Lou to do anything to him.

In fact, he has plenty of ways to let Cen Ruozhang know what happened between Shi Qi and himself, but as he gets older, he has to lose face, so he has to let Shi Qi do the trick for the time being.

Later, he made an appointment with Cen Ruozhang, and said to find a place to sit down and have a good talk. They are father and son, and there is nothing that must be absolutely difficult.

Cen Ruozhang made clear his position on this matter with Cen Lou, but in fact Cen Lou's father's majesty has always been in his heart.

People are naturally selfish.

It is best to have the best of both worlds, to have both the fish and the bear's paw.Cen Ruozhang was no exception, he wanted Shi Qi and his father's understanding.

Shi Qi didn't say anything after he knew what he was thinking, because he had to face this matter in the end: "Then you go and talk to him. You are his only biological son, no matter what you do, in the end He will forgive you."

Cen Ruozhang also told Shi Qi: "I will let him recognize us."

Then he was severely slapped by Cen Lou.

When he arrived at the appointment place, Cen Lou didn't show up.

For the past half an hour, Cen Lou did not appear.

In the past one hour, Cen Lou told him that he was coming soon, and there was a traffic jam for a while.

But when it was almost two hours and Cen Lou never replied to him again, Cen Ruozhang realized that something had happened.

He hurried home, and sure enough, Shi Qi was gone.

And what he didn't expect was that between him and Cen Lou, Shi Qi's choice was Cen Lou.

Cen Ruozhang let Shi Qi stay by his side.But this is neither imprisoning Shi Qi, nor is it possible to restrict Shi Qi's contact with the outside world.

Shi Qi has been free from the very beginning.

So when Cen Ruozhang was not paying attention, or just under Cen Ruozhang's nose, he freely sent text messages to Cen Lou, telling Cen Lou that he was imprisoned by his brother, and even abused by his brother.

Exactly the same routine.

Shi Qi also wanted to know what choice he would make if it was Cen Lou.

But there is one thing that is unfair to Cen Ruozhang.

That is, Shi Qi has been with Cen Lou for too long, and they know each other too well.

When Cen Ruozhang said that he was going to meet Cen Lou, Shi Qi guessed that Cen Lou was going to take him away from here.

Therefore, as soon as Cen Ruozhang went out, Shi Qi also began to think about how to make himself look more like a person who had been abused.

He can fool Cen Ruozhang in many things, but he may not be able to fool Cen Lou.

Shi Qi stood on the table, waved his hands and took a deep breath, and then, like diving, he fell off the table one after another and fell to the ground.

It hurts, but it can bring a morbid sense of pleasure.

After the pulse was cut, Shi Qi became obsessed with this kind of physical pain.

A little pain makes him feel comfortable, a little deeper pain can keep his brain awake, and extreme pain can make him mistakenly think that he is going to die.

When Shi Qi fell on his knees, there were bloody wounds on his elbows. When he fell on his legs, his arms were covered with large bruises. He had a nosebleed, his internal organs were shaking, and he might even hit his head. Didn't even have the strength to stand up.

He lay quietly on the ground, and he felt that everything was spinning.

It seemed to be close to death again.

Closing his eyes, he felt that the god of death was on his way to pick him up.

Opening his eyes, he saw Cen Lou's face.

Cen Lou picked up Shi Qi who was covered in injuries.

Before coming here, he never believed what Shi Qi said, he never thought that Cen Ruozhang would abuse Shi Qi.But seeing Shi Qi's appearance, he even ignored that the wounds on Shi Qi's body were fresh, and believed Shi Qi's nonsense.

"He told me that you two are in love?"

"...I thought you and I were also in love with each other..." Shi Qi's consciousness was a little lost, but he still didn't forget to speak sarcastically.How could he and Cen Lou be in love at the beginning?

"What did he do to you?"

"...we went to bed and used a lot of new positions..."

"What posture? Can you teach me when you go back?"

"……it is good."

Cen Lou hugged Shi Qi and went out the door.

Shi Qi resisted the physical nausea that came up, and asked him: "Are you angry?"

"angry."

"Are you angry?"

"very angry."

"Why are you so angry?"

"Because you were hurt."

"Then are you sad?"

Cen Lou didn't answer.

"Tell me, are you sad to see me hurt?"

Cen Lou still didn't answer.

Shi Qi's spirit couldn't wait for Cen Lou's answer, so he fell into a coma.

When Shi Qi woke up again, he was on the hospital bed again.

His wound has been treated and bandaged, but he has a concussion, and he feels something shaking in his head.

When he opened his eyes and saw Cen Lou, Shi Qi still wanted to laugh, but when he saw Cen Ruozhang next to Cen Lou, he couldn't laugh anymore.

Seeing that he was awake, Cen Lou smiled fatherly and kindly: "Are you awake?"

A bad premonition crawled all over Shi Qi's body, he couldn't speak, but nodded stiffly.

"I also know about the two of you... My own son threatened me because of you, and you also committed suicide because of my own son... As a father, I can't bear to see you get hurt, so I decided to fulfill you."

Shi Qi sat up immediately.

It's not like this to engage in self-mutilation for someone.

Shi Qi had no expression on his face, but when he heard Cen Lou say such words, tears fell down his face.

Cen Lou looked at it: "Besides, you are two people who are not related by blood. If you really want to be together, I won't insist on breaking you up."

Shi Qi was trembling all over.

This is not what he wants.

"Rest well and let Ruo Zhang take care of you."

"..."

Shi Qi wanted to reach out to grab Cenlou, but Cenlou walked so fast that he didn't even let him touch the corner of his clothes.

Why does it become like this...

He just wanted to see Cen Lou anxiously blaming himself for himself. From the very beginning, he just wanted to see Cen Lou caring about himself... Why, why in the end, between himself and Cen Ruozhang, Cen Lou's choice would be Cen Ruozhang... …

Cen Ruozhang's complexion was not much better either.

He probably knew what was going on.Approaching Shi Qi, Cen Ruozhang said: "You have been lying to me since the beginning, right? What father abused you? What insulted you? They all lied to me, right?"

Shi Qi just cried and didn't respond to Cen Ruozhang.

Cen Ruozhang knew that Shi Qi's tears were not for himself, and he just felt more useless and unwilling: "From the beginning, you just wanted to use me to stimulate him, and wanted to know if he cared about you, right? You like a 45-year-old man, that The man is still your nominal father, don't you feel disgusted!"

"..."

Shi Qi didn't want to like her voluntarily either.

At an age when a person cannot live independently, the only thing he can rely on is Cen Lou.Even if Cen Lou did too much to him, even if Cen Lou regarded him as someone's substitute, the only thing he could rely on was Cen Lou.Is it wrong to seek the favor that you rely on?Is it wrong to be morbidly obsessed with this leaning?Do you want your reliance to care about your mistakes?

Even if it was wrong, it wasn't his fault.

It was Cen Lou who made a mistake from the very beginning, and he was born with this mistake, that's why he couldn't make up for every step.

"Actually, you two are very nice, right? No matter how high-sounding what he said just now, it can't change the relationship between you!" Cen Ruozhang roared, "No wonder he wanted to send me abroad because he thought I was in the way? Heh , but now you are not much better, he is tired of playing with you, so he just threw it away!"

Shi Qi shed too many tears, he covered his ears: "...don't say any more..."

"Did I say something wrong? Or did I hit your sore spot? You like him so much, to the point where you want to take advantage of me? To the point where you want to commit suicide? Like to the point where you want to make yourself like this?" Shi Qi But these few words stimulated Cen Ruozhang, "Now that you are nothing more than a piece of waste paper to him, you collapse? This is really ironic. Think about you a week ago, Isn't it good when you seduce me! Isn't it good when you call | bed! You can't do it now! You know he abandoned you! You can't do it!"

These words are like thin needles, piercing into Shi Qi's heart one by one.

Cen Ruozhang repeatedly reminded him of the reality that happened just now, and repeatedly made him recognize the results he had caused.

"...I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Shi Qi apologized to Cen Ruozhang while crying.He was too complacent, he thought he had a special place in Cen Lou's heart, he naively thought that this stupid method could not only get revenge on Cen Lou but also make Cen Lou care about him.

He is also not reconciled.

Not willing to be that woman's substitute.

I don't know how many years, maybe as long as he is alive, he will be just a stand-in for Cen Lou.

If you want to get revenge on Cen Lou, attacking Cen Ruozhang is undoubtedly the best choice, but what Shi Qi didn't expect was that Cen Lou would be so ruthless, that Cen Lou would be so ruthless to him.

For Cen Ruozhang, Shi Qi's apology is the last thing he wants to hear at this time.

He likes Shi Qi the most in the once innocent era, and he also feels so sorry for Shi Qi whose personality has changed drastically after the times have changed.After so many years of escaping, it was hard to think that it was a love between two people. In the end, it was just a deception—a deception led by Shi Qi, leading him to take revenge on Cen Lou as a pawn.

It's absurd, absolutely absurd.

But he won't let it all end like this, he said to Shi Qi: "I don't need your apology. As I said, no matter what happens, I will protect you. So even if you cheated me, I will will forgive you."

Cen Ruozhang forcibly pulled Shi Qi's hand, forcing Shi Qi to look at him: "Although I underestimated you, you also underestimated me."

Shi Qi looked at him with eyes that were already red from crying.

"Now that I've got you, I won't let you leave again." Cen Ruozhang gritted his teeth, "Remember that you provoked me first, and I won't let this matter end like this."

Cen Ruozhang let go of Shi Qi's hand after saying this, turned around and left the ward with big strides.

The sound of Cen Ruozhang closing the door was too loud, and when Shi Qi heard this, he was afraid and felt that something was wrong. Regardless of his dizzy head, he got out of bed and opened the door—as expected, Cen Ruozhang locked the door from the outside.

Shi Qi knocked on the door vigorously and yelled, but the sound didn't seem to reach the outside at all.

Is Cen Ruozhang planning to imprison him?

How will things go from here on?

Shi Qi felt as if all the strength in his body had been drained, and too many things happened suddenly, and he couldn't accept it.

Seeing his mobile phone on the bedside cabinet, Shi Qi ran over to pick it up.He really wanted to call Cen Lou, and begged Cen Lou not to leave—but would Cen Lou answer his call? If he told Cen Lou that he was really locked up by Cen Ruozhang, would Cen Lou still believe him?

Suddenly, he caught a glimpse of the glass next to him.

Shi Qi didn't think about what it could be used for at all, his body reacted first, took it and fell to the ground.

He picked up the largest piece and quickly ran into the bathroom, locking the door from the inside.

Shi Qi's whole body was trembling, holding the shard of glass, Shi Qi only felt chills all over his body.

Will using this trick to deal with Cen Lou have any effect?

Will Cen Lou be like Cen Ruozhang, who started to treat him tenderly because of fear?

Without the correct answers to these questions in his mind, he held the glass in his hand and cut another knife on his wrist—the glass was not as sharp as that day's blade, and the cut was blunt, causing Shi Qi to bite his lip in pain.

But it is also possible that this time he used the strongest force, and the blood gushed out very quickly, dyeing the gauze at the elbow red all at once along the arm.Shi Qi lowered his hand, and the blood immediately dripped onto the ground again.

Tears flowed non-stop along with blood.

Shi Qi leaned against the door, holding the phone in the other hand.

Actually he knows.

Cen Lou would not believe him.

Even if he threatens Cen Lou now - if you don't come, I'll show you to death.

Cen Lou would only reply him with one sentence - I won't accept your tricks.

He knew, he should have known from the very beginning that what he was doing was a very stupid thing, and the shrewd Cen Lou would not be fooled.But there is just such a sporadic fantasy in my heart, I hope Cen Lou can pamper him.

Shi Qi didn't know how long time had passed and how much blood had flowed. When he started to feel chills all over his body and his consciousness was shattered, he seemed to hear something outside.Someone should have come in, knocked on the bathroom door, and asked anxiously if he was inside.

Shi Qi knew that this person was probably Cen Ruozhang.

In fact, it's not that he has no feelings for Cen Ruozhang.The person he relied on the most was not Cen Lou but Cen Ruozhang. During those innocent and bitter times, it was Cen Ruozhang who grew up with him.

It's just that Cen Ruozhang chose to leave at the wrong time and left for too long.

If he hadn't left back then, maybe none of the following things would have happened.

The two of them will also be together very naturally and logically, just like what he lied to Cen Ruozhang earlier.

But the world is the most ruthless if, because what is said with ifs never happened.

Later things still happened, and then everyone broke down.

Now Cen Ruozhang is also broken.

Shi Qi felt that someone was vigorously kicking the door against his back, but he didn't have the strength to move anymore.

Before closing his eyes, Shi Qi had only one thought in his mind.

If Cen Lou knew, would he come to see him?

-Finish-

The author has something to say:

There are a lot of things I want to say about this article while typing, but after typing, people are useless, and some inner thoughts are too lazy to type.

In fact, strictly speaking, this article cannot be regarded as BE!After all, whether Cen Lou will come or not is still unknown!Right! (to you bastard)

As the introduction said, this is an article with three views that may not be correct.

Because I know in my heart that none of the three guys in this article is a good thing (although my brother is a bit wronged to say so, after all, he was blackened in the article at the end, but Cen Lou's blood is flowing in his body anyway, if you want I believe he will be very cruel in the future)!

I don't know if everyone has noticed that it is actually a trivial matter that caused the conflict to erupt: Cen Lou agreed to accompany Shi Qi for dinner, but broke the appointment and went on a business trip.Shi Qi was unhappy after waiting alone for a long time and felt that Cen Lou didn't care about him at all, so he went directly to find Cen Ruozhang in the early morning rain.

Shi Qi was not part of this family from the beginning to the end, he knew it very early on, so Cen Ruozhang relied on Cen Ruozhang when he was here, and Cen Ruozhang relied on Cen Lou when he left Afraid that Cen Lou would not want him and would drive him out).Therefore, apart from Shi Qi's extraordinary dependence on Cen Lou, Shi Qi also has jealous possessiveness and heartfelt fear.

From my point of view, if Cen Ruozhang hadn't studied abroad back then, he and Shi Qi would have been together, so this is why Shi Qi could tell that Cen Ruozhang liked him, because a long time ago, he also went to Look at Cen Ruozhang.

Shi Qi looks very casual and self-willed, but is actually very fragile, so when he finally found out that Cen Lou had given up on him, he was so sad that he burst into tears.

And Cen Lou must care about Shi Qi (how could he not care if he is so good-looking after so many years).

It's just that he has a ruthless heart, and he really hates Shi Qi's way of tricking him.Maybe he can accept another person, but Cen Ruozhang is his own son, because of this, he will not forgive Shi Qi easily.

When Cen Lou went to fool Cen Ruozhang to go out to look for Shi Qi, Cen Lou actually believed that Shi Qi was really abused when he saw Shi Qi like that.

But when he was going out, Shi Qi asked him, "Are you sad?"

It was this problem that made Cen Lou feel that something was wrong, and thus discovered that the wound on Shi Qi's body was very new, and then realized that the whole incident was caused by Shi Qi.He must be angry, that's why he said that to Shi Qi later in the hospital.

However, it can also be seen from this point that Shi Qi has learned the essence of Cen Lou's "ruthless spirit" after being together for a long time. He dares to attack Cen Ruozhang and himself (although in the end the bamboo basket fetches water in vain).

But initially the story didn't go that way in my head.

The original setting was very clear that Cen Ruozhang and Shi Qi should be together, and the story was very fresh and refined.But later, out of personal preference, I fled to Cen Lou's arms, so the story became like this unconsciously (how did you have the courage to say it)...

If I were to choose now, I would definitely choose Cen Lou!There is no doubt that Cenlou will be chosen!

But thinking that Cen Ruozhang was the little gong I set up at the beginning, I felt that I couldn't be so cruel to him!

So the story is stuck here!

Ps, I showed it to a friend before I said it, and I asked her who would Dad and brother choose if there was a follow-up.

She said that she would choose Cen Ruozhang because she felt that Cen Lou was too cruel.

This is not the answer I want, so there is no follow-up.