There's a gust of wind coming from the south

The wind picked up at dawn, pouring in through the windows that were not closed in time, and blowing away the pile of "welcome" damage lists spread out on the table.

Nan Feng opened his eyes, and turned his head to see Shen Shi leaning on the sofa.Even when he fell asleep, his brows still did not open.

Nanfeng got up and closed the window, gently cleaned up the cigarette ash and wine bottles all over the table, and washed some rice and put it in the casserole, wanting to cook some porridge for him to eat when he woke up.

When he took out a thin blanket from the cabinet and wanted to help Shen Shi cover it, Nan Feng suddenly found a short white hair growing on Shen Shi's temple.Probably because he had slept lightly, the moment the thin blanket covered his body, Shen Shi woke up.

"When is it?" Shen Shi's voice was hoarse, and he couldn't even make a sound when he said the first two words.

"It's still early, let's sleep a little longer."

Shen Shi nodded wearily: "Do you have class today?"

"Well, there is an exam." Nanfeng took a pillow and put it on the sofa, and said softly, "There is porridge in the pot, get up and eat something."

"Okay." Shen Shi forced a smile, "You didn't sleep well, are you okay with the exam?"

"Don't worry." Nan Feng rubbed Shen Zhi's short hair, "Yesterday Uncle Six called to ask about your situation, and said that Third Master Bai and the others are also trying to find a way, so don't worry too much."

Hearing the words, Shen Shi just nodded slightly and did not speak.

Looking at his expression, Nan Feng knew what the other party was thinking.With such a large sum of money, it is not easy for Sixth Uncle and the others to scrape together the money.Not to mention that the crew spends real money every day, and time waits for no one.

"Close your eyes and get a good night's sleep. When your mind is in chaos, you can't think of any good solutions." Nan Feng bent down and kissed Shen Shi's forehead lightly, "Just wait for me to come back, huh?"

Shen Shi stretched his arms around Nan Feng's waist, closed his eyes and remained silent for a long time, then patted Nan Feng's back lightly: "Go quickly."

……

After Nan Feng left, Shen Shi didn't continue to sleep.He sat on the sofa in one position for a long time, trying to calm himself down.Time is running out, he must sort out his thoughts as soon as possible and find a solution.

At this moment, the phone rang loudly. Shen Shi looked at the caller ID and his face darkened.

"Miss Ding Peng."

"Ashi, are you okay?" Ding Peng on the other end of the phone sounded a little serious.

"I'm fine, is it about the little rabbit?"

After a moment of silence, Ding Peng finally sighed, and said, "I know you are under a lot of pressure now, but as the guardian of Xiaotu, I still need to tell you about some situations." She paused, " I don't know if it's because of the atmosphere in your home recently, Xiaotu's condition has started to recur again. To be precise, it's more serious than before."

Hearing this, Shen Shi's hand to take the cigarette stopped suddenly.

"I tried to intervene with her psychologically, and found that her mental state was very bad. Although this child usually looks cheerful and lively, she is actually extremely sensitive. Especially after the Huangmao incident happened, she She has become very insecure, and even full of guilt that does not match her age. This is why she has psychological problems." Ding Peng on the phone side pressed the ballpoint pen, frowning and continued , "This time she came to my side, I found that her sense of guilt and anxiety became stronger, and the information she fed back to me in an unconscious state made me feel that she was very afraid that you would abandon her. It’s something that’s never happened before.”

"Before I..." Shen Shi covered his face with his hands remorsefully, and said in a low voice, "I hit her before."

"You're crazy." There was some anger in Ding Peng's voice, "Didn't I tell you that Xiaotu's current situation can't withstand any emotional stimulation?"

"Yes."

Ding Peng on the phone sighed: "Tell me, why did you hit her?"

"...It's all my problem." Shen Shi felt that he had nothing to say, and a strong sense of guilt was occupying his heart inch by inch.

"You have to tell me, so I can find the crux."

Shen Shi sighed: "I was under too much pressure that day, so I got angry at her for no reason."

"Oh my God..." Ding Peng propped his forehead helplessly, "Shen Shi, I beg you to find out, Xiaotu is your own sister! No matter what happens, you shouldn't hurt her! You are her The person closest to her is the pillar of her spirit and the key to my treatment plan, do you understand it!"

Shen Shi closed his eyes and fell back on the sofa.

That's right, he once again hurt the closest person around him.

Seeing that Shen Shi was silent for a long time, Ding Peng, who probably knew what happened to him, was unwilling to put further pressure on Shen Shi.She sighed softly: "Anyway, I suggest that you let Xiaotu stay with me for a while during this period. I contacted a senior and told him about Xiaotu's situation. It seems that we must To formulate a new treatment plan... Hey Shen Shi, are you listening?"

"I'm sorry." Shen Shi gritted his teeth and said in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry."

"Hey... you too, make sure to keep your body and mind in good condition." Ding Peng thought for a moment, and then added, "You understand, Xiaotu needs you, and only you can truly heal her."

"Please, Miss Ding Peng."

"It's all going to pass, Ah Shi. Except for life and death, other things that you think you can't get through, when it becomes the past, you will find that it's actually not a big deal."

"Thank you."

Suddenly there was a faint sob over the phone, and Shen Shi could tell that it was Xiaotu's voice.His heart suddenly tugged.

"Xiaotu has a nightmare again, I have to wake her up. Let's do this first, keep in touch." After Ding Peng finished speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry.

A busy tone of "beep - beep -" sounded in Shen Shi's ear.

Looking at the darkened phone, he suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, but when he opened the cigarette case, he found that it was already empty.He picked up a damp cigarette butt from the ashtray, put it in his mouth, and wiped the gear of the lighter vigorously, but it still couldn't light up.

At this time, there was a strong wind outside the house, and the knocking on the window glass made a "dong dong" sound.Shen Shi began to rummage through boxes and cabinets irritably, hoping to find even a single match.

He rummaged through the bedside, drawers, chests, chests of drawers, bookshelves...but there were none.

"Fuck!" Shen Shi yelled and violently overturned the coffee table in front of him.The moment the glass plate pressed on it touched the ground, it made a piercing shattering sound.

The broken glass divided Shen Shi's face into several pieces, which looked so ugly and distorted to him.

"You are really good." He knelt down and looked at the broken glass, picked them up one by one, threw them into the trash can, gritted his teeth and said with a smile, "Shen Shi, you are really..."

The glass shards were firmly held in the palm of the hand, sinking into the flesh.Blood dripped down the floor from his hands, and he actually added a bit of joy.

The loss details of "Welcome the guests" were scattered all around, and those densely packed numbers were constantly magnified and magnified in front of Shen Shi.He suddenly felt that he was so ridiculous. The so-called career was nothing in the end, the so-called protection only left harm in the end, the so-called brother...he picked it up and pressed it under the table, and now his facial features were blurred by blood. The photo of the yellow hair, wipe it down.

The so-called brother, he couldn't make it to death.

Shen Shi sat paralyzed on the floor, and suddenly remembered that his gambler father had told him sarcastically after drinking that he had the same blood as his old man in his bones, and he was destined to be a worthless scumbag who dared to touch him Those who are related, none of them will have a good end.Now it can be seen that his old man really hit the mark.

It's really like knowing a son like a father.

The wind outside the window is still blowing non-stop, but it just doesn't rain.Dark clouds covered the sun, and it was dark all around.Shen Shi didn't know how long he had been sitting withered, the blood on his hands had already solidified.The phone was thrown aside by him, and the contacts rang one by one.But he didn't want to pick it up, because even if he did, he still couldn't come up with a solution.

I don't know if it was the wind, but the door was constantly being slammed.

He didn't realize that someone was really outside until there was a voice of inquiry from outside the house.

"Excuse me, is Mr. Shen there?" The people outside the house paused, then said in a deep voice, "I'm Lu Qitong."

Lu Qitong... After hearing this name, Shen Shi instantly came to his senses.His first reaction was if something happened to Nanfeng.

Shen Shi stood up abruptly, walked quickly to the door, and opened the door.Lu Qitong who was outside the house was slightly taken aback after looking at Shen Shi's appearance, but he quickly returned to normal. He nodded politely: "Excuse me, I have something to talk to Mr. Shen about."

"What's wrong with Nanfeng?" Shen Shi blurted out almost subconsciously.

Lu Qitong looked at Shen Shi silently for a moment, and then said slowly: "Don't worry, Nanfeng is fine. But what I want to talk to you has to do with him."

After Lu Qitong finished speaking, he walked sideways into the room without waiting for Shen Shi's response.Looking at the mess in front of him, Lu Qitong's eyes deepened, and he said in a deep voice: "It seems that Mr. Shen's current situation is really bad."

Shen Shi had no time to consider Lu Qitong's feelings at this moment, seeing that he had already entered the room, he was too lazy to explain, so he closed the door casually.

"Do you have any cigarettes?" Shen Shi turned to look at Lu Qitong.

"Sorry, I don't smoke." Lu Qitong avoided the broken glass on the ground and sat on the sofa beside him.

Shen Shi nodded his head lightly, walked straight to the refrigerator, took out a can of beer from inside, poured it heavily, and sat down on the ground.

"Is Mr. Shen always in this state recently?"

Shen Shi didn't answer, just took a gulp of wine.After a long silence between each other, he said hoarsely: "If you have something to say, you might as well speak directly."

Lu Qitong was not in a hurry, and nodded when he heard the words: "Then forgive me... I probably heard some of Mr. Shen's recent experiences, and I deeply sympathize with your experience. But I think your current situation is very serious. It is beneficial to be with the south wind again."

Shen Shi smiled and closed his eyes, the wine jar was crushed by him in his hand.

Seeing that Shen Zhi didn't speak, Lu Qitong continued: "I want to come to Mr. Shen to confirm some questions. As far as I know, you should be under huge financial pressure now. Have you figured out a countermeasure?"

The answer is, no.

"Even if you have a way to solve the financial crisis this time, I would like to ask if the film you invest in will succeed in bringing you income in the future? I remember that you don't seem to have any star lineup, and the type of story does not have the current film and television market. Let's sell something to the public..." Lu Qitong looked at Shen Shi, frowned and said, "I'm sorry, I made up my mind to come to you this time after I understood all the situation. I would like to ask, if the movie is also lost in the future, will you What are you going to do? Let Nanfeng continue to accompany you to pay off the debt? How long will it take?"

The answer is, don't know.

"Mr. Shen, the scar on Nanfeng's left hand was drawn by you. Don't you know that for a painter, his hand is the most precious and important thing?..." Lu Qitong's tone gradually became faster, asking questions one after another , "Do you know what genre he likes, what style he is good at, and which painter he admires. Do you know that he likes to eat Western food, but actually doesn't like drinking?" Lu Qitong paused and sighed, "You, yes Do you really understand Nanfeng?"

Shen Shi silently looked at the ceiling with his red eyes open.The answer is, he doesn't understand.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that since he knew Nan Feng, they talked about what they wanted to talk about, what they ate what they wanted to eat, and what they dreamed were all their dreams.

It turned out that from beginning to end, he was the one who was always protected and accommodated...

"Nanfeng is one of the few people I have seen who really has the talent for painting. He should have flown higher. I don't think it's too much to describe your situation as 'the future is uncertain', but he is because he is worried about you and puts it aside. Don’t you think it’s a drag if you don’t go to the great opportunity to study abroad, just to spend your life with you in Ancheng, which has nothing to do with his original pursuit of art?”

The answer is, indeed.

"Mr. Shen, if you used to protect him in a self-righteous way, then you now..." Lu Qitong took a deep breath, and said word by word, "Can you really give him tomorrow? "

Shen Shi smiled.

The answer is, he can't.

"Nanfeng deserves something better." After Lu Qitong finished speaking, he stood up silently, "I have finished what I want to say, I hope Mr. Shen can think twice."

"Do you like him?" Shen Shi pressed his head against the wall and asked in a low voice with distracted eyes.

When Lu Qitong was asked, he was slightly taken aback, and then bent his lips and said softly: "I like it, but I never thought of forcing it. I understand that love is not forced." He looked at Shen Shi, The topic changed, "But... the me I am now can give Nanfeng a better future."

Lu Qitong straightened the corners of his clothes, opened the door, turned his head and nodded slightly to Shen Shi, and said, "Then, let's take my leave first."

The wind today is really not gentle at all.Following the light knock on the door, the beer bottle in Shen Shi's hand fell to the ground with a "snap", stirring up a layer of white foam...