There's a gust of wind coming from the south

It can be said that Nanfeng's test was restless.He looked out at the dim sky through the window, always feeling that something bad was about to happen.So, as soon as the bell rang here, he quickly left the classroom and rode his bicycle towards Yuhuo Lane at full speed.

The moment he entered the door, he smelled a strong smell of alcohol.The room was also dark, the tea table that had just been cleared in the morning was overturned, and glass was everywhere.

The person on the sofa was holding a bottle of Gao Lao Bai Gan'er in his hand, with his head down and motionless.If he hadn't picked up the bottom of the bottle and poured it into his mouth from time to time, Nanfeng didn't even know if he was awake or asleep.

"Brother Shi?" Nanfeng called softly, walked up to him with some hesitation, and looked down at him.

Shen Shi on the sofa did not respond, and continued to drink in a muffled voice as if he hadn't heard it at all.Nan Feng's heart sank immediately, this was the first time he saw Shen Shi like this.No matter how difficult the situation was in the past, he never refused to communicate with himself.

Nanfeng frowned tightly, feeling even more uneasy.

"Brother Shi." He hesitated and put his hand on Shen Shi's shoulder.

The moment he was touched, Shen Shi slowly raised his head to look at him, his bloodshot pupils were mixed with forbearance and determination.The eyes are sober, he is not drunk.

"You have the opportunity to study abroad, why didn't you tell me?" Shen Shi asked in a hoarse voice, propping his forehead.

Nanfeng suddenly wanted to turn around and leave.For some reason, Shen Shi's expression and tone at this time made him lack the courage to continue communicating.He swallowed his saliva and stood there without saying a word.

"It's clear that you have high aspirations and ambitions, and you are willing to destroy your future for the love of some children." Shen Shi smiled wryly, and looked up into Nan Feng's eyes, "Is your mind fucking sick? "

"Did someone tell you something?" Nan Feng stared coldly, and said coldly, "Lu Qitong has been here?"

Shen Shi still didn't answer, and threw the wine bottle he was carrying on the ground.

The wine bottle rolled a few times, making a "cracking" sound.

"Sit down, let's talk." Shen Shi grabbed Nan Feng's arm and pulled it down.Nan Feng subconsciously threw it away, turned around and wanted to leave, "Brother Shi, you are not sober now. Let's talk about it after you sober up."

But before Nan Feng took two steps, Shen Shi behind him suddenly stood up and trapped him from behind.Shen Shi whispered threateningly: "Sit down, I have something to talk to you."

Feeling the strength of Shen Shi's grip on his arms, Nan Feng closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then turned to look at the other party, and said calmly: "I know what Lu Qitong probably told you, and I also know what you have been doing this day. What the hell are you thinking about. Brother Shi, I think your inferiority complex has been stung by others, and you are sick again?"

Speaking of this point, Nanfeng keenly caught a trace of trance from the other party's eyes.

He raised his chin slightly, met Shen Shi's gaze, and nodded: "Okay, I'm here now. If you have anything to say, you can say it." After Nan Feng finished speaking, he pulled Shen Shi's collar and approached him, Word by word, "But Brother Shi...do you dare to say it?"

A flash of lightning suddenly flashed outside the window, suddenly illuminating the faces of the two of them.Then there was a thunderstorm, and the raindrops hit the glass, and then began to fall down with a thunderbolt.

Shen Shi raised his hand and separated Nan Feng's fingers holding his collar one by one, and turned his head sideways.

"I've thought about it calmly. 'Welcome to Guests' is ruined, and I can't bear the loss alone. I have my principles and bottom line, and I don't know if I can survive this catastrophe. As for the future success of the movie , and it’s simply unpredictable..." Shen Shi looked at Nan Feng with a confused look, "I can no longer see what my own tomorrow will be like, but I can see yours clearly. Ah Nan Feng, I Now that you are sober, you should be more objective."

"You're sober!" Nan Feng couldn't help cursing, "In the past, you were able to face life and death calmly. Now it's only a little bit of a battle, just look at what you've become!"

"Face it calmly...Nanfeng, you think too highly of me." Shen Shi shook his head dejectedly, "I've never been really calm in my heart, but I just put on a show in front of others. You know, I still often dream about Huangmao, he said that he would not die, he thought I would be there that day."

Mentioning the yellow hair, Shen Shi's emotions became a little out of control. He poked his chest fiercely with his hands, and said with a self-destructive smile: "Let me tell you the truth, my place is actually very fucking dark. Compared with being afraid If you leave me, I am actually more afraid that you will be implicated by me."

After Shen Shi finished speaking, he staggered towards the wine cabinet, opened another bottle of white wine and took a sip directly to his mouth.Then turned his back to Nanfeng and whispered: "So Nanfeng, do you understand that I can't trust you, but I can't pass my own test. I'll ask you to make me feel better, okay?"

"You're so fucking selfish." Nan Feng lowered his head and clenched his hands tightly.

Shen Shi nodded: "Yes, it's so fucking selfish... You're right, Lu Qitong did come to me. But if he hadn't told me, I wouldn't even know what you really like and what you care about. Now that I think about how I always like to take you to taverns when I have nothing to do, I feel like an idiot. You don’t really like drinking bars at all..." Shen Shi took a deep breath and said slowly, "A self-righteous person like me really It's not worth your time. Leave Ancheng, Nanfeng, this place will consume you to death just like me."

"Enough." Nanfeng interrupted Shen Shi's words, and forced him step by step, "You have made such a mess of nonsense, and you have arranged everything for me. But from the beginning to the end, have you heard a sentence What am I thinking?"

Nanfeng grabbed Shen Shi's wine bottle and threw it towards the corner.

There was only a crisp sound of "pa--", and the wine bottle instantly became shattered.The smell of alcohol filled the room, pungent and pungent.

"Nanfeng, you still don't understand what I've said? No matter what you think, it doesn't matter, just do it in the right way."

Nan Feng couldn't bear it anymore, he punched Shen Shi fiercely on the cheek, and roared angrily: "I don't need you to tell me what to do!"

Shen Shi was staggered by Nanfeng and almost fell.Before he could stand still, Nanfeng grabbed his neckline tightly again and lifted him in front of him.

"I don't have time to be here to accompany your inferiority complex. If you have this time, why not think about how to solve the matter!"

Shen Shi let Nanfeng grab his collar and slowly lowered his head.After a long time, I finally said a little discouraged: "Now this is my problem, and it has nothing to do with you."

"What the hell are you trying to do?!" Nanfeng grabbed Shen Shi's hand, the knuckles suddenly protruded, and the fingertips turned slightly white due to excessive force.

Probably because he was afraid that the other party would really say what he was most afraid of in his heart, Nanfeng looked at Shen Shi with a plea, and he tried to slow down his voice as much as possible, and asked again: "Brother Shi, what are you doing?" What do you want to do?"

At this moment, Shen Shi no longer dared to meet Nan Feng's eyes.He turned his head to one side, but was stubbornly pushed back again and again by the opponent.

The rain outside the house was getting heavier and heavier, and the sudden flashes of lightning made the whole house flickering.

After an unknown amount of time, Shen Shi said in a very soft voice: "Let's separate."

In an instant, the last line of defense deep in my heart completely collapsed.In the end, he still had the heart to say it.

"Then, what is everything we have experienced together in the past?" Nan Feng looked a little confused at the moment.Rather than saying that he was asking Shen Shi, it would be better to say that he was asking himself.

Shen Shi closed his eyes and replied: "From the day when 'Le Wuyou' scratched your hand, everything was wrong."

After getting the other party's answer, Nan Feng smiled.It turned out that in the eyes of the other party, everything was fucking wrong from the day it first happened.

Nan Feng slowly loosened Shen Shi's collar, and looked at him with a somewhat lax look.

"Brother Shi, let me stay." He gritted his teeth and said tremblingly, "...please."

Shen Shi silently looked at the rainy glass window, the dim light made it impossible for Nanfeng to see his expression at the moment.

In the end, Shen Shi asked in a low voice: "Do you think you can really help me if you stay by my side?"

This question made Nan Feng completely speechless.

Thinking about the past, every time he was in danger, he seemed to be unable to do anything other than send a few words of comfort.In this way, there is no reason to insist on staying...

The sparkling An River in the setting sun appeared before his eyes again, Shen Shi turned his back to him and looked at the wild ducks swimming freely in the water and the reeds floating with the wind in the distance.

He said that although they are very similar, they are not the same after all.

"Tomorrow?" Nanfeng gritted his teeth, nodded and smiled, "Tomorrow, damn it!"

The door was slammed open, and the pouring rain swept into the room in an instant.After a bone-piercing chill, the house was once again dark.

Nanfeng left, Shen Shi slowly slid on the ground against the wall.At this moment, for some reason, he felt a little detached.

This road seems to have gone a long way, and it seems that it just returned to the original point in an instant.

There was still the ring on the bedside table that Nanfeng hadn't had time to take away. In the end, he desperately kept all the promises he made to others, but he failed to fulfill his promise to Nanfeng.

No matter, no matter.

I only hope that his future will be bright and safe.

……

The torrential rain knocked down the rhododendrons all over the mountains and fields, and the petals mixed with the soil caused dust.

The rain washed away the person in the red dress with a flowery smile on the tombstone.

Nan Feng knelt quietly in front of the tomb without moving, staring at the other party's smiling face.I don't know how long it took, but he said in a muffled voice: "Mom, I'm completely homeless now."

The words drifted away with the wind and fell into the August rain in Ancheng.

My thoughts began to gradually become blurred, and everything in front of me became less real.Just when Nan Feng lost consciousness and fell forward suddenly, a figure behind him arrived in time and took him into his arms.