I still don't want to go to school today

Before that, he had tried on this set of "show use" clothes in front of his pier mirror-in fact, it included not only an extremely roomy hoodie, but also a pair of slacks with a loose fit.After wearing it, I feel that the whole person is much closer to the air: whether it is the waist, neck, or wrist, it can be swung in a full circle without touching the fabric.

The tailoring of the clothes is also quite special, the placket and hem are cut obliquely in two opposite directions.For example, the hem of the clothes is low on the right and high on the left. When you walk around, you can feel a piece of fabric that is not thick, or even somewhat transparent, beating dangerously above the right hip bone.

Fu Luojia slightly raised his hand and saw a scar on his lower/abdomen in the mirror. He found a Band-Aid and gestured for a long time before covering the stitches.

Then he took off his glasses.He felt that just from the color tone, this dress really suited the song he was going to sing.

It's all for the show.Clothes in place can also be regarded as... respect for the original singer.

Fu Luojia said this three times in his heart.

But his current action is undoubtedly emphasizing another role of clothing: full of provocation/teasing, attracting people's attention.This is an aspect that he has been deliberately avoiding.This time, he chose to obey entirely because of his habit for many days——Xu Zhijian came to propose, and he came to agree.

He slowed down in the next sentence and jumped a few words before catching up.One of his hands was shaking so badly that he put the microphone back on the stand in front of him.

The free hand is completely at a loss, nothing feels right, and it ends up dangling comically over his chest.

"Touch your face, neck, and collarbone with that hand."

He stopped and looked at Xu Zhijian.

Xu Zhijian said it again.Fu Luojia still didn't move.

The temples are throbbing violently.

In the end, Xu Zhibian ended the extremely long stare at each other, and glanced aside. "—Is Qian Miaojie here?"

A long, slender hand was raised underneath.

Xu Zhijian looked back again. "Stay for a while."

Fu Luojia missed a few more words.He closed his eyes for a while while clutching the stand, and barely sang to the end.

Then he handed the microphone to the actor of the next sitcom, and when he looked back, he saw that the referee chair was empty.

——He thought that this time Xu Zhijian would just "guidance" the rehearsal until the end.

He didn't stop after stepping off the stage, and took a detour to find a toilet cubicle in the art building with high partitions to change his clothes.When he took off halfway and the hem of his clothes was hanging on his shoulders, Xu Zhijian called softly at the door of the toilet: "Fu Luojia?"

Fu Luojia's hand that was busy picking/clothes stopped suddenly, and he took a little breath.He didn't know what he was thinking—he just had a bad feeling, and instinctively wanted to stay away from the source of his sense of crisis.

He admitted that now Xu Zhiyan made him feel... scared.

There was finally no sound outside.

He finally tore off the clothes stuck around his neck and reached for the bag hanging on the wall.

He was in a hurry to change his clothes, but when he opened it, he saw that his shirt and pants were all wrapped together.He grabbed a trouser leg and pulled it out slightly.

Something fell to the ground with a snap.

Mobile phone.

He lowered his head with some effort to pick it up.

Someone coughed outside.

With a flick of his fingertips, the phone turned over and fell down again.

"... Fu Luojia?"

Xu Zhijian hasn't left yet.He dared not move any more.

Because of this posture, blood was pouring down his face, and the sound of his heartbeat rang from his temples all the way to his eardrum.He realized that his fear was not normal at all.

The phone rang.

Call xzx.

He looked at the puddle of water in the toilet, and wanted to plunge into it.

There was a knock on the door of the adjoining cubicle.

He took a deep breath, "...I'm in this room."

Xu Zhibian didn't speak anymore.He quickly put on his clothes and put his hands on the doorknob for ten seconds before making up his mind to open the door.

Xu Zhibian was standing against the wall by the sink outside the toilet.As soon as Fu Luojia came over, he felt that he was being stared at, so he had to force himself to turn the faucet and wash his hands.

"Qian Miaojie is waiting for you in the physical classroom."

"...Huh?" He started rubbing his fingers a second time.

"Don't wash it. It's all red."

"..."

Xu Zhibian turned his face and found his eyes in the mirror. "Am I too sudden? Since when did I make a mistake?"

Fu Luojia took some water and splashed it on his face. "...Don't."

"What am I?"

"...Don't, suddenly, talk to me like this." He patted his pocket but couldn't find any paper, so he wiped the water off his face with his sleeve. "It's up to me to ask when I was wrong?" He was relieved after saying this, but wanted to sigh.

Xu Zhibin was expressionless. "You must be particularly tired recently."

"Yes." He smashed the can, "Because you especially... have taken the wrong medicine recently."

"Yes." Xu Zhibian's expression suddenly relaxed, he nodded generously, and even smiled. "I'm stimulated."

Seeing Fu Luojia smiling like this made him... more scared.

as expected. "Can we count as being in love from now on?"

Fu Luojia was so weak that he leaned on the sink and turned around. "...Where is the physical classroom you mentioned just now? Did Qian Miaojie wait too long?"

Xu Zhibian tilted his head, "Actually, it's your attitude that irritates me every time."

"... Then I'm sorry."

"come here."

Fu Luojia stepped back.

"What on earth do you care about?"

This sentence seems to work. "I understand your kind, but I'm not—"

"You stand here first."

Fu Luojia took another step back, pressing his waist against the marble table.

Xu Zhijian raised an eyebrow. "What did you want to say just now? Stand up and say, I didn't hear you."

"...I am different from you."

"What's the difference?"

"I'm not... gay."

The effect is still good.Xu Zhibian was obviously taken aback.Fu Luojia took the opportunity to take a few steps forward.

"That...it doesn't matter," he lowered his eyes, "Just pretend you don't like men. You just like me."

Fu Luojia was about to give a complete denial: "I don't like——"

"Shh." Xu Zhibian nodded his lips. "Don't say it."

In fact, Fu Luojia couldn't go on talking.Whether it was the question or his own answer, they all showed a sense of absurdity that he could not bear at all.

In the end he chose to be sincere. "...Can't it be the same as before? Didn't you say yesterday... Can you pretend that you forgot?"

The momentary ashes on Xu Zhibian's face disappeared, and he raised the corner of his mouth again to show a smile. "Kiss me once and I'll forget."

Fu Luojia began to look around. "...Where is Qian Miaojie?"

……

Later Xu Zhijian grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the body room.During this period, Xu Zhijian's fingers kept digging into his fingers. At the beginning, he clenched his fists tightly to prevent him from defending himself, but then he gave up.

Xu Zhibian's hands were cold.There is no reason to refuse such natural ice packs in summer.

"Do you feel familiar?" He suddenly asked such an inexplicable sentence.

"Ah?" Fu Luojia was at a loss, "What do you know?"

Xu Zhibian smiled, "It's fine if I don't think so."

Fu Luojia didn't dare to think too much and asked, and lowered his head to concentrate on watching the road.

After seeing the moves made up by Qian Miaojie, Fu Luojia wanted to turn around and leave on the spot.

"...Why does it have to be like this?"

"You can be more attractive than me." Qian Miaojie stood behind him and straightened his head, speaking calmly.

"...I don't think it's necessary. It's really weird—"

"You look in the mirror." She pushed his chin up. "Look carefully—it's you. Strange?"

"……strangeness."

"You never look up, of course you find it strange." Xu Zhibian said. "Give him more practice."

"..."