I still don't want to go to school today

The child seemed to say something, but didn't seem to.His colorful heels flickered a few times before disappearing from view.

After Xu Zhibian bought the tickets, he went to buy a few packs of paper.When the ice cream truck passed by, he subconsciously looked at Fu Luojia, and then he reacted and looked away.

Naturally, there are the most couples at night.Young men and women seem to like to wear some color-changing ornaments on the top of their heads. Under the ornaments, there are pairs of eyes that are sometimes reflected in cool colors and sometimes filled with warm colors.

Xu Zhibian should have seen that he was not very interested.Fu Luojia could feel that he was observing himself—so that he could judge in time what item he had aroused a little bit of curiosity about.

After the first lap in the amusement park, they didn't stop at any item.A parade float meets them head-on for the third time, and a dancer in a sequined dress condescendingly tosses a rose.

After more than half of the second lap, we still stopped in front of the Ferris wheel with the most people.At this time, he had almost pulled out the leaves and buds from the rose stem, and began to work on the petals.

The young girl selling flowers with a bucket walked along the long line and asked one by one, showing a little hesitation when she came to him.Without realizing it, he tore off the last petal and held it in his palm.

The girl jumped over him, and turned to Xu Zhijian who was behind: "Do you want my brother to buy a rose for my sister? One rose for eight yuan, two roses for 15 yuan."

Xu Zhibian asked kindly: "How many roses do you have?"

The girl lowered her head and counted seriously. "There are still seventeen flowers!"

Immediately, a notification sound came from the speaker hanging on the barrel: "Alipay has received 150 yuan."

"enough?"

"..." The girl was stunned for a moment, "Eight yuan for one flower...the seventeen flowers are...seventeen times eight equals...but two flowers can be one yuan cheaper..."

"It should be enough." Xu Zhijian picked up the rose.

"It seems to be too much..." she whispered. "I'll give you two more bouquets of perfumed lilies."

When Xu Zhibian sat in the same cockpit with him holding a bouquet of flowers, it caused a little commotion.Then the cockpit was lifted up little by little, and the city that was originally hidden by the trees on the ground appeared little by little, and then it was engulfed overwhelmingly.

Fu Luojia turned his head and looked at Xu Zhijian.

"For you to play." Xu Zhijian took out a rose and handed it over. "I'll take the rest first."

The cockpit is not completely sealed, and there are two vents open diagonally above the head.At the top, the wind blew in the laughter from the other adjacent cockpit, and there was a "will they kiss".

Fu Luojia didn't turn his head.Xu Zhibian looked behind him, "They are looking this way."

"Why are you here?"

Fu Luojia spoke suddenly.

"Just want you to... relax a little bit."

"Is it okay for a mental illness to come to a place like this?"

"...Don't say that." Xu Zhijian moved his arms, and a few roses fell from his arms. "You are fine."

"Come here and kiss me."

"what?"

"Come and kiss me."

Xu Zhijian hesitated. "...I can't spare my hand."

"Put the flowers away and come here."

The cockpit tilts to one side.Xu Zhibian didn't seem to expect this to happen, and grabbed his arm tightly during the extremely short fall.

"Are you afraid?" he asked.

"No." Xu Zhijian stabilized his weight and wiped his tears with a piece of paper. "What happened today, is it because of the medicine?"

"The current height is about the same as the height of the roof of the teaching building." His speech speed suddenly accelerated, "Did you see that light box? If I fell from here, I would just hit it."

The strength on the arm suddenly increased.

He swayed from side to side, trying to free himself but failing.After looking around, he put on a serious expression and raised his face: "You don't kiss me anymore?"

Xu Zhibian squatted down slowly - the cockpit tilted a little more.In the end, he knelt down on one knee among a dozen bunches of roses, and kissed her with a trace of dignity.

Fu Luojia seriously sucked and bit his lower lip, until a bloody smell slowly invaded his mouth.

"You didn't fall."

Xu Zhijian said.

After reaching the ground, the staff stepped forward and opened the hatch.Xu Zhibian walked behind him, turned his head and thanked the staff politely, holding the flowers he picked up not long ago.

The two girls in the adjacent cockpit also came down, smiling all over their faces.The one with long hair walked over quickly, and carefully placed two small plush toys on the rose in Xu Zhibian's hand.

Fu Luojia glanced at her.

"That... is Brown Bear and Connie Rabbit. I got it in the lover pool over there, and I give it to you," she said softly, "I wish you a long time."

"Thank you." Xu Zhijian said with a faint smile, "Please take two flowers."

So the two lilies were taken away.The remaining roses were thrown in the hotel trash.He straddled Xu Zhijian and bent over to press the overhead light switch by the bed.

Xu Zhibian took off his glasses and put them aside.

"Tomorrow afternoon, I will see my aunt." He whispered in Fu Luojia's ear, "Sleep a little longer in the morning."

"Don't talk."

Xu Zhibian blinked, raised his hand and stroked the back of his head. "good."

"You don't move."

"……it is good."

"from now on."

"..."

He gently grabbed Xu Zhijian's neck.Xu Zhibian slowed down his breathing, and the quiet light from the window was swimming in the air.

The bruise at the corner of Xu Zhibian's eye hasn't gone away - it's from when he was in the hospital, and the wound on his lip has just healed.

"You look a bit like..." Fu Luojia said suddenly.

After hearing the last three words clearly, Xu Zhibian was stunned for a while, and then laughed out loud.

"I said don't make a sound." Fu Luojia used three parts of his strength.Xu Zhibian stopped laughing, and his Adam's apple moved with difficulty under his palm.

……

Sure enough, they didn't eat breakfast.

Xu Zhibian woke up even later than usual, sitting up with his messy hair and squinting his eyes around eleven o'clock.

After a while he turned his face away, "Are you awake?"

Fu Luojia lay soundless, but with his eyes open.

Xu Zhibian picked up his phone and checked the time. "It's all over...Are you hungry? Take medicine first?"

He raised his hand to rub his forehead.A dried blood scab on his forehead crumbled into his hands, and he looked down at the pillow and sheets again.

The pillow was a bit better, with only a few irregular drips of blood.The situation of the bed sheet was even worse. A piece of fabric was directly stuck to the mattress underneath, and dense brown spots spread out from this center. In addition, there were bands of blood stains left after rubbing a little farther away.

Xu Zhibian sighed, grabbed Fu Luojia's hand and looked through it. "Is there no more flow?"

One of those medicines should have an effect on the blood clotting function, Fu Luojia thought.The wound was actually not that big—it was almost the same as before, but it took a long time.

He was still recalling Xu Zhijian's expression after he found out.

Very vivid.

"Don't be like this..." He remembered that Xu Zhibian flinched first—he could see it very clearly; then he got out of bed with bare feet, emptied two backpacks, knelt on the ground and rummaged through them before coming over to give them to him Press to stop the bleeding - again with your hands.

No one turned on the lights.At night, fresh blood is also dark blue.

Xu Zhibian pressed too hard, which made him feel very painful. He couldn't hold back the pain until finally, and pushed Xu Zhibian away.Xu Zhibian must have bumped into something, and covered his head all of a sudden.

At this moment, he lowered his head and found that the bleeding had stopped.

So he relaxed, walked over to hug Xu Zhijian, "Go to sleep."

Xu Zhibian fell asleep at about 04:30 in the morning and slept for more than six hours.Now he got up to wash, Fu Luojia slowly sat up from the bed.

"Hey."

"Is it my aunt?"

"..."

"...Mom?" He closed his eyes. "it's me."

"Where are you."

……

When I went out in the afternoon, I was in the morning rush hour, and they were scattered as soon as they got on the bus.

As soon as he found Xu Zhijian's peaked cap - used to cover the scar on his forehead - he squeezed over there, ignoring the repeated complaints.

But when he got closer, he realized that he had misidentified the person.He then turned his head to look at the reflection in the window, but he wasn't even there.

The subway passed a billboard on the last platform and was completely plunged into darkness.

"Foraka."

He didn't look back.He couldn't move.