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"Is there anything left behind?" Xu Xing, holding a cardboard box, asked Zhou Yu'an who was standing in a daze in the living room.

Zhou Yu'an suddenly called him in the middle of the night yesterday and told him that he would move back. He had never heard such a helpless voice from Zhou Yu'an, as if he was locked in a dark cage.Without saying a word, he got up from the bed, drove here, and helped him pack his things in the morning.

Zhou Yu'an looked around the house in a daze, and suddenly remembered something and rushed into the bedroom, Xu Xing followed, and saw Zhou Yu'an took out a photo frame from the bedside table, the photo frame was not a photo, but a doctor's order in black and white.

Xu Xing knew who wrote it, and sighed: "Since you have decided to put it down, don't keep his things, so as not to be upset when you see it later."

Zhou Yu'an shook his head stubbornly, holding the photo frame without letting go.

Xu Xing didn't insist anymore, he knew that Zhou Yu'an's condition had relapsed, so he didn't dare to let him lift heavy objects, and he went up and down several times to move things into the car.

Zhou Yu'an sat alone on the sofa in the living room in a daze, he almost didn't sleep last night, now his eyes were black and his eyes were dull.

He had already negotiated with the landlord about buying this house, and planned to connect this house with the one next door in the future. It would be a big, big house. He had already thought about how to renovate it, and even planned a The piano room, where he can teach him to play the guqin, and he can also play the piano for him.

But the love nest constructed in fantasy has lost its meaning before it can be realized in the future.

The phone rang, and it took him a while to hear it in a daze. He picked up the phone and saw that it was Li Huiting's call.

"Yu'an, I asked Dr. Zhao for your test results. Fortunately, it's not serious. I heard that he prescribed medicine for you. Did you drink it on time?"

The moment Zhou Yu'an heard the voice, he wanted to cry for some reason. The time in the hospital suddenly flooded into his mind. He pinched the bridge of his nose, but his nose was still sore. Fearing that his voice might be heard as something wrong, he just hummed.

Li Huiting didn't ask any more questions, she continued to talk about the precautions one by one, Zhou Yu'an looked at the paper in the photo frame while listening, the paper also displayed the instructions one by one, meticulous and meticulous, and the handwriting was sparse, it's a pity that the person who wrote these instructions , I will never tell him personally again.

"You must remember that if it gets worse, you may need another operation." Li Huiting's tone was like that of a kindergarten teacher.

Zhou Yu'an hummed with a strong nasal voice, and whispered thank you.

"You're welcome, I hope you get better soon." Li Huiting paused, her tone softened a bit, "Be happy too, people who care about you will be even sadder when they see you sad, for their sake, be happy too point."

Tears fell on the photo frame, Zhou Yu'an couldn't hold back anymore, and let out a tiny whimper, like a wounded animal.

How can he be happy, the person he most desires to be cared about says he will never talk to him again.

Xu Xing returned to the house after moving his things, saw Zhou Yu'an crying with his face covered, tears streaming down his fingers, he panicked, hurried over to put Zhou Yu'an in his arms, and patted him helplessly back.

He knew that Zhou Yu'an loved to cry since he was a child, but once he cried, he forgot, and once he laughed, he had never seen Zhou Yu'an so sad, his tears seemed endless.

"I'll find you a better one, a hundred times, a thousand times better than that Zhong one!"

Zhou Yu'an hugged Xu Xing's waist, wiped tears on his clothes, choked up and said, "You can't find it."

"Don't underestimate your brother Xing. If I say you can find it, you will definitely find it."

Xu Xing wiped away Zhou Yu'an's tears with paper, pulled him up from the sofa and walked out, saying, "Don't stay here anymore, you might get depression if you stay any longer."

Zhou Yu'an stood outside the door, watching Xu Xing close the door, the moment he closed it, he closed his eyes and his body trembled.

"Close this door and forget about that relationship." Xu Xing hugged Zhou Yu'an and walked towards the elevator, Zhou Yu'an looked back at the door of the next door before entering the elevator.

The door was still locked, as if it had never been opened for him.

Xu Xing originally planned to give Zhou Yu'an a week's vacation, but Zhou Yu'an insisted on going to work. He thought about it, once people get busy, they really don't have the heart to think about other things, so they let him go.

In the past few days, the employees of the company have said that Xiao Zhou always seems to be a different person. He used to be late and leave early, and absent from work every now and then, but now he is the first to come every day and the last to leave. He doesn’t joke with them anymore. Just get into the office and work.

Xu Xing, whose workload has been reduced a lot, is still a little worried. Although Zhou Yu'an looks like an ordinary person, he knows that the person who loves to laugh and make trouble is no longer there.

"Luo Luo, you don't have to be so serious, it's not that I won't pay you." Xu Xing put the coffee in front of Zhou Yu'an, and squeezed his shoulders.

Zhou Yu'an stared at the computer intently, and calmly said: "My bank card has been frozen, you have to double my salary this month."

"No problem, I'll transfer the money to you directly, poor kid, your mother doesn't know if you broke up yet?"

Zhou Yu'an's fingers fluttering on the keyboard froze, and after a pause, he started typing again, raised the corner of his mouth and said, "So what if she knows, forgive me? I never feel that I have done anything wrong."

Xu Xing knew that he still had some resentment towards Ming Yan, so he put down his hands and walked to sit on the lazy sofa, and said, "You should call your mother when you have time, mother and son have no overnight feud."

"talk later."

After Zhou Yu'an finished speaking, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't taken the medicine yet, so he quickly poured a glass of water and drank the medicine as required.

In the past few days, he only had occasional dull chest pains. He strictly followed the doctor's orders and took the medicine on time. He felt much better.

It was nearly eight o'clock when he got off work. Xu Xing woke up from a nap. Zhou Yu'an was still working. He sighed, picked up the car key and said, "Shall we go out to eat at night? I really can't compliment your cooking skills."

After the two of them went back these days, Zhou Yu'an insisted on cooking by himself, saying that it was healthier and more economical. Xu Xing became the first unfortunate person to be forced to eat Zhou Yu'an's brand of dark cuisine. It was really miserable.

"All right, I'm too lazy to do it." Zhou Yu'an turned off the computer and left the company with Xu Xing.

Xu Xing drove Zhou Yu'an to a restaurant with an elegant environment, near the Jiangtan Square, sitting by the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the best river view at night.

But he gradually realized that he had picked the wrong place, because since Zhou Yuan sat down, he never looked away from the window, as if he went to another world alone.

The square under the night sky is still bustling with people, the hard sky is softened by the river water, luminous kites pull continuous light in the sky, white pigeons fly away from the top of the church, and the neon lights on both sides of the river vie for the first place, flashing in the eyes, dazzled and fascinated.

Everything was the same, as gorgeous and bright as that hot but dreamy night.

But the intoxicating promises and words that made people blush and heartbeat that night were blown away one by one, like kites with broken strings, each drifting into the mist.

In the corner of the square, a Pikachu hydrogen balloon escaped from the little owner's hand, and was blown into the dark sky by the night wind. The child looked up at the flying balloon and kept crying. Bought a similar balloon and stuffed it in his hand.

Zhou Yu'an looked at the smiling child holding the new balloon, the smile in his eyes shone brightly.

A child's emotions are so simple, he doesn't know what a real loss is, and when he cries and makes a fuss, he will have new balloons and toys.

But when he grows up, he will know that it is not just any thing, and he will get it again after crying, and it is not anyone, and he will turn around and come back after crying.

After eating, Xu Xing obviously felt that Zhou Yu'an's mood had dropped a lot, he scratched his hair helplessly, and planned to take Zhou Yu'an to other places to relax.

"Stand here and wait for me. I'll pick up the car and come pick you up."

Zhou Yu'an nodded, and stood under the colorful fiery trees and silver flowers, surrounded by people, passing by him noisily and silently.

He buries himself in his work every day, forcing himself not to think about that person. Fortunately, this city is so big, he travels between the company and his residence, and under the monotonous commuting route, two people who have no relationship are like two people. parallel lines that never meet.

But it's not that you won't remember it if you don't touch it. There are imprints of memory hidden everywhere in this world, like a hidden switch. Wherever you look, memories rush to you.

Just like now, when he saw the gorgeous neon lights, the towering church, the reeds by the river... he couldn't help thinking about that night, and his heart throbbed when he thought about it.

He took a deep breath, went to the grandfather who sold balloons, bought a Pikachu hydrogen balloon, and tied it to his arm.

Pikachu followed him like a shadow, slowly swinging from side to side, as light as a dream.

"Yu'an?"

Suddenly a familiar female voice came from behind him, and when he turned around, he found it was Li Huiting.

At that moment, he felt joy for a moment, as if he suddenly stood at the junction of two straight lines, but after the joy, he felt helpless.

"How old are you, and you still buy balloons to play with?" Li Huiting walked over with a shopping bag and smiled.

Zhou Yu'an smiled: "If you think it looks good, you can buy it casually. How is sister Hui Ting recently?"

"It's pretty good, life isn't just like that, it's not too bad." Li Huiting sighed, but she didn't look very good.

Zhou Yu'an looked at her, and was about to blurt out something, but there was a ball of cotton wool soaked in his throat. He could only tentatively ask in the end, "How about work? Is the hospital work okay?"

Li Huiting seemed to have seen through his thoughts, with a sad expression on her face, and sighed: "I didn't want to tell you, but after thinking about it, I'd better let you know."

Zhou Yu'an had an intuition that there was some bad news, he leaned forward slightly, squeezed his fingers tightly and asked, "What's wrong?"

Li Huiting moved closer and whispered, "Dr. Zhong was suddenly fired by the hospital the day before yesterday."

Zhou Yu'an's eyes widened suddenly, and he couldn't believe it: "How could it be? He is so good, why should the hospital fire him?!"

Li Huiting shook her head and said, "I'm just an intern, and I don't know what the hospital's senior management thinks. I heard Dr. Zhao and the others discussing that Dr. Zhong offended some noble person."

Speaking of this, her voice was mixed with anger, and she said indignantly: "Dr. Zhong was about to be promoted to deputy director, but now he lost his job for no reason. He is the most capable young doctor in our thoracic surgery department. Now that he's gone, the thoracic surgery department is short of manpower and is still recruiting urgently, I really don't understand what the hospital thinks!"

But Zhou Yu'an couldn't listen to anything. He never thought that Zhong Fuchu would lose his job for no reason. Zhong Fuchu had never had a medical accident, and he was famously responsible for patients. How could the hospital fire him?

Who could he offend?

noble?

With a bang, an idea suddenly flashed in his mind, and his hands and feet were suddenly cold.

"Yu'an, what's wrong with you?"

Li Huiting looked at Zhou Yu'an who suddenly had a golden face, and asked with concern, but Zhou Yu'an shook his head in a panic, as if he had heard some bad news.

"Sister Hui Ting, I have something to do, I'm leaving first."

Zhou Yu'an only felt dizzy for a while, and his heart constricted suddenly. He took out his mobile phone and walked quickly to an empty corner, and dialed a number he hadn't dialed for a long time.

"You still remember me as a mother." Mingyan snorted, but concealed her joy.

Zhou Yu'an's hands were trembling, his throat was tight, and he swallowed his saliva before asking in a cold voice, "Did you ask someone to get rid of his job?"

The other side was silent for a few seconds, and the arrogant tone was again: "Yes, what's the matter? Did he cry to you?"

"Why do you do this!" Zhou Yu'an couldn't bear it any longer, tears came out all of a sudden, but it couldn't quench the anger in his heart at all.

"He is the best doctor in the world. He has saved so many people. He has never done a single thing wrong. Why do you treat him like this!" He yelled hoarsely, but he couldn't cry when he finished.

"Why should I? Just rely on him to seduce my son! Look at you, how many times you have quarreled with me because of a man! How can I tolerate that kind of shameless thing continuing to haunt you!" Ming Yan's voice was sharp, Get angry.

Zhou Yu'an only felt that there was a fiery darkness in front of his eyes, and hot tears kept hitting the ground.

When he looks at himself and feels sorry for himself, when he is hurting the spring and autumn, the person he wants to hug but dare not approach, the person he tries to suppress, but is hurt by his close relatives, what right does he have to complain, what right? Stand to be sad!

"He is my favorite person. It is impossible for me to meet someone better than him in my life. We broke up long ago. I can only look up to him from afar, but you! Why do you trample on him like that! You are also a mother, so you can't put yourself in the shoes and think, if he also has a mother, how sad it would be to see his son being treated so unfairly!"

Zhou Yu'an has never hated his mother so much. He can tolerate her desire for control, her greed and vanity, and even her meanness, but he can't bear her hurting the person he cares most in the name of loving him.

"Because I am your mother, I will never allow you to go astray! Even if you separate, so what? Since he has the courage to find you, he should have the courage to bear the price!" Mingyan roared.

There was no point in arguing anymore, Zhou Yu'an hung up the phone directly.

He squatted on the ground holding his head and crying, angry, remorse, hatred, powerlessness... In the end, there was only guilt that went deep into the bone marrow.

He began to think, what exactly did this relationship bring to Zhong Fuchu?

Only disaster.

"Lolo? What are you doing hiding here? I've been looking for you for a long time."

After Xu Xing drove the car out of the parking lot, he didn't see Zhou Yu'an, so he had to look along the square, but saw him in the corner, with a yellow balloon floating above his head. When he walked over to look, he found him crying.

"What's the matter? I remembered that so-and-so again, okay, it feels better to cry." Xu Xing squatted aside, handing Zhou Yu'an a tissue.

Zhou Yu'an shook his head, stared at him with red eyes, and asked, "Do you know the senior management of Hannan Hospital? Or the people from the Health Bureau?"

Xu Xing was shocked by Zhou Yu'an's expression, and said in a daze: "I really don't know much about this kind of people, what are you going to do?"

Zhou Yu'an lowered his gaze, and he suddenly realized that he said he was a young master from a rich family, but he left the protection of his parents but had no connections at all.

After a long time, a person suddenly flashed into my mind.