The young and frivolous I walked with him

At the end of the day's journey, arrive at the designated meeting place at the stipulated time.After unloading the exhaustion, continue to rush to the next stop, Huanglongxi.Shen Hao, who hadn't slept much all night, couldn't cope with the drowsiness as soon as he got in the car and sat down. This time, it wasn't Lai Chengchen leaning on his shoulder to sleep, and of course it wasn't him leaning on Lai Chengchen's shoulder. Sitting on the seat, Shen Hao found a position and adjusted it by himself, leaning against the glass window, and fell asleep. Perhaps for him, being sleepy was not only caused by physical exhaustion, but also from the pain in his heart.

Lai Chengchen saw Shen Hao who was asleep, this was the first time he saw Shen Hao's sleeping face, every time he had prepared everything before waking up by himself {the time he woke Shen Hao up during the military training was not counted}.Shen Hao meets all the requirements of the standards of all girls: height 184, handsome, although the facial features are not particularly delicate, but the combination on that face is one that you will never get tired of. I always know that no matter if it is a girl who is older than him, the same age, or younger There is no shortage of people who like him, playing with him, the purpose of the girls around is self-evident, at first I thought he didn't have any girls he liked, but later I realized that this is to protect others like jade.I have always avoided discussing this issue with him. Maybe it is because I am selfish. Lai Chengchen thinks that Shen Hao is the only person he can really call a friend. When he is with him, he is the most free and happiest. Yes, no matter how you say it, it is comfortable.He couldn't accept that Shen Hao would have a girlfriend in the future, as if his own things would be shared with others, not all things could be shared with others.

Lai Chengchen didn't disturb the sleeping Shen Hao, but just watched quietly, there are few people who calm down in front of him.Without knowing it, he engraved his face into his mind.

……

This night is the last night, and we are going to go home tomorrow.Except for the problem of the electric blanket on the first night, the two of them squeezed together on the same bed, and there was no such situation every night after that, and the two of them naturally slept on the same bed.It was already late at night, and through the moonlight coming in through the window, I could just see the bulge of the bed next to me.Shen Hao tossed and turned sleeplessly that night.

"Cheng Chen?"

"Cheng Chen?"

After calling a few times to make sure that he didn't agree, Shen Hao made up his mind, walked softly to his bedside, looked at his peerless face under the silver moonlight, and clearly made up his mind to make it clear in person, but in the end it was the only way...

"Chengchen, you know, the person I like, I will tell you now: I have liked him for three whole years, and I have only known him for three years. At the beginning, I didn't realize that I liked him. By the time I realized it, I had already fallen and couldn't extricate myself. Facing him, I never had the courage to tell him that I like him. He just regarded me as a friend. Sometimes, I wondered if I was too greedy to be able to completely Is it enough to occupy his rest time? Does he feel satisfied if he can skip class to cheer for himself, but when I think that everything he does is based on friends, I really hate my friends Words such as, brother, yes, yes, just like you think, the person I like is a boy, it’s not normal for a boy to like another boy, but if you like it, you like it, the position in your heart I have already identified that person, and I also tried to erase him from that position, but it was only eleven days, and I felt like I had spent a lifetime. The moment I saw him, I compromised Maybe it's just his appearance that made me more determined."

"What kind of university will I go to in the future? Where will I study? Before I met him, I didn't think about it. I just thought that I could fill in the scores and go there. But when I heard he said that I was going to Shanghai, I just thought about it I can’t be separated from him. This period of sprinting is the most purposeful time I feel. Maybe you will think that I am hypocritical. The goal of a big boy’s struggle is to not be separated from the person he likes. You laugh at me to your heart’s content Well, but, can you manage not to leave me..."

"That...Chengchen..." Even though he knew that the other party was asleep and didn't know anything, as long as he saw this face, Shen Hao's emotions couldn't be controlled.

"Chengchen, after talking so much, have you guessed who I like? You are a college bully, you are so smart, you already know it. I don't have the courage to wait for you to tell you when you are awake, but I I don't know if there is still a chance to continue to stand by your side..."

"Chengchen, will you blame me? No matter what you do to me, after tonight, I'm not going to run away anymore. I promise you one last carefree vacation, and no matter what you think of me, I will I won't continue our relationship like this anymore, I can't bear to like you, but I can't treat you well in the name of love."

"Chengchen, I like you"

Taking advantage of the charming moonlight, and taking advantage of the other party's unpreparedness to notice.Even if it is a little comfort to myself for so many years of bitter love.Shen Hao lowered his head and kissed Lai Chengchen's smooth forehead secretly.

No one can understand the tension, excitement and helplessness accompanying this kind of stealing a loved one.You can only satisfy your inner desire secretly in a place where others can't see.

Just like his love for him is like a subway galloping underground in the city, only whizzing by in places where the light cannot be seen.Shen Hao's mentality has long been prepared, what kind of storm he will bring when he speaks out this feeling, but as long as that person is as determined as himself, so what if he is an enemy of the whole world for him?

I don't know when Shen Hao was reluctant to leave this kiss. If the kiss lasted too long, he would be worried that the other party would be woken up by him, but luckily at least it soothed his fragile heart.

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"Okay, let's go back to school and fill in the volunteers together."

At the time of parting, Lai Chengchen reminded him again that he was afraid that Shen Hao, that careless person, would forget about it. Originally, he could check his grades on the night of the 22nd, and he could choose not to go back to school the next day, but in order to be able to clearly know who the other party is How to fill in the report, Lai Chengchen insisted on dragging Shen Hao to fill in the report together.Only when he sees him with himself can he feel at ease.

"Understood, I will send you a message when I find out the results."

"You better remember!"

The two of them did not expect that neither of them would be able to fulfill their promises, nor did they expect that the goodbye meeting that they had agreed to meet in a few days was late for a full six years.