The young and frivolous I walked with him

For a whole day, Lai Chengchen waited from morning to evening, but the person who promised to come never showed up. He didn't want to go home, or does he still have a home now?there is none left.Whose child received his parents' blessings or comfort when he checked the grades, but he was told solemnly: everything in front of him is an illusion, and all the lies are waiting for him to check the grades by himself. will end.

At the moment when Lai Chengchen inquired about his grades last night, he saw the scores as he had expected. Before he could find someone to share his excitement and joy, he was called by his parents. After learning about his grades When I was young, the expression on the parents' faces was not gratification or pride, but a kind of relief after being relieved.

"Chengchen, now my parents want to tell you something. I haven't had a chance to tell you before. They are afraid that your studies will be affected because of our affairs. Now you have also achieved excellent grades and are already an adult. People, there are some things that we don't intend to keep from you forever."

Lai Chengchen has never recovered from the joy of success. Hearing his father say this and seeing his serious face, shouldn't this be a time for the whole family to have fun?With such an expression, Lai Chengchen was stunned for a moment, at a loss.Looking at his mother with the same expression, he had an intuition that what happened next must not be a good thing.

"Say it, Dad"

"Your mother and I have divorced. I'm sorry, I didn't tell you because I was afraid of delaying your studies." Maybe it was out of guilt for the child, Lai Chengchen's father didn't dare to look at him after stating this fact. eyes, bowed his head.

"...that...the child in my mother's womb?"

Lai Chengchen was at a loss for a while, he didn't know how to digest the meaning of this sentence, he would rather understand it wrong.divorce?What does divorce mean, how did this happen? Didn't my mother become pregnant again not long ago? At that time, I was still talking about this matter, and while complaining to Shen Hao, I envied my father for being really awesome.So what's going on with this kid now?Who can tell him what divorce means.

Mama Lai on the side.Seeing the child's pale face instantly, I couldn't help but feel distressed, but this is a decision between adults, no wonder the child, no matter what happened, there is no way to change it.

"It's not your father's. Your father and I divorced two years ago. I'm sorry." Maybe it's because she's afraid of seeing the eyes of reproach, or maybe it's her heartache. Mother Lai didn't have the courage to choose to face her child.

Two years ago, when was that?That is to say, as early as my first year of high school, this home no longer existed. When I went home every week, the scenes I saw were fake. Everything was based on my studies. In their eyes, my studies were better than my own. As far as feelings are concerned, my own feelings have no sense of existence at all. What an impeccable reason: I am afraid that it will affect your study.It's really ridiculous, I have been living in a fake family for the past two years.No wonder even if there is only one day of vacation a week, sometimes I can’t see my father, I think it’s because he’s working overtime again, and now it’s not his home if I want to come here, so why come back? It is not common for individuals to be at home at the same time. I always encourage myself to go out more to find friends to play with. Now all this has an explanation, hehe~ This is really a fucking joke.After living for two years, I found out that my parents have divorced, and there is a child of unknown origin, which is ironic.

Listening to his mother's crying, Lai Chengchen didn't know what to do, stepped forward to comfort him, but he couldn't do it.It is already a big challenge for him to be able to stand here now, he feels that he can't help it, he wants to escape, this is not true, why at the moment he saw his future, would he Declare that everything he is now is false and unreal.

"Chengchen, don't blame your mother. Your mother and I are not suitable. We divorced peacefully. This is a matter for adults. You are still young and you don't understand. You will understand when you experience it later. I'm sorry. , It was our selfishness that hurt you, but this is already a fact. You have also seen your mother like this, and there is no way to go back to the past. Son, maybe you don’t understand now, but when you meet you someday The one you like will understand."

"Shut up! Why? Why do you choose to separate if you think it's inappropriate? Have you considered my feelings? I think I'm going to college now, so it won't affect my future studies. I'm alone You can bear it when you grow up. Also, don’t you think it’s ridiculous to pretend that nothing happened in front of me after you’ve separated? I just want to ask, do you all have new families now? Is it?" Lai Chengchen roared, and finally burst out of emotion for a while.All the questions that were suppressed in his heart were also expressed.

Hearing her child say this, Lai's mother cried even harder.Only kept whispering: I'm sorry ~ I'm sorry ~ but this is meaningless to the injury Lai Chengchen suffered.

"Yes, your mother and I already have new families. We used to get along occasionally because you lived in school, but you should also know that after all, we are all people with new families. This kind of relationship cannot last too long, so I will wait until your college entrance examination is over, and then I will talk to you carefully, calm down first, your mother is still pregnant, you are his child, you should take care of it no matter what her body."

Hearing what his father said, even Lai Chengchen, who was on the verge of losing control, tried his best to control his emotions. He didn't want his emotions to hurt others and sorted out his emotions. Lai Chengchen asked about own future situation.

"Your mother and I have discussed it before. The current house will be left to you, and then I will give you another 20. As for whether you choose to follow me or your mother, we respect your opinion." Lai's father explained road.

But in Lai Chengchen's mind, if he left himself a flat plus 20 yuan, neither party would fight for his own custody. To put it nicely, it's called respecting his own decision. To put it bluntly, neither party wanted it. That’s all for myself, and I also leave a house for myself to solve the problem of living, and then give myself 20 yuan, and all the living expenses including tuition fees until I graduate and work can also be solved together. What's the point of refusing to tell your truest thoughts in front of your biological child?What else is memorable, everything is fake.

Since they are unwilling to say the answer they want, they can say it themselves, and take it as a thank you for their hard work in acting for two years.

"I don't follow any party. Since you all have a new home, I'm the one who is redundant everywhere. Isn't this a reminder of the mistakes you have made?"

"No, that's not the case, I'm sorry~" Lai's mother finally couldn't help but threw herself on Lai Chengchen's body and cried bitterly when she heard her child say this.

Lai Chengchen pulled his mother away, and said to his mother seriously, after all, it is his mother, which child would really be angry with his mother, although he still feels uncomfortable and painful, but he is still not ruthless Make up your mind to say something that seriously hurts your feelings.

"Mom, listen to me, I'm so old now, it's impossible to call another person my father, and I can't recognize another mother."

When Lai's mother heard the child say this, she became even more sad and cried. On the other hand, Lai's father heard his son say this, and felt more guilty in his heart. He only wanted to treat the child better in the future.

"It's no problem for me to apply for TJ with this score, so after the summer vacation, I won't stay here anymore, and I will come back once during the winter and summer vacation. At that time, I will go to my dad's side, and I will also go to your side, you Don’t worry, okay. So for me, not following either side is the same as choosing which side to follow.”

This is the best comforting words that Lai Chengchen can think of. No one can really feel the pain in his heart right now.

But Shen Hao, who knew the results at the same time, was in a different mood, frustrated, lost, and more worried.The moment I saw my grades, I confirmed what I thought at the beginning. I really made a mistake in my performance, and I took a full 9 points less than usual. What does [-] points mean in the college entrance examination? People who have experienced the college entrance examination We all know that killing thousands of people with one extra point is definitely not an exaggeration, it is a real fact.His score is only [-] points above the first line. Only Shen Hao knows what it means. This will mean that all his previous plans with Lai Chengchen will become a bubble.What's more cruel is that maybe even the wish of being in the same city as him cannot be fulfilled.He missed his appointment.