unspeakable ice

After eleven o'clock, Yu Xiaolong got up and said he was going back, Xia Cong raised his eyebrows, seeing that his expression was a little subtle, probably he didn't expect him to really leave.

Yu Xiaolong didn't explain anything, maybe Xia Cong thinks it's really hypocritical, he has done everything, set precedents, and then he behaves upholding principles, from his perspective and usual thinking, it becomes a refusal to welcome s method.

In fact, Yu Xiaolong didn't regard the gains and losses in the world as important, and he also admitted that he had low expectations for Xia Cong, but he didn't want to reveal the bottom line so easily, and he didn't want to define a certain relationship casually.

Xia Cong's frivolous attitude and unscrupulous words and deeds are the root of his uneasiness, making him feel that the relationship between them is more like a down-to-earth and short-lived carnival than the superficial prosperity created by knowing and falsely.

And these Xia Cong never shy away from him, Gu Qianwang is magnanimous on the surface, undisguised, in his eyes, maybe he, Yu Xiaolong, is no different from those who can be easily taken to bed and never want to come down.

No, there is still a little difference. Just a moment ago, he not only took the initiative to come down, but also walked out through this door.

Yu Xiaolong felt that he was the one who was really contradictory, he didn't want to be treated too easily, and he couldn't say what he wanted, he didn't have the decisiveness to turn around and leave, and he couldn't let himself accept it calmly, the contradiction was ridiculous.

Xia Cong sent him to the elevator and asked him what his plans are for tomorrow.

Yu Xiaolong said that he would accompany his father to the hospital.

I only heard that he abandoned his family and ran away with others, but he didn't expect that he would come back later?Xia Cong didn't know what the current situation was. Seeing that Yu Xiaolong didn't intend to explain, he didn't ask further, but said, "I'll take you there."

"No need." Yu Xiaolong said.

"I won't go in." Xia Cong took a step back with good sense of proportion, "I'll wait for you at the door, and we'll have a meal together after we're done."

Yu Xiaolong didn't speak at first, Xia Cong made a decision for him on his own, and then reported the time and place, Yu Xiaolong didn't object, the elevator came, and he walked in.

Xia Cong waved to him, saying see you tomorrow.

Yu Xingqiang went this time mainly for reexamination. Before the radiotherapy, he had several interventions, and the lesion had lost its activity. But recently, he heard that his stomach was always full and he lost his appetite. Cai Qunying asked him to bring him here for another examination.

Xia Cong sent a message to Yu Xiaolong saying that he had arrived, and he was sitting in the registration hall, and let him know when he was ready.

Yu Xiaolong and Yu Xingqiang never had much to say. Cai Qunying didn't come with him this time because he caught a cold. When the test results came, Yu Xingqiang was playing Fight the Landlord on his phone again. Yu Xiaolong checked the time and went out.

Xia Cong was sitting in a corner of the hall where people come and go, squeezed on a row of benches with a group of elders and aunts. Yu Xiaolong saw him at a glance and sent him a message. He probably kicked his phone in his pocket and didn’t see it. Yu Xiaolong Xiaolong walked towards him.

The location is in the middle, there are bumps and bumps along the way, and people can only barely step over by shrinking their legs and feet, and there is a lot of commotion for a while.

Xia Cong raised his head, saw him, and smiled, "It's over?"

"Waiting for the result." Yu Xiaolong sat down on the seat next to him.

Xia Cong put a black casing in his hand, which looked like a tablet but was much smaller than a normal tablet, into his pocket, and took out his phone, "Did you send me a message?"

Yu Xiaolong asked what it was.

Xia Cong turned it up again, "You mean this? Kindle, for reading."

Yu Xiaolong raised his eyes, "...you can still read?"

Xia Cong laughed, "Why wouldn't I?"

"Not like."

"Does it look like this?" He put on a pair of gold-rimmed round-rimmed glasses hanging on his neckline, and with the smile on his lips, he changed his usual frivolous temperament, showing a kind of incompatibility with the surrounding noise The coldness comes.

In fact, it still doesn't look like it.

Yu Xiaolong was lucky enough to meet such a person. Compared with Xia Cong, Xia Yi's bookish air was always more gentle, but because he was familiar with his nature, Xia Cong had more associations with a beast in clothes under his similar face.

Yu Xiaolong looked away, "What are you looking at?"

Xia Cong opened the Kindle and handed it to him. Yu Xiaolong glanced at the two familiar names Wu Song and Ximen Qing, "Water Margin?"

"Jin Ping Mei."

"..."

"I'll read a few sentences to you."

"..." Yu Xiaolong thought he was joking, but Xia Cong cleared his throat and began to read: "... Luo Qun is tall, two crescent moons are exposed on the shoulders, the gold hairpin is slanted, and a pile of flowers is piled beside the pillow. dark clouds……"

His voice was deep and magnetic, and his enunciation was clear. The surroundings were still quiet at first, and he had to keep his voice down a bit. Suddenly, someone began to read a poem in a rhythmic tone. For a moment, more than a dozen heads of the elders and aunts all turned to this side.

Yu Xiaolong's scalp exploded, he covered it with his upper hand, and his eyes signaled him to shut up quickly.

Probably because he looked like he was facing a big enemy and helpless at the moment, Xia Cong found it very interesting, the eyes exposed outside were bent, and the hot breath in Yu Xiaolong's palm seemed to be smiling.

"You fucking have the nerve to laugh?" Yu Xiaolong let go and pushed him away.

"What are you afraid of?" Xia Cong said, "Those who understand have read it, but those who don't understand can't understand just these two sentences."

This made Yu Xiaolong wonder whether to scold him or thank him first.

He has never seen Jin Ping Mei, but he must have heard of it. If it is only such a subtle description, it will not be banned. Xia Cong is restrained. If he chooses a more explicit reading, he is not sure who has the ability to get away from here today. go out.

He felt that he shouldn't have come here. Leaving him here alone for two or three hours might not be boring at all.

Boredom was his own making.

Yu Xiaolong signaled him to go out with him.

Xia Cong sat still, reaching out to him.

Yu Xiaolong looked at him, and the two of them fought quietly for a while, seeing Xia Cong lowered his head and wanted to cut the thing away again, Yu Xiaolong quickly grabbed his arm, with a dark face, and dragged him from the seat go out.

Yu Xiaolong asked him to wait in the car.

Xia Cong said that it is here, and he is too lazy to leave.

Yu Xiaolong asked him why, he just asked him out for dinner in the afternoon.

Xia Cong smiled, "It's nothing, I just want to stay with you, okay?"

Yu Xiaolong coughed, originally wanted to go back and have a look, but Xia Cong said so, he stood with him for a while, and didn't leave until Yu Xingqiang sent him a message to agree.

Xia Cong sent Yu Xingqiang back first, the test results were good or not, and Yu Xingqiang was not in good spirits. After getting in the car, he looked at Xia Cong a few more times, but didn't say anything.

Yu Xiaolong said he was Shi Jie's friend and dropped them off on the way, Xia Cong glanced at him, although he didn't know why he said that, but he didn't correct him.

Xia Cong drove back to the old community familiarly. Yu Xingqiang politely asked him to go up and sit down, but Yu Xiaolong didn't speak, Xia Cong couldn't say anything, and he watched Yu Xiaolong go up, and sent him a message saying that Wait for him downstairs.

After entering the door, Yu Xingqiang went to bed without eating, Cai Qunying said he had no appetite and would do it later, Yu Xiaolong went downstairs.

"Am I just so shameless?" Xia Cong asked, so what if it's his friend, and he's not a boyfriend, so he has to talk about Shi Jie.

Yu Xiaolong didn't mean that at first, Xia Cong had money at first glance, but their family is short of money now, he didn't want to hear Cai Qunying compare him to Shi Jie anymore.

But Xia Cong asked this question, and it was a matter of course. It reminded Yu Xiaolong of the day when he said he would have dinner with his brother. Why did he think that he would be able to meet people, "Is our relationship now very honorable?" ?”

"What's the relationship between us now?" Xia Cong asked.

"Don't push yourself too hard." Yu Xiaolong said.

Xia Cong laughed suddenly, "If I really want to make an inch, were you able to leave last night?"

So I said it again, for such a long time, the dispute has been unresolved, so I just have to be so contradictory first, don't mention it to anyone, don't pick things up first, with the tempers of the two of them, they both know it well, and if they don't make a choice, they will enter a dead end. Don't think about it.

Today we just had a meal together, Xia Cong knew this, and Yu Xiaolong knew it too, so after this sentence, the two of them remained silent and didn't speak again.

Xia Cong turned on the car stereo, and the crazy and passionate sound of heavy metal quickly filled the confined space. Yu Xiaolong was not surprised by this music style at all. Xia Cong sang rock and roll at the bar that day, but this song was even weirder.

The lead singer's voice was hoarse, and the sound quality was hoarse. It seemed to be a bit old. Yu Xiaolong leaned on the back of the chair and looked ahead. After listening for a while, after a short pause in the middle, suddenly a sound that did not belong to the instrument itself crossed the background sound.

He thought he had heard it wrong.

But then, the sound of merging became more and more obvious, entwined with the high drums and guitar strings, one higher than the other, clear to the ear, and extremely cottony.

It was a woman's panting.

"What song?" Yu Xiaolong heard such an alternative and bold song for the first time. The lyrics floated on the display screen. He knew a few English words, but he didn't understand what they meant when they connected them.

"RocketQueen." Xia Cong pointed his fingers on the steering wheel, "Have you heard of Guns N' Roses? It's a hard rock band in the 90s in the United States. The English name is GunsN'Roses."

Of course Yu Xiaolong doesn't know, he doesn't listen to music very much, even if he has heard the popular music in the bad street, he can sing a few complete songs if he is forced to sing, but he doesn't have a particular favorite type of music.

"About this song, there is a very interesting story." Xia Cong turned down his voice, "It is said that the singing voice in this song was recorded when the band's lead singer Axl Rose and their drummer's girlfriend were sitting in love in the recording studio. .”

Yu Xiaolong: "..."

Yu Xiaolong: "Do you hear the sound of a woman's bed making a stone watch?"

Xia Cong: "Why do you ask that, do I look like Shi Geng?"

Yu Xiaolong looked at him, "Will you?"

Xia Cong: "Look who it is."

Xia Cong: "Like you, you don't need to call me..."

"Shut up." Yu Xiaolong lowered his face.

Xia Cong didn't expect him to be the one to ask, and he was the one who couldn't stand it first. Yu Xiaolong sat upright, and when he wasn't smiling, the corners of his mouth were tight, looking fierce.

But if you look closely, you will find that from just now, a suspicious blush has quickly climbed up on the tips of his ears, and it has not disappeared for a long time.

Xia Cong didn't expect him to be so innocent, he couldn't take any jokes, he would get angry and punch his fists when he heard him talking nonsense before, but the last few times he seemed to be immune, and he seemed to be wronged in the discomfort so that he could give him extra tolerance.

He suddenly had an indescribable feeling in his heart, it didn't seem like he was distressed or moved, but seeing him like this made his heart soften inexplicably.

Although the next few songs were noisy, they sounded normal, and Yu Xiaolong heaved a sigh of relief.

For the next half a month or so, the two of them got along normally, Xia Cong didn't mention the matter of letting Yu Xiaolong go to his place, it was considered as giving him time to think about it, as he said, the patience he gave Yu Xiaolong was enough for him to talk to those people. people are distinguished.

Xia Cong often asked him out, and the two of them watched movies together. Yu Xiaolong accompanied him to class and went to his house for dinner.

If you don't talk about those things that are difficult to conclude, the way the two get along now is not much different from ordinary couples.

But Yu Xiaolong knew that it was only temporary at the moment. With their personalities and tempers, it was a miracle that they could maintain it safely until now.

Xia Cong came to look for him once or twice, and Zhao Fei happened to be there too, and later I bumped into him at school. After dinner that night, Zhao Fei said that he was going to walk the dog to digest food, and asked Yu Xiaolong if he would come with him.

Yu Xiaolong looked at her as if she had something to say, he glanced at Shi Jie, Shi Jie didn't say anything, just lowered his head to eat, Yu Xiaolong washed his hands, beckoned the black dog to follow, and the two went out together.

Not on the main road, but in the open space behind the mansion, surrounded by lush trees, it becomes even darker and quieter at night, Zhao Fei walked with the black dog for a while, threw a ball out and let it chase it by itself .

She found a clean haystack to sit on, and when she was comfortable, she raised her head and asked Yu Xiaolong, "Are you and Xia Cong the kind of relationship I think?"