unspeakable ice

Yu Xiaolong didn't expect her to notice it so easily. He always thought that he and Xia Cong should not be obvious to outsiders, and Luo Shaoqin was the only person he knew.

Now it seemed that he just didn't think it was obvious.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Zhao Fei understood that the speculation in her heart had been confirmed. She lowered her eyes and gradually became depressed, "You...have you always been, or have you been..."

She thought he was being led by Xia Cong, but Yu Xiaolong told him calmly that he had always been.

Now it was Zhao Fei's turn to stop talking. She twisted her head on purpose not to look at him. After a while, tears overflowed from her eyes and fell down.

Yu Xiaolong panicked in a rare way. Zhao Fei, although she has been through a lot of hardships since she was a child, she has always been calm and calm. Except for the time when he and Shi Jie were injured, Yu Xiaolong hardly saw each other for so long. she cried.

He walked over, squatted down in front of her, and sighed softly, "Why are you crying, is it so unacceptable to you that I'm gay?"

"It's not that I can't accept it, I... I didn't expect this to happen." Zhao Fei wiped away her tears, probably wanting to stop, but in the end, she fell more and more fiercely, "I'm a little sad now."

Yu Xiaolong didn't bring any paper with him, so he looked around, but he couldn't pick a leaf for her. Fortunately, this place is far away from the mansion. If Shi Jie and the others saw it, he would be a sinner later.

"You actually knew it a long time ago, I am to you..." Zhao Fei choked up, and said to herself as if resigned to her fate, "I know you can see it."

Yu Xiaolong kept silent, how could she not guess what he was thinking, so she kept silent, because she knew that there would be no result.

But if that's the case... "I don't know now, which makes me sadder whether you won't like me or you can't like me."

Yu Xiaolong didn't know what to say, he was not good at dealing with such situations, so he could only cough lightly, put his hands on Zhao Fei's shoulders, and hung them for a long time, "I'm sorry."

"There's nothing I'm sorry for. Stop talking and let me calm down for a while." Zhao Fei turned her back, but couldn't control it anyway, so she simply cried hard.

Yu Xiaolong took off the jacket to her, Zhao Fei was not polite, she wiped all the tears and snot on it, after wiping, she folded it and put it on her lap, "Go back and wash it for you."

After sitting with Yu Xiaolong for a while, Zhao Fei calmed down completely and asked him: "You and Xia Cong, have you two thought about the future?"

"Ok?"

"I heard that he is an exchange student." Zhao Fei said: "Usually our school exchange is only for one year, and after more than a month, this semester will end. He should return to his original school in his senior year."

When she said the words "exchange student", Yu Xiaolong's heart was shocked, yes, how could he forget this, Xia Cong told him that he was here for exchange at his house a long time ago .

Unexpectedly, the time would be so short, only one year, and more than one month will be here. Yu Xiaolong thought about it carefully, and found that this year was just enough for the two of them to get to know each other calmly.

He had forgotten, what about Xia Cong, he would never fail to remember, since this is the case, why did he come to provoke him, did he just want to sleep with him? If he just wanted to sleep with him, then everything would make sense.

Even how much time is left is within his calculations.

Seeing Yu Xiaolong's reaction, Zhao Fei understood seven or eight times in her heart, "I shouldn't gossip about people behind their backs, but Xiaolong, Xia Cong is in our school, and the rumors have always been bad. Otherwise, if you get close to him, I won't be like this. Guess it quickly."

Yu Xiaolong probably knew how she saw it, but he didn't expect the reason to be like this. Maybe those who have met him, Xia Cong's friends and classmates also know what kind of identity the label on his body corresponds to.

He was suddenly relieved, at least thinking about it seriously, Xia Cong never lied to him about this, did he?

"I know." Yu Xiaolong said.

"You know?" Zhao Fei asked, "Do you...know all of this?"

"I know." Yu Xiaolong said lightly.

"Then you... what are you thinking?" Zhao Fei didn't understand. It's already very sad that the person she likes doesn't like her own gender, but she still wants to watch him soberly fall into the trap set by others inside.

"Take one step at a time, and one day at a time." Yu Xiaolong looked at her, "If you mean this, is there any difference between this and our life?"

"But...that's different." Zhao Fei felt that there must be a difference, it's not the same thing at all, but she didn't know how to say it.

Yu Xiaolong usually looks at such a calm and thoughtful person, and Xia Congyue's countless methods can be seen by saying such a person, "Do you really like him so much?"

Yu Xiaolong didn't even think about this question himself, he couldn't answer it, he felt that since Xia Cong clearly defined this level of relationship, he didn't need to think about other things.

Originally, there is no tomorrow, and he himself has lived like this, so why bother to ask others, after figuring this out, all the difficult problems before have come to a conclusion.

Yu Xiaolong didn't expect it to be so simple. He has been mistaken all along. The core of the problem is not whether he wants to sleep with Xia Cong, but whether they have a future.

Xia Cong clearly said no, and his living conditions have long been doomed, and it is rare to reach a tacit understanding, so what is there to struggle with, the time left for them is running out, and after this summer vacation at the latest, Xia Cong will left.

A certain rear window on the third floor of the western-style building opened slightly, and Shi Jie's shadow flashed past. It should be that they hadn't returned for a long time. He came to take a look, but Yu Xiaolong found out, and quickly shrank back in fright.

Yu Xiaolong pulled Zhao Fei up, Zhao Fei wiped her face again with her clothes, her eyes were still red, she sniffed, said she couldn't go back later, and went directly to school.

Yu Xiaolong glanced at the rear window again, "Ajie, he..."

"Let him say what he wants to say." Zhao Fei interrupted him.

Yu Xiaolong felt that it was really inappropriate to say this at this time. It was already dark, so he sent a message to Shi Jie, saying that Zhao Fei was leaving, and Shi Jie replied that he knew it. Lou sent her.

Yu Xiaolong originally made an appointment with Xia Cong to go to his place at night, but he didn't go, and Xia Cong didn't come to ask, and he didn't go to him until the next afternoon.

Xia Cong gave him the password on the door, and Yu Xiaolong opened the door to go in. It started raining this morning, and it hasn't stopped until now. It's not too heavy. It's okay if you don't go out. Just wet.

The sound insulation of the house is very good. When I stood at the door, I didn't hear anything. When I went in, I found that the sound was on.

Yu Xiaolong thought it would be the kind of heavy metal music that would blow out the eardrums again, but unexpectedly, it was not, it was a gentle Japanese song, more like jazz, and the casual male voice sang slowly without too much ups and downs.

Xia Cong sat leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows. There was a cup of brewed tea on the low table in front of him. Light smoke billowed up. He looked outside quietly. in one note.

Yu Xiaolong didn't know what came to his mind, he was not so sensitive to music and he blurted out for the second time, "What song is this?"

Xia Cong seemed to have just realized that he was coming, turned his head and glanced at him lightly, with no expression on his face, "Songs you don't understand."

Yu Xiaolong's hand on the door tightened, he turned around and wanted to leave, but Xia Cong asked again at this moment, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

After this pause, Yu Xiaolong didn't make it. He closed the door, and his voice was equally cold, "Whatever you want."

Xia Cong retracted his legs and stood up, "It's not easy to do casually."

He seemed in a bad mood, went into the kitchen and ordered two bowls of noodles, when his phone rang, he went out to answer it, and asked Yu Xiaolong to come in and watch the fire.

Standing in front of the stove, Yu Xiaolong heard that he didn't know who to call outside, his tone was cold and hard, he had never heard of a strictness, it felt like a different person.

Xia Cong has many faces. Maybe he puts away his cynicism, sits in front of the window and listens to gentle tunes on rainy days, and He Zong can't hide his indifference to him. This is his true appearance.

Arms circled from behind, clasped and tightened on his chest, hot breath sprayed on the back of his neck, Xia Cong leaned forward, pressing the gap between him and the cabinet door, bowed his head and kissed his neck.

His movements are a bit strong, different from the previous ones. As the breath continues to increase, the light mouth gradually becomes willing to bite, and the movements of the hands become more aggressive, pushing in from the edge of his pocket, feeling ancient The undertones are warm and pronounced.

Yu Xiaolong grabbed his arm and shook it off, turned around and pushed him.

Xia Cong looked at him, his eyes were bloodshot, his face was obviously expressionless, but there was a coldness everywhere, and he said to Yu Xiaolong word by word: "Go take a bath, if you come out and play tricks like me, where are you?" Where are you going?"

Yu Xiaolong didn't take a shower, and he didn't immediately get out of the door. No matter how hard he could restrain his anger, he punched Xia Cong. He knocked him against the door frame. He looked at him the moment he fell to the ground. Going up, the fist fell hard again.

What does he think of him? After dealing with him for so long, what is there to be dissatisfied with?

The obedient one is not a human, but a beast. Does he treat him as a beast, as long as he takes what he takes, and it’s best not to fart on anything else.

Yu Xiaolong hated it so much, he had never felt so uncomfortable in life, ever since this person appeared by his side, he was in chaos, and there was no peace, why, he could do whatever he wanted with him if he liked him.

He crazily vented the dissatisfaction in his heart. The anger accumulated for so long was poured into his fists and feet at this moment. He beat Xia Cong, but Xia Cong would not sit still. He shot back and quickly wrestled with him.

Back and forth a few times, the faces of the two were covered with color, each other was silent, they only competed with fists and feet. They were evenly matched, and they fought all the way from the kitchen to the living room, and neither of them took the other dry. , are exhausted.

The neckline of Zhongxia Cong's pajamas was torn open, and Yu Xiaolong saw the tattoo under the collarbone again, and it was still a simple curly face.

Xia Cong was covered in sweat, and the tattoo was still submissive after soaking it in this way, which shows that the quality is good. Yu Xiaolong rubbed it a few times and didn't get rid of it, so he let him go to the kitchen to find wine.

When Xia Cong came out, he was slumped on the ground, leaning against the sofa, with a cigarette in his mouth, a large piece was broken at the corner of his mouth, and the blood hadn't coagulated yet.

Yu Xiaolong tugged at his collar, pulled him up a bit, ignored the scratches on his collarbone, poured half a bottle of wine on the towel, and rubbed it on the tattoo.

Xia Cong frowned and snorted, Yu Xiaolong just stared at his men, and rubbed back and forth for a long time, but the painting didn't come off at all.

He clearly remembered that it was wiped like this last time, what's wrong?

"Don't wipe it off." Xia Cong's brow was covered with sweat due to his violent actions, he exhausted his energy, slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, and said weakly: "It can't be wiped off."

Yu Xiaolong felt something strange at this time, he lowered his head and got closer, he had seen Xia Cong's tattoo stickers, it was almost real, but the stickers were just stickers, and they were definitely different from the real ones.

And now this pattern, no matter how much alcohol can't be wiped off, can clearly see the lines where the skin was cut and the paint seeps in. Yu Xiaolong only felt his mind go blank for a moment, "When did you get the tattoo?"

"You guess." Xia Cong's fingers moved up inch by inch along his arm, crossed his straight shoulders, and tightened around his neck.

Last time on the mountain, Yu Xiaolong didn't look carefully, wondering if it was true, that night was especially chaotic, and he couldn't remember it even more.

I don't know why, when he found out that this thing would leave marks on this piece of skin forever, he gradually hated it from the initial astonishment, and why, who allowed it, he always decided in this way, considering Have you ever felt his feelings?

This stuff has become a fact, it can't be removed anymore, he doesn't know what else to do, the blood in his body is rushing to the top of his head, his eyes are hot, but he has to do something to let go of this resentment.

Yu Xiaolong bit the tattoo with one bite.

Xia Cong let him bite like this for a while before pushing him, and then he didn't know who started it first, and the movement and anger were constantly torn apart, turning into the most shocking and straightforward to the opponent's body. thirst and forget.

Both of them were biting mercilessly, rolling and entangled again in the mess on the ground.