The heartthrob of the paranoid hero who is dressed like scum

Fight for your anger, okay, don't kill people, okay, don't let Xie Lizheng...see a joke. "

Shi Xu took a deep breath, someone gently rubbed his temples, and the gentle force made him relax: "How about trying to give up?"

Shi Xu repeated blankly: "...Give up?"

"Just give up. I told you before that Jin Zeye cannot be saved, he will kill people no matter what," Xie Lizheng said with a smile, "Why die for him again and again, just give up."

Shi Xu rubbed his bloodshot eyes, but said nothing.

Xie Lizheng watched him for a while, then suddenly clapped his hands: "Come and eat, you must be tired."

As soon as the words fell, the scene in front of him changed dramatically.

The candlelight flickered, the dishes were sumptuous, and the sun set on the beach, turning the sea level into a golden luster.

In an instant, the pure white sandy beach turned into a romantic candlelight dinner scene.

Shi Xu lowered his head, he didn't know when he sat on the high stool.On the other side of the table, Xie Lizheng snapped his fingers, and a waiter appeared next to him bent over to pour him wine.

"Produced in one of the eight great wineries in Bordeaux, the price of Patus red wine is comparable to a gram of gold... This is also Shen Yan's favorite red wine."

Shi Xu drank the wine, he leaned back in the chair, and was in a trance for a moment.

Imagine that you committed suicide dozens of times, your body and mind were on the verge of collapse at the same time, and you had to drag your breath to the shore like a dead dog... and then saw this scene.

At this time, the sea breeze is blowing gently, and the food in the mouth is sweet and delicious.The candlelight in front of you flickered gently, echoing the afterglow of the setting sun on the sea level.The waiter bent over to introduce the caviar on the table, the top-quality wagyu beef from which origin, and the black truffle from the rainforest... In short, the ingredients are amazing and the style is extraordinary.

Sugar-coated shells of this size are enough to bring the most determined of minds to their knees!

"Stay here with me?"

Damn it, Xie Lizheng on the opposite side seemed to notice his momentary wavering.

At some point, the boy changed into a night gown, and it was as if he was going to propose marriage to him in the next second.

"We can do anything, even live forever. If you need, I can make the best body for you. Don't you think the previous body was weak... This time it is very strong."

"Very strong, how strong is it?" Shi Xu buried his head in pain, and said vaguely, "Can I punch you to the ground?"

Xie Lizheng smiled: "This is still a bit difficult."

"Then don't talk about it, at least give me a body comparable to yours before negotiating."

Shi Xu seized the time to eat and drink, for fear that the other party would lose them if he was not careful.

Xie Lizheng asked, "Why don't you give up?"

"Because of that guy, he committed suicide again and again, woke up, and committed suicide again...why bother?"

Shi Xu was slightly stunned.

It makes sense to say so, and thinking about it carefully, it's not bad to follow Xie Lizheng, at least he doesn't have to force himself to commit suicide.And judging from the situation, Xie Lizheng should be very strong in the sea.Although there are occasional perverted speeches, it is not a problem to keep him popular and hot.

That's right, why bother to force Xixi to save that facial paralysis time and time again.

When thinking about this question seriously, the wagyu beef in my mouth seems to be no longer fragrant.

He also said that this is the highest quality wagyu beef... It's not as delicious as the pork and green onion dumplings that Jin Zeye made for him.Shi Xu thought.

Shi Xu babbled: "I don't know if you can understand, but I'm actually a very strange person. For example, when you eat a meal, what I care about is not what I eat, but who I eat with."

"What do you mean?"

"For example, when I ate with Shen Yan, Shen Yan must have chosen the place. The CEO's eyes are above the top, and I haven't seen anything good since I was a child, which put me under a lot of pressure to order. Besides, Shen Haochu, then The guy must go directly to the most expensive place to ask for the most expensive food and drink. Anyone around who sees it can't help but praise Shen Shao's noodles. I don't know if I will be squeezed out, and Jin Ci... no, I can't imagine me and Jin Ci The picture of eating.

Xie Lizheng burst out laughing.

"You see, that's the gap. Jin Zeye won't laugh when I talk about it," Shi Xu sniffled, "It's like you prepared the best ingredients this time. But I don't think it's worth it Mom’s fried dishes are delicious... I guess you have to laugh at me in your heart. But I really don’t think it doesn’t matter where I eat or what I eat.”

"Eating with someone who has a different understanding is the most difficult thing. So Jin Ci can't be together, Shen Yan can't, Shen Haochu can't, and you... can't either."

"Jin Zeye is fine?"

"To be honest, I don't know either." Shi Xu spread his hands openly, "But I know that if I have dinner with that guy, tell me what I want to eat, whether it's a fly restaurant in a corner, or a dirty stall on the street... ...He will accompany me unconditionally."

Shi Xu whispered: "Also, Jin Zeye looks cold on the surface, but without me, he would have hugged his knees secretly and cried alone at night."

After a long silence, Xie Lizheng asked softly, "Are you confessing?"

"Is there any?" Shi Xu quickly waved his hands, "Although it's just the two of us, don't talk nonsense."

After feasting, Shi Xu patted his stomach and cheered up: "Come on, let's start, let's go to the next parallel world!"

"The words are very touching, but I need to remind you that this is the last time." Xie Lizheng said, "After all, it is impossible for you to try endlessly... If you fail again in this world, you will stay by my side."

"I rely on you not to say it earlier!"

"I thought you had this level of awareness."

The smile on Xie Lizheng's face disappeared, and he turned out to be serious.Shi Xu and him were in a stalemate for a while, and finally sighed, "Your world is up to you."

"Which parallel world do you want to go to?"

"Randomly." Shi Xu gave up on himself a little bit.

In the cold winter, the wind blows on the body like a knife.

Shi Xu couldn't help wrapping his clothes tightly, and the voice next to his ear was clear, "Jin Zeye is six years old in this world."

"Hey, why didn't you disappear?"

"After all, this is the last time. I will witness the whole process." The young man said with a smile, "Witness the whole process of you slowly going to despair, and finally voluntarily staying with me in the deep sea."

He asked again: "Then do you have any ideas for the six-year-old Jin Zeye?"

After so many times in the world, he almost knew Jin Zeye's growth by heart.

Three-year-old is ignorant and ignorant.

Six-year-olds are curious about things around them and will try to blend in.

At the age of ten, because of being bullied, he gradually began to have facial paralysis.

The 13-year-old is semi-autistic due to gossip, and needs someone to take care of his face to show some expression.

At the age of 16, he officially developed facial paralysis in high school.

……

Shi Xu had also been to the world of six-year-old Jin Zeye before...not surprisingly, he was raised crookedly.

"Let's see." Shi Xu shrugged, "There will always be an idea."

His heart is not as easy as it seems on the surface.If it fails...he will never be able to go back.

Shi Xu couldn't help clenching his fists.From then on, in the deep sea, she accompanied Xie Lizheng who had lived for thousands of years.Cut off everything on land.Jin Zeye, Shimu, Zou Weiwei, Lu Wen, Zhou Haoyu, Xiaozhou... even the two of the Shen family are now friendly.

He doesn't want this.But people who failed to save more than 70 times...

Wait, save.

He tried and failed more than 70 times to save it.

...if he chooses to do nothing.

Shi Xu was hiding behind a tree, and in the distance a few children were playing hide-and-seek among the haystacks, and there was a little Douding inside.

Shi Xu could almost recite what happened next.Jin Zeye was tricked into coming here. The children said they wanted to play hide-and-seek with him, but they were actually trying to trick him.But for Jin Zeye when he was young, this was rare kindness from the people around him, and he came here without any suspicion.

In the last world, Shi Xu prevented all this from happening.Jin Zeye was never allowed to play hide-and-seek with these little kids.

But in this world, Shi Xu hid behind a tree and chose to watch.

Xie Lizheng was very surprised: "Is it really okay if you don't help me? You also know that it will rain in the cellar later, and Jin Zeye was hacked by his father after he went back... Such a child will definitely kill people for revenge when he grows up." Society?"

"After all, you once took care of him from birth, but failed in the end. Are you sure you want to let the six-year-old him accept such a big stimulus?"

"Or is it that you have already been appointed...and are not ready to resist?" Xie Lizheng smiled, "If that's the case, then you can tell me directly..."

"Hey, what are you in a hurry for?" Shi Xu suddenly smiled.

"I didn't experience these seventy times in vain. Just now I suddenly wanted to understand something... Is it really a good thing for him to go out and help him like this?"

"..."

"Think about it, there was no one who helped him in Jin Zeye's past. He faced gossip alone, and faced the contempt and ridicule of the people around him alone. He didn't rely on his family or friends. He grew up like this, and finally Met me...he came all the way by himself. That is to say, maybe there is no need for anyone to intervene in his past."

"This is your answer," Xie Lizheng said seriously, "Have you thought it through?"

"Don't forget, if you fail this time, stay with me in the deep sea, and I will make the best body for you. Let you always..."

"I know, I know, it's your old routine. I cry with you, laugh at you, and give birth to your baby." Shi Xu smiled, "I always say that, are you tired?"

"I believe that Jin Zeye is a good boy, and I don't need to save him. So I'm willing to bet everything on him." Shi Xu took a deep breath, and there seemed to be light in his eyes.

"... If it doesn't work, I will accompany you and see who we are tossing at the bottom of the sea."

"But before that, there is one more thing to do."

……

Jin Zeye huddled in the cellar, trying to curl up his body to prevent the temperature from passing.

But no, in the twelfth lunar month of winter, the cellar was not sealed, and the wind blowing in through the crack of the door made his skin hurt like a knife.But he can't go, he is the "ghost" of this hide-and-seek game, responsible for catching people.If he ran away, those people would definitely not want to play with him again.

Jin Zeye even dreamed of playing with those children.But most of the time, he kicked the stones and walked behind alone. Sometimes he would lower his head and touch the footprints left by those children, with envy on his face.

But the reality is that only the wind can be heard outside, like a ghost crying.

"You, you, are you all hidden..."

In the dark, Jin Zeye covered his eyes and shivered from the cold, trying not to cry.He's a man, he can't cry.

"Anyone else……"

"If anyone else can answer me. Zhou Xiaoyu, Shao Wen, Li Xiaohe..."

Jin Zeye tremblingly read out the names of those friends.Those people never let him call their names.But Jin Zeye secretly remembered it.

He was so into them.

Sometimes he would even call these names when playing alone. At that time, it seemed that these people really had a good relationship with him and played with him.

It wasn't until Jin Zeye couldn't push the cellar door open that he understood what happened.

He was deceived.

Presumably those kids forgot about it when they got home.The family members are busy cooking for them and feeding them ginger soup to dispel the cold.After eating, they took off their shoes and climbed into bed. Someone nearby dimmed the lights and told them a bedtime story dotingly.The room is bright and warm, completely isolated from the cold wind outside.

Nobody remembers a six-year-old kid left in the abandoned cellar.

Not long after, the cellar began to leak rain.

Jin Zeye lay on his stomach by the door, stuffing his white hands into his mouth, he felt his upper and lower teeth chattering.He didn't dare to cry loudly, so he could only whimper softly in his throat.

He thought a lot at this moment.

For example, will he die here?

For example, will someone come to rescue him... But this is an abandoned cellar, who would come here in normal times?

In a daze, it seemed that a light flashed in front of his eyes.Jin Zeye was startled, he just fell asleep crying.

I don't know when the cellar door opened, and the person who came in covered his face, and the light of the flashlight in his hand pierced the night like light.

Is this someone who came looking for him...or another trap.Jin Zeye stepped back subconsciously, but was gently held by the hand.

It was a very simple movement, but the opponent seemed to have done it thousands of times so naturally.

The other party didn't speak along the way, and neither did he.

It's just that since he was born, no one has ever held his hand like this.

The other party's palm was very warm, as if heat had rushed into his limbs... making him nostalgic.

Jin Zeye even secretly made a wish in his heart, hoping that the road would be longer, and longer.It would be nice if there was never an end.He can hold hands with this person and walk down together.

But the house could already be seen on the opposite side. It was a black hole, and its shape seemed to be distorted in the heavy rain.That was his home. When he opened the door, he was about to face his strict father, his stepmother who would change his face, and his younger brother who always scolded him... Seeing that it was getting closer, he seemed to have seen his father's face. ferocious face.

Jin Zeye trembled, he hurriedly lifted the raincoat that the man put on him, "Can you..."

do not go.He wants to say.

My dad will hit me...can you take me away.He wants to say.

But a man cannot beg others.

The teacher said that a man must have a backbone, his back must be straight, and he must not bend over no matter what he faces.

In the rainstorm, Jin Zeye bit his lip tightly.

The pouring rain hit him furiously.In the night, there was a desperate light in those black eyes: "...will we meet again?"

Everything becomes quiet.

In the rain, only two figures in the vast field were particularly clear.

Jin Zeye was nervous like never before.

The man didn't laugh, nor did he ridicule because the words came out of the kid's mouth.On the contrary, that person's attitude was terrifyingly serious... Seriously, it was like making the most precious promise between men.

"Of course we will meet. I don't tell most people. I only tell you because you are cute."

The man looked around, then leaned closer to his ear, with a serious expression on his face, as if he was telling a big secret.

"...I will wait for you in the future."