The heartthrob of the paranoid hero who is dressed like scum

You don't listen to the end of the sentence, this impolite brat!

Shi Xu chased after Jin Zeye's little classmate.

Just after leaving the school gate, there were faint whispers around.Especially the customers in front of the small stalls all turned their heads in disgust, and even looked strangely at Shi Xu.

Shi Xu touched the sunglasses on his face...it's still there.Wait, this world is different from before. Now Jin Zeye is only 13 years old and is in the first grade of junior high school. It is the worst moment when he is despised by everyone in the south of the city.

It stands to reason that most children would have to cry, but the figure in front just walked forward on its own.

His back is straight, and he looks quite backbone... but he can already get a glimpse of what he looks like when he is an adult.

Shi Xu felt amused, and followed Jin Zeye through the small park.

In the evening, the children inside saw that they had just finished school, and they started booing as soon as they saw Jin Zeye.

"The monster is coming! The monster is coming!"

"Without mother, without father, I'm just a little bastard that no one wants!"

A few brave children even made faces.By the way, he laughed at those who didn't dare, "He's just a little monster, look at how virtuous you are!"

A child muttered: "But my mother told me to avoid him..."

Shi Xu is enjoying himself in the back.

According to Jin Zeye's vindictive personality, why don't he go back to his parents after being beaten up by these little brats, blowing their noses and crying?

But to his surprise, Jin Zeye walked forward with his head down, as if he didn't hear him.

"What are you afraid of him doing? Look at me!" A stone fell from nowhere and hit Jin Zeye's forehead.

The blood trickled down the side of his face, and in the evening, it looked like a conspicuous black line, dripping straight into his neck.

Shi Xu was taken aback for a moment, and there was a little impatience in his voice in an instant: "Hey, what are you doing!"

Those little brats scattered like birds and beasts.Shi Xu quickly squatted down, he couldn't help touching the back of Xiaodouding's head, and slowed down his voice: "...does it hurt?"

Well, he seemed to ask a silly question.How can it not hurt if you hit it on the head?

"Come on, I'll bring you a bandage."

Shi Xu took the little boy's hand naturally, not paying attention to the flash of surprise in the cold black eyes behind him.

On a moonless night, there are a few stars hanging in the sky.

Walking out of the pharmacy, Shi Xu gently wiped the skin around the boy's wound with iodine, while blowing gently.Then carefully apply the Band-Aid.The child wanted to leave several times, but he forcefully pulled him back.

"Why don't you know how to hide?"

Shi Xu hated iron for being weak: "Think about it, this stone doesn't have eyes, what if it hits your eyes?"

"got used to."

After so long, Xiao Douding finally spoke the first sentence.

His voice was a little hoarse, and he closed his mouth tightly after speaking.

Shi Xu hurriedly educated: "You're so stupid, if you don't resist when someone beats you, you will be beaten back later, do you understand?"

"..."

The other person's eyes looked like they were looking at an idiot.

The time is too late to know.That's right, now Jin Zeye is not as awesome and cool as he was later.When I was a child in the south of the city, I was a child who was bullied by others, like weeds on the side of the road, anyone could step on it.If you resist, you will be bullied even more fiercely by the alliance.

... It's hard for him, he has to think so much at such a young age, no wonder he looks like a little old man with a straight face.

Shi Xu sighed inwardly, and after a while he squatted down and stroked Xiaodouding's head.

She smiled and showed her big white teeth: "...don't worry, my brother will protect you from now on."

Jin Zeye was slightly startled, and then a mockery flashed in his eyes.

No one had ever said anything like that to him.

Probably found a way to bully him again,

It must be a liar, you want to see his reaction, wait for him to be fooled, and then watch him make a fool of yourself, right?

He won't believe it.

But when Jin Zeye went to school the next day, he was really surprised when he saw the familiar figure at the school gate.

The boy was leaning against the tree, waving at him leisurely, "Good morning."

Fragments of sunlight fell on the young man through the gaps in the leaves, which was extremely gentle.

Jin Zeye clenched his fists and walked into the school without looking sideways.

At noon, everyone ate meals prepared at home.Only a very small number of people choose to eat in the cafeteria.

Jin Zeye knew that Jiang Mengyun had invited a nutritionist from Australia, and would prepare lunch for Jin Ci every day.Ensure balanced nutrition for a week without repetition.Every day when he goes out, he can see the square lunch box on the table, very clean.

He swallowed, forcing himself to look away from the bento box.Jin Ci was dissatisfied with the lunch box and threw it back on the table, shouting loudly: "Mom, why are there so many dishes today!"

Jiang Mengyun hurriedly comforted her: "Occasionally you have to order food, and you need to control your weight, otherwise you will easily get sick..."

Jin Ci muttered a few words, saw Jin Zeye at the door, and smiled again: "What are you looking at, this food is not given to you when you feed it to the dogs... Who told you that I was laughed at at school!"

……

There are very few people in the school cafeteria, except for the special lunches prepared for poor students, there are some retail snacks.

A few aunts behind the cafeteria window were chatting and laughing, pretending not to see him.

After waiting for a long while, Jin Zeye almost squeezed the paper money in his hands and said dryly, "Auntie, I want a box of milk."

The canteen aunt immediately rolled her eyes, turned around, and threw the milk heavily on the table.After Jin Zeye turned and left, there were a few extremely low curses from the window, followed by bursts of laughter.

Jin Zeye lowered his eyes and touched the side of his neck unconsciously.

The hard, fine scales are still there.

He occasionally wonders if he is a monster after all.Anyway, people around him avoided him, so he also started to walk slowly against the wall, taking pictures and shrinking to the farthest corner, usually when he could not speak.

The milk was cold.Probably the kind that was placed at the bottom of the freezer and no one took it out.

But it is good to have milk to drink. If the aunts are in a bad mood, they will drive him away.He can only go to class hungry.

Sitting in the corner, Jin Zeye tried to warm the milk with both hands, and suddenly remembered the temperature of that person's palm yesterday.

The sneer at the corner of his mouth was fleeting.

Sure enough, that person should know the truth soon... he probably won't come over, right?

After a while, a teacher came over in a hurry and said, "That...student, your family is waiting for you at the school gate."

……

"Dangdang! Surprised or surprised!"

In front of him was a luxurious lunch box.

Fresh seasonal vegetables are neatly arranged, and on the right are various fish sashimi.The rice box is full, and there is a sun egg on it.

Shi Xu conveniently opened another lunch box, which contained fruits cut into small pieces.

"...Eat it, eat it, they say it will treat you well."

The key is that if Jin Zeye doesn't eat it, he will rush to eat it. This box cost him seven hundred oceans!Seven hundred!

It hurts to think about it now.But I heard from the people in the Japanese grocery store that there is a blue fin belly in it, which is the best part.Shi Xu immediately bought it with a wave of his hand.

As long as Jin Zeye can grow up healthily, the money will be worth it!

It's only seven hundred, how many shows he has to walk in this world... Shi Xu sighed inwardly.But seeing Xiao Douding in front of him, he smiled again: "Hey, what's your expression, you think I won't come?"

"I said I will protect you, can you trust me once?"

Jin Zeye lowered his eyes.

He didn't expect that the other party would come over to bring him lunch.

And he never told anyone that he likes to eat raw fish, but the lunch box in front of him has the most sashimi.

He slowly picked up the chopsticks, the fish melted in his mouth, fat but not greasy, even he could taste it fresh and expensive.

It's not as good as without a reason, but at this moment, Jin Zeye suddenly wanted to try to believe it once.

Even if he lied to him, it didn't matter.

……

Xiao Douding finally stopped rejecting him so much, and Shi Xu also brought him lunch every day.

He worked as a part-time model in this world and took pictures of the store.It's not bad for him to earn some money without an ID card, and the less will be less.But in the process, there was always a shopkeeper named Wang Tianba haunting him for no reason.

This day was also the same, when Shi Xu came over with a lunch box, Wang Tianba insisted on following, "Why do you always come to this junior high school at noon recently, do your relatives' children go to school here?"

Seeing that the other party ignored him, Wang Tianba rubbed his hands and said again: "No, Ah Shi, you don't know when you come out to the south of the city, you should come to this school less often, there is a monster inside..."

He choked on words.

It was the monster he mentioned standing at the gate of the school, but the young man beside him jumped on him all at once, wiping his sweat and asking about his health.

...He looks like his own son!

Wang Tianba was greatly surprised.Seemingly aware, the boy at the school gate glanced at him.

For some reason, that look made Wang Tianba feel chills in his heart.He was about to take a closer look, but the boy restrained his gaze, raised his head and asked Shi Xu to wipe his sweat obediently.

It must be... an illusion, right?

……

On a summer night, Shi Xu took off his shoes and sat on the swing, yawning.

I saw the teenager on the slide next to him with his arms around his knees, silent.

"What happened to you?"

Shi Xu had felt that Xiao Douding had something on his mind since noon.But after picking him up after school, the other party didn't say anything like a dull gourd.

Their relationship is now advancing by leaps and bounds, especially under Shi Xu's education that "you must not hold back when you have something on your mind", basically Xiao Douding will talk to him when encountering problems.

So it is quite rare for Xiaodouding to be as silent as today.

Shi Xu asked again: "Talk to brother if you have something to do, and I will definitely help you settle it!"

Jin Zeye pursed his lips, "You can't help."

"No way, my little friend, what you said is too shocking to my brother... Think about it, which thing about you so far is my brother's injustice?"

Jin Zeye: "..."

The boy next to him smiled straight at him, his eyes were shining brightly, as if filled with stars.

The evening breeze on a summer night is gentle, as if silently soothing people's hearts.

Jin Zeye's heart moved slightly.He looked up at the moon, trying to put on his usual tone of indifference: "We're going to hold a parent-teacher meeting."

"Isn't it the parents' meeting? I thought it was something..." Shi Xu suddenly realized, "The parents' meeting?"

Jin Zeye had no expression on his face: "The teacher should be used to my parents not coming."

After a long while, he turned his head and added, "Anyway, I always take the first place in the exam, and my parents will only be praised if I go."

This little bun face, this arrogant little expression, is so cute!I didn't expect this guy to be so cute when he was a child, and Shi Xu's heart almost melted.

But the parent meeting is really difficult.

This child's family is unfortunate, and neither father nor mother can count on him.Jin Lianyi first ruled out that the guy who can swing a knife at his own son must be a beast.Jiang Mengyun, who cherishes her reputation, will definitely not come...so what should I do.

Shi Xu was worried, he turned his head, and the black eyes of the little boy opposite him were clean and clear.

In addition to the curved crescent moon, his smiling face is also reflected.

hey, so handsome!

Shi Xu hit the heart of his right hand with his left hand, "I have an idea!"

Tmd He is a genius who came up with this idea!Shi Xu was excited, and quickly turned serious: "Listen to me. I guarantee that on the day of the parent-teacher meeting, you will definitely be the boy envied by all the classmates in the class! Those ignorant ordinary people can only envy you and coax you back!"

Xiao Douding obviously didn't believe it, "...Who are you talking about?"

Stupid, this is you in the future, Shi Xu chuckled in his heart.On the surface, he ruffles Xiaodouding's hair like an old father, "...Don't worry, leave it to me."

Time passed in the blink of an eye, and soon it was the day of the parent meeting.

Soon, the front row was filled with parents who came one after another, and the children sat cross-legged at the back of the classroom.

This junior high school is very famous in the south of the city. The parents of the children are either rich or expensive, and they are not short of money.This makes the parent meeting more like a large-scale competition event once every semester.

Fight for money, fight for children, fight for appearance.

The rich ladies wear sunglasses, crocodile leather bags in their left hands and ice jade bracelets in their right hands. While they are superior to the crowd, they can also feel the secret poking jealousy of other mothers, and their vanity has been satisfied like never before.

So the mothers all dressed up to attend the parent-teacher meeting, and even took a volcanic bath to clean their pores the night before.Everyone in the classroom is very friendly on the surface, everyone is calm, occasionally brushing their hair, twisting their lipstick... In fact, they are all trying their best to watch the surrounding enemies from the corner of their eyes.

Hey, I bumped into the brand with the bag carried by the lady next door today, but my wife's is a limited edition, so happy!

Bi Los's face was not very good-looking, and while he was not paying attention, he hurriedly took down the bag that was purposely placed in a conspicuous position on the table.

At the same time, the children huddled in the back of the classroom were enthusiastically talking about the good-looking parent present, and the children who were praised felt that their faces were radiant.

This kind of large-scale discussion and evaluation has never had anything to do with Jin Zeye.

He just glanced at the door occasionally, then quickly lowered his head.

The parent-teacher meeting will start soon, but his seat in the front row is still empty.It was exactly the same as any previous parent meeting.

"There are still 3 minutes, are there any parents who haven't arrived..." The teacher glanced at the only vacant seat in the whole field, and obviously guessed the reason.

"Let's wait a little longer."

Jin Zeye clenched his hands tightly.

The fingernails dug into the flesh, and the fingertips hurt.But something seemed to be throbbing in his chest.

He even wanted to tell the teacher directly that there is no need to wait, anyway, no one will come to every parent meeting.

But in the end he chose to remain silent.

It's like watching a beautiful cake fall to the ground with his own eyes, knowing that it will be smashed to pieces, but he still can't help but look at it... He already knew that he would soon be ridiculed by the students around him, because there are a few people with malicious intentions stared at him.

"Hey, monster, how is your mother..."

The door was pushed open gently,

Jin Zeye sat cross-legged in the back.He only saw the slender calf under the skirt.The ankles are slender and thin, but they are white and glaring.With high heels on his feet, his feet were crooked three times after a short distance.

It's a woman...not him.

Jin Zeye immediately despised himself who had inexplicable expectations in his heart just now.

But the exclamation of the people around him, the tense atmosphere for a moment, and the faint gasp made him raise his head unconsciously... and then he was stunned.

No one can take their eyes off this moment.

The atmosphere was tense, and it seemed that everyone held their breath involuntarily, for fear of disturbing the people in front of them.

"Sorry, teacher, I'm late."

The woman's voice is extremely pleasant, and it seems to soothe people's restless heart like cool spring water in hot summer.

"No, no, the meeting hasn't started yet," the teacher on the podium was tongue-tied, "Please, which classmate's parent are you..."

At this moment, the classroom began to rustle.

The mothers were shocked.Before the absolute beauty was overwhelmed, the famous brands they wore began to become ridiculous... It was only at this moment that they realized that a truly awesome woman can conquer everyone with just a simple white dress!

Jealousy, envy... Amidst all the complex and intertwined gazes, the woman walked straight across the desk, and the hem of her long skirt fluttered like a butterfly.The faint scent of white sandalwood in the classroom is alluring.

The woman squatted down and looked at the stiff little boy sitting in the back row with a smile.

At this moment, this place has become the focus of everyone, everyone is looking at this side, and the most naughty child also shut up obediently.Jin Zeye even heard the sound of someone swallowing saliva next to him.

For a moment, Jin Zeye's heart beat like thunder.

Is the person in front of him, but how is it possible... Isn't that person not coming, and there is a woman in front of him.Jin Zeye was thinking wildly when the woman suddenly reached out and ruffled his hair.

Familiar strength, familiar temperature.

The woman tilted her head and smiled, the corners of her lips seemed to be shining with sunlight, "Kid Jin Zeye... have you been waiting for a long time?"

For the first time in his life, Jin Zeye felt the envy of others.

This feeling is very novel, but it was brought to him by the person in front of him.Those eyes around are not only envious and jealous.There are probably many people who wish to kick him away and be patted by a woman on the head.

"I told you, I will do what I promised you."

Jin Zeye's heart was pounding and his ears felt hot.

At this time, he suddenly had a strange idea... It would be great if the other party touched him for a longer time.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw boys peeking at the bottom of a woman's skirt.Jin Zeye's face turned cold suddenly, he broke away from Shi Xu's hand, and said calmly: "They are all looking at you... Go back to your seat."

This sentence is too blunt, even a bit commanding.

But Shi Xu didn't think there was anything wrong, he stepped on his high heels and returned to his seat, feeling that the battle was very successful.

The parent meeting is very important for the child's development, since he came to this parallel world, no matter what, he had to give little student Jin Zeye a successful parent meeting.

Shi Xu was not interested in listening to the teacher's speech, but he was quite excited when it came to the commendation session.Looking at the report card, this little Douding really didn't lie to him. He got close to full marks in all his homework and deserved to be the first in his grade.

As expected of his son... Ah bah, as expected of his brother!

Shi Xu excitedly accepted the certificate, ready to turn around and share his joy.

But the boy in the back row is far away from everyone. Even if he is the first in the final exam, he can't see happiness on his face.Compared to the children beside him who were either happy or afraid of being beaten, he was like a different kind.

Shi Xu slowly put down the certificate, as if the joy had also been diluted.

Yes, after all, no matter how awesome he is, he is not Jin Zeye's real mother.

If possible, Xiao Douding still hopes that his family can come.Even if it's just for show...just like when he was a child.

In junior high, Shixu's buddies all envied him.Because everyone was miserable after the parent-teacher meeting, some were scolded, some were scolded in public by their ears, and even went back to suffer a mixed doubles.

But the situation is different, no matter how poor his grades are in the exam, no one cares about him, let alone be beaten.

After the parent-teacher meeting, the buddies all honestly went home with their parents.Shi Xu was the only one left holding the paper and walking slowly on the road.Sometimes he wondered what it would be like if someone beat him up and scolded him why he didn't study hard.

Jin Zeye was even worse than him.Even if this guy comes first in grade, his mother won't come over.

"Hey!"

After the parent meeting, Shi Xu was waiting for Jin Zeye on the playground when he suddenly heard a voice from above.

I saw the boy in short sleeves holding the tree trunk with his hands and looking down.

The boy's eyes were bright, and there was a hint of arrogance at the end of his eyes. "What about you! You look so ugly!"

He made a grimace, probably Xu Xu was a little frustrated just now.

"You are……"

"You don't even know about the Shen family in the north of the city?" The young man was full of arrogance, "Well, since you don't understand anything, I forgive you."

Holy crap, is this guy Shen Haochu?

That's right, in the original book, Shen Haochu did go to junior high school in the south of the city, and only returned to the north of the city later.Unexpectedly, Xiao Douding and Xiao Douding are actually in the same junior high school.

Shen Haochu stared at him for a while, and shouted with great satisfaction, "Hey, you can be my girlfriend!"

"Me?" Shi Xu pointed his index finger at himself, in disbelief.

"Yes, I'm talking about you, be my girlfriend!" Shen Haochu repeated.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Shi Xu laughed, "It's too early to find a girlfriend in junior high school."

Before he finished speaking, he heard a series of piercing screams beside him: "Young Master Shen! Ahhhh!"

"Ahhhhhhh so handsome!"

A group of junior high school girls in white dresses were standing next to him, looking at the tree adoringly, holding their hearts together.As if he was about to pass out in a second.

"No way..." Shi Xu's mouth twitched.

"That's right, those all—— are my girlfriend!"

Shen Haochu deliberately elongated his voice, his voice was full of pride.He clapped his hands and turned down the tree neatly, and the little girls around were amazed—then leaned forward to wipe away his sweat, and poured water.

It's like the deep affection between sisters in the harem, and the division of labor is clear!

Shi Xu: ...

I heard that after Shen Haochu left, many girls in the south of the city were heartbroken.I didn't expect this guy to brazenly take the school's little girls into the harem in junior high school!

"But you are much older than me..." Shen Haochu held his chin and thought seriously, "Well, wait for me for ten years, and I will come to you again in ten years!"

Shi Xu held back his laughter, but Shen Haochu thought he was worried about something.Immediately, he clapped his hands cheerfully, "Don't worry, you won't lose money by following the Shen family."

"I guarantee you happiness, food and clothing!"

Shi Xu finally burst out laughing.

It's so funny, this is simply a copy of the Shen Haochu he knew.The little boy in front of him was the complete opposite of the dull Jin Zeye, his brows and eyes were full of young master's arrogance that couldn't be concealed.At this age when girls are just beginning to fall in love, they are indeed eye-catching and handsome.

"Answer! Answer! Do you agree!" Shen Haochu's attitude was arrogant, as if he was sure that he would agree.

Shi Xu knelt down and pinched his face hard, deforming a small handsome face.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Little kid, let's talk about it when you grow up!"

Shen Haochu was about to get angry immediately, but when he saw the person in front of him smiling, he slowly hid his anger in his heart.

After a while, he just rubbed his flushed face and said angrily, "...Hey, you must wait for me."

This scene fell in a pair of black eyes not far away.

Jin Zeye had never seen a teenager smile so happily, and the blushing boy opposite him was obviously pinched too.

At this moment he suddenly understood.

It turned out that the other party was not only nice to him.He can laugh at anyone and touch anyone.

He is too greedy.

But there was a voice in his heart like a bewitching voice, which made him greedily want more.

...It would be great if I could be the only one for the other party.

Jin Zeye couldn't help shaking the water in his hand tightly, and the cold water soaked his palm.

But it seems to be cold in my heart.

...But he is a monster, who would be his only one.

Shi Xu also saw Jin Zeye, and he hurried over to hold the other's little hand, "Let's go, you should celebrate your first place in the exam this time, brother will take you to eat delicious food!"

"...how about the Japanese food? I heard that the shop across the street will have a tuna dismantling show tonight. I'm afraid...it's actually killing live fish!"

"How about drinking some wine on a happy day, I won't tell others!"

But no matter how much he coaxes, Xiaodouding doesn't look very interested.Shi Xu took the opportunity to drink a few glasses of wine.I couldn't go back at night, so I lived in the only room with a big bed left in the hotel.

Jin Zeye had just come out of the shower, and the boy on the bed had already fallen asleep.The sleeping position is indulgent, kicking the quilt aside.Jin Zeye covered him with the quilt, but the other party seemed to feel his body temperature, and held his hand with his fingers

There seemed to be sleep talking in his mouth, Jin Zeye couldn't help leaning closer to listen.

"Jin Zeye...don't..."

"...I don't want to have your baby."

say what.

Jin Zeye withdrew his hand violently, and burned his face along the base of his ear with a blush.

The other party's voice was very low, but he could hear it clearly.The soft and coquettish behavior of the person on the bed seemed to explode in his heart, making him dizzy.

But he obviously didn't stop drinking.

Jin Zeye clenched his hands tightly, and for the first time, confusion appeared on his stern face.

But the boy on the bed licked his lips at this moment, as if thirsty.The moistened lips were as red as blood, and Jin Zeye's temples throbbed.

Although no one was there, he couldn't help but look around.

At that moment, he seemed to be possessed by a demon. The young man carefully bent down and touched him.

Almost like superficial.

Hearing the footsteps beside him, Shi Xu's head was buzzing.

He had just woken up from the dream of having a baby, and Xiao Douding kissed him again...

The grown-up Jin Zeye is fine, that guy has a thick skin and even a few minutes of kissing is short.But now Jin Zeye is still Xiaodouding!This is wrong!

Shi Xu pretended not to know the next day.But later, he deliberately reduced his contact with Xiaodouding.He pretended not to see the injury flashing in the boy's black eyes.

The other party was still waiting for him at the door at first, but Shi Xu always dodged in a hurry, and the two passed each other and no one spoke.The atmosphere is awkward.

After a long time, Jin Zeye couldn't come anymore.

But in the past few years, Wang Tianba has been coming over all the time, and Shi Xu is very annoying.

Finally, when the other party harassed him again, Shi Xu was furious: "Don't come here again, or I'll call someone."

"Call me if you have the ability, let's see who dares to meddle in my business around here," Wang Tianba said aggressively, "I know you live alone, so don't be fucking shameless!"

"Time."

Someone at the door suddenly said lightly, and I don't know how long they have been listening.

Shi Xu and Wang Tianba turned their heads at the same time.

I saw the boy at the door wearing a neat school uniform, with his hands in his pockets, a satchel on one shoulder, and his legs were straight and eye-catching.

Those black eyes were thin and cold, as if reflecting a cold blade.

Wangtianba felt cold all over his body.

I don't know if it was an illusion, but at that moment the boy looked at him as if he was looking at a dead person.

Wang Tianba took a step back, sternly threatening: "Shi Xu, wait for me the fuck!"

After entering, Shi Xu was a little embarrassed: "Don't mind."

He secretly regretted again, why did Jin Zeye see this scene?

"...I miss you very much." After a while, Jin Zeye said lightly.

The boy's school uniform was fastened to the highest level, which made his figure well-proportioned and straight. His cuffs were slightly bent to reveal his wrists, and his fingertips had thin calluses from holding pens all year round.

... The boy he was familiar with was back again.

They once lived in a dormitory intimately, rehearsed together, celebrated birthdays and New Years together...did many, many things together.Not all happy, but overall really warm.

For some reason, Tokio kind of missed that guy from the original world.

But after such a long time no see, I still have to act.Shi Xu was full of surprise: "You actually got admitted to City Arts?"

It should still be the first in the total score.he thought to himself.

"The young man has become handsome and taller..."

Jin Zeye, a sophomore in high school, should be about 1.8 meters five, and he will grow taller in the future.

"Why are you still holding the file bag...By the way, you haven't eaten yet, I'll order takeaway and let's eat together."

In the file bag was actually a sketch of the "Ares Palace".It turns out that he started to conceive so early...Don't worry about drawing, young man,

In the future, you will win the gold medal in the city!

While eating, Shi Xu began to look for something to say, "Speaking of which, you have reached the grade where you can fall in love. The time is so fast."

He is like an old father watching the Chinese cabbage grow in his garden, full of pride.

In Shi Xu's eyes, Xiao Douding is like a relative. After all, he grew up watching him, so he has no scruples when talking.

The other party was silent.

It took him a long time to pick up a chopstick of rice, his face expressionless, "Is that what you hope for?"

"Of course, it will be difficult if you don't talk about college in high school," Shi Xu buried his head in cooking, "Be careful that all the good girls will be snatched away from now on!"

After the whole dinner, the boy seemed not in high spirits.

Until going to bed at night, Shi Xu insisted on letting Jin Zeye sleep on the bed and sleep on the sofa by himself, but in the middle of the night, it seemed that someone approached in a daze.

Familiar heat, familiar movements, familiar faint mint smell... everything is too familiar.So the moment the other party approached, Shi Xu didn't resist.

The ambiguity heats up, and the two are in perfect harmony, as if they have kissed hundreds of times.

It's like a habit deeply imprinted in the body.

After the kiss ended, Shi Xu was stunned after waking up.

...Holy shit, what just happened?

"I've wanted to do this for a long time."

A short distance away, the young man rested his arms on his ear, looking at him with dark eyes.It seems to have been expected.

Shi Xu's mouth twitched: "What..."

Okay, okay, he was wrong for treating Xiaodouding as Jin Zeye, but what's the situation with this ambiguous posture now?

"Why don't you let me go first, let's sit down and talk..."

"You really won't refuse."

The young man stared deeply at him, and said to himself: "You know what. I found out the day I met you, the way you look at me... as if you are looking at someone through me."

"Is there someone similar to me..." Jin Zeye pursed his lips, "Or, is it me?"

As expected of Jin Zeye, even in a different world, his thoughts are terrifyingly meticulous... Shi Xu was so flustered that he could hardly answer. As soon as he turned over and slipped out of the encirclement, he stepped on his slippers and began to shout at people, "Get out!"

The boy didn't move.Shi Xu could only push him violently, the gap in strength between the two was too great.Even in the end, the other party finally stepped forward like a charity, Shi Xu rushed forward two steps due to inertia, his broken hair was sticky with sweat on the back of his neck, and he was extremely embarrassed.

"I've wanted to do this for a long time," under the bright moonlight, a cold smile flickered on the corner of the boy's lips, "Brother...it's delicious."

After the other party left, Shi Xu sat down on the sofa blankly.

Why was this guy raised crookedly...

What's more terrible is that when the other party just kissed him, he actually felt that he enjoyed it rather than resisting it... It seemed quite comfortable.

Shi Xu calmed down after crying like ghosts and howling like wolves.

The key is to make Jin Zeye of this world not kill people.Now, except that the other party has some kind of feelings for him, everything else is considered a success.As long as he stays away, that guy should be able to recover by himself, right?

So the next day Shi Xu started to move the big and small bags.

Another year passed without incident, and when Shi Xu was hesitating whether to commit suicide, news of Wang Tianba's death suddenly came from the neighbors.

It is said that it fell into a septic tank and was discovered the next day. When it was fished up, it could not be seen.After investigation, the possibility of homicide was ruled out, saying it was an accident after drunkenness.

Shi Xu didn't care much.He now lives in a remote place, and he has to walk through dark alleys to get takeaway.Compared with Wang Tianba's death, he was more worried about whether the delivery boy would arrive.

But he was suddenly pressed against the wall by a force.

He was gently restrained by the wrist, and then someone bit his lips hard, and the man seemed to smile softly.

"Brother, have you seen the news?"

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't let me by your side, it doesn't matter if you hide from me, I will help you get rid of everything..."

Shi Xu trembling lips: "... all what?"

"Everyone who is a danger to you?"

Carrying the takeaway, Shi Xu closed the door heavily.He picked up the phone expressionlessly: "Hey, errand brother, please buy me some charcoal fire."

The kind of charcoal fire that burns charcoal to commit suicide.

……

The familiar sound of the waves.

Shi Xu opened his eyes, and the young man next to him laughed uncontrollably.

"Failed again?"

Shi Xu gritted his teeth: "Come again!"

A world later.

Shi Xu opened his eyes, bloodshot inside: "I don't believe in evil anymore, come again!"

Xie Lizheng covered his eyes with a smile.

Two worlds later.

Shi Xu sat up abruptly, "This time I committed suicide by jumping off the building... I could even hear the sound of my neck breaking!"

"Come again!"

After three worlds.

Shi Xu closed his eyes and hummed: "Can you take the initiative when you see that I'm back, don't let me remind you every time... come again!"

...after n worlds.

Shi Xu opened his eyes, and when he saw Xie Lizheng's smiling face again, he was also numb.

No matter how much that face deserves a beating, it won't make any sense after looking at it dozens of times.

"How many times?" Shi Xu's voice was hoarse.

"79 times... That means you committed suicide 79 times."

Only 79 times, but he felt like he had died thousands of times.

Every death is extremely real, and the pain is also real... In the end, Shi Xu simply chooses to jump off the building. All he needs to overcome is the fear of jumping for a moment, and he doesn't feel it in mid-air.

But still can't save the guy.

Everything seems to be destined.This should not be called saving Jin Zeye, but should be renamed his one hundred ways to die.This time he was caught by Jin Zeye, so he could only choose to commit suicide by drowning in the bathroom...it was very painful.

Shi Xu silently clutched his chest, as if he could still feel the throbbing pain of suffocation.

What exactly went wrong.

In these parallel worlds, he almost tried his best.In the last world, Shi Xu even traveled directly back to before Jin Zeye was born.He prevented Jiang Mengyun and Jin Lianyi from getting to know each other, and also prevented Jin Ci from being born.The purpose is to give Jin Zeye a good living environment.

Shi Xu even became a father and a mother all the way, taking good care of Jin Zeye since he was a baby.Until the other party became an adult, he participated in almost every process in his life.

But still failed.

In the end, Jin Zeye was so obsessed with him that he almost destroyed the whole world to find him.

Shi Xu could feel the change in his mentality, from exhaustion to numbness.His spirit seemed to be at a critical point.And every death... brings him closer to collapse.

What was even more frustrating was that he didn't know how to stop Jin Zeye from killing people.

It would be fine if he knew the destination, but he seemed to be walking in a dark tunnel from the very beginning, because he didn't know the end point, so it was extremely difficult.

In the last world, Shi Xu even wanted to grab Jin Zeye by the collar and wake up this idiot loudly: "Jin Zeye