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The next day, Li Xiao and I had breakfast, bought some fruit downstairs, and prepared to go to my house. We passed by all the way, and everything around us was still so familiar, and it hadn’t changed in the slightest because of my departure. With the feeling of touching the scene, I haven't been back for more than two years.

When I walked to the building where my house was located, I was suddenly a little nervous. Li Xiao patted me, saying it was all right. I said to myself, reached out and pressed the combination lock, entered the door, and got on the elevator.

When I got to the gate, I hesitated and chose to knock. In fact, I have the key, but in this situation, if I have the cheek to use the key to open the door, I really can't do it.

"Who is it?" was my mother's voice, and I wanted to answer her that it was me, but the voice was stuck in my throat and I couldn't get it out.

Li Xiao took my hand and comforted me softly: "Speak, you have to face it"

I took a deep breath and calmed my voice "Mom... Mom, it's me"

It was quiet inside for a while, and then I heard footsteps, the door opened from the inside, and my mother stood at the door with a look of disbelief.

"Can... Cancan, you are back" my mother cried.

She took my hand and pulled me into the room. I could feel her trembling, and my guilt deepened.

Li Xiao followed us without saying a word. He just put the fruit he bought in a corner of the living room. Only then did my mother realize that there was someone behind me. She only met Li Xiao once. I'm not sure if she still remembers him.

"Mom, this is Li Xiao, I'm starting a company with him now"

My mother quickly wiped away her tears and said to us: "I want to drink something, I'll pour it"

"No need" I pulled her to sit beside me: "Where's Dad?" I asked.

"Oh, your dad went shopping for groceries. He's been out for a long time. He should be back soon." My mother kept holding my hand and stroking my head, as if she was afraid that if she let go, I would disappear again.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I left like that." My mother didn't blame me at all, but I felt uncomfortable like a needle in my heart, and I forgot all the words I had planned in my heart. Can express my state of mind at the moment, I really did something wrong.

My mother couldn't help sighing: "You are too ignorant, you know how anxious your father and I were after you left, you didn't even bring your mobile phone, we all went to the police, but the police said you were an adult, and stayed Even if they don't file a letter, I'm going crazy, I'm afraid something will happen to you."

"I'm sorry" I lowered my head, I really didn't know what to do, how could I be so impulsive and so thoughtless.

There was a sound of opening the outer door. It should be that my dad came back. I suddenly became nervous and told myself to calm down. Then I looked towards the door and met my dad who was carrying the vegetables.

My dad was obviously taken aback, and after he saw me sitting on the sofa clearly, he threw the vegetables in his hand and said coldly: "Get out!"

My heart twitched fiercely, and I stared at him blankly, at a loss for what to do.

My dad rushed to me in three steps, grabbed my collar, and led me off the sofa.

Li Xiao reacted the fastest, grabbed my dad's arm and said, "Uncle, calm down."

My mother also quickly stood up and pulled my father: "Speak up if you have something to say, don't be like this"

My dad was so angry that his face was red: "Calm down! You still have the face to come back, and you still know how to come back! You heartless thing! Get out!"

He pulled me desperately, trying to drag me out like this. I have never seen my dad like this. Even if he was angry again before, his eyes would not be full of anger and resentment like now. I was frightened by his attitude. , and he dragged me out of the gate all the way.

Li Xiao didn't dare to use real strength on my dad, so he had to be driven to the door with me, and my mother cried again, pulling my dad while crying, but after all, women's strength can't be compared with men's, besides, my dad still In rage.

Seeing that I was about to be dragged out, I finally found my voice and begged for mercy tremblingly: "Dad, I'm sorry, I know I was wrong"

"Wrong!" My dad grinned and stared at me angrily: "Hmph, you know you were wrong now, it's useless! It's too late, I don't have your son, get out, get out as far as you want, you Damn it..." My dad has been uttered incoherently by my anger, he has never used foul language before.

"Dad...Dad" I grabbed the door and refused to let him close it. I was afraid that as long as I closed the door, I would never have a chance to ask my father for forgiveness. I was so scared that I didn't know what to say, so I had to do it instinctively. reaction.

My father was dragged by my mother, and I was held open by me from outside the door. He was so angry that he wanted to rush over and beat me. Just hit me. If being beaten by him can relieve him a little bit of anger, I feel that It's worth it to beat me up.

With a sound of "pa", I received a solid slap on the left cheek. Li Xiao was stunned and wanted to rush up to protect me behind me. I grabbed his hand to stop him from moving. He hesitated for a moment and backed away. went back.

"You know how long we've been looking for you. Your mother fell at the train station trying to find you. Her lumbar cone was broken and she almost couldn't stand up. She lay on the bed for almost a year before she could walk. You still have steel nails, why do you still have the face to come back, you... a debt collector!" My dad stood there, his eyes were red, and he looked at me with hatred, in his eyes, I knew clearly Chu De saw the disappointment. For this son, he was really disappointed or even to the point of despair.

I knelt and sat at the door weakly, tears flowed out uncontrollably, I never thought that my rash actions would cause such serious consequences to my parents, I looked at my mother with tears on her face, she has been like this since she was a child She loves me so much, she can't bear to scold me more, beat me more, even if I caused her so much pain, she still selflessly chooses to forgive me, but what did I do? Come back with a face! !

The door closed in front of me, but I didn't even have the courage to reach out and knock on the door. What can I say now. . .

Li Xiao stood with me at the door for a while, seeing that I was motionless as if I had lost my soul, he frowned and pulled me up from the ground: "Let's go, let's talk when we go back."

He helped me, walked into the elevator slowly, and Li Xiao took me back to the hotel.

I spent the whole day in a daze, from day to night, I just sat there, thinking back to when I was a child, to the past few years, Li Xiao has been by my side all the time, never What to say, just stay with me silently.

"Li Xiao..." I looked at the dark night outside and the brightly lit street, and said slowly, "My dad will never forgive me, I broke their hearts like this."

Li Xiao sighed and walked to me and sat down: "No, no parents can let go of their children, take your time, I will accompany you"

With a sore nose, I leaned my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, feeling as if all the strength in my body had been drained.

The next morning, I woke up from hunger. I felt sour water coming out of my stomach, and I was throbbing uncomfortably. Li Xiao was lying next to me.

"What's wrong?" Seeing my frowning, Li Xiao asked me worriedly.

"I'm so hungry" I said.

Li Xiao stood up from the bed and said, "You haven't eaten all day, so it's no wonder you're not hungry." He sighed, pulled me up from the bed, and led me to the bathroom: "First brush your teeth and wash your face, let's go out to eat."

I was led by Li Xiao belatedly. I changed clothes and went out. I found a pastry shop nearby and sat in. It was eight o'clock in the morning, and today was a working day. There were not many people in the shop. Li Xiao bought bean curd. Fried dough sticks and flatbread, sit down opposite me, put the spoon into my hand: "Eat, hurry up"

I was holding a spoon, and I was very hungry, but probably because I was too hungry, I didn’t feel as uncomfortable as before, and I didn’t have much appetite, but it’s always impossible not to eat. I sat there, bowed my head and drank the bean curd in mouthfuls.

Li Xiao pushed the pancake in front of me, "Eat this, you haven't eaten for two meals, just eating tofu pudding won't fill your stomach"

I obediently picked up the pie and started to eat it.

Probably because I was full, when I walked out of the dim sum shop, although my mood was still tangled, my mind was cleared up a lot. I looked at the blue sky and thought depressedly, how could I get things done? It's that bad.

Li Xiao patted me and said, "Let's go, accompany me for a walk."

So Li Xiao took me back to school.

When I stood at the gate of the school, I was in a weird mood. I used to come every day, but now I can’t go in. During class time, the iron gate is closed, and the guard sits in the guard room and reads the newspaper.

Li Xiao pulled me forward, and I said, "You can't get in, we don't have a student ID card."

Li Xiao shook his head, led me to the window of the guard room, and knocked on the window. The old man inside raised his head, only to hear Li Xiao say: "Master, we are students here, and we have invited Mr. Shen to come to see him at school today. Shall we go in, I'll press my ID card here"

The uncle took Li Xiao's ID card and looked at it. Seeing that we didn't look like bad guys, he let us in.

We walked around the teaching building, and then came to the playground. There were two classes in physical education, and some boys were playing under the basketball hoop. Li Xiao and I chose a corner to sit down. The plastic runway is hard, but it is elastic when pressed down. I suddenly thought, how long has it been since I ran on the runway?

It seems that I haven’t had it after graduation, oh no, the fourth school year is busy with research, practice, and physical education classes have become useless. Since then, the playground has gradually moved away from our lives. Now that I think about it, the time when I was running around on the playground It's gone forever, maybe you will lose some if you get some, this is the unchanging law.

"Xiao Can," Li Xiao called me.

"Ok?"

"Remember when we started being friends?"

When?let me see.

"Oh, it seems that after I opened the lock for you"

"Well, yes," Li Xiao said.

His eyes drifted into the distance, as if he was really remembering something.

"Actually, I noticed you before that, you know?"

"Really?" I asked "Since when?"

"Since you met me and my aunt at the school gate"

"Oh, then"

"Do you know why"

"why?"

"Because within a few days after that, rumors appeared in the class. You looked at me with a terribly tangled expression several times, and I thought, why is this person so funny? How stupid is he?"

I laughed and said, "Me too"

"Actually, I know that you may want to explain to me that you didn't say it, of course I know it's not you"

"You trust me that much?"

"It's not a question of whether you believe it or not. I know it was Xie Qi who said it. He saw the tuition reduction application form I submitted to the class teacher."

"how do you know?"

"He said it himself. He told others that what he saw with his own eyes, even the tuition fee would be reduced. Of course, he couldn't be a rich person."

"It was so"

"Later you helped me unlock it again. When you took out that set of tools, I knew that you must have known it in advance. If you were not one of the masterminds, then you knew something in advance and came to help me specially. How can ordinary people carry that with them? tools, not professional thieves”

I smiled wryly, it is indeed so, it seems that I am really careless.

"But you are not familiar with Xie Qi, and I think you can't understand him, so I think the latter is more likely."

"After I became friends with you, I feel very lucky. I am glad that I took that step. I said I like men, but I actually lied to you."

This surprised me a little.

"I didn't expect these things at first. Even if I want to find a partner, I will definitely find someone who can help me. As for who and what you look like, it doesn't matter to me, but you are really attractive, aren't you? Externally, but in terms of personality, it makes people feel very comfortable. Later, I felt that you seemed to admire me a little bit. To be honest, I was very proud and happy. When I understood that feeling, I already fell in love with you. This made me feel very unsafe. I couldn’t control my heart. At that time, my heart was very complicated. I wanted you but I was afraid that I would be influenced by you. But I was always unwilling to work hard, so I didn’t care. I didn’t care what I said to you.”

"It seems that at that time I should stand firm and not be tempted by you"

"No, I'm happy, really"

"Thank you for comforting me, Li Xiao"

Li Xiao shook his head: "I'm not comforting you, I'm just comforting myself. Although my selfishness makes you and your family sad, my heart for you has never changed. Even if there are some things that cannot be undone, I am willing to I will work with you to make up for those mistakes, no matter how long it takes or how much I pay. I just want to say to you, Xiao Can, I’m sorry. Along the way, many things happened too naturally, and the consequences were not predictable in advance. I'm really, really sorry for the hurt you caused"

I leaned my head on Li Xiao's shoulder and looked up at the clear blue sky. Probably because the sun was too dazzling, tears came from the corners of my eyes. The momentum was so fierce that I couldn't control it for a while, so I had to close my eyes and sigh in my heart. It is more and more able to cry, a man does not flick his tears easily, this is not good.

"Let's go home," I said, wiping my tears.

"Let's go back after eating, I remember we haven't eaten near the school yet"

"I'm not talking about going back to the hotel, I'm talking about going home, our home, we can't leave all the work to Ding Jun and the others"

Li Xiao looked at me, opened his mouth but did not speak, his expression looked like he was about to cry in a second.

"Let's go" I said, "Don't forget that you promised me that you will come back in five years, so we have to work hard." I think, some things, no matter what I do, it may be difficult to achieve the best of both worlds, since things have come For this step, what I can do is to live my life well according to the original steps, and not let anyone down again. Li Xiao is right, since it is irreparable, then try my best to make up for it.

In the afternoon of that day, Li Xiao and I went to the train station to buy the return tickets. I actually wanted to leave early tomorrow morning, but Li Xiao insisted on buying tickets for the afternoon.

I frowned: "It will be very late when we go back, you are not tired"

Li Xiao patted me and bought the afternoon ticket very firmly.

"Let's go" he said, "Let's eat"

I looked at him suspiciously, wondering what kind of medicine he was selling in this gourd.

After dinner, when I returned to the hotel, I felt extremely tired for some reason, probably due to the extreme mood swings in the past two days. Li Xiao asked me to go to bed early, and even handed me a glass of milk.

"Drink it, drink it and go to bed early," he said.

I drank the milk, rinsed my mouth, lay down on the bed, and fell asleep after a while.

This sleep was extraordinarily heavy, and when I woke up, it was already bright outside, and I called out in a daze, "Li Xiao!"

No one answered, I turned my head, Li Xiao's bed was empty, where did he go?

I sat up and saw a note on Li Xiao's bed: Go have breakfast when you wake up, I'll be back soon, don't worry.

After Li Xiao left, he didn't come back until noon. The tickets we bought were at [-]:[-] p.m. Now, looking at the watch, we should go directly to the train station after lunch, but Li Xiao hasn't come back yet.

Where the hell is this guy?I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call him, but when I pulled it out, it turned off!

Now I really couldn't do it anymore. I brought my wallet and mobile phone. I wanted to go to the front desk first and ask when Li Xiao left. . . .Or just go and look around.

I took my room card and was about to go out, but the door opened.

Li Xiao saw that I was holding the room card, and asked me, "Are you going to go out?"

I stared at him angrily: "Where have you been? This train is about to leave"

"No, I'm counting the time, let's go, have you sorted out your things, check out, and go straight to the train station after dinner"

I sighed, handed him the bag, and went with him to the front desk to check out.

We had a casual lunch in a small restaurant by the roadside, and went to a bakery to buy some bread and snacks. It was still early when we arrived at the train station. After checking our tickets and luggage, Li Xiao and I found a Sitting down, I wanted to ask him where he was this morning, but before I could, Li Xiao handed over a piece of paper.

I spread it out and saw a string of numbers and my mother's name on it. Li Xiao said, "Let's send some money to your mother every month from now on to express our concern until we go back."

It turned out that he disappeared all morning and went to my mother. I don’t know how he moved my mother. I looked at Li Xiao, his expression was very serious, and he looked into my eyes full of apology. I want to say, you No need to do this, I never blamed you, but at this moment, I don't think there is any need to worry about it anymore, so I said: "Thank you, Li Xiao"

Li Xiao grinned, and said in a regretful tone: "Should I wait until I drive, in case you are running all the way home from the train station now, I can't stop you?"

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so I could only joke, "Can I understand that you love me to death, that's why you worry about gains and losses?"

Li Xiao gave a thumbs up: "Don't you see it, you're really smart"

I gave him a blank look and didn't bother to talk to him.

It was nearly midnight when we got home, and I had been on the train all afternoon. I only felt sore back, and I just wanted to take a quick hot bath and then go to bed. Li Xiao said he wanted to wash first, and I said yes, then I Take out your clothes first.

When I came out of the shower, Li Xiao was sitting on the bed with a hair dryer in his hand. He patted the bed and said, "Come here, I'll blow dry you."

I sat comfortably on the bed, and the hot wind blew on my wet hair, making it very comfortable. Li Xiao gently combed my hair and asked me, "Are you tired?"

"It's okay, but my butt hurts after sitting for a long time"

Li Xiao smiled slightly behind him, with a deep nasal voice.

"Lock the door later, you can go to bed later tomorrow"

"They're busy outside, how can I have the nerve to sleep inside? Fortunately, we open the door at ten o'clock, and Chen Yuan and the others must have come over after nine o'clock, which is not too early."

"I remember no one disturbed, you can sleep until one o'clock in the afternoon"

I closed my eyes and sighed: "That was before, now I'm older, I feel less"

Li Xiao looked at me with a funny face: "You are still very old, come on, let me verify your body and see how old you are."

The hair dryer was thrown under the bed by him, and the towel disappeared. Li Xiao rolled over and put me under him, eagerly sealing my pussy.

Although the body was really tired, under Li Xiao's skillful and overwhelming aggression, I was quickly aroused by him. Speaking of it, we haven't been together for a while, and I really can't stand the teasing.

"Li Xiao" I called him out of breath, the clothes on my body were almost torn off, and my legs were pulled away by him, his hands grabbed my waist and fiddled up and down, I felt that I could not bear it any longer. This feeling is too strong, I want him to slow down a bit, but today Li Xiao looks very strong, as if deliberately trying to make me overwhelmed.

"Call it out" he whispered in my ear like youhuo "Don't hold back"

He concentrated on biting my chest, and the other hand speeded up, I just felt that all the blood in my body rushed there, and it only came out after a while.

I closed my eyes and breathed, and felt Li Xiao's hand stretching out my body to my chest, the feeling of fingers stirring inside made my senses mobilized again, I whispered softly, Raise the legs slightly to make it easier for him to enter.

After a while, Li Xiao came close to my ear and asked me in a low voice, "Are you all right?"

I looked at his handsome face close at hand, the desire in his eyes had already been revealed, I raised my head and pulled him in front of me, kenyao his neck hard, Chi Guoguo's invitation.

Li Xiao shuddered, and the sharp weapon under his body slammed in, and began to shudder without hesitation. I only felt numbness in my lower body, and I didn't even have the strength to shout.

"Slow down..." I breathed unsteadily: "You're going to kill me, hey"

Li Xiao came over to block my cunt, kissed hard for a while, I felt like I was about to suffocate, I just heard his steaming voice whispering in my ear: "It's almost over, bear with me"

I had no choice but to grit my teeth and hold on to him, letting him gallop on me, a stream of heat instantly sprinkled on my pussy, useless tao, he took it out at the end.

I was so tired that I didn't want to move, Li Xiaopa was breathing heavily on my body, we waited for a while before getting up, he took me to the bathroom and rinsed again, and then lay back on the bed.

As soon as I touched the bed, I was about to fall asleep almost immediately. Li Xiao buried his face in my bosom, and just when I was about to fall asleep, he said in a low voice: "I'm really afraid that you won't be with me. Come back, it's ok...it's ok"

On a quiet night, his voice was very clear and deep, and I was already drowsy, so I turned around and gave him a tight yongbao, my mind could no longer turn, and I fell asleep unknowingly.