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When I was hospitalized, I was thinking, what would have happened to me if Chen Yuan hadn’t come to my house at that time, I felt that I might really die there, or even if I didn’t die, the situation would be much worse than it is now.

I want to thank Chen Yuan and Ding Jun, they are really my saviors.

The situation that day was really dangerous, because I was knocked out by that person as soon as I entered the door, and I didn’t have time to turn on the heater. Later, I was injured and lost consciousness, and I developed a fever, which caused my body to weaken rapidly, and the fall and fall were real. , My ribs were injured on the spot, and a series of accidents made me fall into a coma completely, and at this time my body belonged to Chiluo.

Chen Yuan said that that day she wanted to tell me to go to their house for dinner that night, but she called me since she woke up, but I didn't answer. At first she thought I didn't hear me, or I was sleeping, so she didn't care.

She called again at noon, but I still didn't answer. She began to worry a little. Until the afternoon, no one answered my calls all day.

No one opened the door, she called me again, I could vaguely hear the phone ringing in the house, knocked on the door again, but still no one came to answer, Chen Yuan said, she was afraid that I would not think about committing suicide, I couldn't laugh or cry, I wanted to have some love Giving up my own life, I don't take myself too seriously. What happened to Li Xiao really made me lose confidence in living here, but even if I'm disappointed and hesitant in my heart, I won't take my life as a joke. I believe that there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, it just depends on whether you are willing to wait patiently.

Chen Yuan, who thought I was zisha inside, jumped anxiously. Ding Jun thought for a while, and asked Chen Yuan to wait at my door, and went back to get the spare key I had left with him earlier.

The moment I opened the door and walked in, the two of them were so scared that they almost fainted. I thought about it too. In the messy living room, my body was on the ground, and my lower body was covered in blood. It was like a xiongan scene. My si Because there is a possibility of murder, their expressions must have been very exciting at that time. If the person involved was not me, I would probably be interested in joking with them.

Chen Yuan's feet softened in an instant, and he didn't dare to enter the door. He asked Ding Jun if he wanted to report Jin. Ding Jun was also afraid, but men are always more courageous than women. He walked into the room carefully, trying not to touch anything, He came to me, put his fingers under my nose and felt that he was still angry, okay, okay.

When Chen Yuan heard that I was still alive, she burst into tears and called 120 while crying. They didn't dare to touch me casually because they didn't know if there were any other wounds on my body, so they could only go to the room and find a blanket to cover me temporarily. body so that I don't get too cold.

The ambulance came quickly, and after simple first aid treatment, I was carried on a stretcher and carried into an ambulance. So far, my life has been saved.

I stayed in the hospital for three months, during which time Chen Yuan and Ding Jun were taking care of me, and Chen Yuan's mother often came to see me, but Li Xiao never came and never called. In fact, as long as I think, I should He can be contacted, but since I have broken up with him, it is normal not to contact him. Since we fell in love, I have been taken care of by him. This injury should only be a last favor for him. We will go our separate ways in the future. The fate is over. .

My train ticket was booked at noon, and I arrived at the station at about 05:30 in the evening. I was supposed to go home directly, but I was in a bad mood during this time. I never thought of calling my mother in advance to go back rashly. Firstly, I was afraid that my mother would see something, and secondly, I would only think of my family when something happened, so I would feel guilty after all if I fled home in such a hurry.

But if I don’t go home, where can I go? Should I open a room like last time? I haven’t got my ID card yet, and I don’t know if I can move in with a temporary ID card.

I dragged my luggage all the way, took the subway first and then changed to the bus. After getting off the bus, I slowly walked into the community. I remembered that I was kicked out by my dad the last time I came, and I went to a nearby hotel with Li Xiao to open a room. I went to school, and before I left, I went to see my mother without telling me. These memories are obviously not long ago, but Li Xiao and I have no future to speak of.

When I got downstairs, I put the trolley case beside me, and sat on the steps in front of the door. I didn’t want to go up, and I didn’t want to go to a hotel outside. I didn’t think about what to do, so let’s sit for a while.

It was getting dark, it was windy, and it was a bit cold. I put my hands in my pockets, put my feet together, and looked at the insteps of my feet in a daze. After eating, he should not be kicked out this time.

"Cancan?" Someone called me, with a hesitant voice.

I turned around, my mother was holding a garbage bag in her hand, she was obviously surprised when she saw me sitting there: "Why are you sitting here? When did you come back? Why didn't you come up?"

The moment I saw my mother, I didn't know what happened, and my nose became sore. My mother came over with the garbage in her hand and took my hand: "It's so cold, how long have you been sitting? Have you eaten yet?"

I stood up slowly: "Just... just arrived"

"Let's go" My mother took me, first went to the garbage room in the community to throw out the garbage, and then led me to the house: "Have you eaten yet? Why don't you tell me in advance when you come back, there is no food at home"

"Just get me something"

I followed her to take the elevator upstairs and entered the house. My dad was watching TV in the living room. He was very surprised to see me coming back.

"Dad" I call him.

He didn't say anything, looked at me, got up and went into the house.

Although I was still treated coldly by him, I was still happy to be able to go home.

Mom came over and patted me: "Don't pay attention to him, he's always like this, come on, first take your luggage into the room, change your clothes and wash your hands, I'll get you something to eat, fried rice, okay, there's still some leftovers, I'm done today Order bone soup, heat it up for you, and stir-fry some vegetables?"

I smiled: "That's enough, thank you Mom"

My mother smiled and said: "This child, thank you, let's go"

Everything in the room is still the same as it was before, clean and tidy. My mother always comes to clean it. I put my bag on the desk and walked around the room. Before I left with Li Xiao, I lived here every day. Now After I finished with Li Xiao, I went back to this room that belonged to me. I felt unspeakable emotion in my heart. The only person who can accept me without hesitation at any time is my parents who love me the most. .

I changed my clothes and walked out of the room. Steaming egg fried rice and a plate of fried vegetables had already been placed on the dining table in the living room. I went to the kitchen, and my mother was watching the fire in front of the stove. When she saw me coming in, she smiled and said: " The soup will be ready soon, have you washed your hands, let’s go eat first.”

I shook my head, walked over, and hugged her from behind: Before I said "Mom", I felt that my tears were about to be unstoppable, but I didn't want to cry. I did something wrong and got hurt. It also hurt my mother, what kind of man is he who cries now.

I rubbed the side of my face against her head, and after calming down, I said sullenly, "I'm sorry, Mom."

My mother patted my hand and was always so tolerant: "It's okay, I used to be young and ignorant, but now I'm grown up." She turned off the fire and brought out the soup pot: "Eat quickly, while it's hot"

During the meal, my mother kept sitting next to me to pick up food for me and watched me eat. I thought she would ask me why I came back suddenly. If she asked, I would tell her everything, no matter good or bad , I don't want to hide anything from her in the future, but she didn't ask until after dinner. I think she knew everything in her heart, but she just took my feelings into consideration and didn't say anything.

We chatted for a while after the meal, she asked me what I want to eat tomorrow, she went shopping, I said whatever, as long as it was made by my mother, she smiled happily, let me take a bath and rest earlier, and sat down One afternoon train, tired.

I took her hand, thought for a while, and said, "Dad..."

My mother shook her head, she knew what I was going to say, and said: "Let's talk about it tomorrow, your father is very stubborn, and he wants to save face, let's ignore him"

Before letting go, I must agree, but after these years, I am no longer so ignorant, my father's love for me is no less than that of my mother, but he is not good at expressing, and then I let him be so ignorant. Sad, even if he beats me up now and kicks me out of the house, I won't blame him at all, I deserve it.

"I want to apologize, Mom, I'm too naive" I lowered my head.

My mother looked at me with tears in her eyes and nodded in relief.

I stood at the door of the master bedroom and reached out to knock on the door. There was no sound from inside. I turned the handle carefully and walked in. I was actually very nervous. If my dad got angry and kicked me out at this time, then I would It was really going to be sleeping on the street, I took a breath and hoped I was doing better.

"Dad" I walked in, there was no one in the bedroom, the door to the balcony was open, and there was unidentified smoke floating over, my dad was smoking on the balcony.

I walked over slowly, stood at the balcony door, and said, "Dad, I'm sorry, I don't want to defend myself, I did more than a little bit wrong, and now I just want to apologize to you"

My dad was still silent, and I stood there with him until he finished smoking, turned his head, there was no anger in his eyes, and he just said lightly: "You're back, do you want to go?"

"I'm not leaving, I'll be looking for a job here in two days"

My dad sighed softly: "Go and rest, there is no rush for work"

I couldn't hold back my tears in the end, and stayed.

After staying at home, I feel much better than before. I have nothing to do all day, and I am not in a hurry to find a job. I just accompany my mother to buy vegetables and go shopping. My mother is happy that I accompany her. The neighbor always introduced with a smile: "My son is back and has been making money outside. Finally, thinking of my real mother, he is willing to come back to accompany me."

The neighbors were very cooperative and praised: "You are so handsome, you can see that you are capable. Spend more time with your mother, and you will always make money."

I don't need to say much, just smile and nod.

Both my parents have retired, my mother didn't go out to work anymore, and my father couldn't stay idle. He found a maintenance job in the community, and he didn't have many things to do. Everyone saw that he was old, and he wouldn't really ask him to do dirty work. The work is tiring, and all he is given are minor repairs. My dad likes to knock and beat. Sometimes I would follow him to the owner’s house to repair things and help him. After going there a few times, everyone said, your son is really filial. For the better, I originally wanted to be filial to him, since it would make him happy, of course I would be happy to do so.

I have been a rice bug and a filial son at home for more than a month. I plan to find a job, because I started a company with Li Xiao as soon as I graduated, so I can say that I have almost no experience in job hunting. After thinking about it, I think I should understand it first. This is the case, but who to ask, so I called Chen Yuan, she is a professional, although she is not in the same city, the difference should not be too big.

Chen Yuan was pregnant, and she kept blaming Ding Jun on the phone, blaming him for not having a baby now, why it happened for no reason. Okay, don't you like children very much?"

She said: "I don't have time, do you know how busy I am now, Xiaocan, it's not easy to recruit a good accountant, the young ones are willing to work but can't take over, the young ones are very oily, and the salary is still open Dead high, I blame it for being tossed to death, you are the best, hey, don’t mention it.”

"Then you should hire someone who is more honest, take it slowly, and give people some time."

"The problem is that no one took it with me, and I don't understand it, so I'm going to die of worry"

I thought for a while and said, "Well, let's find someone I like, give her my contact information, I'll call her and remotely control her, and after getting to know her for a month, it won't be a big problem, how about it?"

Chen Yuan yelled: "I love you so much Fang Can"

I can't laugh or cry.

She told me about the current situation in the company. After I left, she recruited two accountants again. The first one graduated from university and was a professional counterpart. The salary was not low. Chen Yuan was quite satisfied with the interview. , so I used it, but in fact that person would say that he couldn’t do it, and it was a mess after a month, and he even reported the wrong tax, which caused the tax bureau to call and scold him, saying that he would come to check the accounts. I was busy, and I had to mention it to the tax bureau for no reason. I was so angry that I was afraid of the man, but the little girl walked away, and Chen Yuan was dizzy.

After that person left, Chen Yuan became overshadowed, and recruited a mature old accountant, who was about to retire, and his salary was neither high nor low. During the interview, the logic of that person was relatively clear. Chen Yuan thought it was good, and the business was fine. , I used it, and it turned out that it was only half a month, and the finances were lazy, and other things were ignored. Small companies like ours have always had other things besides their own work, but the finances rely on their qualifications. No one could control her, even if Chen Yuan called her personally, she refused. Within a month, Chen Yuan couldn't bear it anymore and fired her.

The current one, who graduated from a college, is more honest and willing to work, but before going through two financial accounts, the accounts are a bit messy, and the little girl is not very experienced, and she works overtime every day, but she doesn't understand some problems, it's okay The girl was more responsible, asking things here and there, and reluctantly took over the job.

Now if I am willing to teach her, it will naturally solve Chen Yuan's urgent need.

A phone call solved our problem. Chen Yuan gave me the recruitment website and some resumes that she thought were better, and asked me to write them accordingly. So I registered an account, filled out the resume, and started The long and bumpy road to finding a job.

The next day, I woke up and ate breakfast, helped my mother clean up the dishes, went to the room and turned on the computer and began to submit resumes. After a few submissions, the phone rang and I picked it up. It was the new accountant, little girl. She was very polite, and I could tell that she was really honest. I exchanged her mobile phone number, □□ number, so that she can contact me anytime if she has any questions.

After listening to her talk about the company's current financial situation, I don't think there is a big problem, but the accounts have not been properly handled in the past two months, and the original certificates are a bit messy.

I asked her to sort out all the receipts, and then told her how to deal with them under normal circumstances. After I finished, I remotely controlled her computer and made a phone call to teach her how to make accounts, how to carry forward, and how to pay at the end of the month. Balance sheet filling and tax returns.

The little girl studied very seriously. I asked her to write down everything I said. If she forgot, she could look it up. She smiled and said that I had already memorized it. A good memory is not as good as a bad pen. You can tell that she is indeed a No one would ever attend a meeting for a simple girl. Although ability to work is important, being a person is obviously more important. Chen Yuan and the others can recruit this girl, which will save them a lot of worry in the future.

I taught her for about two weeks, and guided her through the whole process when I filed taxes at the beginning of the month. I told her a lot of points. Slowly, she got started and said that she would treat me to dinner next time I went to her place. , I said yes.

Solved Chen Yuan's problem. My own job search was not very smooth. I think it may be because my education is not high, and my previous work experience is also in a small company, or in a different place. Such a resume is not very beautiful, so The bid winning rate is not high. Even if there are calls, the job content and salary are not directly proportional. On balance, I still think we should wait.

But even if I made up my mind, I started to feel anxious uncontrollably. I went home for more than a month, started looking for a job for more than a month, and co-authored it for three months. I am still a rice bug at home, even if my parents don’t care about it. , this is not a matter after all.

I had things on my mind, and I was somewhat absent-minded when I was eating at night. My mother obviously noticed it, but she didn't point it out. Instead, she asked me: "Seeing that you are also busy imparting experience on Saturdays and Sundays, have you always been this busy?"

I have never shy away from my parents now, and they heard it very normal, nodded and replied: "We run a photography studio, and we are the busiest when people are resting, but we don't have to go to finance, but the company There is not enough manpower, and it costs a lot of money to hire one person, so the few of us who can do it will be killed, and we will not take a break. In recent years, the company has begun to see scale, and the business has gradually stabilized, so it is not so busy.”

My mother smiled gently, nodded and said: "Our son has really grown up, and he is already able to take care of himself. He is not afraid of hardships or tiredness. These days, listening to you carefully guiding others on the phone, speaking professionally and patiently, my mother only thinks You shouldn't be prevented from going out, if you didn't just blindly disbelieve you at the beginning, you wouldn't have left in private, son, mother sees you now, and only thinks that you have become a man who can take responsibility, even if there are some small There are twists and turns, but mom doesn’t worry about your future at all.”

Holding the job bowl, I just felt sore and guilty in my heart. I wanted to say thank you, but I felt that these empty words between relatives were meaningless.

"When I'm looking for a job, the most fearful thing is that my eyes are high and my hands are low." My dad said, I thought he would educate me like before. Listen quietly, don't plan to defend yourself, only the deepest love will take the responsibility, then what else do I have to argue with them.

"But if you really have the ability, it is necessary to be proud. Nowadays, there are a lot of big talkers, but there are not many people with real abilities. Your working father will help you lead the way. Don't worry too much. many"

I looked at my dad unexpectedly. This was the first time he recognized me since I was a child. I was flattered: "Actually, I can just find it by myself, Dad..."

My dad shook his head: "I'm just helping you out. It's up to you if you can do it. If you don't have the skills, you will be kicked out. I'm not the boss. People don't have time to sell me face."

I nodded my head and said nothing more. Since it was their wish, I would not refuse. I just told myself not to embarrass them.

At night, I was sitting at the desk with an empty box in my hand. I found this when I was tidying up the drawers two days ago. It contained the watch that Li Xiao gave me. I still remember that time, I carefully put the The watch was on my hand, and I looked and looked at it desperately. I also put this box away and put it in the drawer, reluctant to throw it away. Now, I am sitting here again, and almost everything about Li Xiao has been taken away. I stayed in that city, only this box became a caught fish, the box was still very new, it lay quietly in the drawer, hardly any wear and tear, but Li Xiao and I had already broken up.

Li Xiao, I still can't let go of him when I think of him. I don't know if I will hate him for the rest of my life, but at least for many years to come, I still can't calm down when I think of him. I feel that I have learned a lot, I think, I am willing to try to understand him, I believe that his choice is really helpless, when he was young, when he was not capable enough, he was willing to spend a lot of money for me to buy That watch, if he said that his feelings for me all these years have been deceitful, I would not believe it anyway.

Life is full of helplessness, and Li Xiao also has his own choices. Holding the box in my hand, I looked outside at the quiet street under the street lights. There used to be Li Xiao's figure there. A watch, I still remember the touch at that time, this man, although he once hurt me, but he also gave me a heart that no one else can give, and also made my heart really grow, I want to forgive him, Even if you can't completely forget it, at least don't harbor hatred, forget him, I said to myself, let him go out, until the meaning of this name is just a passer-by in my life.

My dad's efficiency is really not ordinary high, he called some old friends the next morning, and asked me to prepare my resume for an interview on the third day, I looked at him dumbfounded, and said in amazement: "Dad, you This speed is comparable to that of a space shuttle."

My dad was wearing presbyopic glasses. Hearing this, he raised his head and laughed and scolded: "You brat, don't embarrass me."

I go at my command.

Dad recommended a property company to me. His friend worked as a project manager in it. He told my dad about the situation before he went there. The position he applied for was a second-level project finance company. The salary of a large company is not low, even if it is a second-level The financial salary is similar to that of ordinary companies. The working place is in the project, and I have to change the subway from my home to the bus. The distance is not very long, and it is still within the range I can accept.

It is said to be a project, but it is actually a mid-to-high-end community. The community is very large and the surrounding environment is relatively quiet. I asked the security all the way, and finally arrived at the property management office. The project manager’s surname is Zhou. He asked me to find him directly. The reception lady stood up and smiled sweetly: "Good afternoon"

I also smiled: "Good afternoon, I'm looking for Manager Zhou"

The lady nodded and dialed the intercom.

After a while, Manager Zhou came out, looking a little younger than my dad, slightly fatter, with a simple and honest face. When he saw me, he reached out and shook my hand, as if I was his client.

"Hello, Manager Zhou, I am..."

"I know, you are Lao Fang's son, come on, let's go in and talk." He patted me on the shoulder and led me into the office.

We chatted for more than half an hour, and the professional part only took up 5 minutes. Firstly, it can be seen that he does not understand it very well. Secondly, he thinks that this position does not require much professional knowledge. It is enough to be careful and careful. He pays attention to The most important thing is to be obedient and go on the road. I understand what he means. He has the final say on this project, and the second-level finance is a special existence, which is under the jurisdiction of the finance department of the headquarters, but the work place is on the project, and he also obeys the command of the project manager , if the two sides agree, then there is nothing to say, but if they disagree, then it depends on how the secondary finance is coordinated. I don’t have much to say about this. He said, I just listen. Obviously, Manager Zhou thinks my personality is more suitable. His taste, when he came out, he said directly: "I have no problem here. I will call you in two days. You have to go to the company's finance department for an interview. It's not a big problem. Show the financial manager. I'm still talking about the project." Forget it"

I nodded my head to say goodbye to him, thinking that if there is nothing unexpected, my work has basically fallen short.

I went home and told my parents about today's situation. My mother was not worried, but my father said, "I knew the situation would get complicated, so you better not go."

I shook my head indifferently: "These days, the employees of any company are all happy and happy. It's okay. Even if I go, I will do things carefully. Dad, don't worry, if the situation is not right, I will resign at worst."

The next day, I received a notice from the company's personnel, asking me to go to the interview at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and bring my education and certificates. I said yes, I still have confidence in this position, and acquaintances introduced me. Under the same conditions, it is natural to choose I have a lot, and Manager Zhou gave a rough outline of the job content, and it’s not too complicated. Even if he didn’t describe it completely, there wouldn’t be much fluctuation. After lunch the next day, I changed into my work clothes and went out for an interview. up.

Their company headquarters is in the city center, not close to my home, but it is just a bus ride away, which is more convenient than going to the project, but I can't choose the place of work, so I don't think much about it.

When I arrived at the place, the working environment was very good, and the people who came in and out were all dressed like dogs. To be honest, this kind of environment is not suitable for me, and it makes people restrained. Fortunately, I will not work here in the future.

There were two people who interviewed me, the human resource manager and the financial manager. They sat in the big conference room, one looked at my resume, and the other asked me questions. I answered them respectfully. .

I passed the interview, as expected, but the place of work is not the project, but the company's finance department, position, general ledger accountant. company, what should I do next?”

The personnel manager is very leisurely: "What are you afraid of? There are financial managers at the top, cashiers and secondary finance at the bottom. Our company's systems are all first-class. If you put your heart into it, you can get started. This is an opportunity. Every child has a job. Just never seen the world”

I was taken aback by what he said, and thought it made sense, and then I blushed a little, why do I look down on myself so much, fortunately, he didn't care, and then I replied: "Sister Xu, thank you, I will work hard."

The HR manager nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Come to work next Monday, and bring all the certificates with you, and make copies for your records."

My parents are very satisfied with this result, and my mother is even more grinning from ear to ear: "I just said my son is amazing, look, he is obviously going to the project, so he just jumped to the headquarters."

My dad is also more happy, but there is no lack of worry: "Go and do it well, don't come back in disgrace"

Since then, I have found a job. With no experience, I was a general ledger accountant at the branch headquarters of the property group company. Knowing is good or bad.