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Li Xiao was hospitalized, and the attending doctor was the original Dr. Yuan, and of course his apprentice, Dr. Xiao Sun. The first thing after admission was to check Li Xiao for the first surgery. Dr. Yuan said, If his current physical condition can be operated on, then arrange it as soon as possible. After the operation, he will recover while controlling his condition. Now every day is precious. When I heard him say that, I felt that we had wasted too much time before. , but there is no way, and I can't go back to live and start over, so I can only seize every day in the future.

The report came out the next afternoon, and Dr. Xiao Sun came to us with the medical records: "The teacher is in the outpatient clinic today, and he said he will come in the evening. I will come to you first, and the report is out."

Li Xiao underwent chemotherapy for the first time today, and now he is not very energetic and is still sleeping. I didn't wake him up, and dragged Dr. Sun to the balcony of the ward: "Is the index very bad?" I asked.

"The tumor is growing, but fortunately there is no sign of spreading. The teacher said that the first operation will be performed in two days, and we can't delay any longer. Mr. Li's preoperative examination was also done yesterday, and the result was barely qualified. Teacher I will probably tell you about the specific operation arrangements when I come over tonight.”

I nodded and said, "Thank you, Dr. Sun, for running here specially."

"It's okay. I was still discussing this with the teacher in the morning. I just got the report and saw yours and sent it to you first."

"Thank you very much." I sent Dr. Sun to the door of the ward, but Li Xiao was still asleep. This is not bad news. I looked at his pale and tired face due to the pain, and hoped that he could survive.

After five o'clock in the evening, Dr. Yuan came over with the surgery confirmation slip. Not long ago, after Li Xiao woke up, I told him the situation as soon as possible, so now he didn't have a big reaction when he saw the slip. The doctor told us in detail what he had to do during the operation, and what might happen after the operation, and told Li Xiao to maintain a good attitude and maintain the nutrition of his body. He was fighting against himself and winning the battle. I can get through it, I don't know how much Li Xiao can listen to these words, but no matter what, I have to help him survive together.

Dr. Yuan left after talking with us. Before he left, he called me to the corridor, because the operation confirmation form had to be signed, but Li Xiao and I have no legal relationship at all. Without the signature of relatives, the operation cannot be performed. Yuan The doctor asked me to solve this matter quickly, and handed over the form to the nurse's desk after signing. I will sign off today, and he will have surgery tomorrow morning.

When I walked into the ward, Li Xiao was still looking at tomorrow's surgery schedule, I sighed and asked him, "Is your aunt still here?"

He looked up at me suspiciously: "What's wrong? It should be here"

"His signature is required." I shook the surgical drape in my hand and asked him, "What should I do?"

He pursed his lips and looked at the already dark sky outside the window: "I didn't want her to know this, but now I can't help it."

Li Xiao's aunt came soon. I remember I saw Li Xiao's aunt from afar. It was when I was still in school. After many years, although the impression is vague, the concern for Li Xiao in her eyes made me almost glance. I recognized her.

"I'm going out to say hello to you. It's past visiting time." I said hello to Li Xiao's aunt and then went out. They haven't seen each other for a long time. I think they will want to have a good talk. I am an outsider. Just leave them alone.

I wandered outside for nearly an hour before returning to the ward. Li Xiao was still studying his report.

"Why are you still looking at that thing? You're going to recite it," I said.

"I'm back." Li Xiao put down the report: "Why have you been here for so long? I wanted to introduce you to my aunt, but I couldn't wait for you anyway."

"Okay next time, are you afraid that you may not have a chance to introduce?" I saw that his lips were very dry, so I poured him a glass of water.

He took the water glass and looked up at the wall clock on the wall: "The doctor said that I will fast after ten o'clock, and I can't even drink."

I also looked at the clock "it's 08:30, last drink"

He smiled and drank the water slowly: "This is for you"

I took it over and saw that it was a signed operation confirmation form.

"She said she would come back tomorrow and told her not to worry too much"

"Okay" I shook his hand and smiled.

This night passed surprisingly quickly. When Li Xiao finished his preoperative preparations and was pushed into the operating room, my heart beat suddenly. I held his hand and refused to let go: "Li Xiao, I'm outside. Waiting for you" I was very upset, I had a lot to say, but I didn't know what to say.

"Xiao Can..." Li Xiao's voice was hoarse and trembling, and he said, "It's okay, right?"

"Yes" I answered him: "It's okay"

We smiled at each other and the door closed.

The operation lasted for three hours. When the lights in the operating room went out, I swallowed unconsciously. Doctor Xiao Sun came out first. He saw that I was still waiting and came over to greet me: "Operation Very successful, the teacher is very experienced, don't worry, he will be observed for half an hour, and then he will be sent back to the ward, just go to the ward and wait for him."

"Okay." I nodded and walked to the ward with Li Xiao's aunt.

"I don't know how long it will take for him to eat after he wakes up," Li Xiao's aunt asked me while waiting for the elevator.

"I don't know, I forgot to ask." To be honest, I feel that my brain has not started to work, and I am numb.

"It's okay, I forgot to ask just now, when I go back to the ward and ask the nurses over there, they must know, Xiao Fang, thank you for taking care of Li Xiao together." She smiled slightly, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes made her no longer young, But the feeling is very kind, she and Li Xiaochang are somewhat similar, I can find the shadow of Li Xiao from his smile.

"You're welcome, Auntie." The sudden thanks made me feel embarrassed.

"You guys... have a good time" She looked at me seriously, her tone full of relief.

I nodded and answered her: "Definitely."

We chatted for a while in the ward, and a few nurses pushed Li Xiao in who was still drowsy while dangling from the water. Looking at the expressionless sleeping face, although it was only four hours apart, I felt very missed.

"Li Xiao" Li Xiao's aunt called him softly.

"His anesthesia has not passed yet, the doctor will come later, come here, young man, help me," the nurse said while asking me to help move Li Xiao from the push bed to the hospital bed.

I walked over to be with him, grabbed the bed sheet tightly, and put Li Xiao on the hospital bed lightly and quickly. He lost a lot of weight, and it didn't take much effort to move him over.

After the nurse left, Li Xiao's aunt took a towel and carefully wiped Li Xiao's face and exposed arms: "Why are you so thin, the blood vessels burst out?" The more the aunt wiped, the more she felt distressed.

I don't know if it's because Li Xiao's body is weak or because he is too sensitive to anesthesia. Li Xiao didn't wake up until [-] o'clock in the evening. Dr. Yuan came to see him twice and said that he was fine. So I was too tired and didn't wake up right away. Dr. Yuan talked about his current situation. He said that the second operation will be in a month. This month is very critical. If Li Xiao's body weakens rapidly, there may be a second operation It is impossible to proceed at all. Not only will Li Xiao's life be dying, but all the previous efforts will be in vain. He prescribed several imported medicines and nutrient solutions for Li Xiao, and told me some details that need to be paid attention to in taking care of him. Meals should not be skipped, and nutrition must be supplemented. Only when all organs are functioning normally, will the body have the possibility of getting better.

Finally, before he left, he checked Li Xiao briefly, and said: "When he wakes up, you can tell him about the situation, even if you don't know everything, at least let him have an idea in his heart. Confused, he has to work hard on this matter himself.”

I looked at Li Xiao who had not woken up with his mind map tied, and nodded with a heavy heart.

Not long after Dr. Yuan left, the visiting time passed, and there was only one person to stay with him for the night. Li Xiao's aunt stared at Li Xiao reluctantly, but Li Xiao didn't seem to wake up at all.

"Auntie, you should go back first, come back after two days, I will take care of Li Xiao here, don't worry"

Auntie nodded and touched Li Xiao's hand distressedly: "I'm really sorry to trouble you, take good care of him, I'll come back in a few days." Before she left, she looked at Li Xiao several times reluctantly before leaving.

I don't know how long Li Xiao is going to sleep, the water in the hot water bottle by the bed is already empty, I got up to fetch water, only five or six minutes later, when I came back, I saw Li Xiao had opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Are you awake?" I felt relieved when he woke up, smiled at him, put the hot water bottle on the bed, went to help him up, put a pillow behind him, and then went to the end of the bed and rocked the bed up a little: "How are you feeling? Hungry?"

He shook his head, his body should still be weak, he replied in a low voice: "I'm not hungry, what time is it now? It's getting dark" He looked out the window with a dazed expression.

"Yeah, it's almost eight o'clock. Your aunt just left not long ago. If I knew you woke up so soon, she would have to wait a little longer."

Li Xiao smiled slightly and said stingily, "It's okay, wait until next time."

"How do you feel?" I walked over to touch his hair and wiped his face with a towel: "It's too late to drink today's traditional Chinese medicine, stop it for a day, and drink it tomorrow. Doctor Yuan came and said that the surgery was done well. , the next step is up to you, take good care of your body, and wait for the second operation, Li Xiao, you have to persevere, Dr. Yuan gave me a few recipes, but you may not be able to digest it now, he suggested that I boil the food After it’s cooked, crush it and then feed it to you, it’s definitely not very good in appearance and taste, but you have to finish it, you know?”

"Okay" Li Xiao nodded weakly, and then said with a helpless smile, "I don't have the energy to care about the taste now, no matter how bad it tastes, it's not as bad as traditional Chinese medicine. It's just thanks to you, prepare these for me every day."

"Why is Mr. Li so polite all of a sudden? I'm not used to it." I teased him.

"Yeah, occasionally you have to be polite." He also smiled.

The first surgery has passed in such a muddled way. To be honest, my little heart can’t bear too much stimulation now, and the road ahead is difficult. I don’t have too many extravagant hopes for the future. I just hope to open my eyes every day. Li Xiaoneng smiled and said to me, good morning.