The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

Su Ruanruan turned a deaf ear, turned out a few pages of A4 paper from somewhere and handed it over: "The one from the theater festival."

"Su Ruanruan." She emphasized her tone.

"Sorry, I asked you to do free labor for me again. How about treating you to dinner tomorrow?" Su Ruanruan raised her chin, still showing an air of arrogance, which was very aggressive, and even Tao Anan couldn't help but want to confront her. She waved her fist with her delicate chin, but no, Su Ruanruan was strong on the outside, and every time she looked at people like this, it was a sign of guilty conscience.

"I want to go back to school."

"The weather forecast says that there will be thunderstorms at night." Su Ruanruan answered in a wrong way, went to find a set of pajamas and threw it over, "Sleep with me, I'm afraid of thunder."

"I want to go back to school." Tao An'an repeated, she had to find her own death.

"Then you go, it's 11:30 now." Su Ruanruan turned her face away and got into the bathroom to take a shower. The sound could be heard, pattering, like the sound of rain.

But when she said that, Tao Anan hesitated, thought for a while, but didn't move, she wanted to make up a reason to create the illusion that she had to go back to school, but Su Ruanruan was taking a bath, so it's not good for her to leave without saying goodbye, she was worried, anyway She didn't owe these few minutes, so she sat down again and folded the pajamas that Su Ruanruan threw to her horizontally and vertically.

"Lock the door." Su Ruanruan's tone was blunt, she stood up to see that the door was locked, and then turned around, and Su Ruanruan, who was wearing a bath towel, came out with her hair pulled back, "Help me to dry my hair."

Su Ruanruan grasped her thoughts tightly, Tao Anan couldn't walk away, so she could only follow Su Ruanruan's wishes, blow her hair and wipe her back, even if everything was in the tone of an order do it next.This tone is very strange, Su Ruanruan's arrogance belongs to arrogance, she will never be so uneducated, like a spoiled little princess.

Tao Anan, who was ordered to take a bath, thought so.

A small bed, two girls, long hair scattered on one side, summer night is extremely hot, too crowded to sleep, did not hear Su Ruanruan said there was thunder.Sleeping together somehow, is Su Ruanruan so familiar with her?Really so familiar.It's just that there are very few intimate movements, and it seems like a stranger.

"Su Ruanruan, are you asleep?" Tao Anan asked her softly.

What responded to her was long and even breathing. Su Ruanruan was probably tired and slept peacefully.

Tao An'an pinched her fingers, but there was no response from the other party. She folded Su Ruanruan's right hand back to rest on her lower abdomen, turned over, and stared at Su Ruanruan's face in the dim moonlight.

"Good night," she said softly, closing her eyes.

She still can't sleep, she thinks that tomorrow she is going to seek death, but today she is pestered by Su Ruanruan who found something clueless, she can pass today, twelve hours are coming, and the resentment value is still one hundred and one, I hope that Su Ruanruan will be busy tomorrow so that she won't be prevented from jumping into the river.

She is already a dead person, but Su Ruanruan is alive.

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A thunderbolt shook the sky, lighting up the whole bedroom like an explosion, the sound was like thousands of horses trampling over, roaring and roaring, and the window lattice trembled.

Su Ruanruan shrank suddenly and curled up under the quilt.

"Don't be afraid." With a clumsy tongue, she can't even say comfort. It would be great if she could give people a sense of stability like Su Ruanruan. She patted Su Ruanruan's back, gently.

She didn't expect that Su Ruanruan was really afraid of thunder.

She thought that Su Ruan Ruan was not afraid of anything.

She thought that Su Ruanruan's weakness would not tell her.

"Hey..."

"Put your head out and cover yourself under the quilt." Pulling the quilt away, the green-haired Su Ruanruan covered her face and refused to raise her head.

"No more thunder, no more thunder now."

Kacha——Another flash of lightning flashed, and then, the sound was deafening, as if a huge piece of porcelain had been smashed.The crackling of the rain followed, and finally, the thunderstorm came.

……

"Hey..." Another cry sounded like a little beast.

"Don't shrink your head." Tao An'an coaxed her softly, but the thunder became more and more dense, rumbling and rumbling, like a punishment from heaven.Su Ruanruan became more and more unwilling to lift her eyes, she didn't tremble, but she was dripping with cold sweat, with tears streaming down her face.

"In the past, I used to be alone at home." Su Ruanruan explained softly why she was afraid of thunder, and was interrupted intermittently by thunder, but she always insisted on finishing. It doesn't matter, she must keep Tao An'an, she can't let Tao An'an seek death.

Tao An'an's body was filled with a strange feeling of despair, not like a living person, not the same as before.

She wants to pass the torch of life to Tao Anan. Tao Anan is the backbone of the journalism department and cannot die.

She still thinks so.It's okay to show a soft belly.

"Ah."

"I was very small and very scared. I slept with the light on. The thunder was very loud. At that time in the old town, the glass was not strong, and the lightning rod was not very useful. Yes, the window glass shattered and splashed half of my leg."

I didn't mention it later, this is why Su Ruan was afraid of thunder.

"Thunder and lightning are not things that can be controlled. There is no way to control the emotion of fear. Things that I can't control make me panic, and I'm bothering you today." It seems that when someone is around, talking can calm the mood, Su Ruan Ruan's tone became more and more peaceful, "Don't tell others. It's embarrassing."

"There's nothing to be ashamed of." Tao Anan comforted softly, but she still didn't say anything else. In the end, Su Ruanruan fell asleep, and she was left alone tossing and turning in the thunderous thunder. Su Ruanruan's body was cold and hugged her It's a little cool, but it will still be hot after holding it for a long time, so I simply got out of the quilt, lay flat and looked at the darkness, someone said in the darkness:

"It's been half a day."

Twelve hours accumulated and finally arrived.

In twelve more hours, she would have only one hundred and one days left.

Sleepless nights with eyes wide open.

When I woke up the next morning, I had dark circles under my eyes, and my neck was crooked. Su Ruanruan got up in the early morning, wearing earphones and didn’t know what she was listening to. According to her usual habits, she should be listening to English reading aloud, and she got up lightly. .

Tao An pretended he didn't get up, but stood behind Su Ruanruan and stared blankly at the ceiling. He only knew that when he got up in the morning, Su Ruanruan had washed up, went downstairs and locked the door, and went out for a run to buy breakfast. When I came back, I called her when I came back. It was still 06:30. She got up from the bed and tidied up silently. It was seven o'clock.

There is no class on Friday, Tao Anan had a schedule in his mind, and he ordered Su Ruanruan's schedule. Su Ruanruan had classes, so he hurriedly pulled her along, begging to go to school , showing a new atmosphere of love for learning.

This is in line with her setting, and it is not broken at all. Su Ruanruan has no reason to prevent her from going to school.

Everything is new after the rain, the road is glowing with refreshing light, the road surface is much cleaner, and the air is also refreshing. Yesterday’s lightning split two small trees, lying at the end of the road, a school bus dressed as a cat bus came from the road, A person's head poked out from the car, and he smiled and said sorry to the green-haired girl, his voice drifted away quickly, and the wind pressing against his ears gave a whirr, and then he went away.

"That person is very nice." Su Ruanruan commented succinctly, "I know each other. The people here are all very nice."

"Ah." Saying that he heard it, Tao An'an stared at the traffic light, returning home like an arrow.

"The classmates at school are also very good. Yesterday Xu Zhihuan asked me to help take care of his dog on Saturday and Sunday."

"Oh yes, the provincial competition."

"I'm not very good at taking care of dogs or cats, please take care of King Kong with me."

King Kong is Xu Zhihuan's dog. He picked it up from the street. It was a small and thin dog. After eating it, his muscles became muscular and tall, so he changed his original name from Su Dabao to King Kong.

"No, no, I'm not good at taking care of dogs either." Tao Anan hurriedly rejected Su Ruanruan who was overly enthusiastic.