The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

The boys gathered together, it happened to be a break time, and Song Min's boyfriend was among them, but because Song Min was here, he didn't come over to make a fuss, everyone felt that Tao An'an was a little far away from this muddled world, and it was hard to catch him The chance for the goddess to descend into the world was the same as theirs, and she was determined not to let go of this chance, so she asked her to tell her how she succeeded in confessing.

"No, they were talking nonsense, they didn't confess." She explained softly, waved her hands, but her words seemed pale, and everyone said oh why didn't you confess? Su Ruanruan would be snatched away by someone else if it was too late, haha.

Everyone, you talk about yours, I talk about mine, there is a quarrel, Tao An'an is eager to get away, but has no way out for a while, so he has to let the group of gossip boys ask things, she palely explains something, in everyone's ears It is automatically filtered into various words such as "shy", "shy" and "hidden".

"I really didn't...I didn't..."

They are all brainwashed by Su Ruanruan.

Su Ruanruan always casually mentions the queen's posture, which seems to be familiar with controlling people's hearts. When chatting with others, she talks about why so many people like Tao An'an, such a quiet and beautiful girl, is still single.

Su Ruanruan said that because she has someone she likes, other people are like flies smelling meat, chasing her and asking who is who and which handsome guy, so Su Ruanruan pursed her lips and smiled, shaking her head no Speaking, everyone's curiosity was lifted by this thread, Su Ruanruan sighed at this moment: "She doesn't like boys."

So under the effect of the filter, everyone's eyes focused on Su Ruanruan who said this, and once wondered whether Su Ruanruan and Tao Anan were already together, but Su Ruanruan also always expressed that she was single on various occasions, Tao An'an also looked alienated, and everyone fixed the idea of ​​"Tao An'an's unrequited love for Su Ruanruan but failed".

"Come over here for training, what are you arguing about!" The thin and tall boy blew his whistle. He is the captain of the swimming team, Xu Zhihuan.

After giving an order, everyone scattered like birds and beasts. Tao An'an was finally relieved, and turned his head to look at Xu Zhihuan gratefully.

Song Min was sitting on the stand not far away, and handed Tao Anan the key without asking any further questions, and looked at her boyfriend intently. Song Min hated homosexuality deeply, and immediately felt that Tao Anan's face looked disgusting , but there is nothing to say, Tao An'an is a very good person on weekdays, she couldn't use this reason to look at Tao An'an coldly, but it was still awkward.

I took the key and went back to the dormitory, opened the door and touched the phone, but found that the phone was out of battery.

Annoyed, she looked for a charger to charge, turned on the phone, and edited the scheduled text messages.

With a bang, the door was kicked open, following the sound, Su Ruanruan stood at the door panting, walked over with angry steps, kicked off her shoes and stood on the ladder to watch the trembling and panicked deletion on the upper bunk. Tao Anan from the text message.

"Are you finished class?" asked her softly, found a tissue to wipe her sweat, Su Ruanruan's green hair stuck to her forehead, but her eyes were big and bright, she ran too fast and her breath was still uneven, her chest was bulging Like an angry sparrow.

"get out of class has ended."

"Well, I didn't spread the rumor, I never said that." After guessing several possibilities, Tao Anan stepped aside and patted his side to make Su Ruanruan sit down, but Su Ruanruan was still on the ladder He didn't answer, so Tao An'an also quieted down, didn't say anything, lowered his head and put down his phone, hugged his knees and turned his head, not looking at the girl who was running in a hurry.

"Follow me to do your hair." It was as if an anime character had exhausted his strength, but the only thing he could say was this sentence, and the rest could only be expressed in the eyes that others could not see.Su Ruanruan's voice was deep, she went down the ladder, kicked her shoes too far, and looked for her shoes all over the world.

"It's cold on the ground, wear my slippers and look for it."

"..." The green-haired girl didn't answer, she just found her shoes and stepped on them before closing the door behind her.

"I have something to do today, so I can't accompany you to do your hair."

"But I have to admit that my aesthetics are not very good. You see, green hair is not very good-looking. I plan to dye it to be more festive, red." The girl with her hair curled up pursed her lips. Photos for you."

The red-haired Su Ruanruan, Tao Anan looked forward to that appearance, but still shook his head: "Don't dye it, it's not good for your hair."

"Then you come with me to wash off the color."

Before the word "no" came out of her mouth, Su Ruanruan's face appeared in front of her eyes again, she swallowed the refusal forcefully, and thought for a while: "I really have something to do."

"I've been having a strange premonition since yesterday." Su Ruanruan propped her face, as if feeling uncomfortable, she kicked off her shoes and climbed onto the bed, "I have a hunch that you're going to a far away place."

Far away, is the end of death... Why did Su Ruanruan have such a wonderful premonition?Why does my nose suddenly feel sour when I think of this?Is she still greedy for this world?Not anymore, she has to be relieved, jumping into the river in order not to jump into the river, after all, is the fate of death, she is already a dead person, but Su Ruanruan in front of her is still alive.

How far is the distance between life and death?The distance between life and death is actually the finger interlocking in the sun, seeing the unreal color of the white fingers. The difference between life and death is seeing Su Ruanruan say a lot of things that are not easy to say usually, it is to be able to see the things that are usually not easy to say. The soft Su Ruan Ruan who can't reach it.Between life and death, Su Ruanruan felt the invisible gap, and suddenly became soft, not like the usual awkward child.

Between life and death, Su Ruanruan, who is usually awkward, raised their hands and suddenly stood there for a long time.

She is dead.

Su Ruanruan is alive.

She likes Su Ruanruan, she admits.But she died.

"I'm not going anywhere. It's okay, I'm at school. Have you finished the school summer party?"

"It's okay. I'm actually very weak. It's just that the people under me are very strong." After talking, she laughed, and Su Ruanruan leaned on her body, "Everyone is very good, there is nothing wrong with it."

"Not necessarily." She said casually.

"It's okay, I'm here. That matter, it's okay." Su Ruanruan suddenly became serious, "It's really okay, I'll talk to him, or the school committee, I'm here."

Su Ruanruan misunderstood, thinking that she couldn't think about it because of that matter.

Tao An'an shook his head: "Some things are indeed out of control."

"I know that the things I can't control are the most frightening, but I can, I can control this matter."

"you can not."

"If I say I can, I will do it." Su Ruanruan suddenly raised her tone, "There is nothing I can't do, I'll talk about it right away." As she spoke, she quickly got out of bed and put on her shoes, taking Tao Anan's words as if Zuo heard the wind, and went out in a hurry.