The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

When Tao An'an came out of the dormitory building, the sky was bright and the sky was a beautiful blue color, as if it was painted with a brush, it was not very real.Near noon, the temperature rose, and summer fell into a sweltering cycle. The sultry heat was followed by thunderstorms, and the thunderstorms were followed by sweltering curtains. The entire Ludao University was like a steamer, steaming Tao Anan's face.

Su Ruanruan disappeared. Tao Anan knew where she was looking for. There were only two places. She chased them one by one. Su Ruanruan was still walking on the road. On the other side, they were pacing together, and happened to pass by a publicity display board on which the posters of the drama festival were posted. Tao An settled down, and tucked up Su Ruanruan's neckline with his left hand: "It's okay, don't bother with others."

"Are you really all right?"

"I'm fine. Go get busy. I'll send you a text message tomorrow." Tao An'an was half-true, her eyebrows were downcast, her facial features were always good-looking, her eyes were big and energetic, and she didn't need to be modified, as if she had been moisturized , barking, shimmering with waves, hiding a vast expanse of blue waves.

"Okay." Su Ruanruan finally compromised, and pressed her shoulder, "Oh, by the way, I don't think Cao Dong's host speech is very good, I will send it to you later, you can see how I can polish it, I always think Not quite right, your writing is good, take a look."

"Okay." After all, I still agreed. What I couldn't agree to in the last time and space is still agreed. She can't refuse what Su Ruanruan said.

After changing the host speech and sending it out, I slowly edited the timed text message, which was not solemn, after all, it was Su Ruanruan's last message that Su Ruanruan in this time and space could see.Will Su Ruanruan care about her?Yes, she knows, but what can Su Ruanruan do for her?No, everything she did was done in the capacity of the president of the student union of her department, with the favor bestowed by the power of lightning and thunder.

She didn't feel that she was different in Su Ruanruan's heart, so liking it became an unspeakable conjecture.

After several revisions, it was finally finalized. It was as solemn as writing an article. He hesitated, explained unclearly, and went back and forth. If the words were translated into words, they must have been refined by the tongue, but they still could not be said.

Ruan Ruan.Good morning, good noon, good afternoon, good evening.

She suddenly remembered "The Truman Show", and she was stunned. She set a time, put the mobile phone fully charged and turned it on, put it next to the pillow, jumped out of bed, and took off all the useful things on her body. In fact, there was nothing useful. , when I jumped into the river, even if there was something, it was gone long ago.

At noon, the sun was scorching hot, the stones became hot, and the air was frozen. Few people would stay outdoors. She stood in the shade by the river, standing quietly like an ordinary person enjoying the shade, looking around.

Tao An'an died on a scorching sun at noon. Witnesses said, ah, she jumped off by herself, still smiling, but who would stand under the sun because it was too far away.

"Resentment value, 100." The voice suddenly appeared.

Stretch your legs, stare, choke on water, roll your eyes, and finally die.

Opening her eyes, the rain blurred her vision again. She stood alone on the bluestone path. The pin seemed to have bounced off, and the needle hit her chest. The sharp pain reminded her to return to reality again. She untied the pin and threw it out. It was a school competition, and as a staff member, she randomly pinned one on, as if someone else was joking. It happened to be Wednesday, yesterday, and she hadn't had time to take it off yet.The emblem of Ludao University has become extremely abstract on it, like a flower.

The first-year freshman ran quickly from behind: "Hurry up, hurry up, class starts in 5 minutes!"

"..." Tao An'an pinched his cheek subconsciously, realizing that this was indeed not a dream.

Before anyone came, she stared at the rushing river and jumped down.

But her hands were clenched, and she looked up, it wasn't Su Ruanruan, it was Xu Zhihuan, Xu Zhihuan was calling her hoarsely in the heavy rain, but she couldn't hear her clearly, this river seems to have magic power, as long as you jump into it, it's hard to get out .Through the muddy river, she opened her eyes to look at Xu Zhihuan, but her mouth was still blurred and she couldn't see clearly.

Boys are still stronger than girls, Xu Zhihuan must be able to carry Su Ruanruan back, not to mention he is the captain of the swimming team.

After throwing Tao An'an onto the river bank, Xu Zhihuan finally climbed up, but the river was so fast that he almost failed to climb up.

"I said before that you shouldn't run by the river. The school is also amazing. It's so dangerous, don't put a guardrail on it. The professor's class, right? Go, go, go that way, don't go this way in the future, report to the leader It’s useless, just be careful.”

On the shore was Su Ruanruan's umbrella, it seemed that he had to return the umbrella, but things began to change again, Xu Zhihuan planned to return the umbrella by himself.

There was an enthusiastic swimmer stuck here, and she didn't have the guts to commit suicide anyway, so she walked to the classroom empty-handed.

"Oh, did your book fall into the water? I'll look for it for you, and so on." Xu Zhihuan's voice sounded, and Tao Anan told him in a panic that he didn't need to look for it. Let Xu Zhihuan worry, not to mention that the world is not very sure, what if something happens in this bad weather?

But Xu Zhihuan had disappeared, like a swimming fish disappeared from the river, no matter how loud she shouted, she couldn't see Xu Zhihuan's figure again.

There was Su Ruanruan's umbrella in the sky on the bank, she picked it up, but for some reason there was no Xu Zhihuan's umbrella, she ran along the river bank carefully without seeing Xu Zhihuan.

Immediately panicked, he turned around and wanted to find someone to help find Xu Zhihuan. It was not worth sacrificing his life for a few textbooks whose total price was less than 100 yuan.

But she was meant to be dog-led in the river bed.

The moment she turned around, her feet were suddenly slippery as if they had been smeared with oil. The mud was thicker than oil, and it was sparse. Her knees hit the river bank heavily, and she suddenly fell into the river.

Stretching his legs, staring, choking on water, rolling his eyes and suffocating feebly.

Still can't escape this fate.

"Resentment value, 101."

"..." What kind of hatred and what kind of resentment.

The resentment value that was so hard to get down has returned again. Tao Anan's last emotion before her death turned out to be grief and anger. She has done so much useless work for half a day, more than twelve hours, and time is still chasing and cannot come back. If she couldn't come back, her life stopped at that moment, and there was no room for regret.

Everything in the future is to dilute that regret.