The whole world prevents me from jumping into the river

"Let's go, let's go, class starts in 5 minutes!" The freshman hurried across the field.

It was specially told to her, almost no one else passed by, turned her face, and looked at the world in the heavy rain with an unprecedented wide perspective, sparsely populated, only she and a couple who just ran past in a hurry, this time not dressed very well Girls like Su Ruanruan passed by.

She stared at the swimming pool, but no one came to the swimming pool for a long time, so she breathed a sigh of relief, stood by the river, and jumped into the river with a plop.

"Resentment value, 100."

Gollum...

When she choked on the water, she let out a long breath. This resentment value went up and down, and it still couldn't fall below one hundred.

Woke up again, drenched in the rain on the bluestone path, seems to be used to the feeling of being wet by the rain, every pore is used to the wet feeling, the neckline is opened a little wider, the rain slides down the chest, she can clearly Feel the scene where water droplets disappear little by little.

"Su Ruanruan, my second uncle—" a sharp swearing suddenly came from the student activity center. It was a boy's voice, nominating the surname and passing Su Ruanruan's name into her ears. Standing on the bank of the river with the brooch on, he turned his head and ran to the source of the sound when he heard this.

During the time when I jumped into the river, Su Ruanruan must have been there. As for the change, at the moment when I jumped into the river and died, everyone's thoughts flickered, and everything was neutralized, and it became what was finally presented to everyone. look.

But no matter how it changes, it is something that has been accumulated in the past, and what was there in the past will only happen now.

There was nothing before, and now it will not suddenly turn out to be like a savior, turning the situation around and turning things into a bad situation.

Su Ruanruan had disputes with people in the past, and there were many times, so Tao Anan turned around and ran to check the situation. She couldn't help her with anything, but she still had to check it out, she thought.

It wasn't until she stood at the door that she realized that all the obstacles or effective things today were meaningless in the end. She stayed in this time and space for a short time, and her original world could never go back, and she was no longer her , Su Ruanruan is no longer Su Ruanruan.

Why did she come here?

So she turned around, wiped her tears, and rushed into the rain again. The heavy rain poured down on her ears, but the ringing of the bell was not enough. Five minutes later, she stood by the river and suddenly froze.Su Ruanruan is no longer Su Ruanruan even if she is not a person in the same space, but this does not change anything. Su Ruanruan who ate carrots today and Su Ruanruan who ate bread today are both Su Ruanruan——so She turned her head and saw a bunch of people crowded at the entrance of the student center. Everyone seemed to be arguing about something. There were too many voices, but the boy couldn't yell clearly, so she couldn't hear anything, only the buzzing sound and the sound of water and rain. The voices should be coordinated together.

After all, she walked over. A boy was pushing and wrestling with another boy. One of them she knew was a member of her group. She originally invited Su Ruanruan but was rejected. A member of the emotional column, Department of Journalism Cao Dong.

The other one looked familiar to her, but she didn't know her. She only knew that she belonged to the student union. She always kept a respectful distance from such organizations, as if the student union in other people's mouths was always a group of students learning how to play bureaucrats. She It is true that she thinks so, but Su Ruanruan seems to be less philistine and hateful because she is at the top of this organization, or she may be beautified by herself to some extent.

But in her mind, the score of that boy is infinitely lowered, she can barely see the scene inside from the outside of the crowd, Su Ruanruan is not in the crowd, there are only two boys wrestling together, and others are fighting.The story of the incident was pieced together from other people's mouths one after another, and the horizontal and vertical gestures were broken up to form new words and sentences.The boy he didn't know spoke rudely to Su Ruanruan, and felt that Su Ruanruan's work was unconvincing. At such an important moment as the summer party, he still thought about joining some team to participate in the competition, but Su Ruanruan ignored it. She ignored the person who had to hold both the fish and the bear's paw, and annoyed the boy even more. It just so happened that there was a disagreement with Su Ruanruan, so she started to attack Su Ruanruan.

No matter how good Su Ruanruan was, she couldn't beat a boy, and Cao Dong happened to be at the side, so she rushed over and beat him up, and the fight has lasted until now.

Su Ruanruan was resting inside, as if nothing had happened, and everyone didn't allow her to come out, for fear that she would add fuel to the flames, and the two people who were already conflicted would fight more intensely... It's the way it is, Tao Anan Looking in from outside the door, you can’t see anything. The big screen that enters the door blocks the view, and the two sides are the passages to enter. On the screen is a painting of a famous senior from the art department. There is a huge eye .

She wanted to see what was going on with Su Ruanruan through that eye. She really didn't know what weakness Su Ruanruan had other than being afraid of thunder. Tao Anan found Su Ruanruan even though everyone was pushing and shoving and making noise. , there was only one green-haired girl left in the main hall of the huge event center. She sat in the first row near the stage and looked down at the red, green and green program list.

The sound of footsteps was hollow, echoing in the air.

Seemingly knowing that it was her, Su Ruanruan turned her face back, her face was blurred, and she turned back again: "What are you doing here?"

"fine."

"Why don't you go to class?"

"I'll come and see you." Tao An'an walked towards Su Ruanruan along the aisle.

But Su Ruanruan got up, threw the things in her hands on the edge of the stage, turned around and went to another place, pulled the curtain to wipe the chairs, and there was only one back of her head left for her.

"Hurry up and go to class. Do you want a scholarship for last semester? If you don't want it, I'll cross your name and submit it."

Su Ruanruan always speaks in a cold tone, but Tao Anan knows that she is not like this, she paused, stood in the aisle, and kept rubbing the edge of the chair: "You are very busy recently."

"how?"

"You don't have to think about what I told you about that column, it's just a competition... Cao Dong and the others are fine, you don't have to, so busy—"

"I don't think about it, I don't think about participating in this competition, I have already rejected you." Su Ruanruan still didn't look back, "That's all? Don't worry, it's okay."

"There's a fight outside."

"It's time to fight, I know, I can't beat him. He doesn't like you, and what you do is wrong, so there is no need to persuade him. It's okay to talk about it today. It's either he or I. It's very simple. For one thing, you still don't leave after class?"

"It's okay." Tao Anan stared at Su Ruanruan intently, and swallowed the latter sentence into his stomach.

I'll see you for a while.

The author has something to say: I enjoy the joy of writing this way very much now. I was in a bad state when I wrote this chapter, but I didn’t mean to disconnect. If I can’t help but complain to people in order to get a response, I will lose it instead. Originally held a breath.

The official account has lost followers... I was crying with my roommate, she said you deserve it, who told you not to update.

Makes sense...