I have a Secret

Chen Yue got up from the snow and ran all the way home.

There are a few children watching the fireworks in the snow with pockets full of candies. When they see a big flower, they will jump up happily. They don’t know if the candies in their pockets are dropped. When they see Chen Yue, they will be soft and sticky. call brother.

When Chen Yue passed by, he grabbed a few candies on the ground and returned them to the child, rubbed his hair and left.

There was chatter and laughter at home, Mother Chen was drinking tea and chatting with her neighbors, Chen Yue came in and took off his rubber boots, and casually greeted the woman sitting with his mother.

The woman joked, "Chen Yue of your family has grown up and is sensible. He was never called a person in previous years."

Chen's mother pushed the fruit plate full of refreshments towards her, telling her not to be polite, "Everyone grows older every year, children get taller every year, and we get older every year."

The woman picked up two pieces of peanut candy and ate them, "I am getting old, especially after the children go to high school, we parents age faster. The white hair on my head is all from the past two years."

Mother Chen said emotionally, "It's all the same."

The woman took a sip of tea and said worriedly, "My girl has a hard time studying. She comes back from vacation and does homework every day until one or two o'clock in the morning. She wakes up after less than five hours of sleep. We haven't read any books. She will ask us if she will." , we will not."

Chen's mother thought about her son, who slept until noon every day when he came back from vacation. He didn't turn over the homework book, and even his name was not written on it. To maintain the top [-] in the class, my son has always been the bottom one."

The woman smiled and said, "She is only in the top [-] of the class, not the whole class."

That's what she said, but she couldn't hide the pride and complacency on her face. This person is afraid of being compared, but also likes to compare.

Chen's mother saw it in her eyes, saw the injury on the neighbor's daughter's face, and heard about the incident of running away from home. She picked up a citrus and ate it, "360 lines, if you go, you will be the number one, don't give it to the child." Too much pressure."

The woman looked displeased, "You don't know this, pressure is the driving force for progress, how can we do without pressure? The child has to be abandoned!"

Chen's mother smiled and patted her hand, "Okay, okay, let's not talk about this after the Chinese New Year."

Some families are free-range and don't care too much about their children's academic performance. They just throw away their schoolbags when they come back from school. It doesn't matter whether they watch TV or go out to play, as long as they don't do anything out of the ordinary.

But some families are different. Parents talk about their children's homework and grades all day long. They can't fly by themselves. They spend their whole lives in a nest, so they give birth to a son and daughter. , hoping to fly.

If the child flies slowly, the parents will wave their sticks behind them. Those who look forward to the stars and the moon hope that the child can fly higher, higher than others. I was tired and fell down unbearably.

Chen Yue in the room was fiddling with the door lock, damn it, last time he said he would replace the broken one, but he hasn't changed it until now, his mind is full of pornographic notes, and he forgets other things quickly.

Having no other choice, Chen Yue went to find an exercise book of suitable thickness and stuffed it in, and fixed it between the door and the door frame. He pulled the door open with some effort, so let's do it first.

Chen Yue took out the diary from the drawer, opened the small lock and opened it to write a love letter. He looked up the dictionary while writing, crossed out the wrong words, and wrote the correct ones on it. draw the line.

The more careful you are, the more likely you are to make mistakes. As Chen Yue wrote, he became suspicious of some of the words and felt that they were not written that way.

"There are so many people in the world, but I still met you, this is somewhere..."

Chen Yue subconsciously wrote a sentence and read a sentence. He thought that sentence was not good, and was about to cross it out and think about it again, when the door was suddenly pushed open, and with the voice of Chen's mother, "Mom went out to pay New Year's greetings and came back later, the kitchen pot There is chicken stewed in it, do you remember to visit... son?"

Fuck!Chen Yue panicked and stuffed the diary into the drawer, and the black water-based pen on the table rolled to the floor, so he didn't bother to pick it up.

Chen's mother usually knocked on the door before entering her son's room. She forgot to chat with the neighbors just now, but she didn't expect her son to be so panic-stricken, "What did you do wrong?"

Chen Yue pretended to be calm, "What what?"

Chen's mother came over, her eyes were as sharp as needles, "Mom saw you stuffing something in the drawer, did you take it out yourself, or did Mom go and call your dad back, and our family will hold a family meeting during the New Year's Eve? "

Chen Yue quickly opened the drawer, quickly took out a magazine and threw it on the table, "Here you are!"

Chen's mother glanced at the young girl in scantily dressed clothes on the cover of the magazine, and her anger rushed all the way to the top of her head at night, and she couldn't hold back at thirty nights, and pinched her son's ears angrily, "Stinky boy, how old are you?" Reading such unhealthy books at my age? Do you understand?"

Chen Yue hissed, his mother twisted his ears to whichever way he leaned his head, "Leader, I made a small mistake, I promise I will never do it again next time."

Mother Chen didn't let go of the hand that pinched her son's ear, she used the other hand to fish for the magazine, "Where did it come from?"

"I bought it at the bookstall."

Chen Yue smiled hippiely, "Mom, calm down, lose your temper, you will get wrinkles, and you will age quickly. You can see the person next door. She is the same age as you. When you two stand together, no one will look at you." I think you are much younger."

"Do you think that if you say something nice, this matter can be turned around? Good idea!"

Mother Chen stopped twisting her son's ears. She took the magazine and walked outside, "I don't want to talk to you now, mother. I'll go find your father. You just stay in the room."

Chen's mother's voice sounded outside the door, saying that like a father, like a son, she was the only one talking the whole time, and Chen's father didn't dare to let a fart go.

Chen Yue's entire back was wet, damn it, he was almost scared to death just now, he wiped off the cold sweat on his forehead, his heart was still beating fast, his fingers were trembling, he felt guilty.

That magazine belonged to Liu Feng. Chen Yue had seen it on the other party's desk before, and he didn't know when it appeared in his bag. He was afraid that his parents would find out, so he threw it into the drawer. He planned to go back and find Liu Feng. Take it with you when it's peak time.

Chen Yue swallowed a mouthful of saliva, now that the magazine was taken away by his mother, he would definitely die without a whole body, he picked up the water glass and drank a few mouthfuls of cold boiled water, no matter what, Liu Feng saved his life.

It's not safe to write a love letter at school, and it's not safe at home, so where should I write it?

Chen Yue propped his elbows on the table, scratching hard in his hair with both hands, retribution, absolute retribution, usually when others write love letters to him, he doesn't worry about it, this time it's his turn to write, or to his crush Man, how hard it is.

The sound outside the door disappeared, and Father Chen opened the door and came in, sitting on his son's bed in silence, with an unusually ugly expression on his face, and a little wronged.

Chen Yue pulled a piece of toilet paper and handed it over, "Dad, wipe your face, it's full of saliva."

Father Chen patted his son's hand away, "Isn't it all your fault? I don't even know what to say about you for making your mother unhappy on the night of New Year's Eve. Be careful when you look at that thing. Your mother gave it to you." Catch it on the spot!"

Chen Yue touched his nose, "Ginger is still old and spicy, but I'm a little tender, and I can't compare with you. I still have a lot to learn in the future."

Father Chen looked at the door and lowered his voice, "Is the magazine owned by Liu Feng?"

Chen Yue nodded, "Yes."

Father Chen stood up and paced with his hands behind his back, "Why are children so restless nowadays? When they are in their teens, they think about things in their twenties, and their minds are full of messy things, but can they still pretend to be knowledgeable in textbooks? "

Chen Yue said disapprovingly, "Dad, what you said is wrong. The desire for knowledge is innate, and it cannot be killed in the cradle, especially at our current age. You are also someone who has experienced it, so you should know it. Now is the time to cultivate your imagination."

Father Chen left, and he was afraid that if he didn't leave again, his son would vomit blood in anger.

Chen Yue stuffed the workbook back into the crack of the door, thought about it and thought it was a little self-deprecating, so he smoked it. He secretly went to the place where the cigarettes were hidden, and took out a mouthpiece. He didn't light it, just passed it addiction.

After twelve o'clock, the new year arrives, and every family is crackling firecrackers. If the family is good, the quality of the firecrackers bought will be much better. A large string can ring for a long time, and those from ordinary families can just make do with it and let it go off. It's gone.

Chen Yue was lying on the bed listening to music, the light above his head was on, he couldn't fall asleep, sat up and leaned against the head of the bed and thought wildly after turning over a few times. He looked like weeping on the ground, and fell asleep when it was almost dawn.

Customs vary from place to place. Chen Yue’s family does not go out on the first day of the new year, pays homage to Xinling on the second day, visits the mother-in-law on the third day, and visits the father-in-law on the fourth day.

Chen Yue stayed at home for two days, and was called up by Chen's mother in the morning of the third day of junior high school.

Chen's mother checked the things that depended on festivals in the house. There must be cakes, brown sugar and white sugar, and longan. "

Chen Yue came out wearing a padded jacket, "It smells the same whether it's mushy or not."

Chen's mother bent down and put the things into the bag, "It's the noodles under the old chicken soup."

Chen Yue sniffed, feeling a little cold, "It's the same smell, Mom, you have the ability."

Mother Chen put the bag in her hand on the ground, and her face, which could still be braided a bit delicately, suddenly stretched, "Are you going to eat noodles?"

"Go, go, go right away."

After Chen Yue brushed his teeth and washed his face, he went to the kitchen. He smelled the aroma, and his appetite increased a little, so he went to get the bowls and chopsticks from the cupboard. There was steam in the pot. The chicken and eggs were stewed in Thirty Nights. Stewed slowly, it has been stewed for a long time. The bones are bones, and the meat is meat.

There are six or seven dishes on the pot table, and there is a large pot of rice cooked with red beans, all of which are New Year’s Eve dinners. Next, I will go to relatives’ homes to pay New Year’s greetings. I eat very few times at home, and I feel tired of eating. There are others.

Chen Yue felt full when he saw the plate of braised pork that was all frozen and white. He smacked his lips, swiped the spatula a few times in the pot, put an egg into the bowl, and picked up a few pieces of chicken, which were full of bones and meat. Less.

The noodles were in another pot, and they were really mushy. Chen Yue couldn't pick them up with chopsticks, so he directly put a large spoon on them, and scooped up two spoonfuls.

When Chen Yue came out with the noodles, his mother was making something for the two uncles. After eating the noodles, his mother hadn't done it yet.

When visiting relatives during the Chinese New Year, you bring a gift to my house, and I will change that gift and bring it to your house again.

Chen Yue grabbed a handful of broad beans and ate them, he thought while crunching, he didn't know what Huang Dan was doing, he must be sleeping late.

At this time, Huang Dan was standing on the balcony basking in the sun and doing exercises. He never felt lonely and desolate with only him and Song Min at home.

Now the yellow sheet is felt, very clearly.

His shoulders sank, Huang Dan's thoughts came back, and he pulled his coat up.

Song Min stepped forward from behind, put the coat on for him, lowered his head, and buttoned it one by one.

Huang Dan looked at Song Min's hands. He had been doing housework all year round, dealing with firewood, rice, oil and salt. He hadn't seen any skin care products, but none of his fingers had been corroded by life.

Song Min asked, "What is the young master thinking?"

Huang Dan said, "I'm thinking that you don't work and I'm still studying. Should we save some money? Even if there is a golden mountain, there will be a day when it will be empty."

Song Min tidied up the folds of his coat, "Master, you don't need to worry, the money left by Mrs. Master will never be spent in a few lifetimes."

Huang Dan asked, he knew that the money was in Song Min's account, and he would not find anything after checking it.

Song Min has taken care of him in every possible way these years, and never said a harsh word to him. To him, they are his parents.

Huang Dan glanced at the men, women and children downstairs carrying big and small bags to pay New Year's greetings, "I don't know what it's like to visit relatives during the New Year."

Song Min said, "There will be endless questions, endless comparisons, boring, and boring."

Huang Dan thought of a certain world he traveled into, he pursed his lips, "It's so boring, why do you have to leave relatives every year?"

Song Min said, "It's all about the world."

Huang Dan asked the man, "Have you walked past relatives?"

Song Min shook his head, "I haven't walked by, I just listen with my ears and see with my eyes."

Huang Dan wanted to say something else, but a gust of wind blowing in from the window disturbed his thoughts, and he sneezed.

Song Min closed the window tightly, "Master, go to the living room and watch TV."

Huang Dan went back to the living room.

Song Min gave him a glass of water, the temperature was always just right. He took a sip and suddenly had an idea.

When he returns to the real world, he will find a life partner for Song Min.

Such a person who cannot find any shortcomings should not be alone for a lifetime.

For adults, visiting relatives means playing mahjong and chatting. For children, there is delicious food and lucky money, not to mention how happy they are.

Chen Yue is at an embarrassing age, he is no longer a child, he has no New Year's money, and he has not yet grown into an adult, so he has no interest in those parents who are short-sighted.

After lunch, Chen Yue said hello and walked towards the station. He didn't wear much, and the wind blew into his neck, but he was in such a good mood that he wanted to fly.

I haven't seen a yellow sheet for a few days, and it feels like it's been years.

Chen Yue met a car going to the city on the way. He knew the driver, and he often took the other car back from school, which saved him a lot of effort.

The driver's car was hired by someone, and now he is going to pick up the big family in the city, "Student, what are you doing in the city?"

Chen Yue said he was going to play, "Will there be a traffic jam?"

The driver said that several sections of the road were congested, "It's just after one o'clock, you have time to play, don't worry."

Chen Yuexin said, why don't you worry, I'm dying of anxiety.

When he got there, Chen Yue called in a small shop nearby, "Hello?"

There was a response from the other end, "Hello."

Chen Yue raised his voice, "Hello!"

The other end still responded the same, "Hello."

Chen Yue cursed irritably, "What a broken phone, I just heard a hello!"

The boss felt that it was necessary for him to say something, "Could it be that your friend only said hello? Why don't you say a few more words? My phone number is fine."

Chen Yue, "..."

He half turned around and said in a breath, "I'm Chen Yue, come out and bring your homework."

Huang Dan asked, "Where?"

Chen Yue reported the location, "Hurry up!" Damn, thinking about you is going crazy.

In about ten minutes, Huang Dan appeared in front of Chen Yue.

Chen Yue quickly looked at him from head to toe, he didn't look thin, "Will you wish me a new year?"

Huang Dan said, "Happy Chinese New Year."

Chen Yue went to the stall to buy a pen, "Hold out your hand."

Huang Dan followed suit.

Chen Yue took a pen and drew a watch on his wrist, "New Year's gift, it cannot be washed off before the Lantern Festival."

Yellow list, "..."

The environment on the street is very noisy, with many stalls selling gadgets, such as zodiac pendants, gourd silk, and bunnies.

There are also a lot of food, such as sizzling tofu, grilled rice cakes, grilled sausages, tofu brains, etc.

Huang Dan and Chen Yue each had a piece of iron tofu, and they just stood in the crowd and ate it.

Chen Yue actually tasted the sweetness of the iron plate tofu, it was so sweet that he had a toothache.

Anyone who is with the person they like is in the same place, either a fool or an idiot.

Chen Yue ate the last bite of tofu, "Going to play?"

Huang Dan said, "Okay."

They still went to the carnival, and there were not a little more people than that time, almost all the whole family came out.

There was no such event back then, and Huang Dan made a change when facing Chen Yue. He was absent-minded and lost.

Chen Yue thought Huang Dan made him face smelly like a stone in a latrine, he threw the cue on the table, "Fuck, you look down on me, don't you?"

Huang Dan said, "No."

Chen Yue sneered, "Let me go without you?"

Huang Dan said, "I just took a short errand."

Chen Yue was taken aback for a moment, and he laughed loudly, "Are you still going to desert?"

Huang Dan was speechless.

Brother Chen Yue put his arms on his shoulders like that, "Let me think about it, you deserted because you didn't receive the New Year's money this year?"

Huang Dan said, "Never have."

Chen Yue was stunned. He felt sorry for the young man. It was so pitiful that he hadn't received the New Year's money for such a grown-up man.

Huang Dan didn't explain, he didn't have to worry about food or clothing, and Song Min had arranged everything for him, so he didn't need pocket money.

Chen Yue took out a brand new five-yuan bill from his pocket, flexibly folded it into a five-pointed star and threw it at the young man, "Take it."

Huang Dan reached out to catch it, he picked up the five-pointed star, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he remained silent for a long time.

Chen Yue was beating drums in his heart, don't you like it? "You did squeak."

Huang Dan said, "Thank you."

Chen Yue raised his lips, starting from this year, I will give you lucky money every year.

The two teenagers went to the second floor to find an empty seat. One pretended to look through his homework, and the other ate cake. The atmosphere was very harmonious.

Chen Yue's mind is not on homework, this is their first date, it must be counted, no matter what they have to leave something memorable.

He threw his homework over, pointed at one place with a pen, and still looked for a topic, "What is this writing?"

Take a look at the yellow sheet and tell Chen Yue seriously.

Chen Yue couldn't help but look at the boy's constantly opening and closing lips, at his blinking long eyelashes, and at the hand he stretched out, which was slender, white and very clean.

What a good boy, it would be great if it could be his.

Chen Yue stopped reading his homework, and put it all in his bag, "Hey, do you want to play games?"

Huang Dan swallowed the cake in his mouth, "I won't."

Chen Yue stared at the corner of Huang Dan's mouth, his eyes were black and bright, he swallowed his saliva, and realized that he was about to reveal his original shape, so he clicked his tongue and said contemptuously, "Are you a child? You can eat any cake It's all over the mouth."

Wipe the yellow sheet with a paper towel.

Chen Yue stood up and walked towards the stairs, and said casually, "Follow me if you go, and do whatever you like if you don't go."

The yellow sheet didn't move, he was hesitating whether to make any changes.

Chen Yue was smart, he deliberately left the bag containing the homework on the table, if Huang Dan didn't follow, this excuse would come in handy.

A voice came from behind, "You forgot to take your homework."

Chen Yue grinned, and when he turned around, he had that handsome and haughty posture again.

Huang Dan said, "I can only play for one hour."

If you don't go back after that time, Song Min will come out to find him.

The villain in Chen Yue's heart was dancing, and he snorted, "You are such a good baby."

Not long after, Huang Dan and Chen Yue were sitting in the Internet cafe. He was watching the news, then turned his head and asked, "What game are you playing?"

Chen Yue said it was a legend, "The third icon in the first row on the desktop is, first click to open the game, and then register an account, I don't need to teach you this?"

Huang Dan did that, and he named himself 123.

Chen Yue's face twitched, so fucking casual, his attention was on the boy, "Where is your IQ of [-]?"

Huang Dan said, "Don't talk, I will study by myself."

Chen Yue, "..."

Is this too much?Depressedly, he lit a cigarette.

Huang Shan turned his head and looked over.

Chen Yue felt uncomfortable being watched, he was smoking cigarettes, not drugs, "What are you looking at?"

Huang Dan didn't say anything.

At the end of an hour, Huang Dan went back, and Chen Yue stood and looked at the corner downstairs of his house for a long time before leaving.

Worth the trip.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon on the seventh day of the seventh day, Huang Dan heard the phone ringing in the living room. He dropped his book and walked over to pick up the receiver. There was a sweet voice from the host, "Excuse me, are you Huang Dan?"

He said yes, already knowing what to hear.

The host continued, "A listener ordered a song for you called "Simple Love", and the next thing is the playing time of this song."

At that time, Huang Dan hung up as soon as he listened to the beginning, but this time he didn't hang up, and listened to the whole song seriously.

Chen Yue is liking him in a young and immature way, as long as he pays a little attention, he will find many details, but he completely ignored them back then.

At the end of the winter vacation, everyone met at school and felt that each other was much cuter.

Jiang Long had a girl he liked, and his secret love didn't last long, so he changed his favorite girl.

I don’t pass notes much in class anymore, instead I pass them in notebooks, diaries, you write a paragraph, and I will write back a paragraph later, and the person passing it will not peek.

Spring is the season of flowers blooming, the air is filled with the fragrance of flowers, the more you smell them, the better your mood will be, even the boys and girls you don’t like to see are not so annoying.

Jiang Long was in his secret love, and Liu Feng also had someone he liked. He held back two classes and wrote a love letter, but unfortunately, he was caught by the head teacher.

Old Wei took the letter paper and asked Liu Feng, "Tell me, who is this for?"

People around looked at it from different angles, curious about what was written on it.

Liu Feng's face is dark, and he won't turn into a monkey's butt, but his face is already very hot, "I wrote it for myself, to commemorate my lost youth."

The girl covered her mouth and smiled, and the boy also pouted. Old Wei said, "Really? Your youth has passed away?"

Liu Feng made a melancholy expression, "Yes."

Old Wei said, "That's a pity."

The corner of Liu Feng's mouth twitched. If the head teacher read it in front of the whole class, he would pounce on it and stuff it in his mouth.

Old Wei didn't do that, saved him some face, and didn't embarrass him in public, "Go to my office after class."

Liu Feng stared at the head teacher's back, what the fuck, you give me back my love letter?

Wouldn't it be to share with other teachers?Liu Feng was restless, thinking of that scene made his eyes darken, as if he had seen his parents walk into the school.

Chen Yue gloated, "I sympathize with you."

Liu Feng rolled his eyes. He had referenced the love letters written by others to Chen Yue, and when he saw good sentences, he would copy them in. It was really not easy to piece together.

Well now, there is no need to play.

Chen Yue raised his head and asked, "Have you written your name yet?"

Liu Feng said he didn't write it down, "I'm thin-skinned. If I wrote my name and she returned the love letter to me, or if she was snatched away by her deskmate and read it aloud, wouldn't I be ashamed and thrown to my grandma's house?"

Chen Yue raised his eyebrows, "If you didn't write your name, how would she know that you wrote it?"

Liu Feng said that he didn't need to know, "I'll just tell her my heart."

He said strangely, "Brother, the love letter you received can be packed in a rice basket, why are you asking about me?"

Chen Yue shrugged, "I don't remember it before, but the recent ones all have names."

Liu Feng couldn't believe it, "The girl's mentality is getting better and better, and she is not shy."

Chen Yue closed his eyes and thought, should he leave his name?

To stay, or not to stay, that is the big question.

Think about it, think it over before sending it away, Chen Yue looked at the back of Huang Dan's head, and felt that he had encountered the first problem in his life and had to solve it.

One morning, Huang Dan found a love letter among the Chinese books on the table. It happened to be the text he was going to memorize in his early self-study. opened it.

The correct handwriting came into view, Huang Dan knew it was not written by Chen Yue, so he took a rough look. He put the love letter in his desk pocket, and went to the corner to look for the big white rabbit as usual, but saw the letter folded into a heart shape. sky blue stationery.

Huang Dan's hand paused, he counted the days, this love letter was most likely written by Chen Yue.

Because he will be on duty in a few days, he will overhear Chen Yue talking to himself about the love letter in the corridor that night, and the time is about the same.

Huang Dan rubbed his forehead. At this moment, Chen Yue must be watching him secretly, keeping an eye on his every move. According to the original development, he threw the love letter into the trash can without even reading it.

But now he wants to see it, and wants to see it very much.

Throughout the morning, Huang Dan was thinking about how to read the love letter without disturbing Chen Yue. His distraction was not obvious, and he would not find it unless he observed carefully.

Chen Yue's distraction was particularly obvious.

Why hasn't Huang Dan read the love letter he wrote?Can you guess it's him?What would you do if you guessed it?Won't you hand it over to the head teacher?

The above are all the contents in Chen Yue's mind, and they are only part of them.

Chen Yue bent his back on the desk and kowtowed his head. He felt that he had aged ten years in such a short period of time, and he was very flustered and panicked.

Before that love letter was formed, he wrote many letters, and every time he finished writing, he would read it from beginning to end, and cross out the ones that he thought were bad.

I don't know that there is so much patience and energy coming from there, so I just won't get bored.

Chen Yue unconsciously picked up the pen and turned it around, right?He checked word by word, and it should be fine.

During the lunch break at noon, Huang Dan seized the opportunity. He opened the love letter. The content was a combination of Chinese and English. The last stroke of each word in the Chinese part would be dragged very long. growing branches.

Ignoring the grammatical mistakes, Huang Dan pretended to be tidying up the desk, put his head in the pocket of the desk, took the love letter closer, and read it line by line.

my princess:

The first time I saw you was after one o’clock in the afternoon on the second day of the high school entrance examination. At that time, there were many people in the examination center. I saw you at a glance. You are the brightest star. I couldn’t help following you, knowing you Wherever the examination room was, I also tried to find a way to check your school. Sitting in the examination room that day, my mind was full of you.

I came to Daguan because of you. You are here, so I came here. If it weren't for you, I don't know where I am or what I am doing now.

When I found that I was thinking about you all the time, I felt that I was finished. I checked on the Internet, it is not a disease, I am physically and mentally healthy, really, I am not sick, don't treat me as a pervert.

I have never liked anyone before. This is the first time I have liked someone. It is still a boy like me. I don’t know what to do. Usually when I provoke you, I just want to attract your attention. Do you think I Like an idiot?Not like, I am.

Every time I see you cry, I feel very sad. I want to go over to talk to you and hug you, but I dare not, for fear that you will look at me like crazy.

I bought a lot of love, if you cry in pain, you can cry boldly, I will wipe your tears with a tissue, don’t be afraid, I will always be with you, if anyone dares to bully you, I will definitely bully you back .

You like to eat white rabbit toffee, I will buy you one every day from now on, okay?

My dad said that a man should be responsible, I think I have, you see, I like you, so I will never give up or shrink back, if you do it, you either don’t like it, if you like it, it will be your life.

……

The world is so big, but I can meet you, it must have been destined long ago, don't you think?

I like you, very, very much, you don't like me, I like you too, if you don't like me all the time, I still like you, Huang Dan, I like you.

In the lower right corner of the letter paper, there are two letters—CY written one stroke at a time.

Huang Dan finished reading it without missing a word. He carefully restored it according to the original creases. He couldn't tell that it had been disassembled and read it. After that, he intentionally woke Jiang Long up and exposed the love letter to the other party.

Jiang Long opened his eyes wide, his face full of envy and jealousy, "How many letters do you receive a day, brother? Are you still letting people live?"

Huang Dan didn't say anything.

Jiang Long saw that he had thrown the love letter into his desk pocket, "Why don't you take it apart and have a look?"

Huang Dan shook his head, "I won't read it."

Jiang Long didn't have a loud voice, but he didn't deliberately lower his volume. His conversation with Huang Dan was heard behind him and the people around him, and soon everyone in the class knew about it.

Chen Yueteng stood up at the back, he rushed forward uncontrollably, but was grabbed by Liu Feng, "What are you doing?"

Chen Yue shook off his hand, "Get lost!"

Liu Feng also stood up and scolded angrily, "Did you eat gunpowder?"

Chen Yue's eyes stared over.

Liu Feng closed his mouth, something was wrong, something was wrong, according to his understanding, Chen Yue was extremely sad and angry, his eyes were red when he was pissed off.

Who dares to provoke him, Liu Feng looked towards the direction Chen Yue was going to, and that person was in the row of people in front.

After school, Huang Dan didn't leave. He took out his homework book and did his homework. He didn't leave until all the people in the classroom had left. He went downstairs and threw those love letters into the trash can, including the one from Chen Yue.

After Huang Dan left, Chen Yue, who was hiding in the corner, took out the love letter from the trash can and held it in his hand. He wiped his eyes fiercely, and what was thrown away was not only a love letter, but also his own heart.

"Damn, you read other people's, why not mine?"

Chen Yue cursed, his eyes became redder and redder, and he covered them with the back of his hand, "Why don't you even take a look... Fuck, can't we still see each other every day? It's not life and death, I have nothing to cry about, it must be the wind too big!"

Huang Dan didn't go away directly like he did in the past, he came back after a circle, looking at the young man's young face in the corner with sadness, anger, grievance, confusion, and helplessness, and slowly became firm again.

It is precisely because of this firmness that there is a secret love in this world that lasted for 14 years.

Huang Dan closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth curled up in a gentle arc, Chen Yue, thank you for liking me so hard, and thank you for still liking me now.