I have a Secret

Huang Dan didn't look back and walked forward, he didn't stop for a moment, afraid that he couldn't help but run back along the original road, ran to Chen Yue and said, "I'm sorry, I lied, but I actually like you too .”

If Huang Dan said that, Chen Yue's life trajectory would undergo earth-shaking changes.

Huang Dan had told himself long ago that he could not make any changes when facing Chen Yue, but he had followed his heart a lot of the time, and this time he restrained himself at the last moment.

This is an old time, riddled with holes that have been eaten away by time, but fortunately they still have a future.

Chen Yue squatted by the wall and cried for a long time, he didn't intend to cry, he was too cowardly, but for some reason, tears came down, everything made him at a loss.

Tired of crying, Chen Yue sat down with his back against the wall and looked up at the night sky, the sky was full of stars, the brightest one just left here, but it was still embedded in his heart.

With the sound of footsteps approaching, Chen Yue immediately got up from the ground, his legs were numb, he cursed, and limped to find a secret place to hide.

A young couple came over, they stood at the position where Chen Yue confessed his love to Huang Dan, hugging each other.

Chen Yue cursed in his heart with a dark face. Damn, I just confessed to being rejected, crying like hell, I haven't recovered yet, now I have to watch other people make out, is there any reason?

The young couple had been getting tired of it all the time, and Chen Yue couldn't leave even if he wanted to. He squeezed his numb legs, remembering the scene when he kissed Huang Dan's forehead, he should kiss twice more.

Why did you run away after just kissing at that time, you idiot, you will regret it pitifully in the future!

Before Chen Yue confessed his love, he thought of many possibilities. He would run away in disgust, be speechless in shock, or look at him with crazy eyes. He never thought that he would say "it doesn't matter".

That kind of supercilious attitude made people angry, Chen Yue kicked the pile of dirt angrily, the movement was magnified several times at night, the tired little couple was startled, the boy immediately threw the girl's hand away vigorously, Also took two steps back.

The girl staggered and almost fell to the ground. The light was dim, and she didn't know what expression was on her face, so it wouldn't be easy to see.

Chen Yue thought of a sentence, the husband and wife are originally birds in the same forest, and they fly separately when the disaster is imminent. Before the disaster occurs, they draw a clear line. The sweetness of the previous moment is very funny.

The boy and the girl walked separately, the girl looked back after walking a few steps, but the boy didn't look back even once, and walked very fast, for fear that someone would find him here.

Chen Yue came out from a secret place, he didn't go back to the dormitory, but went to the classroom, sat alone on the seat of the yellow sheet, and counted the sweets and sour tasted after falling in love with someone.

Counting and counting, Chen Yue found that there were too many, he covered his face with his hands, and couldn't help laughing, "See, you have left so many things in my life , can't be erased, pornography, really can't be erased, just let it go, I will continue to like you, you can do whatever you want."

Chen Yue smiled, his eyes were red, he choked up and cursed, and overthrew the calm brought out by the last sentence "You are free". In fact, he is in a very bad mood, how can he not be bad, and he is not a heartless bastard.

"Do you know how I feel when I hear you say it doesn't matter? I'm so sad, fuck, you really deserve to be beaten like that."

Hitting is reluctant, Chen Yue didn't even dare to think about it, he wiped his eyes, bent his back on the table like every time before, with his face pressed against the table, as if doing so would bring him closer to the person he likes, "I'm leaving. When we meet again next time, I will stand in front of you. You will definitely not recognize me."

"If you don't put anyone in your eyes, who can you remember?"

Chen Yue laughed at himself and was very wronged. He took out the five-pointed star in his pocket, opened it bit by bit, and put the five-yuan note on the table. No flowers bloomed either.

Not only five yuan, but also the tapes, love letters, certificates, posters, burn ointment and other things related to him that Huang Dan touched. Chen Yue has to take it with him. If he can't think about it, he can take it Come out and see.

Although it is said that we all grow up and forget at the same time, but there are always some people and some things that will accompany everyone to grow up slowly, and then grow old slowly, and bury them in the ground together.

Chen Yue put a big white rabbit into the pocket of his desk, "Many people give you a big white rabbit and write something on it, wishing to announce to the world that they like you and want to take you as their own. This is the same as me, but I am more timid, and without my big white rabbit in the future, it will have no effect on you."

He didn't know that Huang Dan only ate a big white rabbit, which was given by him.

After a pause, Chen Yue took out Xinxiangyin from the other pocket, "Crybaby, I won't be here in the future, who will wipe your nose and tears when you cry?"

He couldn't laugh or cry, "Damn, I haven't left yet, so I can't worry about you."

Let the big white rabbit lie on the heart seal, Chen Yue put his head into the desk pocket of Huang Dan, and saw a thousand paper cranes, he took the thousand paper cranes to play with for a few times and then put them back, the next moment he went to flip them, I found a love letter, "Many people like you, but luckily you don't know what liking is."

At this time, the teaching building was in darkness. If any classroom was lit up, it would be discovered by the people in the school security room, so Chen Yue did not turn on the light. He took advantage of the moonlight to tear off a piece of draft paper. Draw a villain for Huang Dan, and when he draws it, he puts it in his English textbook.