I have a Secret
Chapter 137 The End of the Text (1)
In the past 14 years, the teenagers have grown up. Some of the dreams they had were lost in time, some flew away with wings, and they could never be found again, and some became true.
It is very lucky to be able to embrace the dream tightly.
The carefree years are gone and never come back. When I was young, I always looked forward to growing up quickly, thinking that when I grow up, I will have a job, money to spend, and I can do whatever I want, no one cares.
Only when I grow up do I realize how naive I was back then.
When I realized that, I was beaten to the ground by all kinds of troubles and pressures. I finally got up from the ground, and I was beaten to the ground again before I took two steps. I cried when I was sad and sad. , After crying, get up and continue walking.
The reality cannot be escaped, no matter how much you want to go back to a certain happy old time, you must grit your teeth and move forward.
There is no turning back in life.
The price of everyone's growth is similar, we have cried, laughed, resented and hated, and we are still at the age of [-], and every day is less and less.
And those boys and girls who have liked have also faded away their youthfulness and childishness. In their own stories, they live wonderfully, plainly, or tiredly. When they smile unconsciously, they have added a few fine lines to the corners of their eyes, and their white hair has changed from a Two roots became more than a dozen, and they were pulled out again.
It's been so long, I can't remember the day and time of the first ignorant throbbing, I only vaguely remember the girl's long ponytail, the red face when she spoke, and the boy lying on the corridor whistling , with a naughty look on his face.
I don’t know who first proposed the class reunion, it happens every year, and the people are different, but there will be some similar content in the chapters of youth, such as those endless topics, books piled up on the desk, called The scene of getting up to answer the question but not being able to answer it, the scene of secretly writing a love letter in class... and the first love that has grown leaves but no flowers.
There are too many crossroads in life, and when you walk, you will be scattered. When you turn around, the people around you have changed.
Of course, there are also phenomena that flowers bloom after many years, but the chances of that are extremely low. If they meet, they go around and get together, it must be the guidance of this gentleman, there is nothing better than this. .
Some of the couples in Class [-] have already harvested their own love, some are still waiting for a destined person to appear, and some are afraid of being hurt. They live confidently and freely by themselves. When they meet in class, they will use their respective roles The character greeted the other party, said "Long time no see", and then smiled.
You have become worldly and you are no longer young, and so am I, we are all the same.
Huang Dan was the last one to arrive. He stood at the back door. The soft and beautiful boy grew into a restrained and handsome man, but everyone in the class felt that this scene overlapped with the scene on the day of the report, because he stood there, still the same Amazing time.
Jiang Long was the first to react, he got up from his seat, and ran towards Huang Dan excitedly, "Ancestor, you have come."
Huang Dan came back from the past just now, he was so focused on meeting Chen Yue quickly that he forgot about the injury on his leg, only now did he feel a slight pain, cold sweat oozes from his forehead, his body is hot and humid, The outer coat was taken off.
Jiang Long was the closest to Huang Dan, so he subconsciously reached out to grab it, but a hand stretched out from the side and grabbed the coat away.
Chen Yue took his long legs off the table and put them under the desk in a bent manner. He put his coat on his legs and didn't give any explanation for his behavior.
The yellow sheet just raised his hand to loosen the tie under the collar of the shirt, without showing the slightest disgust or rejection.
This kind of natural warmth and harmony really exists, and it turns into essence and floats all over the classroom. There must be at least ten or eight years of close contact, otherwise it will not appear.
Everyone showed surprise at the same time, and each of them looked back and forth at the two of them. It turned out that the rumors were not true, and the school girl and school grass had been in contact all these years.
Jiang Long and Liu Feng are best friends on both sides. Their feelings can no longer be described as surprise. There is obvious disappointment all over their faces. If the timing is not right, the two of them will definitely grab their buddies and cry. How dare you and others Hooked up, am I not your best buddy?
Speaking of which, Jiang Long and Liu Feng are in the same business, and they both run restaurants. One sells roast duck and the other sells noodles.
At that time, Liu Feng failed to learn how to be a cook, and ran away halfway. He had been working for others for the past few years, and he spent the money he saved, either on himself or on others, and it was not enough. It was Chen Yue who paid for him to find him a face, so he opened the shop.
Jiang Long is similar to Liu Feng in this regard. At that time, when he wanted to start a business, it was Huang Dan who put a sum of money into his card. Otherwise, he would still be sitting in the office, working overtime every Monday, three, four, six, and it was hard to die.
The greatest luck in their life is to have a heart-to-heart friend.
"Why didn't you speak?"
Jiang Long laughed, the little tiger teeth are still there, back then he went to participate in singing competitions for his dream of being a singer, and he won the first place. The agency wanted to package him up, saying his teeth were not good-looking, and he almost gave them away. It was done, but later it was settled because of the disagreement of the three views.
"Well, I'm right, the young master is still the young master, without a beer belly, without a bald head, without a swimming ring, and still so radiant."
Liu Feng has put on weight, his face is still dark, but he has gained a lot of weight, and his flesh has collapsed. He glanced at the yellow sheet of his suit and hummed, "God is still so unfair."
Jiang Long rolled his eyes at him, "Pull it down, it's obvious that you can't control your own mouth and eat like crazy all day long, don't blame everything on God."
Liu Feng said angrily, "You know what, I'm under pressure, okay? Damn, I've gained [-] to [-] catties a year after working, and I can't go down anymore!"
Many male compatriots expressed their feelings, and they are the same. There are several layers of flesh on their stomachs accidentally, who knows how it came out.
It's hard to buy clothes, and I'm disgusted by my family. Every time I meet, I'm told to eat less. It's impossible to lose weight. Don't even think about it.
Chen Yan who walked over had makeup on her face, her eyebrows and eyes were delicately drawn. She got married in the second year after graduating from university. Her husband was an ordinary office worker like her. He was a nice guy and treated her very well. She lived a very nourishing life, and now that she is pregnant, her whole body exudes the light of maternal love.
"Huang Dan, you didn't come to the previous gatherings. If Jiang Long hadn't promised me this time, I wouldn't believe it."
"I don't believe it either, I only believed it after confirming with Jiang Long."
Qian Meng stepped on her high-heeled boots and walked over. She looked at Huang Dan with a smile on her face, without the slightest bit of inferiority or shyness, "I haven't seen you for many years, and you don't seem to have changed."
Wu Fang interjected, she cut off her waist-length ponytail, and kept her ear-length short hair, which is much neater and more capable, "Who said it hasn't changed, the yellow single has obviously changed to look better."
Life is full of unexpected things. There were only three girls in the top ten of the class back then. Among them, Chen Yan had the best appearance, and Qian Meng was the most ordinary. After more than ten years, her temperament was the most outstanding among the three.
If Huang Dan hadn't gone back to the past when he climbed to the fourth floor, he wouldn't have the slightest impression of these people in the class, but he went back.
Huang Dan is sure that Qian Meng's face has been fine-tuned, the single eyelids have become double eyelids, the square face has become an oval face, and those small freckles have been removed. Now she is very confident, and like everyone else, she focuses on him and Chen. over body.
Single men with excellent conditions are their focus.
Huang Dan's legs hurt even more, probably due to sweating, the blood on his face faded, and his breathing was no longer steady.
Chen Yue stood up immediately, and he spoke in a hoarse voice, with indistinguishable emotions, distressed, worried, and nervous, "What's wrong with your leg?"
The sound of tables and chairs scraping against the ground was harsh, everyone's nerve endings were pulled, and they didn't realize what was going on.
Huang Dan said, "I was hit by a motorcycle on the road."
Everyone was taken aback, and someone joked, "No way, Huang Dan, you and Chen Yue are so predestined, and something happened to him on the way here, and he almost lost his appearance."
Huang looked down on one side, and a few strands of hair on the man's forehead fell down, blocking the broken skin.
Chen Yue frowned, "How did you get hit by a motorcycle?"
Huang Dan pursed his lips, "When I came out of the supermarket, a motorcycle drove over from one side, and I bumped into it without paying attention."
The corners of Chen Yue's eyes were red, he pressed his throbbing temples, "Is the wound serious?"
Huang Dan said, "It's not serious."
They have missed it for more than ten years, but they are not unfamiliar at all, as if they had been together yesterday.
The surrounding atmosphere suddenly became a little subtle, and the two asked and answered, giving people the illusion that they were a husband and wife.
Jiang Long pulled Huang Dan's arm, and asked nervously, "Why didn't you tell me on the phone about your being hit by a motorcycle? Have you seen a doctor?"
Huang Dan said he had seen it.
Jiang Long heaved a sigh of relief, "The weather forecast is inaccurate. It is said that it will not snow. I didn't expect the weather to change in the afternoon. We will not go back at night. We will go back when the road is better."
The corners of Chen Yanxiao's eyes are covered with fine lines, "The young master is so afraid of pain and alone, he can still come to attend the class reunion. We must have a good reunion tonight."
Qian Meng said yes, "It's rare, I don't know when we can get together again next time."
Huang Dan asked, "Have you found a place to live?"
Jiang Long was speechless, "Love at first sight, I told you on the phone, did you forget after so little effort?"
Huang Dan said, "Love at first sight...it's good."
When he spoke, he lowered his head slightly, looking at Chen Yue intentionally or unintentionally, Chen Yue was also looking at him, some words were not spoken, but the emotion he wanted to express had been revealed from his eyes.
At the moment when he came back, Huang Dan thought that when he saw Chen Yue, he would speak incoherently with excitement, couldn't control himself, and acted regardless of the occasion. When we really met, seeing the person he was longing for was in front of him, he felt more in his heart The most important thing is to be practical and grateful.
It turns out that you are still waiting for me here, thank you for not leaving, we will walk together in the future.
We have held class reunions many times, and every time it was either that we couldn’t come because of something, or we couldn’t get in touch with that. This was the first time that all 45 students in the class were present, and there were not many of them.
Everyone got together in threes and fives to reminisce about the past, talk about work, family, income, and children, none of which can be separated from the world.
They used to be extremely tired of these topics, but now they have become a part of their lives.
"Let me tell you, I didn't expect to be able to come to this year's party, because usually, no matter what the reason is, the team leader does not approve the leave, and I have to go to work when I have a fever. It was approved, and the surprise came so quickly that I didn't have time to do my hair."
"Me too. It's very difficult to adjust the time off. The last time I was approved, I went home to have a funeral. Guess what this time, when I mentioned the class reunion, the manager agreed without saying a word, and let me have fun."
"I'm better off, the whole department has a day off for no reason."
"Do you know what this is called? God's will!"
Huang Dan glanced at the man who was stroking his coat with his head down. It was God's will, but more of it was man-made.
"What's this?"
Someone discovered what was in the drawer of the podium. It was a Walkman, still a style from more than ten years ago.
"Sweet, you smile sweetly, like flowers blooming in the spring breeze..."
The sound quality that belonged to that era resounded in the classroom, and some people couldn't help humming along in a low voice, full of emotion and nostalgia in their hearts.
I miss myself at that time and my classmates at that time.
"Who let it go? It's so romantic, Jiang Long, it's you."
Everyone knows that Jiang Long proposed marriage today, and he agreed in advance, and will cooperate when the time comes.
Jiang Long said blankly, "It's not me."
He muttered, "Why didn't I think of this?"
"Anyway, no one has come forward to admit it, so you can just use it, but the tape seems to be specially recorded, I don't know if your girlfriend will take it or not."
There are only four songs in the Walkman, one "Sweet Honey", one "Simple Love", one "Call", and one "I Only Care About You".
The teasing smile on Liu Feng's face suddenly froze, and he turned to look at Chen Yue with a strange gaze.
Chen Yue looked at the person in the leftmost seat in the first row in the middle, everything was the same as before, but different.
At this moment, the person in that seat turned his head and looked over.
Chen Yue was startled, he raised the corners of his lips and sighed with a smile, my dearest, you finally looked back at me.
Liu Feng's eyelids jumped, he walked to Chen Yue's seat, "Come out, I have something to tell you."
Chen Yue kept his eyes on the back, "What's the matter?"
Liu Feng simply blocked his sight, "Things that cannot be said in the classroom."
Chen Yue rolled his eyelids.
Liu Feng looked at him, "I'll go out and wait for you."
Chen Yue lowered his eyes and touched the coat on his legs. His movements were gentle, as if he was touching his lover.
One or two minutes later, Chen Yue and Liu Feng stood in the corridor.
The cold wind was raging wantonly, sweeping up and down, as if it was going to freeze the half-hanging lime on the wall.
Liu Feng sneezed and zipped up the open leather jacket. He didn't ask directly. The older you get, the more you worry. "A while ago you said you would not return to China this year. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"
Chen Yue lowered his head and lit a cigarette, and asked without answering, "Do you still remember the sports meeting in the first year of high school?"
Liu Feng asked Chen Yue for a cigarette, one pack equaled the six or seven packs in his pocket, and it was comfortable to smoke, "Why don't you remember, you ran 3000, the front was slow, and in the last lap, you suddenly exerted strength and overtook one by one. Be the first and steal the limelight.”
Chen Yue exhaled a puff of smoke, "He is at the finish line, I ran towards him,"
Liu Feng shook his hand, and the cigarette almost fell out. The look of memory appeared in his eyes, and he couldn't remember who stood at the finish line back then.
But there was one thing Liu Feng remembered, his face changed, no wonder...
The corridor fell silent, only circles of smoke rising and lingering, dancing silently.
Liu Feng licked his dry mouth, he still couldn't believe it, and wanted to hear the answer from the person concerned, "Is it pornography?"
Chen Yue said, "Yes, it's him."
Liu Feng wiped his face, breathing a little short of breath, "When did it happen? The first semester of high school?"
Chen Yue said, "Earlier."
Liu Feng opened his mouth wide in shock, and a gust of cold wind rushed into his stomach, which instantly lowered the temperature of his body. He shivered, "So he was the one you liked at that time?"
Chen Yue put one hand in the pocket of his trousers, "Otherwise? You think I'm you, and you like the prettier ones?"
"Keep your voice down!"
Liu Feng glanced at the corridor of the classroom, and when he saw no one came out, he continued to ask, "Is he the one who rejected you?"
Chen Yue half-closed his eyes and flicked the cigarette body, leaning on the handful of soot that fell to the ground, "From the beginning to the end, there was only him, no one else."
Liu Feng swallowed his saliva, it's really good, he didn't see any clues back then, if it wasn't for the songs that Chen Yue listened to every day, and thinking of the scene where Chen Yue was nervous about pornography, he still doubted It's not on Huang Shan.
"You have been alone all these years. Every time I introduce someone to you, you don't want it. Uncles and aunts can't talk to you. Are you defending him for a long time?"
Chen Yue shrugged, "Is there any problem?"
"The problem is big!"
Liu Feng was very excited. He wants to look good, he wants to be famous and rich. There is a large forest in front of him, and he can choose at will. In the end, he was hanging from a tree for 14 years, and he would not come down even if he died. .
Times are different, homosexuality is not so scary anymore, but Liu Feng still feels pity for his buddies.
How many 14 years can a person have?
Liu Feng thought about his two relationships carefully. If he was asked to wait for one of them for 14 years, he would never be able to do it.
There are too many temptations, and people will be lonely and lonely.
Liu Feng couldn't imagine how Chen Yue persisted, he couldn't even understand what kind of persistence it was.
"I was puzzled. Isn't the yellow list just better looking and better grades? He is a man just like us, and we have everything in him. Why did you fall in love with him? "
Chen Yue said lightly, "It was love at first sight."
Liu Feng was stunned for a long time before swearing, "There are so many girls chasing you, and you reject one by two, how could you fall in love with a boy at first sight?"
Chen Yue stubbed out half of the cigarette, "What else could it be except fate?"
Liu Feng stared at his buddies, "I'm afraid you'll be at a disadvantage. I know more about relationships than you do. When two people are together, there will always be one who pays more and the other who pays less. You have been there all these years." Wait for him, even if we are together, you will be lower than him."
Chen Yue raised his eyebrows, "I am willing."
Liu Feng, "...I seem to have seen that idiot back then."
Chen Yue doesn't care, he fully accepts himself who loves Huang Dan deeply.
Liu Feng remembered something, "Could the castle you bought be... Fuck, you decided it when you drew the castle on the certificate?"
Chen Yuemi pinched the five-pointed star in his pocket, "To put it bluntly, without him, I wouldn't be where I am today."
Liu Feng saw the wind messing up the hair on Chen Yue's forehead, revealing a wound inside, he was a little sad, how could he like someone so much.
"Don't tell me, you organized this class reunion?"
"indeed so."
Liu Feng stared at his eyes, "Didn't you never talk to someone? How do you get romantic?"
Chen Yuexin said, "Huang Dan and I have lived together for several lifetimes, and he lazily said three words, like when he was young, "Be careful."
"..."
Liu Feng hasn't had a mother-in-law for a long time, "Chen Yue, it's been so many years, now you are not what you used to be, and he is not what he used to be, you have all changed, have you ever thought that it would be inappropriate if you really got together ?”
Chen Yue said it was very appropriate, "Let me tell you this, he is alive, I am alive, and if he is gone, I will be gone."
Knowing that Chen Yue wasn't joking, Liu Feng gasped, his hand shook again, this time he missed the cigarette and fell down the steps, "Then he treats you..."
Chen Yue said suddenly, "The head teacher is here."
The two didn't run into the classroom like they did back then, but went downstairs to pick them up.
Old Wei is in his 50s, and his bones are not bad, but the sides of his cheeks are much shriveled.
Chen Yue shouted, "Teacher."
Old Wei pushed the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose. He knew in advance that the problematic students in the class were outstanding and successful in foreign countries. He was not that surprised when he saw how talented the students were now.
This is not a special case. There have been situations like this before. The road is walked by oneself, and others are watching. No one can tell where it will go.
After taking a few steps, Lao Wei gasped for breath, "It seems that you have already found your goal."
Chen Yue smiled, "Yes, I found it."
Liu Feng twitched. If the head teacher knew that the target Chen Yue had found was his favorite student, he would be so angry that his eyes would turn black and he would fall down the stairs directly.
I haven't been back to the previous party, either in the hotel or in the clubhouse. This time I came back and met the head teacher. Everyone was very excited.
Old Wei stood on the podium, he tried his best to straighten his back, looked at the students who had grown up, and said, "Welcome back to your alma mater."
"Teacher, how are you doing?"
"It's not bad to be able to eat, drink, walk and move."
Old Wei said amidst laughter, "Come back and walk around more when you have time. In another two years, even if you want to see me, the old man won't be able to see it."
Jiang Long said, "Teacher, you are only in your 50s, and you are still young."
"That's right. My dad is almost seventy years old. He still drinks wine and hums a little song. I don't know how chic he is."
Old Wei can't teach anymore. His lame leg has complications, and when he gets older, it hurts and he can't walk. "Now if you don't listen to the class well, I can't even throw chalk correctly."
"Teacher, throw me a look!"
Old Wei picked up a piece of chalk and threw it over. Not only did Liu Feng not hide, but he even leaned sideways towards it.
"It's not very accurate."
"It can be said to be very accurate, come on, applaud the teacher!"
Hearing the students' applause, Old Wei turned his head back and wiped his eyes, "You bastards, I'm blind as a teacher."
"Teacher, there is a champion in science in Class [-], whose scores have not been surpassed so far, and there is also a man who runs a company abroad and becomes a big boss. You must be very proud."
"Yes, teachers are very proud, not only because of them, but also because of you."
Old Wei clapped the podium, "Don't steal or rob, don't do things that violate morality and harm nature, you are the pride of the teacher, and the school is proud of you."
Needle drop could be heard in the classroom, and more than forty people did not make a sound. They are not children anymore, and their thinking is no longer simple. These words may have touched a certain point, so they made them have mixed feelings.
After Lao Wei finished speaking, he stopped talking, stood in front of Huang Dan's seat and chatted with him, knowing that he had a good job and a bright future.
There will always be arrangements for the party. Everyone will come to the podium one by one, write their names on the blackboard with chalk, and introduce themselves.
Jiang Long also wrote his name in the middle as before, with two big characters. He said with a smile, "Hi everyone, my name is Jiang Long. We are friends from all corners of the country. We are friends from all corners of the country. We are destined to meet each other. It's a pleasure to meet you."
After him is Chen Yan, "Hello, I am Chen Yan, Yanzi's Yan."
She said, and left her name on the blackboard.
Everyone does that, and the hazy memory slowly clears up.
Huang Dan wrote his name in the lower left corner, no one took that place, he reserved it for Chen Yue.
When he arrived at Chen Yue, he bent down and wrote his name next to Huang Dan's.
Liu Feng was forcibly fed a mouthful of dog food in the whole class. While eating, he thought, I'm the only one who eats, you can't eat it, and maybe [-]% of you can't eat it.
This dog food is different from others. It was only produced in 14 years, and every grain is very heavy.
Everyone went out for a walk with Lao Wei, watched the snow scene, took pictures and posted them on Moments.
Huang Dan didn't leave, Jiang Long wanted to call him, but Liu Feng dragged Jiang Long away.
"Why are you dragging me? Huang Dan is still in the classroom, damn Liu Feng, let go..."
The noisy voice gradually faded, and the surrounding became extremely quiet.
Huang Dan left his seat, turned around and walked to the last row by the back door, and sat with Chen Yue.
No one disturbed them, none of them spoke, just sat quietly.
Chen Yue took out a note from his pocket and put it on the table in front of Huang Dan.
Huang Dan opened the note, and on it was a little man wearing a schoolbag, wearing a school uniform, and a flower growing on his head, with the same sentence written next to it——You look so pretty when you smile.
Time went back at this moment, back to the first year of high school 14 years ago, back to the classroom full of youthful atmosphere.
Cicadas kept yelling, the teacher on the podium turned his back and wrote calculation formulas on the blackboard, the students below were sitting crookedly, some were taking notes seriously, some were dozing off, some were deserting, Some also passed small notes to the front and back desks.
Chen Yue drew a villain on the paper, rolled it into a ball and threw it at the seat of Huang Dan. He lay on the table and secretly raised the corners of his mouth.
Time went back to the day of the high school entrance examination.
Chen Yue lazily ate a popsicle, and inadvertently caught a figure in his sight, which was extremely dazzling in the crowd and seemed out of place.
It was because of that glimpse that Chen Yue pursued him for 14 years.
Huang Dan spoke first, he didn't ask about time travel, he was there, he met, everything was fine, and there was plenty of time later, "Why is there a flower on the villain's head?"
Chen Yue's thoughts came back, he made a grin, his resolute and mature face showed a little stupidity at that time, "cute, like you."
Huang Dan frowned, "I'm not cute."
Chen Yue looked at him straight, "Nonsense, you are the cutest in the whole world."
A domineering look who dares to say "no".
Yellow list, "..."
Chen Yue took out the five-pointed star and held it between his fingers to play with it.
Huang Dan glanced at the five-pointed star and recognized it as a five-yuan banknote. He had a guess in his mind and didn't know what to say for a while.
Chen Yue raised his lips and smiled, "The quality of this money is good, it's still the same as before after more than ten years."
"Of course, the main thing is that I collect it well, not only this, but also everything related to you."
Chen Yue seriously thought about whether he should change his behavior that was so stupid that he was a bit crazy, but he found that it was not possible.
Just thinking about it makes me sick to death.
I simply kept it that way, kept everything carefully, and took it out to touch it every now and then, so that my heart would not be so empty.
When the people around him didn't speak, Chen Yue frowned.
In this world, there will always be someone who can easily make you childish, impulsive, nervous, and cautious, even if you have a successful career, fame and fortune.
For Chen Yue, Huang Dan is his person.
Chen Yue unbuttoned his suit to let himself take a breath, relieve his tension, calm down, Chen Yue, he likes you too.
Huang Dan folded the paper and put it in Lin's pocket. He was using actions to reassure the man.
Seeing this scene, Chen Yue relaxed his tense muscles a lot. He smiled wryly, only this person can control his emotions, no matter how many years he has been.
"How about it, are you a little moved?"
Huang Dan said, "I am very moved."
Chen Yue's breathing was stagnant, he turned his head, his eyes could not hide the anticipation, "Then can you give me a kiss?"
Huang Dan followed suit.
He can be submissive and gentle and only do it in front of one person.
Chen Yue's lips softened, and he covered Huang Dan's eyes with his hands, "Don't look."
When Huang Dan heard the nasal sound in Chen Yue's voice, he must have cried.
Chen Yue was crying, not because of sadness, but because of happiness. He has been alone all this way, and he has never given up for a moment.
Huang Dan sighed.
Chen Yue's forehead twitched, "Why are you sighing?"
Huang Dan said, "I thought you would kiss me back, but I didn't expect you to stay still."
Chen Yue, "..." Damn it, I was so happy that I forgot it all at once.
Huang Dan's mouth was bitten, he frowned, and didn't tell Chen Yue to be gentle.
Chen Yue's lips trembled. No one knew how many times this scene had appeared in his dreams. Every time he woke up from the dream, he was shrouded in great loss, and he was out of his mind all day long.
When dreams become reality, no one is not crazy.
Because of being too excited, Chen Yue's arms holding Huang Dan were very stiff, and he couldn't control his strength. He tasted the salty taste, his body shook suddenly, and he immediately backed away.
Seeing the tears on Huang Dan's face, Chen Yue's mind went blank, and he said a nonsense hoarsely, "It hurts?"
Huang Dan nodded.
Chen Yue hastily took out the Heart Seal, and took out two sheets to wipe his tears, "Tell me if it hurts, if you tell me, I will take it easy."
Huang Dan looked at the package with tears in his eyes, "Why did you even bring this with you?"
Chen Yue smiled and blinked, "I'm afraid you don't want me."
When he smiled like this, the vicissitudes between his brows became clearer, "With this, I can recall the past with you."
Huang Dan said, "You are already very good."
Chen Yue didn't think this was his greatest advantage, he worked hard to climb up, and with today's achievements, he was a so-called successful person in the eyes of others, but Huang Dan didn't care.
"So what, among the people who have shown love to you over the years, the most indispensable are excellent people."
Huang Dan said, "You are different from them."
Chen Yue was secretly happy, what he wanted was your sentence, "Really?"
Huang Dan knew his little thoughts, "Really, you are special."
Chen Yue supported his knees with his hands, and leaned his upper body forward. He was looking at Huang Dan's long and curly eyelashes, and seeing a teardrop hanging on it, he couldn't help but put his lips together.
Been wanting to do this for a long time.
Huang Dan pressed the small wound on his mouth, and kept gasping for breath during the pain.
Chen Yue turned his head away, just like when the nurse in the infirmary failed to find Huang Dan's vein and got two extra needles, he ran out and stood at the door, he couldn't bear to look at it.
Chen Yue didn't dare to look at Huang Dan until Huang Dan had relieved the pain and was no longer in pain, "Is the leg really okay?"
Huang Dan, "Yes."
Chen Yue squatted down worriedly and asked, "Is it the left leg?"
Huang Dan said yes, "It has been bandaged."
Chen Yue rolled up the left trouser leg of Huang Dan and saw a circle of gauze. He was afraid of pain, and could cry for a long time because of a slight injury. His leg was so injured that it needed to be bandaged, it must be very painful.
"Why do you still come to the class reunion?"
Huang Dan said, "I wanted to go home and lie down, but I wanted to come again."
"Besides, Jiang Long proposed to his girlfriend today. He hoped that I could be present, and I promised him."
Chen Yue curled his lips, "So, I have to thank Jiang Long for being able to see you."
Huang Dan wants to ask the man, do you still remember those people and things, he thinks he remembers them all, and he definitely does.
Chen Yue put down the trouser legs carefully for Huang Dan, held his hand and put it to his lips, "Don't lower your head when you walk, and don't lose your mind, you have to hold my hand when you go out, you know?"
Huang Dan didn't speak.
Chen Yue said helplessly, "Once you act like this, I will lose my mind and panic."
Huang Dan lifted the hair on Chen Yue's forehead to look at his injury.
Chen Yue raised his eyebrows, "Fortunately, it's nothing serious, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sit here and talk to you now."
Huang Dan said, "Didn't you go to the hospital?"
"I'm in a hurry to see you. I don't have time to take care of this."
Chen Yue wrapped his rough palm around his hand, hesitated to speak, "There is something that I haven't decided how to tell you yet."
Huang Dan knew exactly what he was referring to, "Then tell me after you think it over."
Chen Yue stared at the person in front of him, "Don't think too much, it's not what you think, I won't do anything to hurt you."
Huang Dan smiled, "I know."
Chen Yue was stunned, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, "You look so pretty when you smile."
The curvature of Huang Dan's lips has not disappeared, it is you who taught me how to smile, thank you.
It was snowing outside all the time, and the people who went for a walk were still walking in and out of the snow. No one knew what was going on in the classroom.
Jiang Long turned around after walking for a while, "Why hasn't Huang Dan come over yet?"
Qian Meng also looked back, "Chen Yue didn't come either."
Holding an umbrella, Chen Yan breathed out, "Maybe they feel cold, so they won't come out."
She gathered up the long black down jacket on her body, and put the hat on the back of her head, "Speaking of which, Jiang Long, didn't you say that Huang Dan has only been in contact with you all these years? Then what happened to him and Chen Yue?" What's going on?"
"Could it be because of contact at work? Jiang Long, you haven't heard anything about it?"
Qian Meng was concerned about the emotional problems of those two golden bachelors. She was also single, so it was normal to ask a few questions, "You said that Huang Dan has no one in his heart, and that Chen Yue has no one to associate with. Isn't it unreliable?"
Jiang Long was speechless, don't ask him, he also wants to know.
Fuck, he's asking for marriage tonight, so how can he still care about other people's affairs?wake up wake up wake up!
Jiang Long slumped his shoulders again, he was still very curious.
Not far behind, Liu Feng blew his nose and threw it into the snow. You don’t know it, I know, but I don’t say it, I’m so anxious to kill you.
The snow was flying down the corridor, and the cold was rushing into the classroom. It was so cold that even talking about a relationship would risk a fever.
Chen Yue put on Huang Dan's coat, and buttoned him one by one, "Wait for me for a while."
Huang Dan watched as Chen Yue stepped forward and brought back the Walkman on Jiang Long's desk.
Chen Yue touched the coat pocket on the chair, took out a pair of earphones from it, and pressed one into Huang Dan's ear.
Huang Dan said, "You brought so many things
It is very lucky to be able to embrace the dream tightly.
The carefree years are gone and never come back. When I was young, I always looked forward to growing up quickly, thinking that when I grow up, I will have a job, money to spend, and I can do whatever I want, no one cares.
Only when I grow up do I realize how naive I was back then.
When I realized that, I was beaten to the ground by all kinds of troubles and pressures. I finally got up from the ground, and I was beaten to the ground again before I took two steps. I cried when I was sad and sad. , After crying, get up and continue walking.
The reality cannot be escaped, no matter how much you want to go back to a certain happy old time, you must grit your teeth and move forward.
There is no turning back in life.
The price of everyone's growth is similar, we have cried, laughed, resented and hated, and we are still at the age of [-], and every day is less and less.
And those boys and girls who have liked have also faded away their youthfulness and childishness. In their own stories, they live wonderfully, plainly, or tiredly. When they smile unconsciously, they have added a few fine lines to the corners of their eyes, and their white hair has changed from a Two roots became more than a dozen, and they were pulled out again.
It's been so long, I can't remember the day and time of the first ignorant throbbing, I only vaguely remember the girl's long ponytail, the red face when she spoke, and the boy lying on the corridor whistling , with a naughty look on his face.
I don’t know who first proposed the class reunion, it happens every year, and the people are different, but there will be some similar content in the chapters of youth, such as those endless topics, books piled up on the desk, called The scene of getting up to answer the question but not being able to answer it, the scene of secretly writing a love letter in class... and the first love that has grown leaves but no flowers.
There are too many crossroads in life, and when you walk, you will be scattered. When you turn around, the people around you have changed.
Of course, there are also phenomena that flowers bloom after many years, but the chances of that are extremely low. If they meet, they go around and get together, it must be the guidance of this gentleman, there is nothing better than this. .
Some of the couples in Class [-] have already harvested their own love, some are still waiting for a destined person to appear, and some are afraid of being hurt. They live confidently and freely by themselves. When they meet in class, they will use their respective roles The character greeted the other party, said "Long time no see", and then smiled.
You have become worldly and you are no longer young, and so am I, we are all the same.
Huang Dan was the last one to arrive. He stood at the back door. The soft and beautiful boy grew into a restrained and handsome man, but everyone in the class felt that this scene overlapped with the scene on the day of the report, because he stood there, still the same Amazing time.
Jiang Long was the first to react, he got up from his seat, and ran towards Huang Dan excitedly, "Ancestor, you have come."
Huang Dan came back from the past just now, he was so focused on meeting Chen Yue quickly that he forgot about the injury on his leg, only now did he feel a slight pain, cold sweat oozes from his forehead, his body is hot and humid, The outer coat was taken off.
Jiang Long was the closest to Huang Dan, so he subconsciously reached out to grab it, but a hand stretched out from the side and grabbed the coat away.
Chen Yue took his long legs off the table and put them under the desk in a bent manner. He put his coat on his legs and didn't give any explanation for his behavior.
The yellow sheet just raised his hand to loosen the tie under the collar of the shirt, without showing the slightest disgust or rejection.
This kind of natural warmth and harmony really exists, and it turns into essence and floats all over the classroom. There must be at least ten or eight years of close contact, otherwise it will not appear.
Everyone showed surprise at the same time, and each of them looked back and forth at the two of them. It turned out that the rumors were not true, and the school girl and school grass had been in contact all these years.
Jiang Long and Liu Feng are best friends on both sides. Their feelings can no longer be described as surprise. There is obvious disappointment all over their faces. If the timing is not right, the two of them will definitely grab their buddies and cry. How dare you and others Hooked up, am I not your best buddy?
Speaking of which, Jiang Long and Liu Feng are in the same business, and they both run restaurants. One sells roast duck and the other sells noodles.
At that time, Liu Feng failed to learn how to be a cook, and ran away halfway. He had been working for others for the past few years, and he spent the money he saved, either on himself or on others, and it was not enough. It was Chen Yue who paid for him to find him a face, so he opened the shop.
Jiang Long is similar to Liu Feng in this regard. At that time, when he wanted to start a business, it was Huang Dan who put a sum of money into his card. Otherwise, he would still be sitting in the office, working overtime every Monday, three, four, six, and it was hard to die.
The greatest luck in their life is to have a heart-to-heart friend.
"Why didn't you speak?"
Jiang Long laughed, the little tiger teeth are still there, back then he went to participate in singing competitions for his dream of being a singer, and he won the first place. The agency wanted to package him up, saying his teeth were not good-looking, and he almost gave them away. It was done, but later it was settled because of the disagreement of the three views.
"Well, I'm right, the young master is still the young master, without a beer belly, without a bald head, without a swimming ring, and still so radiant."
Liu Feng has put on weight, his face is still dark, but he has gained a lot of weight, and his flesh has collapsed. He glanced at the yellow sheet of his suit and hummed, "God is still so unfair."
Jiang Long rolled his eyes at him, "Pull it down, it's obvious that you can't control your own mouth and eat like crazy all day long, don't blame everything on God."
Liu Feng said angrily, "You know what, I'm under pressure, okay? Damn, I've gained [-] to [-] catties a year after working, and I can't go down anymore!"
Many male compatriots expressed their feelings, and they are the same. There are several layers of flesh on their stomachs accidentally, who knows how it came out.
It's hard to buy clothes, and I'm disgusted by my family. Every time I meet, I'm told to eat less. It's impossible to lose weight. Don't even think about it.
Chen Yan who walked over had makeup on her face, her eyebrows and eyes were delicately drawn. She got married in the second year after graduating from university. Her husband was an ordinary office worker like her. He was a nice guy and treated her very well. She lived a very nourishing life, and now that she is pregnant, her whole body exudes the light of maternal love.
"Huang Dan, you didn't come to the previous gatherings. If Jiang Long hadn't promised me this time, I wouldn't believe it."
"I don't believe it either, I only believed it after confirming with Jiang Long."
Qian Meng stepped on her high-heeled boots and walked over. She looked at Huang Dan with a smile on her face, without the slightest bit of inferiority or shyness, "I haven't seen you for many years, and you don't seem to have changed."
Wu Fang interjected, she cut off her waist-length ponytail, and kept her ear-length short hair, which is much neater and more capable, "Who said it hasn't changed, the yellow single has obviously changed to look better."
Life is full of unexpected things. There were only three girls in the top ten of the class back then. Among them, Chen Yan had the best appearance, and Qian Meng was the most ordinary. After more than ten years, her temperament was the most outstanding among the three.
If Huang Dan hadn't gone back to the past when he climbed to the fourth floor, he wouldn't have the slightest impression of these people in the class, but he went back.
Huang Dan is sure that Qian Meng's face has been fine-tuned, the single eyelids have become double eyelids, the square face has become an oval face, and those small freckles have been removed. Now she is very confident, and like everyone else, she focuses on him and Chen. over body.
Single men with excellent conditions are their focus.
Huang Dan's legs hurt even more, probably due to sweating, the blood on his face faded, and his breathing was no longer steady.
Chen Yue stood up immediately, and he spoke in a hoarse voice, with indistinguishable emotions, distressed, worried, and nervous, "What's wrong with your leg?"
The sound of tables and chairs scraping against the ground was harsh, everyone's nerve endings were pulled, and they didn't realize what was going on.
Huang Dan said, "I was hit by a motorcycle on the road."
Everyone was taken aback, and someone joked, "No way, Huang Dan, you and Chen Yue are so predestined, and something happened to him on the way here, and he almost lost his appearance."
Huang looked down on one side, and a few strands of hair on the man's forehead fell down, blocking the broken skin.
Chen Yue frowned, "How did you get hit by a motorcycle?"
Huang Dan pursed his lips, "When I came out of the supermarket, a motorcycle drove over from one side, and I bumped into it without paying attention."
The corners of Chen Yue's eyes were red, he pressed his throbbing temples, "Is the wound serious?"
Huang Dan said, "It's not serious."
They have missed it for more than ten years, but they are not unfamiliar at all, as if they had been together yesterday.
The surrounding atmosphere suddenly became a little subtle, and the two asked and answered, giving people the illusion that they were a husband and wife.
Jiang Long pulled Huang Dan's arm, and asked nervously, "Why didn't you tell me on the phone about your being hit by a motorcycle? Have you seen a doctor?"
Huang Dan said he had seen it.
Jiang Long heaved a sigh of relief, "The weather forecast is inaccurate. It is said that it will not snow. I didn't expect the weather to change in the afternoon. We will not go back at night. We will go back when the road is better."
The corners of Chen Yanxiao's eyes are covered with fine lines, "The young master is so afraid of pain and alone, he can still come to attend the class reunion. We must have a good reunion tonight."
Qian Meng said yes, "It's rare, I don't know when we can get together again next time."
Huang Dan asked, "Have you found a place to live?"
Jiang Long was speechless, "Love at first sight, I told you on the phone, did you forget after so little effort?"
Huang Dan said, "Love at first sight...it's good."
When he spoke, he lowered his head slightly, looking at Chen Yue intentionally or unintentionally, Chen Yue was also looking at him, some words were not spoken, but the emotion he wanted to express had been revealed from his eyes.
At the moment when he came back, Huang Dan thought that when he saw Chen Yue, he would speak incoherently with excitement, couldn't control himself, and acted regardless of the occasion. When we really met, seeing the person he was longing for was in front of him, he felt more in his heart The most important thing is to be practical and grateful.
It turns out that you are still waiting for me here, thank you for not leaving, we will walk together in the future.
We have held class reunions many times, and every time it was either that we couldn’t come because of something, or we couldn’t get in touch with that. This was the first time that all 45 students in the class were present, and there were not many of them.
Everyone got together in threes and fives to reminisce about the past, talk about work, family, income, and children, none of which can be separated from the world.
They used to be extremely tired of these topics, but now they have become a part of their lives.
"Let me tell you, I didn't expect to be able to come to this year's party, because usually, no matter what the reason is, the team leader does not approve the leave, and I have to go to work when I have a fever. It was approved, and the surprise came so quickly that I didn't have time to do my hair."
"Me too. It's very difficult to adjust the time off. The last time I was approved, I went home to have a funeral. Guess what this time, when I mentioned the class reunion, the manager agreed without saying a word, and let me have fun."
"I'm better off, the whole department has a day off for no reason."
"Do you know what this is called? God's will!"
Huang Dan glanced at the man who was stroking his coat with his head down. It was God's will, but more of it was man-made.
"What's this?"
Someone discovered what was in the drawer of the podium. It was a Walkman, still a style from more than ten years ago.
"Sweet, you smile sweetly, like flowers blooming in the spring breeze..."
The sound quality that belonged to that era resounded in the classroom, and some people couldn't help humming along in a low voice, full of emotion and nostalgia in their hearts.
I miss myself at that time and my classmates at that time.
"Who let it go? It's so romantic, Jiang Long, it's you."
Everyone knows that Jiang Long proposed marriage today, and he agreed in advance, and will cooperate when the time comes.
Jiang Long said blankly, "It's not me."
He muttered, "Why didn't I think of this?"
"Anyway, no one has come forward to admit it, so you can just use it, but the tape seems to be specially recorded, I don't know if your girlfriend will take it or not."
There are only four songs in the Walkman, one "Sweet Honey", one "Simple Love", one "Call", and one "I Only Care About You".
The teasing smile on Liu Feng's face suddenly froze, and he turned to look at Chen Yue with a strange gaze.
Chen Yue looked at the person in the leftmost seat in the first row in the middle, everything was the same as before, but different.
At this moment, the person in that seat turned his head and looked over.
Chen Yue was startled, he raised the corners of his lips and sighed with a smile, my dearest, you finally looked back at me.
Liu Feng's eyelids jumped, he walked to Chen Yue's seat, "Come out, I have something to tell you."
Chen Yue kept his eyes on the back, "What's the matter?"
Liu Feng simply blocked his sight, "Things that cannot be said in the classroom."
Chen Yue rolled his eyelids.
Liu Feng looked at him, "I'll go out and wait for you."
Chen Yue lowered his eyes and touched the coat on his legs. His movements were gentle, as if he was touching his lover.
One or two minutes later, Chen Yue and Liu Feng stood in the corridor.
The cold wind was raging wantonly, sweeping up and down, as if it was going to freeze the half-hanging lime on the wall.
Liu Feng sneezed and zipped up the open leather jacket. He didn't ask directly. The older you get, the more you worry. "A while ago you said you would not return to China this year. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"
Chen Yue lowered his head and lit a cigarette, and asked without answering, "Do you still remember the sports meeting in the first year of high school?"
Liu Feng asked Chen Yue for a cigarette, one pack equaled the six or seven packs in his pocket, and it was comfortable to smoke, "Why don't you remember, you ran 3000, the front was slow, and in the last lap, you suddenly exerted strength and overtook one by one. Be the first and steal the limelight.”
Chen Yue exhaled a puff of smoke, "He is at the finish line, I ran towards him,"
Liu Feng shook his hand, and the cigarette almost fell out. The look of memory appeared in his eyes, and he couldn't remember who stood at the finish line back then.
But there was one thing Liu Feng remembered, his face changed, no wonder...
The corridor fell silent, only circles of smoke rising and lingering, dancing silently.
Liu Feng licked his dry mouth, he still couldn't believe it, and wanted to hear the answer from the person concerned, "Is it pornography?"
Chen Yue said, "Yes, it's him."
Liu Feng wiped his face, breathing a little short of breath, "When did it happen? The first semester of high school?"
Chen Yue said, "Earlier."
Liu Feng opened his mouth wide in shock, and a gust of cold wind rushed into his stomach, which instantly lowered the temperature of his body. He shivered, "So he was the one you liked at that time?"
Chen Yue put one hand in the pocket of his trousers, "Otherwise? You think I'm you, and you like the prettier ones?"
"Keep your voice down!"
Liu Feng glanced at the corridor of the classroom, and when he saw no one came out, he continued to ask, "Is he the one who rejected you?"
Chen Yue half-closed his eyes and flicked the cigarette body, leaning on the handful of soot that fell to the ground, "From the beginning to the end, there was only him, no one else."
Liu Feng swallowed his saliva, it's really good, he didn't see any clues back then, if it wasn't for the songs that Chen Yue listened to every day, and thinking of the scene where Chen Yue was nervous about pornography, he still doubted It's not on Huang Shan.
"You have been alone all these years. Every time I introduce someone to you, you don't want it. Uncles and aunts can't talk to you. Are you defending him for a long time?"
Chen Yue shrugged, "Is there any problem?"
"The problem is big!"
Liu Feng was very excited. He wants to look good, he wants to be famous and rich. There is a large forest in front of him, and he can choose at will. In the end, he was hanging from a tree for 14 years, and he would not come down even if he died. .
Times are different, homosexuality is not so scary anymore, but Liu Feng still feels pity for his buddies.
How many 14 years can a person have?
Liu Feng thought about his two relationships carefully. If he was asked to wait for one of them for 14 years, he would never be able to do it.
There are too many temptations, and people will be lonely and lonely.
Liu Feng couldn't imagine how Chen Yue persisted, he couldn't even understand what kind of persistence it was.
"I was puzzled. Isn't the yellow list just better looking and better grades? He is a man just like us, and we have everything in him. Why did you fall in love with him? "
Chen Yue said lightly, "It was love at first sight."
Liu Feng was stunned for a long time before swearing, "There are so many girls chasing you, and you reject one by two, how could you fall in love with a boy at first sight?"
Chen Yue stubbed out half of the cigarette, "What else could it be except fate?"
Liu Feng stared at his buddies, "I'm afraid you'll be at a disadvantage. I know more about relationships than you do. When two people are together, there will always be one who pays more and the other who pays less. You have been there all these years." Wait for him, even if we are together, you will be lower than him."
Chen Yue raised his eyebrows, "I am willing."
Liu Feng, "...I seem to have seen that idiot back then."
Chen Yue doesn't care, he fully accepts himself who loves Huang Dan deeply.
Liu Feng remembered something, "Could the castle you bought be... Fuck, you decided it when you drew the castle on the certificate?"
Chen Yuemi pinched the five-pointed star in his pocket, "To put it bluntly, without him, I wouldn't be where I am today."
Liu Feng saw the wind messing up the hair on Chen Yue's forehead, revealing a wound inside, he was a little sad, how could he like someone so much.
"Don't tell me, you organized this class reunion?"
"indeed so."
Liu Feng stared at his eyes, "Didn't you never talk to someone? How do you get romantic?"
Chen Yuexin said, "Huang Dan and I have lived together for several lifetimes, and he lazily said three words, like when he was young, "Be careful."
"..."
Liu Feng hasn't had a mother-in-law for a long time, "Chen Yue, it's been so many years, now you are not what you used to be, and he is not what he used to be, you have all changed, have you ever thought that it would be inappropriate if you really got together ?”
Chen Yue said it was very appropriate, "Let me tell you this, he is alive, I am alive, and if he is gone, I will be gone."
Knowing that Chen Yue wasn't joking, Liu Feng gasped, his hand shook again, this time he missed the cigarette and fell down the steps, "Then he treats you..."
Chen Yue said suddenly, "The head teacher is here."
The two didn't run into the classroom like they did back then, but went downstairs to pick them up.
Old Wei is in his 50s, and his bones are not bad, but the sides of his cheeks are much shriveled.
Chen Yue shouted, "Teacher."
Old Wei pushed the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose. He knew in advance that the problematic students in the class were outstanding and successful in foreign countries. He was not that surprised when he saw how talented the students were now.
This is not a special case. There have been situations like this before. The road is walked by oneself, and others are watching. No one can tell where it will go.
After taking a few steps, Lao Wei gasped for breath, "It seems that you have already found your goal."
Chen Yue smiled, "Yes, I found it."
Liu Feng twitched. If the head teacher knew that the target Chen Yue had found was his favorite student, he would be so angry that his eyes would turn black and he would fall down the stairs directly.
I haven't been back to the previous party, either in the hotel or in the clubhouse. This time I came back and met the head teacher. Everyone was very excited.
Old Wei stood on the podium, he tried his best to straighten his back, looked at the students who had grown up, and said, "Welcome back to your alma mater."
"Teacher, how are you doing?"
"It's not bad to be able to eat, drink, walk and move."
Old Wei said amidst laughter, "Come back and walk around more when you have time. In another two years, even if you want to see me, the old man won't be able to see it."
Jiang Long said, "Teacher, you are only in your 50s, and you are still young."
"That's right. My dad is almost seventy years old. He still drinks wine and hums a little song. I don't know how chic he is."
Old Wei can't teach anymore. His lame leg has complications, and when he gets older, it hurts and he can't walk. "Now if you don't listen to the class well, I can't even throw chalk correctly."
"Teacher, throw me a look!"
Old Wei picked up a piece of chalk and threw it over. Not only did Liu Feng not hide, but he even leaned sideways towards it.
"It's not very accurate."
"It can be said to be very accurate, come on, applaud the teacher!"
Hearing the students' applause, Old Wei turned his head back and wiped his eyes, "You bastards, I'm blind as a teacher."
"Teacher, there is a champion in science in Class [-], whose scores have not been surpassed so far, and there is also a man who runs a company abroad and becomes a big boss. You must be very proud."
"Yes, teachers are very proud, not only because of them, but also because of you."
Old Wei clapped the podium, "Don't steal or rob, don't do things that violate morality and harm nature, you are the pride of the teacher, and the school is proud of you."
Needle drop could be heard in the classroom, and more than forty people did not make a sound. They are not children anymore, and their thinking is no longer simple. These words may have touched a certain point, so they made them have mixed feelings.
After Lao Wei finished speaking, he stopped talking, stood in front of Huang Dan's seat and chatted with him, knowing that he had a good job and a bright future.
There will always be arrangements for the party. Everyone will come to the podium one by one, write their names on the blackboard with chalk, and introduce themselves.
Jiang Long also wrote his name in the middle as before, with two big characters. He said with a smile, "Hi everyone, my name is Jiang Long. We are friends from all corners of the country. We are friends from all corners of the country. We are destined to meet each other. It's a pleasure to meet you."
After him is Chen Yan, "Hello, I am Chen Yan, Yanzi's Yan."
She said, and left her name on the blackboard.
Everyone does that, and the hazy memory slowly clears up.
Huang Dan wrote his name in the lower left corner, no one took that place, he reserved it for Chen Yue.
When he arrived at Chen Yue, he bent down and wrote his name next to Huang Dan's.
Liu Feng was forcibly fed a mouthful of dog food in the whole class. While eating, he thought, I'm the only one who eats, you can't eat it, and maybe [-]% of you can't eat it.
This dog food is different from others. It was only produced in 14 years, and every grain is very heavy.
Everyone went out for a walk with Lao Wei, watched the snow scene, took pictures and posted them on Moments.
Huang Dan didn't leave, Jiang Long wanted to call him, but Liu Feng dragged Jiang Long away.
"Why are you dragging me? Huang Dan is still in the classroom, damn Liu Feng, let go..."
The noisy voice gradually faded, and the surrounding became extremely quiet.
Huang Dan left his seat, turned around and walked to the last row by the back door, and sat with Chen Yue.
No one disturbed them, none of them spoke, just sat quietly.
Chen Yue took out a note from his pocket and put it on the table in front of Huang Dan.
Huang Dan opened the note, and on it was a little man wearing a schoolbag, wearing a school uniform, and a flower growing on his head, with the same sentence written next to it——You look so pretty when you smile.
Time went back at this moment, back to the first year of high school 14 years ago, back to the classroom full of youthful atmosphere.
Cicadas kept yelling, the teacher on the podium turned his back and wrote calculation formulas on the blackboard, the students below were sitting crookedly, some were taking notes seriously, some were dozing off, some were deserting, Some also passed small notes to the front and back desks.
Chen Yue drew a villain on the paper, rolled it into a ball and threw it at the seat of Huang Dan. He lay on the table and secretly raised the corners of his mouth.
Time went back to the day of the high school entrance examination.
Chen Yue lazily ate a popsicle, and inadvertently caught a figure in his sight, which was extremely dazzling in the crowd and seemed out of place.
It was because of that glimpse that Chen Yue pursued him for 14 years.
Huang Dan spoke first, he didn't ask about time travel, he was there, he met, everything was fine, and there was plenty of time later, "Why is there a flower on the villain's head?"
Chen Yue's thoughts came back, he made a grin, his resolute and mature face showed a little stupidity at that time, "cute, like you."
Huang Dan frowned, "I'm not cute."
Chen Yue looked at him straight, "Nonsense, you are the cutest in the whole world."
A domineering look who dares to say "no".
Yellow list, "..."
Chen Yue took out the five-pointed star and held it between his fingers to play with it.
Huang Dan glanced at the five-pointed star and recognized it as a five-yuan banknote. He had a guess in his mind and didn't know what to say for a while.
Chen Yue raised his lips and smiled, "The quality of this money is good, it's still the same as before after more than ten years."
"Of course, the main thing is that I collect it well, not only this, but also everything related to you."
Chen Yue seriously thought about whether he should change his behavior that was so stupid that he was a bit crazy, but he found that it was not possible.
Just thinking about it makes me sick to death.
I simply kept it that way, kept everything carefully, and took it out to touch it every now and then, so that my heart would not be so empty.
When the people around him didn't speak, Chen Yue frowned.
In this world, there will always be someone who can easily make you childish, impulsive, nervous, and cautious, even if you have a successful career, fame and fortune.
For Chen Yue, Huang Dan is his person.
Chen Yue unbuttoned his suit to let himself take a breath, relieve his tension, calm down, Chen Yue, he likes you too.
Huang Dan folded the paper and put it in Lin's pocket. He was using actions to reassure the man.
Seeing this scene, Chen Yue relaxed his tense muscles a lot. He smiled wryly, only this person can control his emotions, no matter how many years he has been.
"How about it, are you a little moved?"
Huang Dan said, "I am very moved."
Chen Yue's breathing was stagnant, he turned his head, his eyes could not hide the anticipation, "Then can you give me a kiss?"
Huang Dan followed suit.
He can be submissive and gentle and only do it in front of one person.
Chen Yue's lips softened, and he covered Huang Dan's eyes with his hands, "Don't look."
When Huang Dan heard the nasal sound in Chen Yue's voice, he must have cried.
Chen Yue was crying, not because of sadness, but because of happiness. He has been alone all this way, and he has never given up for a moment.
Huang Dan sighed.
Chen Yue's forehead twitched, "Why are you sighing?"
Huang Dan said, "I thought you would kiss me back, but I didn't expect you to stay still."
Chen Yue, "..." Damn it, I was so happy that I forgot it all at once.
Huang Dan's mouth was bitten, he frowned, and didn't tell Chen Yue to be gentle.
Chen Yue's lips trembled. No one knew how many times this scene had appeared in his dreams. Every time he woke up from the dream, he was shrouded in great loss, and he was out of his mind all day long.
When dreams become reality, no one is not crazy.
Because of being too excited, Chen Yue's arms holding Huang Dan were very stiff, and he couldn't control his strength. He tasted the salty taste, his body shook suddenly, and he immediately backed away.
Seeing the tears on Huang Dan's face, Chen Yue's mind went blank, and he said a nonsense hoarsely, "It hurts?"
Huang Dan nodded.
Chen Yue hastily took out the Heart Seal, and took out two sheets to wipe his tears, "Tell me if it hurts, if you tell me, I will take it easy."
Huang Dan looked at the package with tears in his eyes, "Why did you even bring this with you?"
Chen Yue smiled and blinked, "I'm afraid you don't want me."
When he smiled like this, the vicissitudes between his brows became clearer, "With this, I can recall the past with you."
Huang Dan said, "You are already very good."
Chen Yue didn't think this was his greatest advantage, he worked hard to climb up, and with today's achievements, he was a so-called successful person in the eyes of others, but Huang Dan didn't care.
"So what, among the people who have shown love to you over the years, the most indispensable are excellent people."
Huang Dan said, "You are different from them."
Chen Yue was secretly happy, what he wanted was your sentence, "Really?"
Huang Dan knew his little thoughts, "Really, you are special."
Chen Yue supported his knees with his hands, and leaned his upper body forward. He was looking at Huang Dan's long and curly eyelashes, and seeing a teardrop hanging on it, he couldn't help but put his lips together.
Been wanting to do this for a long time.
Huang Dan pressed the small wound on his mouth, and kept gasping for breath during the pain.
Chen Yue turned his head away, just like when the nurse in the infirmary failed to find Huang Dan's vein and got two extra needles, he ran out and stood at the door, he couldn't bear to look at it.
Chen Yue didn't dare to look at Huang Dan until Huang Dan had relieved the pain and was no longer in pain, "Is the leg really okay?"
Huang Dan, "Yes."
Chen Yue squatted down worriedly and asked, "Is it the left leg?"
Huang Dan said yes, "It has been bandaged."
Chen Yue rolled up the left trouser leg of Huang Dan and saw a circle of gauze. He was afraid of pain, and could cry for a long time because of a slight injury. His leg was so injured that it needed to be bandaged, it must be very painful.
"Why do you still come to the class reunion?"
Huang Dan said, "I wanted to go home and lie down, but I wanted to come again."
"Besides, Jiang Long proposed to his girlfriend today. He hoped that I could be present, and I promised him."
Chen Yue curled his lips, "So, I have to thank Jiang Long for being able to see you."
Huang Dan wants to ask the man, do you still remember those people and things, he thinks he remembers them all, and he definitely does.
Chen Yue put down the trouser legs carefully for Huang Dan, held his hand and put it to his lips, "Don't lower your head when you walk, and don't lose your mind, you have to hold my hand when you go out, you know?"
Huang Dan didn't speak.
Chen Yue said helplessly, "Once you act like this, I will lose my mind and panic."
Huang Dan lifted the hair on Chen Yue's forehead to look at his injury.
Chen Yue raised his eyebrows, "Fortunately, it's nothing serious, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sit here and talk to you now."
Huang Dan said, "Didn't you go to the hospital?"
"I'm in a hurry to see you. I don't have time to take care of this."
Chen Yue wrapped his rough palm around his hand, hesitated to speak, "There is something that I haven't decided how to tell you yet."
Huang Dan knew exactly what he was referring to, "Then tell me after you think it over."
Chen Yue stared at the person in front of him, "Don't think too much, it's not what you think, I won't do anything to hurt you."
Huang Dan smiled, "I know."
Chen Yue was stunned, and it took him a while to come back to his senses, "You look so pretty when you smile."
The curvature of Huang Dan's lips has not disappeared, it is you who taught me how to smile, thank you.
It was snowing outside all the time, and the people who went for a walk were still walking in and out of the snow. No one knew what was going on in the classroom.
Jiang Long turned around after walking for a while, "Why hasn't Huang Dan come over yet?"
Qian Meng also looked back, "Chen Yue didn't come either."
Holding an umbrella, Chen Yan breathed out, "Maybe they feel cold, so they won't come out."
She gathered up the long black down jacket on her body, and put the hat on the back of her head, "Speaking of which, Jiang Long, didn't you say that Huang Dan has only been in contact with you all these years? Then what happened to him and Chen Yue?" What's going on?"
"Could it be because of contact at work? Jiang Long, you haven't heard anything about it?"
Qian Meng was concerned about the emotional problems of those two golden bachelors. She was also single, so it was normal to ask a few questions, "You said that Huang Dan has no one in his heart, and that Chen Yue has no one to associate with. Isn't it unreliable?"
Jiang Long was speechless, don't ask him, he also wants to know.
Fuck, he's asking for marriage tonight, so how can he still care about other people's affairs?wake up wake up wake up!
Jiang Long slumped his shoulders again, he was still very curious.
Not far behind, Liu Feng blew his nose and threw it into the snow. You don’t know it, I know, but I don’t say it, I’m so anxious to kill you.
The snow was flying down the corridor, and the cold was rushing into the classroom. It was so cold that even talking about a relationship would risk a fever.
Chen Yue put on Huang Dan's coat, and buttoned him one by one, "Wait for me for a while."
Huang Dan watched as Chen Yue stepped forward and brought back the Walkman on Jiang Long's desk.
Chen Yue touched the coat pocket on the chair, took out a pair of earphones from it, and pressed one into Huang Dan's ear.
Huang Dan said, "You brought so many things
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