I have a Secret

Huang Dan and Chen Yue avoided the others and went to the playground. They recalled the military training, sports meeting, basketball game... and the confession that year.

Chen Yue walked backwards, keeping his eyes on Huang Dan.

Huang Dan held the umbrella in one hand, and put the other in his pocket, walking on the snow at a leisurely pace, "Don't walk like this, it's easy to fall."

Chen Yue said it was okay, he would only be childish in front of this person all his life, "I want to see you."

Huang Dan stepped on the footprints left by Chen Yue, "You don't read much, but when you read more, you will find that I am no different from ordinary people."

Chen Yue's face twitched, "I don't see much? In addition to eating, sleeping and working in the past ten years, the rest of my time is either looking at you, or I am on the way to see you."

Huang Dan raised his eyelids and looked directly at the man, "I mean, I don't see much in this way."

The smile on Chen Yue's lips faltered slightly. It was rare for him to face each other like this. He mostly watched from a distance, either across the road, looking up from downstairs, or peeking behind.

Huang Dan walked over step by step, he stopped in front of the man, and moved the umbrella over his head a little, "Chen Yue, I am actually different from what others see. I am not perfect at all, and even have many shortcomings."

Chen Yue pretended to be thinking, "Well, I know, you are too indifferent, you don't pay attention to this or that, you forget it when you see it, you love to cry, if you cry, at least Half a pack of tissues, and a superpower that no one else knows."

Huang Dan was stunned, "How can I have any superpowers?"

Chen Yue took the umbrella from Huang Dan's hand, "Tang Seng wants Sun Houzi to be obedient, and he has to recite the magic spell. You don't need it. You just need to frown at me, and I promise to be obedient. Isn't this considered a superpower?"

Huang Dan was speechless for a second or two, "You are only 52 days away from turning [-]."

Chen Yue raised his head suddenly, his face was full of surprise and disbelief, "Do you know my birthday?"

Huang Dan patted the snow off Chen Yue's head, brushed his short, stiff hair with his slightly cool fingertips, and then touched the snow on his eyebrows, "I know."

Chen Yue bent down cooperatively, put his hands in Huang Dan's coat pockets, he hugged the biggest baby in the world, and dared not sleep, afraid it was just a dream, "I always feel unreal."

Huang Dan said, "The rings are all worn, isn't it real?"

Chen Yue pressed against Huang Dan's forehead, smiled and sighed for a while, "You are so good, no one in the world can match you, neither can I."

Huang Dan said slowly, "Then I will return the ring to you."

Chen Yue grabbed his hand and stared at him viciously, "How dare you!"

Huang Dan's fingers hurt from being pinched by Chen Yue, the force was terrifying, he took a breath, and said seriously, "Don't say that in the future, I don't like to hear it."

Chen Yue laughed, and the lines on his face softened instantly, "Okay, I won't tell you what you don't like to hear."

Although it is said that time flies like an arrow and the sun and the moon fly by, every day is a real 24 hours. 14 years did not pass in a blink of an eye, but went forward day by day. Everything Chen Yue experienced was in his rough eyes written in the palm of your hand.

No one cared that Chen Yue had to treat himself like an ox or a horse because of the need to make a living, and no one asked him whether he had ever struggled to the death, what he was thinking at that time, and how he survived. They only looked at his brilliance today.

Whether it is the so-called genius or the so-called luck, behind both are hard work and persistence.

At that time, Chen Yue's arrogance was taken away, his self-confidence was shattered, and his life was like a floor tile being stepped on by people. It took a long time to climb up from the bottom of his life.

The belief that supports Chen Yue is to be able to stand by Huang Dan's side, and when he encounters hardships, he can stand up for him instead of being anxious on the sidelines.

There is a saying that what you can’t get is the best, and that’s what you get. Chen Yue doesn’t know what other people think, he can’t understand it. For him, if he can’t get it all the time, he will silently guarded.

If God made a trip to Yuelao and let Chen Yue get his princess, he would try his best to cherish it and live every day well.

The campus was covered with a layer of silver, and it was snowing heavily, and it couldn't stop for a while.

Jiang Long and his group met Huang Dan and Chen Yue, and they saw that they were holding an umbrella, the difference in height was about half a head, and they were still wearing coats of the same color, standing together seemed very close.

"Like a couple?"

"Don't tell me, seeing the picture of the two of them walking in the snow with an umbrella, I really feel that way."

"Oh shit, the more I look at it, the more I look like it. I'm afraid it's because I'm nearsighted again?"

"I don't think you have a high degree of myopia, but you are blind."

Jiang Long didn't like to hear others talking about pornography, he snorted coldly, "What nonsense are you talking about, can two men be a couple? They're not gay!"

Liu Feng glanced at Jiang Long, yo, yes, yes, the truth will be revealed if you don't pay attention, he waved his hand and shouted loudly, "We're going to take a group photo, and we're just waiting for you two, come here!"

This time, all the students who came to the party were students from Class [-] and [-], not the group after Class [-]. Someone found the group photo of the military training from their mobile phone. It was taken according to the photo. It was not very clear. You can tell that they are all young faces, full of innocence and innocence.

At a certain time, at a certain place, with certain people, it is easy to evoke nostalgic emotions. Everyone is very happy to look at the photos and stand according to the above positions.

"Hey Chen Yan, you are the second in the first row, not the third. You are standing wrong."

"Yellow list, you are in the third row..."

Jiang Long pointed to a direction and confirmed it while looking at the photo, "Here, you were standing here at that time, remember? The instructor likes you very much, as long as an instructor from another class comes over, he will call you out to give him a face."

"The instructor still likes Chen Yan, and let her do whatever she wants, but it's a pity that there is no chance."

Chen Yan is no longer a little girl who blushes at every turn. She is wearing a high imitation leather bag, revealing the melancholy of the years, "I think I was also a flower back then."

"You're a flower now, broccoli."

Huang Dan walked over, put his hands in the pockets of his coat, and stared at the snowflakes in the sky, probably because he had no emotion on his face, and his clothes were dark-toned, standing with a group of laughing and noisy people, It looked out of place.

Several women took the time to whisper to each other, talking about the gentlemen in the class, which one is a high-quality stock, which one is a potential stock, which one has stopped and will not rise again, and which one will not only not rise, but will fall rapidly.

One of them said with a smile, "Young master is colder than the snow on the mountains."

Huang Dan took a look, and the woman who spoke lowered her head in embarrassment, pretending to be arranging her clothes.

Chen Yue hung up the phone and stood over. Just like in the past, he stood at the end, his eyelids half closed lazily, and his eyes fell on Huang Shan in front of him.

Hearing everyone shouting 123 eggplant, Huang Dan also curled up the corners of his mouth.

That photo was shared in the group, transferred to the circle of friends, and posted on Weibo. The number of retweets and comments exceeded expectations. Many people felt it. Posted and shared the most handsome old classmate in my class back then.

The glass bottle of youth floats in the long river of memory, five years, ten years, 20 years have passed, you think you have drifted away and can't find it, but at a certain moment you suddenly find that it is still in the original place.

Chen Yue stood behind the tree and looked at the photos on his mobile phone, stroking the familiar smiling faces in the third row with his fingers, "What were you thinking when you took the photo, so happy?"

Huang Dan said, "I want to laugh."

Chen Yue raised his head from the screen, looking at the past with hot eyes, "Then do you want to now? Why don't you give brother a smile alone?"

Huang Dan said, "Brother?"

Chen Yue hooked the corners of his lips proudly, "I am nine days older than you."

Yellow list, "..."

Chen Yue whistled like a hooligan. He was almost thirty. When he did this action, he did not have the foolishness of his youth, but had the charm of a mature man.

Huang Dan bent his lips towards him and smiled softly.

Chen Yue seemed to see a flower blooming in the ice and snow. He was in a trance for a moment, and the next moment he lowered his head and pinched Huang Dan's face, not willing to use any strength, "Hey, you are not a fake!" Bar?"

Huang Dan said, "I remember I was bumped into when I was eating in the cafeteria. You gave me a heart bond. That was the first time."

Chen Yue's Adam's apple slipped, "Well, what then?"

Huang Dan added, "The second time you bonded with me was when I was hit by a girl on the way back from the bathroom that day, and my mouth was broken. I went to the playground to cry, and you secretly gave me a bag , dare not come out to meet."

Chen Yue turned his head, "Is there such a thing? No, I don't remember."

Huang Dan noticed that the man's ears were red, and he twitched, "I've already proved everything, now I suspect that you are a fake."

Chen Yue turned his head back when he heard the words, "Then how do I prove it?"

He glanced at the old classmates not far away, and seeing that they were all swiping their phones, he pulled the yellow sheet to the corner, bowed his head and kissed them.

After kissing for less than 2 minutes, Huang Dan pushed Chen Yue away, "Don't kiss anymore."

Chen Yue's breathing was heavy, and he continued to grab his waist, "Let me kiss for a while."

Huang Dan said, "I can't kiss anymore, I'm hard."

Chen Yue laughed in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm awake too."

Yellow list, "..."

Jiang Long muttered, "Where is the person? Why is it gone again?"

Liu Feng stopped Jiang Long from looking for someone, and deliberately mocked, "Are you Huang Dan's follower?"

Jiang Long was successfully offended by him.

Huang Dan and Chen Yue called for gold to retreat in the corner, and they will compete again at a different time.

Jiang Long answered the phone, and his girlfriend said on the other end that she couldn't make it.

Huang Dan said, "Is there a temporary business and you can't leave?"

Jiang Long sighed in disappointment, "That's what you said, she is a nurse, the patient is important, hey, I have prepared the ring."

He suddenly grabbed Huang Dan's hand, "Damn it, do you have a date?"

Huang Dan said, "Yes."

Not far behind, Liu Feng clicked his tongue twice, "It's pretty fast."

Chen Yue looked at the back, "I bought it several years ago."

Liu Feng said, "At that time, I knew he would like you?"

Chen Yue said he didn't know, "I just want to design a ring for him."

Liu Feng gave him a thumbs up.

Everyone went to eat first, and then fell in love at first sight after playing until midnight.

The hotel is booked in advance, and the rooms are all standard rooms.

Liu Feng shared a room with Chen Yue, and before he put down his things, he was asked to sleep next door.

"Fuck, you're too serious about sex and friends, aren't you?"

Chen Yue leaned against the table and smiled, "Is that counted? Later I will let you know what it means to value sex over friends."

Liu Feng spit and stared, "The old classmates are all here, can't you bear it?"

Chen Yue squinted, "Dude, if you were me, would you be able to bear it?"

Liu Feng gritted his teeth, "No."

After falling in love for so many years and finally being together, if this can be tolerated, there is only one possibility, that is, I can't hold my head up.

Chen Yue patted him on the shoulder, "Don't close the door."

Liu Feng put his mobile phone into his trouser pocket, "It's freezing outside, but the room is warm like spring. When your flowers come, it will be hot like summer. Be careful to get prickly heat all over your body."

Chen Yue waved to him, "Okay, okay, I know that you have read more books in the past few years, and you know a little bit of four-character idioms. Next time, I will spare half a day for you to show off."

The fat on Liu Feng's face was trembling, "Go to hell!"

Chen Yue watched and shook his head, "Dude, are you two hundred catties? You really need to lose weight after this winter."

Liu Feng vomited blood and died.

Jiang Long next door was chatting with Huang Dan in the room, when there was a knock on the door, he asked who it was, and only opened the door when he heard the answer.

Liu Feng came in with a dark face and said to Huang Dan, "I'll change with you."

Huang Dan's face was calm, he knew it would be like this, so he didn't even change his shoes.

Liu Feng didn't realize it, and he was just looking at the yellow list. This person is related to his buddy's happiness for the rest of his life, and he has to be good friends with him in the future.

"Then what, Jiang Long, we brothers will..."

Jiang Long was emotional, "Get out, you snort like an electric drill while sleeping, and your feet stink, who wants to sleep in the same room as you?"

Liu Feng hehe, "Then you go to sleep in the lobby, so that I can put the two beds together to sleep."

Jiang Long glared at him, "You're dreaming!"

"I'm really ready to dream now."

Liu Feng lifted the quilt, lay down in it, covered it again, and it was over.

When he was about to fall asleep, he thought in a daze that he didn't know who Chen Yue and Huang Dan were playing with.

Will the man make the quilt red?

Thinking of this, Liu Feng suddenly woke up, he must be, that place is not used for business.

Even if there is no blood flow, the scene will not be much better.

Liu Feng couldn't fall asleep anymore, he checked the battery of his phone, he might have to call 120 at night.

Jiang Long was sending WeChat messages with his girlfriend, when he saw Liu Feng get up and stand against the wall suddenly, he was startled, "Are you sleepwalking?"

Liu Feng ignored him and was busy listening to the play.

Across the wall, Chen Yue walked back and forth at the bathroom door, eavesdropping on his ears from time to time, he wiped his face, calm down, this is not the first time for you.

Why not?Obviously it was the first time.

Chen Yue put the quilt on one side of the bed, thought about it, and made it neatly again. He lay on it, with his hands behind his head, and his long legs folded together casually, waiting for the beauty to come out of the bathroom.

Waiting and waiting, Chen Yue's mouth became parched. He did dozens of push-ups on the bed, reached for the lighter and cigarette case on the bedside table, took out a cigarette and stuffed it back.

Because the sound of splashing water in the bathroom stopped.

Huang Dan wiped off the water on his body and walked out of the glass compartment, "Mr. System."

Before he said anything, a handful of chrysanthemum spirits appeared in his hand.

Mr. System's work efficiency is very high this time.

Huang Dan looked at the ointment in his hand, there were six sticks in total, this was the first time he saw the real thing, he squeezed out a little and smelled it, it smelled like chrysanthemums.

This is good stuff, he likes it very much.

When Chen Yue saw the bathroom door open, his Adam's apple moved, "Come here."

Huang Dan wiped the water off his head, kicked off his slippers and got on the bed, put his hands on both sides and kissed Chen Yue's protruding Adam's apple, "Don't be nervous, relax."

Chen Yue didn't expect Huang Dan to be so active. He was very excited, but when he got excited, he finished the work in a minute or two.

Huang Dan said calmly, "I can understand."

Chen Yue's face was embarrassing and hot, he couldn't understand why it didn't even take 3 minutes?He scratched Huang Dan's sweaty hair back, "Honey, I have a physical examination every year, and I am healthy physically and mentally. There is no problem at all. If you don't believe me, touch me."

Huang Dan said, "Don't touch it, I believe it."

Chen Yue looked at him with familiar eyes, and the anticipation in his eyes was almost unbearable, "Touch me."

Huang Dan touched it, and Chen Yue saluted him.

Chen Yue squeezed Huang Dan's chin and kissed him, "Stick out your tongue, don't hide."

Huang Dan didn't hide, but he was afraid of being bitten, so he did as he did, and soon couldn't help but gasped softly.

Chen Yue wiped the saliva off Huang Dan's mouth, buried his head in his neck, and brushed his lips and tongue inch by inch.

Huang Dan wrapped his arms around his broad back, "Take it easy."

Chen Yue made a fuzzy sound from his nose, kissed his neck a little lighter, and was distracted by other things.

Huang Dan held down the man's hand, and he pursed his slightly swollen mouth, "Okay, it's fine."

Chen Yue's chest rose and fell, "Talk when it hurts."

Huang Dan reminded him, "You too."

Chen Yue, "..."

He grabbed a part of Huang Dan's ear, "You will cry later, Jiang Long and Liu Feng will be scared to death."

Huang Dan said, "I can't die of scaring."

Jiang Long next door suddenly jumped out of bed, "Liu Feng, I think I heard Huang Dan crying."

Liu Feng put on a wooden face, "Illusion."

Jiang Long's eyes widened, "It's not a hallucination, it's real, I really heard it!"

Liu Feng continued to put on a wooden face, "It's just an illusion."

Jiang Long didn't believe it.

Liu Feng raised his little finger, "If I lie to you, this is it."

Jiang Long wrote back this time.

Liu Feng took a breath, damn Chen Yue, why are you making such a big fuss?Bullying single dogs, right?Tomorrow I will let myself out of the order!

On the other side, Chen Yue was coaxing his lover who was paralyzed from crying, his eyes were scarlet, "Don't cry, don't cry."

Huang Dan rubbed his wet face against the pillow, "Don't worry about me, just do your own thing."

Chen Yueren's veins twitched violently, and he cursed in a low voice, "Then I really don't care?"

Huang Dan nodded.

Without saying a word, Chen Yue pushed Huang Dan's back down and kissed him on the shoulder.

Huang Dan cried again, his body convulsed with pain, he didn't check the production date and shelf life of Chrysanthemum Spirit, and felt that it had expired.

Chen Yue really couldn't bear to continue, and planned to forget it tonight, and do the preparation work well next time.

Huang Dan does not let Chen Yue give up halfway.

Chen Yue stuffed him into his arms, panting heavily and said, "You'll be done when you count to ten thousand."

"..."

At three o'clock in the morning, Huang Dan was lying on the bed and chatting with the client. Because of the time difference, the other party was in the afternoon, and he was very energetic. He also asked him why he was still up so late.

Huang Dan had just finished exercising and felt very comfortable and not sleepy.

Tomorrow Monday will be his busiest day in the next week. He has to finish the work accumulated last week. He has two design drawings in his hand waiting to negotiate with the client. He will be on a business trip on Thursday. If all goes well, he will be back in two days.

Chen Yue also lay down on the bed, and exposed his head outside like him, "Does it still hurt?"

Huang Dan said it didn't hurt.

Chen Yue rubbed his waist, "Do you know what I was thinking when I got you?"

Huang Dan said, "I don't know what you're thinking, but I know you're crying."

Chen Yue twisted his handsome face, "That's sweat."

Huang Dan glanced at him, "Can sweat come out of your eyes?"

Chen Yue choked, his feet hooked on the yellow sheet, and he rubbed his toes, "Tell me again."

Huang Dan knew what he was referring to, "I'm in love with you."

Chen Yue laughed contentedly, "You don't think I'm annoying, do you?"

Huang Dan said no, "Anyway, you won't change it."

"clever."

Chen Yue's expression was joyful, "When I got you, what I thought about was the first time I saw you."

Huang Dan remembered that he was no different from usual that day. He was wearing ordinary jeans and a white T-shirt, just like other candidates.

Chen Yue fell into the memory, smirking for a while, frowning for a while, "You can use a word or a look to make me angry. You are the only one in the world who can do this. It used to be like this, and it hasn't changed now. .”

Huang Dan said, "Blame me?"

Chen Yue said that it was strange at that time, "It's my own problem. I fell in love with someone for the first time. I didn't know what to do, so I deliberately provoke you in a childish way, trying to attract your attention, but you don't like that."

He pinched the bridge of his nose, "No, you don't want to eat anything, I really have nothing to do with you."

Huang Dan was silent for a while and asked, "Where's the love letter?"

Chen Yue said, "In the safe, put it together with other things."

Thinking of that mission, Huang Dan felt that the love letter also had feelings, "Give it to me in the future, I will keep it."

"It was originally yours, and mine is yours."

Chen Yue tentatively said, "If I tell you to quit your job, drink tea at home every day, plant flowers, watch movies and go shopping, and say that I will support you for the rest of your life, will you hit me?"

Huang Dan pressed the bluetooth keypad, "I won't hit you, but I won't like it."

Chen Yue had an expression of "I knew it". He propped his head on one hand to look at his lover, and he couldn't get enough of it. "From now on, I will be your strongest backing. You can just go forward. If you don't like your job, just change it." One, the big deal is to start a company and be the boss, and I and our safe will fully support it."

Huang Dan said seriously, "Chen Yue, in fact, my ambition for career is not strong."

Chen Yue put his hand inside his sweater, "Huh?"

Huang Dan said, "What age do other people do? I want to do well what I should do at that age. Work is something I should handle well at my age. When I retire, I will relax. one time."

Chen Yue scratched his itch twice, "Yes, you have drawn up a plan for your life, it is very detailed, what needs to be done every day, must be done within a limited time, you do not allow any small accidents to happen , but I didn't expect that there would be an accident that was not planned, and it would be me."

Huang Dan is not ticklish, and feels nothing at all, "I accept it with pleasure."

Chen Yue was startled, and he rubbed his forehead, "It's over, it's over, someday you sell me, and I'll count the money for you."

Yellow list, "..."

Chen Yue moved his head closer, "Are you going on a business trip? Take me with you, it's a must for traveling and staying at home."

Huang Dan said, "Aren't you busy?"

Chen Yue rubbed his rough palm on his waist, "I can work overtime for company matters."

Huang Dan frowned.

Chen Yue panicked when he saw him like that, "Don't worry, I will make arrangements. Those people below all receive high salaries and are equipped with good cars. They know that the company is good, so they can live a good life."

Huang Dan said, "Why is the company called MP?"

Chen Yue said, "For you, I don't want to see you suffer in the future."

Huang Dan said, "I'm not short of money."

Chen Yue kissed him on the face, "Is it okay to have shortcomings once in a while?"

Huang Dan said, "Okay."

Chen Yue's shoulders shook, he laughed loudly, "Why are you so cute?"

Yellow list, "..."

Chen Yue's hand moved up, touching his smooth back, "The roses in the garden are all blooming, when will I come back with me?"

Huang Dan pondered, "Not this year, but after the next year I will try to complete all the projects in hand in the first half of the year."

Chen Yue respected his decision, "Then I'll come and accompany you."

Huang Dan said, "Thank you."

When two people are together, there is always one who has to give up a little more.

Chen Yue tilted his head and lay on his arms, staring at the people beside him without blinking.

His princess has grown up, but fortunately his castle is so big that it takes a while to ride around on a horse.

You will like it, Chen Yue said, "By the way, I have a Shiba Inu called Little Pudding, who just celebrated his third birthday."

Huang Dan thought of the little pudding, "Do you have a picture?"

Chen Yue said no, "It's not photogenic."

Huang Dan didn't save him face, "It's too photogenic, you are jealous of its beauty."

Chen Yue's face twitched, and he pretended to be angry and leaned on him, "It's fine if you know, why tell me? See how I can deal with you!"

A mace was pressed against Huang Dan's back, and he froze, "Stop making trouble."

Chen Yue kissed Huang Dan's back neck, rubbed his lips slowly, and hit him a few times with a mace, "Can I do it well tomorrow morning?"

Huang Dan said, "Tomorrow is a working day."

Chen Yue blurted out, "It's okay, I'll be there soon."

He almost bit his tongue when he realized it, damn it, did you curse yourself like that?

The sequelae of a fool are really terrible.

Huang Dan's breath was slightly chaotic, "I don't need to work overtime tomorrow night, you come and pick me up."

When the time comes, tell Song Min that it should be fine.

Only then did Chen Yue get off his back in satisfaction, and went to the bathroom to solve the problem before returning to bed.

Huang Dan was discussing matters related to tomorrow's meeting with the client. He was supposed to be an assistant, but he likes to do things by himself, so being his assistant is very easy.

Chen Yue blew on Huang Dan's neck, "Architect, please stop busy, I will tell you everything."

Huang Dan immediately took the phone aside and turned to look at him.

Chen Yue pulled up the quilt a little, and said in the bed, "I died once."

Huang Dan was stunned.