I have a Secret

Jiang Huai had never seen a young man so enthusiastic and eager, he was not overwhelmed, but he was a little confused, "Do you have something to hide from me?"

The Adam's apple of the single-parent man in Huang, "Don't you eat? I really don't have time to eat at night."

Jiang Huai's Adam's apple trembled a few times, and the kissed person couldn't heal all over. He pressed the young man's head covering his face to his chest, bowed his head and bent down to kiss the other's sweaty cheek.

The smell of salty sweat on the young man's cheeks was blown into his mouth by Jiang Huai. He didn't think it was enough, so he used his teeth to grind and bite.

Huang Dan shivered in pain, stretched out his hand to grab the man's arm, pierced his nails into his tense muscles, suppressed his crying and said, "Go to the room."

Jiang Huai picked up the young man, holding his strong arms firmly, "Holding my neck."

Huang Dan did as he did, put his arms around the man's neck, cried and kissed him.

There were tears on Jiang Huai's face, one drop or two, wet in one piece, he took a heavy breath, "Look at you, you started to cry before nothing happened."

Huang Dan begged hoarsely, "Don't bite me."

Jiang Huai rubbed against his face, it was wet, "I only bit you if I like you."

As soon as he entered the room, Jiang Huai was stunned.

The quilt on the bed was spread evenly, and there were several small cardboard boxes on it, all of which were disassembled, and some colorful things inside were poured out and placed in a mess, silently showing a sense of being eager to do something.

"..."

Jiang Huai's breathing became rough all of a sudden, and he smiled against the young man's forehead, "Honey, you don't want to live tonight?"

Huang Danxin said that tonight is a narrow escape.

Ten minutes before the game, a mechanical voice appeared in Huang Dan's mind, reporting the detailed rules of the game.

After the game starts, there will be professionals to control the machine and be responsible for auditing to ensure fairness and justice, but it will not be made public.

Since it involves the privacy of each host, unless the person concerned is willing to share the side of playing games with his lover, it will not be forcibly disclosed to the public.

Yellow Dan didn't know much about the process of the whole game, and didn't have time to think about it.

10 minutes is too short, just brush the ground and pass.

Jiang Huai went to turn on the computer, clicked on the pop music, the electronic sound was mixed with the sound of the subwoofer, the lead singer sang blood and youth loudly, and the furniture in the room was shaking.

The explosive singing sounded non-stop, and the floating dust in the room danced with the fast rhythm.

JAC is doing something big.

Wahaha's bottle was stuck in the mouth of the water pipe, and it couldn't go down or up.

The bottle of Wahaha is so thick and made of hard material. It is too difficult to push it into the sewer pipe. It is impossible to force it out, and the water pipe is almost crushed.

Jiang Huai's brows were deeply furrowed, Wahaha's bottle and the mouth of the tube were tightly stuck together, the more he pulled it out, the tighter the sticking became, the bottle body and the tube wall rubbed against each other fiercely, and there were signs of breaking at any time, making him in a dilemma.

The yellow sheet urges.

Jiang Huai was sweating profusely, and there was a layer of sweat on his body. He pursed his dry lips, and a drop of sweat slipped over his Adam's apple, "Don't rush, it will be fine soon."

There was a faint sound in the air, and the water pipe swallowed Wahaha's bottle whole.

Jiang Huai pushed the Wahaha bottle into the water pipe a little more, he let out the breath that was in his throat, shook off the sweat on his hands, panted and went to do other things.

After the rock and roll singing, another song was changed. I don’t know the title of the song, and I don’t know who sang it. It was mixed with crying, suppressed, and painful. Gradually, the crying became more and more Great, the listener felt tears rushing to his face.

The songs were played one after another, more than 100 songs ended, and then started again, never tired of it.

The first few songs have a green taste, like a young couple who just fell in love, they will be nervous, hesitant, at a loss, afraid, and cry bitterly.

The middle part of the song is as hot as fire, like a pair of lovers who fell into the abyss at the same time and flew into the heaven at the same time, lingering and burning to death.

The second half of the song became gentle and soothing again. It seemed that they were lovers for several lifetimes, familiar with every part of each other's body, they embraced each other with lips and teeth, tightened their arms, rubbed each other, and loved each other deeply.

Pain together, cry together, laugh together, be happy together.

Huang Dan's consciousness began to blur. He was dreaming. He dreamed that he was on the grassland, in the wind, bumping on the horse's back. He hugged the horse's neck tightly. The wind was hot and hot. When it blew, it would make him Trembling unbearably, tears flowed back from the corners of his eyes.

The grassland had no end, and the wind not only lost the coolness, but even rolled up a circular flame, which surrounded Huang Dan. He felt that his body was burnt to pieces, almost melting from his soul to his body.

Huang Dan struggled to regain consciousness, the grassland was gone, the horse was gone, and the wind was gone, he was hanging on the man like dried noodles, it was still dried noodles pulled out of a pot, sticky and soft, will turn into crumbs.

He fell into a coma again.

This coma lasted for a long time, and when Huang Dan regained consciousness, he found himself lying flat on the bed, wearing clean pajamas, feeling refreshed from head to toe, without a trace of sweat.

Just muscle soreness, limbs and back pain.

The yellow sheet is like coming off an international sports meeting. He is an all-around player and has participated in many sports such as competitive gymnastics, ball games, water sports, men's doubles, and marathon.

From time to time, I don't know how long, he performed supernormally and broke every record he set.

He had a splitting headache, just as Huang Dan woke up, his eyes were red again before the swelling subsided, and tears rushed out of their sockets. He turned his head sideways and rubbed his face on the pillow.

The curtain next to it was opened a small part, and the bright sky outside could be seen, and the night had passed.

Huang Dan remembered that once the man seemed to stop last night, he immediately pinched him off. He worked so hard for the competition, his throat became hoarse from crying, and he was on the verge of fainting several times.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and footsteps approached and stopped beside the bed.

Huang Dan opened his half-drooped eyelids, and saw the man holding a glass of water, dressed casually, and his usual calm posture, which was completely different from his being seriously injured and half dead.

Obviously the other party is the one doing the hard work.

Jiang Huai pushed back the hair on the young man's forehead, "If you don't wake up, I will carry you to the hospital."

Huang Dan moved his lips, his throat was sore, he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse, "Why are you at home?"

"You look like this, where can I go?"

Jiang Huai said angrily, "If I really leave you and go out, I won't be thinking about you, or I will be hit and killed on the road because of distraction."

He put the water glass on the bedside table, supported the back of the young man's head with one hand, and wiped away the tears on the young man's face with the other hand, "You have been crying all night, why are you still crying, you don't want your eyes anymore?"

Huang Dan sniffed, "It hurts too much."

Jiang Huai frowned, and wiped his tears more lightly, "Where does it hurt?"

Huang Dan cried and said, "It hurts."

Jiang Huai sighed, hugged him in his arms, and stroked his hair, "How can I tell you how you are?"

"It's not that you don't know that I don't have any self-control in front of you. If you hook your finger, I can't help but pounce on you. Last night you told me not to stop with snot and tears. , I saw you crying like that, so I fucked you hard all night."

Thinking of something, Jiang Huai showed a look of fear, "At dawn, I saw you with your eyes tightly closed, your face pale, and your body still in slight convulsions, which almost scared me out of a heart attack."

Huang Dan's mouth twitched, "Very good."

Jiang Huai didn't hear clearly, "What?"

Huang Dan said, "You were amazing last night."

Jiang Huai's ears were reddish, and he flicked his forehead with his fingers, "Little lunatic, if you seduce me a few more times, you will really be killed by me."

Yellow list, "..."

Jiang Huai helped the young man to sit up and drink water for him little by little, "I'll take you to the hospital."

The yellow sheet says no.

Jiang Huai touched the young man's forehead, then his face, frowned and muttered, "I seem to have a fever."

Still worried, Jiang Huai found the mercury thermometer in the drawer, shook it and put it under Huang Dan's armpit, "It's clipped."

Huang Dan clasped his arms, "What time is it?"

Jiang Huai looked at his phone, "It's past nine o'clock."

Huang Dan was hungry and wanted to eat, but his throat hurt and it was hard to drink water, let alone swallow food. He wiped the wetness from the corner of his eyes into the man's palm, "What can I eat?"

Jiang Huai touched his face, it was wet, "I cooked porridge for you, put it on the table, let it cool down for you to eat later."

Huang Dan asked, "Is there any meat?"

Jiang Huai squeezed his chin, "I ate meat last night, didn't I have enough?"

Huang Dan said, "I didn't eat it."

"Nonsense, you didn't eat my few taels of meat, who ate it?"

Jiang Huai snorted, the scar at the corner of his eye was gentle, "Last night, you didn't know how delicious your food was, and you swallowed the meat so hard that I couldn't even pick it out."

Huang Dan didn't want to talk to him.

The time was almost up, Jiang Huai took out the thermometer from under Huang Dan's armpit to have a look, and found that he had a low-grade fever, so he went to fetch a basin of water.

Huang Dan couldn't move, let the man take off his pajamas, and wiped his back with a wet towel to cool down.

Jianghuai changed the basin of water and continued to wipe, "I asked you for leave."

Huang Dan didn't want to talk, his throat was sore, he heard what the man said, so he opened his mouth, "When did it happen?"

Jiang Huai wiped his neck, "Just before I came in, your boss was very straightforward and didn't ask any questions."

Huang Dan said, "The art side is almost finished."

Jiang Huai shook out the towel in the basin, wrung it dry and wiped the back of his neck, "Do you want to change to another company? Work less overtime and have weekends off, so you won't be so tired."

Yellow Dan's mission has been completed, he can actually eat and drink, and wait for the time to leave this world, but if he doesn't work, it will be very boring, so he still has to go to work, just to learn more things.

"See you later."

Jiang Huai didn't mention it again, he went to the bathroom with a basin, and said when he came back, "I'll get you porridge."

Huang Dan said, "Eat it later, my leg hurts."

Jiang Huai sat down, held one leg of the young man, and squeezed the other hand for him, "If you don't exercise, your muscles will be strained."

There was a strong cry in Huang Dan's voice, "Take it easy."

Jiang Huai raised his eyebrows, "You're only in your 20s, and your legs can't even reach my shoulders. You should exercise hard."

Huang Dan pursed his lips, "Okay."

The man's fingertips were strong, and the pinching of the yellow sheet was painful and comfortable. He cried and shouted, his chin was flooded with tears.

Jiang Huai went to get a towel to wipe his face again, found an ice pack and put it on his eyes, and hugged him distressedly and helplessly, "I have never served anyone like this in my life."

Huang Dan was slightly startled, "I know."

When Jiang Huai spoke, the heat puffed into his ears, "Remember."

Huang Dan said seriously, "Well, I remember."

Jiang Huai pursed his lips in satisfaction, smelling the scent of shower gel on the young man, he moved his Adam's apple a few times, "What should I do, I want it again."

Huang Dan said, "I can't, I'm still in pain."

Jiang Huai rubbed the young man's neck and stabbed him with an unshaven stubble, "You're kidding."

The yellow sheet was tied and hid back.

"Stop moving."

Jiang Huai's breath was rough, he held the young man's face, sighed, and said aggrievedly, "Since following you, I have become more and more like a male dog who can only shrug."

Huang Dan said, "Come here."

Jiang Huai leaned closer, his lips softened, he chuckled twice, half-closed his eyes and kissed, it took a while to stop.

After Huang Dan drank the porridge, his physical strength improved a bit, "Mr. System, what place did I get?"

system, "It takes one to two business days for statistics."

The yellow sheet thought that the result of the game had come out, "Will you inform me then?"

System, "Yes."

Huang Dan changed his posture, from lying down to lying on his stomach. It hurt the most at first, it hurt to death, and then it still hurt, but the pain is as good as it is.

After the work was done, there was no wound or any discomfort. He went to the toilet and went smoothly.

After a while, Huang Dan sighed, "The spirit of Chrysanthemum is really good."

However, he used it and was about to run out.

System, "The company that the product belongs to will hold an event every year to collect a large number of user feedback, and the company will select the top three and send products of varying quantities."

Huang Dan asked, "Is there any request?"

System, "Wait a moment."

"I checked it for you, the number of words in the feedback should be more than [-] words, and an English translation is attached."

Huang Dan said, "I can write [-] words. In addition to English, I can also attach simultaneous translations in German, French, Russian and other countries."

The system seemed to be shaken, and it took a few seconds for the sound to come out, "Then there will be activities at that time, and I will tell you next time."

Huang Dan said gratefully, "Thank you."

Jianghuai's voice came from the living room. He was on the phone, as if he had some case to follow up.

The yellow sheet huddled under the thin quilt and fell into a drowsy sleep.

With a hand covering his forehead, Huang Dan was awakened by the rough touch, and he yawned, "Go and get busy if you have something to do."

Jiang Huai moved his hand down, stroked his face, frowned and said, "The heat hasn't subsided yet."

Huang Dan said, "It doesn't matter."

Jiang Huai's thin lips were pursed straight, his face was tense, and he was obviously worried.

Huang Dan yawned again, "It's okay, I'm much better now, you go and do your work, I'll catch up on sleep at home."

Jiang Huai bowed his head to kiss him, "Good boy."

Huang Dan closed his eyelids, listening to the rustling voice behind him, "Call me if you have anything to do, my phone is on."

Jiang Huai hummed, pulled off the gray shirt, stuffed it into the waist of his trousers, and quickly buckled the belt, "There is food in the refrigerator, go get it when you're hungry."

Huang Dan said vaguely, he fell asleep.

Jiang Huai in the entrance was about to put on his shoes, and went back into the room, touched the young man's lips a few times, and hugged him tightly before leaving.

People live in my heart, and it is different.

No matter where you are, where you are going, what you do, who you meet, you will always remember it, and you can hold your hands in your hands, and you can see and touch it all the time.

Huang Dan didn't sleep long when he heard "Koukou" knocking on the door.

He thought it was because he hadn't woken up yet, and was about to turn over and go back to sleep, but the "click" sound kept ringing, accompanied by a few hard knocks on the door.

After confirming that someone was really knocking on the door, Huang Dan found the slippers and got out of bed slowly. He gasped, his back was sore and his legs were cramping. These words were very appropriate for him.

Really overdid it last night.

Huang Dan walked into the living room, cold sweat was already seeping on his forehead, he wiped the sweat with a tissue, and wiped away the tears on his face, "Who?"

A young voice came from outside the door, "Brother Jiang called me here."

Huang Dan didn't open the door right away. He sat on the sofa and waited until the pain was not so strong before opening the door. He recognized that the person was the same as last time.

Seeing the young man's red eyes and tear stains on his face, Cun Bantou couldn't help being dumbfounded.

Thinking of Brother Jiang's explanation, he was shocked, "You, what's wrong with you?"

Huang Dan waved his hand, "It's nothing."

Cun Bantou entered the door and told him about his coming here.

Huang Dan listened silently, knowing that Jiang Huai was worried about him, so he asked his brother to come over and take care of him.

The inch board head was a little stiff, he rubbed his hands, not knowing what to do.

Huang Dan brought a bottle of water for Cunbantou. He wanted to stay with the other party for a while, watching TV and chatting, but his body had already protested, his waist was about to break, and he couldn't sit still, so he had to lie down.

If Huang Dan persisted, he would definitely cry out in pain in front of Cunbantou, and the other party would definitely be scared, he thought, it’s better not to be scary, "I'll go to sleep, you can do whatever you want."

Cunbantou held the bottle of water, and saw that the young man was not feeling well, his face was very pale, and his walking was unnatural, probably twisted to the waist.

His eyeballs rolled around. It seemed strange that Brother Jiang was so interested in this man, but he thought it was predictable. After all, he had witnessed Brother Jiang hold this man tightly in his arms last time.

Cun Bantou trembled, "Well, what do you want for lunch?"

Huang Dan said, "Noodles."

Cunbantou said, "Okay."

Huang Dan just said casually. He sat at the table at noon, looked at the bowl of noodles in front of him, and asked in surprise, "You made it?"

Cun Bantou grinned, "Yes, I saw fine noodles in the kitchen, meat, vegetables and eggs in the refrigerator, so I made them myself."

Huang Dan put a piece of tomato in his mouth, chewed it slowly and commented, "It's delicious."

Cun Bantou touched the back of his head shyly, "There are still some in the pot."

The yellow sheet asked him to eat too.

The two of them finished off a big pot of noodles, and the atmosphere became less embarrassing.

In the afternoon, Huang Dan didn't sleep anymore. He leaned on the sofa with a SpongeBob cushion behind him, and watched TV with Cun Ban Tou.

The TV was about the war between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the two old men didn't know what they could see, so there was definitely no resonance.

Cun Bantou began to find nothing to say, "This house is quite expensive."

Huang Dan drank his saliva, "It's okay."

Cun Bantou smacked his lips, "Everything is expensive in City S, but there are still a lot of people who want to go here."

Huang Dan said, "Because there are many opportunities here."

Cun Bantou looked at the void, "That's right, it's common for office workers to lose their jobs and change jobs, unlike us, who enter a nest and stay there, there is no order from above, and they have to wait until retirement."

Huang Dan gave him an orange.

Cunbantou said thank you in embarrassment, peeled off the orange peel in twos and twos, broke off half and handed it over.

Huang Dan said thank you, and ate the oranges slowly.

The two of them are quite friendly, but the TV is not good, really bad.

Counting this life, Huang Dan has been gay for three lifetimes, and has never dealt with the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Cun Bantou is still a child, let alone feel any feelings from it.

The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law on TV rolled up their sleeves and tore them apart, from being patient to being unbearable.

The mother-in-law told her daughter-in-law to leave quickly, saying that her family bought the house, and she had the final say on this family.

The daughter-in-law held the newborn baby in one hand, and took out the real estate certificate and smashed it on the mother-in-law's face with the other. As a result, the corner of the real estate certificate cut a small hole in the mother-in-law's face.

Incredible.

If people at those two ages saw this, they would be able to widen their eyes with excitement.

But Huang Dan and Cunbantou kept calm faces throughout the whole process, and they were bored and sleepy.

Cun Bantou left after Jiang Huai came back, he said hello and walked outside, turned around when he remembered something, and winked ambiguously.

Jiang Huai threw the door key on the shoe cabinet, "Your eyes are cramping?"

Cunbantou coughed and said in a low voice, "Brother Jiang, this road is not easy to walk."

Jiang Huai understood the meaning of those words, he patted his brother on the head, but didn't use much force, "You boy, your hair is not even grown yet, why pretend to be an adult."

Cun Bantou looked into the living room, and when he saw the young man was not there, he said what was in his heart, "I have a relative who walked this way and didn't come to an end."

Jiang Huai raised his eyelids, "Huh?"

Cun Bantou said, "That relative is an only seedling, and the family couldn't agree to it. After being found out, he made a fuss, and even forced him to die. In the end, he compromised. Now his wife and children are hot on the bed."

"He cut his wrists and went on a hunger strike. Can you say he wasn't serious when he took that path? In the end, he didn't succumb to reality."

After Cun Bantou left, Jiang Huai couldn't get rid of that sentence stuck in his mind.

His addiction to cigarettes came up, and he leaned against the door to feel in the upper and lower pockets, only to realize that the cigarettes and lighter were left in the drawer, and he was starting to quit smoking.

Because the young man said that if he smoked too much, his mouth would taste bad, it would be bad for his teeth, and it would be even worse for his kidneys.

Jiang Huai cursed and cursed, but he remembered it in his heart.

No one wants to be rejected by their lover, besides, the other party is seven years younger than themselves, ten years rounded up.

There was the sound of flushing in the bathroom, Huang Dan opened the door and came out, and saw a man standing stupidly by the door, frowning so much that he could kill a fly.

"What are you doing?"

Jiang Huai was thinking about something, when he heard the voice suddenly, he was startled, the uneasiness and worry on his face were too late to hide, and there was a little smugness mixed in there.

Huang Dan narrowed his eyes, "Did that little brother say something to you?"

Jiang Huai collected himself, and raised one corner of his mouth, "He's a brat, what can he say."

Huang Dan said self-consciously, "The little kid in your mouth told you that the road of homosexuality is difficult to walk, and may have told you some examples of failures in coming out of the closet."

"You are afraid that our affairs will be discovered by my family, and my family strongly opposes it. I am forced to obey and part ways with you."

He said, "But you don't want to be separated from me, so you secretly made up your mind that no matter how difficult my family is, you will pass that test."

Jiang Huai was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to walk over, stretched out his hand to pinch the young man's face, and said twice, "Hey, you are so smart, you're right."

He stared suspiciously, "Could you be hiding behind the door and eavesdropping?"

Huang Dan grabbed the man's hand, "I was going to the bathroom just now, I couldn't hear it, I guessed what I said."

"..."

Jiang Huai asked in a low voice, "How do you know what's in my heart? Don't you worry that I will back down?"

Huang Dan said no, "Because you said that you would never let go of my hand even if you die."

Jiang Huai was stunned for a moment, he laughed out loud, rubbed the tip of the young man's nose and said, "Yes, I will not let go even if I die."

The next day, Jianghuai grabbed the Cunbantou and said straight to the point, "Then what kind of noodles, you write the steps to me, hurry up, what are you doing?"

Inch Bantou reacted, "Oh."

After he finished writing on the paper, he still felt unbelievable, "Brother Jiang, are you going to change your career to become a house husband?"

Jiang Huai rolled up the note and put it in his pocket, saying meaningfully, "It's hard to be a man, to be a man who likes men..."

Inch Bantou said, "It's more difficult, I can see it."

Jianghuai did not respond.

Difficult is a bit difficult, but very happy.

Doing so much for one person, desperately wanting to give everything you have to the other person, for fear of giving a little less.

Huang Dan ate the noodles that Jianghuai cooked for him. There were tomatoes, eggs, vegetables, and shredded pork. It seemed that there was nothing missing.

Jiang Huai saw the young man put a chopstick into his mouth, he asked, "How is it?"

Huang Dan swallowed slowly, "It's delicious."

Jiang Huai was not very satisfied with this evaluation, "Is it just delicious?"

Huang Dan said, "The most delicious."

Hearing this, Jiang Huai just pulled off the apron on his body, he was relieved, he went to find a cigarette, he had never been so nervous when he was on a mission.

Huang Dan breathed a sigh of relief after eating the last few noodles.

Jiang Huai's sharp eyes caught it, "Don't tell me, the noodles are terrible. You didn't want to hit me, so you forced yourself to finish eating."

Yellow list, "..."

He sighed, "You haven't reached forty yet, why are you nagging like this?"

The smoke from Jiang Huai's mouth flickered, and he pinched the young man's neck with his hand, but he didn't use any strength, "Okay, I've worked so hard to cook noodles for you, if you're full, you'll dislike my nagging!"

Huang Dan said, "I didn't lie to you."

Jiang Huai held the cigarette between his fingers, blew a smoke ring to the side, and asked, "What?"

Huang Dan said, "The noodles are really delicious, I will eat them again tomorrow."

Jiang Huai's eyes were black and bright, "Okay, I'll cook it for you as long as you want, and you can eat it for a lifetime."

Huang Danxin said that he would get tired of it all his life, and he could change it to other foods, as long as it was all made by him.

That night, Huang Dan had just taken a shower and was sitting on the bedside cutting his toenails. He had just put a piece of his nails into the trash when he heard the result of the game.

No.9.

This is the ranking of the yellow list, the top ten, much higher than he expected, he thought he could only be in the top hundred.

Huang Dan learned from Mr. System that this is a competition for hosts, and only qualified hosts can participate.

Otherwise, not only the hosts will be participating, but also system workers who are bored, doing their best, and trying their best to find some fun.

It is said that the family members of system workers are terrible.

Some are a team, taking turns. In terms of physical strength and energy, who can compare?

If it is strictly required to be men's doubles, but there are family members of system workers who are fine-scoring, even though there is a team, they are all alone, then the situation is within the rules, and you can compete as usual. What can I do?

The yellow sheet is lucky this time.

He heard from Mr. System that during the competition, several hosts retired early due to physical reasons.

After all, it is such an important game. Those who have a bad mentality will be very nervous, lack of sleep, loss of appetite, eat bad food, and have conflicts with the other half... These will have an unimaginable impact on the field.

"Mr. System, what prize will No.9 have?"

System, "5000 million points, [-] boxes of chrysanthemum spirit, a total of [-] sticks, and some nutrient solutions and products, all put into the fly cabinet for you."

After Huang Dan finished listening, he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

The sudden mentality is what he is experiencing now.

Through this game, Huang Dan realized a little bit more deeply, don't be afraid when encountering difficulties, but believe in yourself, and you will win in the end.

God knows how many times he wanted to give up that night.

It was so painful.

This ranking was more difficult for him than others.

Huang Dan turned to think about it, not necessarily, every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, and other hosts may also have difficulties, but it is different from him, and he doesn't know it.

Jiang Huai was cleaning the toilet in the bathroom, his neck was hugged, he didn't look back, "Don't lie on my back, quickly dry your hair and go to sleep."

With wet ears, Jiang Huai breathed heavily, "Stop making trouble."

Huang Dan lay on the man's broad back, kissed his hot ear, and wrapped his hands in front of him, "I've got you."

The string in Jiang Huai's mind snapped, he stood up, washed his hands quickly, and dragged the young man behind him to him, picked him up and put him on the table.

Huang Dan bowed his head and kissed him, "It's still early, we can do it."

Jiang Huai didn't say anything, but Mou tried his best to make people cry, the crying was not suppressed, it was earth-shattering, it was death or life.

The small house with one bedroom and one living room contains the details of Huang Dan and Jiang Huai. They will take a bath and have sex after a day's work. Sometimes they don't take a bath, and they hug each other with smelly sweat. My son, when we kiss each other, there is a smell of sweat, and no one dislikes anyone.

After the wind and rain have calmed down, the two will look at each other with their necks twisted, share the people and things around each other, and get a little response from each other.

Life is quite ordinary.

Huang Dan felt that way, he never asked Mr. System when he would leave.

Because Huang Dan has already known through the previous two time travels, when it is time to leave, he will leave.

Now is not the time.

A few months later, Huang Dan heard from Jiang Huai that Ayu had died in the drug rehabilitation center, the day before she was due to come out.

I have worked so hard to get rid of drugs successfully, why do I have to make that choice and give up the life I begged for?

Huang Dan couldn't figure it out, and so did Jianghuai. They bought tickets and went to Ayu's hometown.

Ayu's body was cremated, just a small box, and the ashes were to be scattered in her hometown, which was written in her suicide note.

Huang Dan and Jianghuai traveled long distances, and when they appeared in Ayu's hometown, they were all disheveled, like two monkeys.

Looking for a place to wash his face, Huang Dan took a breath, "Very poor."

This is his first impression of Ayu's hometown.

Jiang Huai poured a handful of water on his face, he wiped his face, "Yes, very poor."

That kind of poverty is not the bumpy mountain roads, the bumpy small flat houses, the shabby clothes and pants of the villagers, and the vicissitudes of life, but something mixed in the air.

Huang Dan doesn't know where Ayu's home is, nor does Jiang Huai.

They asked people and found Ayu's home.

Garbage, bricks, and firewood are piled up around the house. It is dirty and messy.

There was a girl with a ponytail cooking.

There is no kitchen and no pot table, just a pile of bricks, the pot is hung on top, and there is vegetable porridge in it. The heat rushed to the girl's face. She raised her sleeve to wipe, and the dirt faded away, revealing her dark face. , eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Ayu.

Seeing Huang Dan and Jiang Huai, the girl warily asked who to look for.

Her accent was not very standard Mandarin, she was very nervous, and kept wiping her pants with her hands.

Huang Dan introduced himself, saying he was Ayu's friend.

When the girl heard that she was her sister's friend, she became happy and ran to call her younger siblings.

Huang Dan scanned the room, "It's not easy for Ah Yu."

Jiang Huai lit a cigarette, "Yeah."

Not long after, the three children stood in front of Huang Dan and Jiang Huai. The youngest boy was less than ten years old, and his big eyes were full of timidity.

The oldest is the girl who cooks, she is the second child in the family, too.

On the way here, Huang Dan discussed with Jiang Huai whether to hide Ayu's death, saying that she just went to a far away place, or tell her family the truth.

The final result of the discussion was the latter.

Because Ayu's younger sister is an adult, she understands what life, old age, sickness and death are, and this kind of lie cannot be biased against her.

When the three children asked the eldest sister why she didn't come back, Huang Dan said she was back.

Huang Dan unzipped the backpack and took out the small box inside.

The girl cried when she saw the box.

The third child also cried, but the youngest boy didn't know that the box contained his elder sister. When he saw the two older sisters crying, he cried too.

For a moment, the dirty little hut was filled with the cries of three children.

Huang Dan took off his black-rimmed glasses, pinched the bridge of his nose, "Why did Ayu leave?"

Jiang Huai smoked, "I don't know."

The three children cried for a long time, and the little boy was the first to stop. He didn't know that the eldest sister was gone, so he wasn't sad.

Huang Dan glanced at the two girls who were still sobbing, and he sighed. Children from poor families mature early, and Ayu's younger siblings are only so young, they already have traces of being tempered by life.

The little boy pulled the girl's clothes and said in a low voice that he was hungry and wanted to eat.

The two sisters ignored him.

Huang Dan spread out his hands, and in his palm was a handful of white rabbit toffee, "Take it and eat it."

The little boy's eyes lit up immediately, and he raised his hand and put it back again.

Huang Dan said, "It's for you."

The little boy raised his hand again and grabbed the toffee, "Thank you uncle."

Huang Dan saw the little boy grabbing the toffee and ran to the two girls, saying that you were alone and I was alone. He turned his head and walked outside, feeling that the room was quite depressing and it was very uncomfortable to stay inside.

Jiang Huai followed.

The air outside is also stuffy, and every speck of dust here seems to weigh a thousand catties, making it hard to breathe.

Huang Dan said, "I don't like this place."

Jianghuai agreed, "I don't like it either."

He flicked the body of the cigarette and watched a pinch of ash fall into the mud, "Go back as soon as possible, this place is waiting for people... How should I put it, it is..."

Huang Dan answered his words, "Desperate."

Jiang Huai bit his cigarette, "Yes, it is despair."

When they went back into the house, the crying had stopped, and the small box was placed on a slightly cleaner cabinet, and a photo frame was placed there.

The one in the photo frame is an old man, and the girl said that with her grandma around, the eldest sister would not be alone.

Both Huang Dan and Jiang Huai were invited to eat green vegetable porridge, squatting next to the pot with the three children to eat.

A gust of wind blew, and the fire swayed, and dust flew into the bowl.

Huang Dan looked at the black ash on top of the porridge, and then at the children who seemed nothing had happened. He pursed his lips and put them into his mouth as well.

Not doing anything dirty, eating without getting sick, this is what Jiang Huai said to Huang Dan after eating the bowl of porridge.

Huang Dan urinated in the latrine, "Do you have paper on you?"

Jiang Huai squinted, "Wipe the pee too?"

Huang Dan frowned, "My stomach hurts."

Jiang Huai touched his stomach, "Tell brother, why are you disobedient? Why are you bullying my baby?"

Huang Dan didn't have the heart to say more, so he squatted down when he found a place, "Stay far away, I'm afraid I'll burn you."

Jiang Huai said it was okay, he resisted fumigation.

Huang Dan simply chatted with him, "Ayu's younger brothers and sisters are quite sensible.