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Xue Qingning has not returned to her hometown for many years, and she no longer remembers how she got there. Everything in City K is changing very quickly, but there are still some reflections in a trance.Following the address in memory, I took a taxi and arrived at the destination. Xue Qingning stood at the bottom of the dilapidated building and looked up. A cold musty smell.

Xue Qingning took a deep breath suddenly, and felt that it was that smell, almost the same as in memory.He really... came back.

Looking up, the canopy of the upstairs household has been replaced with a new one. Several households have probably changed owners or have been rented out, and added security windows and screens, but the windows of my own household are still the same. It looks dilapidated from a distance.

Li Wei asked: "After meeting your parents, what are you going to do?"

Xue Qingning was silent for a while: "I don't know either. Let's talk when we see each other."

He really didn't know, but he was already so old, and as an adult, he had the right to choose his own life.He decides to do what he likes and doesn't compromise with others.Li Wei looked at him like this, and felt a little worried, because he knew someone who had a bad life before, and when he grew up, he also chose to go home at this time.After all, family is the pain of a person's life, but when he returned home, his family not only did not support his career, but locked him up and sent him to an Internet rehabilitation center for electrotherapy... This is why Li Wei decided to come back with him forcibly reason.

My family lives on the sixth floor. There is no elevator in the old-fashioned concrete tube building, so I can only climb up level by level.After climbing to the sixth floor and standing in front of the familiar security door with iron railings, Xue Qingning was silent for a while, feeling like a prison visitor, visiting her formerly locked up self.He raised his hand, hesitated for a while, and knocked on the door anyway.

There was a muffled sound in the corridor, but no one answered the door.

Xue Qingning waited for a while, then knocked harder on the door.The sound rang in the corridor for a long time, but no one opened the door, but the door of the neighbor's house across the door was noisy.

It was an old lady who opened the door, and Xue Qingning recognized her immediately. When she was first beaten, this old lady took her in once and called the police twice.Later, the police didn't care about it, so they stopped caring about themselves.

The neighbor's aunt did not recognize Xue Qingning, after all, in her impression, he was still a child who was thinner than a monkey.She took a look at the two people standing in the corridor, and only felt that one of them was handsome and familiar, and the other was so handsome that she wanted her to introduce someone to him.

"This family has moved away long ago. It's all happened the year before last. Who are you?" the aunt asked suspiciously.

Xue Qingning frowned slightly: "Move away? Why?"

Auntie: "Who are you?"

Li Wei took it lightly and was very friendly, and said to the aunt: "We are distant relatives of this family. The two families have not been in touch for many years. We happened to pass by here to see. Do you know where they moved?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, this handsome young man with a nice voice and outstanding looks immediately won a lot of goodwill from his aunt, and replied directly: "Oh, you don't know? Their master, Lao Xue, is dead."

"..." Xue Qingning's pupils shrank in disbelief, "Huh? What did you say? Dead?"

died?actually died?

How is it possible... He hasn't... He still has a lot of things that he hasn't settled with him!

What is this unfolding? ?How could this happen!

"How...how did he die?"

"Having a stroke, it's said that he drank too much alcohol and smoked too much, and he has a bad temper. Once he beat his wife and he suffered a cerebral hemorrhage." The aunt didn't see his face, and described it vividly like gossiping. , "If you want me to say that this old Xue is not right at ordinary times, he is too angry. He doesn't pay attention to his body, hey."

"...Didn't you take her to the hospital?" Xue Qingning's breathing was a little unsteady.

"Give it away, but it's useless. The King of Hades wanted him to die in the third watch. I shouldn't have said more about your relatives. But in my opinion, it was a crime..." The neighbor aunt sighed, and the matter had nothing to do with her He said casually, "A few years ago when Lao Xue was still alive, he beat his wife and children, and the sound could be heard in the whole building. It was really noisy, but no one dared to take care of it. Their house kept us noisy all night long. I can’t sleep, I wish they would move away soon.”

Li Wei stood in front of Xue Qingning silently, so as not to make him feel uncomfortable when these discussions fell on him.Xue Qingning's body trembled violently, and her face turned pale behind Li Wei's back.

Li Wei asked, "Did he say anything when he died?"

"What can I say! Old Xue's money was lost by smoking and drinking, and he couldn't even afford to stay in the hospital when he fell ill. His wife simply dragged him home and left him on the bed and ignored him." The aunt clicked her tongue. "In the last few days, Lao Xue was screaming in pain, his mouth couldn't open again after a stroke, and the whole building could hear howling. His wife didn't care about him and let him eat and drink on the bed. How long does it take to die."

There was a sound behind Li Wei, and he quickly turned his head to see that it was Xue Qingning who was a little unsteady and leaned against the anti-theft door behind him, making a bang.Li Wei supported him, turned his head and asked, "Do you know where his wife is now?"

The aunt took a few glances at Xue Qingning, thinking that she was indeed a relative, and she looked a bit like my parents.She is also straightforward: "I know, her husband remarried early in the morning after her death, which is quite straightforward. It's just that the only son has gone, it is said that he ran away."

"Then do you know where she lives?"

"I know, she left something behind when she moved last time, so she called my home and sent it to her."

This aunt has a good impression of Li Wei, and thinks that he has a very different temperament, like a son and brother raised by a rich and good family who loves to study.There is a sense of stability in him, convincing and not bad at all.

After asking for the address, Li Wei thanked him sincerely, and politely declined the aunt's offer to give him the WeChat account of his cousin and niece.He dragged Xue Qingning downstairs, seeing that his feet were a little unsteady after a few steps, and there were still many floors downstairs, so he directly picked him up and walked out steadily out of the tube building.

Xue Qingning's whole body was icy cold, her eyes were dull, as if she had lost her soul.He was suddenly empty, like a lonely ghost with no place to go.

Li Wei saw that his condition was ridiculously bad, so he didn't say anything for the time being, and only put him on the roadside bench after walking a long way to the street.

At this time, the warm sun shone on their bodies, giving them a warm golden edge, but Xue Qingning was as cold as ice, and her body kept shaking.His face was pale and pale, as if he had been fished out of a frozen lake.

Li Wei looked around and found that a store selling candied haws was making candied strawberries.The strawberry was bright red and attractive, and the rock sugar was boiled into a light golden syrup, which was sweet but not greasy, and it looked beautiful and delicious when wrapped in the fruit, like clear crystal balls.Several children passed by and were greedy, begging their parents to buy them for them.

He immediately got up and went to buy a bunch, and when he came back, he wrapped the bamboo sticks in paper and handed them to Xue Qingning.

Xue Qingning didn't pick it up but just looked forward with distracted eyes. Li Wei took his hand and found that it was as cold as iron.He half-kneeled in front of him, looked up at him, grabbed his hand and breathed: "Can you hear me, Xiaoxue?"

Xue Qingning's gaze slowly gathered, but she still stared blankly at him without replying.

"I used to encounter a very troublesome thing when I was a child. I was so young that I didn't know what to do or how to solve it. I only knew how to lose my temper at home." Li Wei, who is 1.9 meters tall because of Kneeling halfway in front of him, he could only look up, like a knight swearing his loyalty to his little prince in this life, with only light and warmth in his eyes, "Later, when my dad came home from work, he saw that he was facing a messy room and didn't say anything. I picked it up and forced me to go out to play video games all afternoon, then took me to a barbecue, and bought the toy I always wanted. To this day, I don’t remember why I was bothered, but I still want to I deserve the joy of relief and letting go at that time."

"Xiaoxue, if you encounter a hurdle in life, the first thing you need to do is find ways to make yourself happy." He looked up at him, and what he saw were the stars, the years, and the light he cherished, so his eyes were full of calmness And gentle, "Tell yourself at all times, it will get better and better."

Xue Qingning lowered her head, like a young deer staring at a grown lion.The opponent has a strength that he does not have, which always makes him awe and obedient.

Li Wei handed him the candied strawberry: "It would be much better to eat some sweet ones."

Xue Qingning held the rock candy strawberry without taking a bite. He stared at the crisp and transparent icing, and said in a daze, "What should I do... Captain? My dad... No, that person is dead... Then what am I?"

It turned out to be dead.Before he came, he had made countless psychological preparations, thought about many not-so-good scenes and how to deal with them, but now everything suddenly became empty.

All the sufferings of his childhood had been without cause, and now his hatred ended inexplicably.

When all the suffering suddenly had no direction, Xue Qingning's mind went blank, and he didn't know how he should face it.His voice was hoarse as if it had been sharpened by sandpaper: "Should I be angry, or should I continue to hate?"

Li Wei grabbed his cold hands and rubbed them, trying to warm him up: "I declare first that I don't intend to forgive him. Even if he dies, I'd like to go to his grave with you to spit on him. You have the right You can continue to hate him or not forgive him, I support you. But if this sentence can make you feel better, I want to say to you..."

Xue Qingning was silent and listened carefully to his speech.

"He taught you not to treat others like this. Because of this, you are now a gentle and kind person." Li Wei's eyes were soft and clear, and his words were like a gust of wind carrying sunshine.

Xue Qingning stared at him blankly, her heart suddenly began to feel sore.It was like someone squeezed a handful of early summer berries on his chest with his bare hands, and the juice flowed into the internal organs viscously and bitterly.

There was sudden pain in his eye sockets, and he immediately looked away and breathed heavily for a while, and after a few choked gasps, he thought to himself: You are the one, you are the most gentle person!

Li Wei got up and sat beside him: "I'm afraid of sour strawberries, would you like to give me a taste?"

Xue Qingning sniffed, then lowered her head and took a bite of the strawberry.The texture is crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, and the rock sugar and strawberries immediately melt into a piece in your mouth as soon as you bite down.He took a bite and passed it to Li Wei, and Li Wei took a bite without hesitation.The two of you were sitting on the side of an unfamiliar road, you and I ate the bunch of candied strawberries in one bite.In the end, they threw the bamboo sticks into the trash can, and there was a sweet and sour taste in each other's mouths.

Sweets can bring people a sense of happiness, Xue Qingning really felt better after eating the food.He said, "I want to go to..."

"Let's go see your mother." Before he could finish speaking, Li Wei took out the note with the address in his pocket and waved it in front of him.

The author has something to say: This article is a sweet e-sports...a family drama without dog blood...

A friend once told me that if someone has caused you pain in the past, no matter who it is, when the matter is over, just treat him as dead...

Makes sense...although I know she's talking about ex-boyfriend...