According to the address, the two of them came to a new community in a decent location that was built less than five years ago.The facilities in the community are not bad, but it is clean and quiet.

The two came downstairs to the unit written on the address, but this time Li Wei said, "Go up, I'll wait for you downstairs."

Xue Qingning turned to look at him with doubts in her eyes.

Li Wei accompanied Xue Qingning to the Tongzilou earlier, because he was afraid that his father would be there, and that some scenes would be difficult to deal with when they met.Thinking of what happened to his friend in the past and a series of tragic things that happened later... He was really afraid that Xue Qingning would suffer and be hurt.The same fate has learned from the past, and he doesn't want it to happen to others again.But now Xue Qingning just went to see his mother alone, he must have something to say to her.He felt that it was not easy for him to be there, so he simply waited downstairs.

Li Wei pushed him lightly: "Go, I won't leave until you come."

Xue Qingning reluctantly took a step and looked back at him, Li Wei beckoned to him, mouthing "Come on", then he gritted his teeth and ran up.

This time the door is much wider than in the tube building, and there is only one house on the first floor, unlike the previous house where the sound insulation of the opposite door is not good.There are two bags of household garbage in a smoky manner at the door of the room, one of which contains some melon and fruit peels, and the other contains some baby products, empty milk powder cans and diapers.Explain that this family should have a child who has not been weaned.

Xue Qingning glanced at those, and already had some premonitions in her heart, so she raised her hand and knocked on the door.

A woman's voice quickly came from inside, and when the door was opened, the two pairs of identical eyes looked at each other, and they both froze.

Xue Qingning looked at her, and spoke first, with a trembling voice: "...Mom?"

Mother Xue stood in front of the door in a daze, and after a while she said: "A Ning? Am I dreaming? Is it really you? A Ning?!"

"It's me...Mom." Xue Qingning suddenly didn't know what to say, nor did she know what expression to use to respond.

"You've grown taller, and...you've also looked a lot better." His mother stretched out her hand to grab his arm and groped up and down. She guessed that she was still doing housework before opening the door, so the cuffs were wet at this time, "It's really you .You, the clothes are also thick, and you look good... You, Ah Ning, how have you been these years?"

"It's all good."

"That's good. Mom has always missed you in my heart, and I don't know where you went... It's useless to call the police. I can't find you. I thought it would be fine if you didn't come back... It's better not to go back to that home, just You have suffered a child, and I don’t know where to go outside..." The woman raised her hand and wiped the wet corners of her eyes vigorously. She has suffered a lot of setbacks over the years, but she can vaguely see some delicate and beautiful outlines on her face, especially the lower eyes. The look from the corners of the eyes to the eyebrows was almost exactly the same as that of Xue Qingning, "You have suffered a lot these years, right? Come... Let Mom see you again."

Xue Qingning was pulled by her to look up and down, but stopped talking.After being with Li Wei for a long time, he also learned some insights into people's hearts.

It's been so long since we haven't seen each other, but his mother didn't let him sit in the house.If not unwelcoming, then inconvenient.Gradually, his heart was shaking and ironing violently at the beginning, and now it has cooled down a little.

Xue's mother saw that her child was the same as when she was a child. Because she was used to being beaten since she was a child, Xue Qingning was always very quiet.Many times it is like a silent little sandbag.Mother Xue sighed for a long time, wiped away the tears she shed, and said: "It was my mother who was sorry for you back then. Hey... I, I used to have someone I liked before I got married. We broke up suddenly... I actually married your father with you in my arms."

Xue Qingning: "..."

"Later, your father found out about it, and took you for a paternity test, and he found out that you are not his son."

Xue Qingning was silent for a moment, blinked her eyes seemingly unmoved, and said in a calm but hoarse voice: "It's good. I used to feel that I was quite dirty, but now I'm finally clean."

"You, don't say that... It's not easy for him. So I endured your father beating me. I was sorry for him. Later, I was beaten a few times and wanted to run away but missed you. I came back secretly " Mother Xue sobbed, "It's my mother who caused you to be abused by him since childhood, it's my mother who is sorry for you."

Actually, Xue Qingning didn't really want to know this.

He has no feelings for his father, and he doesn't want to recall the past.Compared with this, he wants to hear his mother tell him how these years have been.

At this time, Xue Qingning had grown much taller than when he ran away from home, and he was able to look behind his mother's height.The home decoration in the house is bright and tidy, and there is a wedding photo hanging on the TV in the living room.Xue Qingning didn't know the man, but the woman was his mother, and she looked happy with makeup on.

From this point of view, his mother is now remarried into a pretty good family.

Mother Xue was still about to say something, when suddenly there was a cry of a child in the room inside the house.She froze for a moment, and immediately wanted to go back to see the child, but because Xue Qingning was standing in front of the door and it was difficult to leave, she was a little embarrassed: "You...your brother is crying, he must be hungry..."

"I have a younger brother?" Xue Qingning was a little dazed, and repeated the sentence again in a low voice, "...I actually have a younger brother."

He had only heard that Xiao Jiahuan had a younger brother before, and every time he mentioned him, he always looked happy and loving.Xue Qingning had never felt the feeling of being an older brother, and suddenly felt a little strange and at a loss. He raised his deep, dark eyes and asked his mother cautiously: "Can I go in and see him?"

But Xue's mother immediately looked embarrassed, with a very hesitant look on her face. She carefully looked around the room, lowered her voice and said cautiously: "This is not okay! The child's father... even if your uncle is still inside, I'm afraid it's inconvenient. This... how about you come next time?"

Xue Qingning seemed to hear the sound of something breaking beside her ear.Like a piece of fragile glass, those vain fantasies that could no longer bear the weight in invisible places were finally completely shattered.

He stared at the woman in front of him, his face was pale, and he looked at him for a moment.She is a little older, but her face is much less timid and sad than before.Times have changed and his mom now has a new life, a new family and a new child.It was already obvious what she meant.

"It's really not the right time for you to come... This is just in time for the child. His father is at home on vacation. He didn't know that you would come back to find me. He always thought that you died outside, and married me because he thought I had nothing to worry about. I suddenly knew that you were still here. So... We still have to eat for a while, and we haven't bought enough food... You, why don't you come when he's not around next time? Are you okay? Ah Ning? Are you okay?" Woman The more he talked, the more anxious he became, and there was some pleading in the end.Xue Qingning has heard this tone before, when she hugged herself in her arms to hypnotize and brainwash him, telling him not to resist and share the pain for her, she asked him over and over again if he was okay.

Xue Qingning heard her stammering a few words, and finally her heart sank slowly and completely.

Suddenly a male voice shouted in the room: "Wife, who is here? The child is crying, are you alright?"

Xue Qingning's mother hurriedly replied in a panic: "No one, it's the water meter. I'll just report the number to him. I'll be right there!"

Xue Qingning saw his mother raised her head and looked at him with pleading eyes, which he was too familiar with.In the past, when he was subjected to domestic violence and was dying of pain, he asked her why he was beaten?That's how she looked at herself at that moment, pitiful, helpless, and helpless.Always lower your voice and tell yourself, let him bear it.

She asked him to speak in a low voice, so as not to disturb Dad.She told him not to cry, not to make trouble, and not to be beaten.

Why bear it?

He really can't stand it!

"A Ning? Please, listen to your mother, okay?"

Xue Qingning looked up at the ceiling in the stairwell, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly sourly.He seemed to have experienced the extreme pain of these years again. He thought he was here to end it all, but the darkness in the nightmare not only did not disappear, but also made it more painful.

The woman in front of him was very embarrassed, and looked at him helplessly with red eyes.

A few seconds later, he suddenly burst into ridicule, and said softly: "I know, then, I won't trouble you."

"This is my mobile phone number, if you need anything, you can contact me. The password of this card is my birthday, if you remember." Xue Qingning reached out and walked around her, and put a note and a card in the entrance behind her "I will pay this card on time, and if there is not enough, you can also tell me."

When he said these words, he seemed calm, but in fact his throat hurt like a knife had been stabbed.

Xue Qingning's slender eyelashes trembled indiscernibly, gradually stained with moist mist, he paused for a second, and said hoarsely: "Don't worry, I work far, far away. I won't bother you again in the future."

"No...I don't need..." Mother Xue hurriedly wanted to return the card to him.

However, Xue Qingning smiled brightly, her originally delicate facial features became strangely charming because of the red eye sockets and thin upturned lips.

Even his mother was stunned, because in her memory, the child had never laughed since he was sensible. Whenever he thought of him, his mind was either miserable or sad. He was always bruised, thin and small, like a Hell crawled out to kill the imp.However, at this moment, Xue Qingning's eyebrows and eyes were stretched, and her facial features were clear. She didn't expect that she looked very good-looking now.

Xue Qingning also knew this, so she just found it ridiculous.His biological mother didn't want him anymore and wanted to abandon everything about him.

In fact, this is not a bad thing, he does not blame her, after all, this is a kind of fertility that is difficult to repay.If he chooses to retaliate, he can yell "stepfather, are you there" at the inside, or he can go to the grave and flog the corpse.He can cling to the past and take revenge on them forcefully by hurting himself.

But he was tired and really didn't want to hurt himself anymore.

So he hoped that the woman in front of him would have a good life, and it didn't matter if she didn't want to include himself in the good life she expected.

The smile was short-lived, and the young man returned to his coldness in an instant, leaving only the bright red corners of his eyes still with a trace of astonishing charm, he whispered: "Goodbye."

With the sound of the baby crying and the door closing heavily behind him, the past seemed to be blocked in another world.

As he walked down the stairs, he couldn't breathe in pain with every step he took.Every time he stepped down a step, he became more and more unwilling to endure.A desire to scream and shout was about to come out, obviously he could laugh in front of his mother just now, but now he couldn't help it anymore.

He couldn't bear it, he was not yet 20, he was in too much pain.

Xue Qingning walked faster and faster, and finally ran downstairs like a gallop, even jumping down the last few steps.

"Li Wei!!!"

Li Wei was standing downstairs like a rock when he suddenly heard someone calling his name.He turned around and saw Xue Qingning rushing downstairs like a wind: "Huh? What's the matter, slow down and don't fall!"

"I want to be with you!"

Xue Qingning opened her eyes and her pupils narrowed to a point, stopped and shouted heartbreakingly: "I'm only with you!!"

"I want to be with you--!!!"

Because he yelled too loudly, many people in the residential building opened their windows and began to look up at the commotion.

"Where you are is where I'm going! I want to be with you forever!" Xue Qingning rushed towards Li Wei and hugged him hard, almost pressing herself into his bones.

Li Wei was almost thrown to the ground by him, and he let out a big sigh after catching him firmly.

In fact, from the very beginning, the child has been lost for so many years, and it is already very puzzling that his parents have not found him.Coming to this community with good facilities and a world of difference between Tongzilou, he already guessed that his mother had a new life.In such a short period of time from Xue Qingning going upstairs to going downstairs, plus his current reaction, he guessed what happened.

... Waiting for leisure to change people's hearts.

Regardless of the peeping eyes of countless people upstairs, Li Wei also hugged Xue Qingning tightly. The young man hugged the young man, like the sun warming his little beast that had just woken up from hibernation, like a king loving him most but with The peerless treasure of the rift.He put his arms around him and made it loud enough for everyone to hear: "Okay! Let's be together! It's a deal! You are mine!"

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There's nothing to talk about if the author farts... Let's just talk about that four-year-old little brother.

he's not always so sensible

Once a friend had a birthday, his mother bought a beautiful birthday cake and brought him to the banquet, and the little brother hung a palm-sized children’s camera on his chest

Cutting the cake after the meal, the little brother seemed to be saying something, but the person spoke lightly and the child slurred his lisp, so no one heard

As a result, the cake was cut with a single knife, and the little brother burst into tears.

A group of us women surrounded him and asked him what was wrong?

He said that he wanted to take a photo of the cake to record this moment, but he cut the cake without taking a picture... woo woo woo

He said he kept begging us, but why did we ignore him?

In the end, a group of women hugged each other and apologized to him, saying that they were sorry for not hearing, so why don't you take a picture of the birthday star eating the cake?In a few days for her birthday in the lunar calendar, we will let you take the best and most complete one, and let you take the first one, okay?

His long eyelashes were stained with tears, he sniffed and reluctantly agreed.

Afterwards, the little brothers calmed down. Before the meeting ended, they pulled the corners of our clothes one by one, and apologized to us that they should not lose their temper.

The four-year-old kid just reached his knees, raised his head and regretfully said to his birthday friend: I'm sorry to cry on your birthday...

The cuteness of my friend... squatted down and gave him a hug, and rubbed the back of his little head: It's okay baby.

After saying goodbye to each other and waving my little hands, I followed my mother home...

Everyone felt that the cuteness was blooming in their hearts, and they thought that next time he celebrated his birthday, he must prepare a more beautiful cake for him, and match it with his favorite gift.

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