under the filth

Tang Cen got Lu Sheng's "reward" opportunity to visit the doctor, NO.15 every month, he could go to the hospital to visit Su Yuqing.He knew that any request made by Lu Sheng, the result would be the same whether he agreed or not, so it would be better to obey, so that Lu Sheng would suffer less when he was in a good mood.

Tang Cen did a lot of things according to Lu Sheng's request for the only one chance to visit the doctor once a month, and Lu Sheng did as he promised, and would let Tang Cen visit Su Yuqing in the hospital every month thereafter.

But even if he got the chance to visit the doctor, Tang Cen didn't dare to disobey Lu Sheng. Everything he had was given to him by Lu Sheng, and he could take it back at any time.During those few days, Tang Cen would always behave more obediently than usual, no matter what Lu Sheng said, he would obey him obediently and let him manipulate him.

Tang Cen was afraid of losing the only chance to go out and see his uncle. If he missed it once, he would have to wait another whole month.He didn't dare to imagine how long he would persist in this dark room without the only opportunity to go out and meet people, and he didn't dare to imagine how he would survive if his uncle had another accident during the period.

So in the few days before the visit, in order to make Lu Sheng keep his promise and take him to see his uncle, Tang Cen would even take the initiative to curry favor with Lu Sheng, begging for mercy in front of him.

In the first two months, Lu Sheng still kept his promise, but from the third month, in the days before NO.15, Lu Sheng started to blackmail Tang Cen with this matter again.

Tang Cen often felt like a puppet ripped apart by a child with a bad personality, without his own thoughts, novelty, and dignity, just a pure prop to vent.

But compared with the lives of his family members, what is his own dignity?

If giving up dignity can stop anyone from being hurt because of him, Tang Cen can have nothing, and he can return to having nothing. He is willing to give up everything in exchange for them being safe.

Lu Sheng was not punctual, but he would let Tang Cen visit Su Yuqing once a month, as if he was trying his best to hide something, and it seemed that he was just playing with Tang Cen for fun, leaving his mark on the most conspicuous place on his body.

One after another, over and over again, the rusty smell of blood and the burnt smell of skin permeated the closed room.

Every time Tang Cen went to see Su Yuqing, the exposed skin was always covered with scars. The old wounds left before the last visit had not yet healed, and this time a new wound was added on the same spot.

At that time, Su Yuqing always showed a hesitant expression, staring at Tang Cen with sad and sad eyes, and after a long time, he reached out and touched his head tremblingly.

They only met once a month. Tang Cen and Su Yuqing were clearly in the same ward, but they seldom spoke.Maybe it's because it's hard to say, or maybe it's because of the people watching in the ward.

But just like this, Tang Cen was already very satisfied.

Half an hour of going out every month, being able to confirm his uncle's safety, and sitting in front of his uncle to rest quietly for a while, such things have almost become Tang Cen's only hope for survival.

Relying on this meager hope, Tang Cen survived one month after another, staying in the room with only one bed from the severe winter to the scorching heat.

The weather was getting hotter and hotter, and Tang Cen's long-unhealed wounds began to inflame, and the slightest movement would affect the injured area. The wounds were torn open again and again, and tissue fluid mixed with blood was still oozing from the new wounds. The old wound had begun to ooze yellowish milky pus.

Tang Cen's mental condition was very bad, he couldn't tell whether it was reality or hallucination, sometimes Lu Sheng asked him if it hurt, Tang Cen said it didn't hurt, and he even felt that Lu Sheng was very gentle in his heart, but most of the time Lu Sheng didn't feel any pain. Torturing him in an extremely cruel way, the so-called tenderness was just an illusion created by Tang Cen's brain to protect him.

Lu Sheng's treatment of Tang Cen's wounds has always been very rough. No matter what the condition of the wound is, first rinse it with medical alcohol.

Although it was better to deal with it than to let it go, Tang Cen always had a low fever, and his body's senses gradually began to feel no pain. Now that Lu Sheng poured alcohol directly on the wound, Tang Cen wouldn't even move.

Tang Cen kept taking all kinds of medicines. He couldn't recognize what those colorful pills and pills were. As long as it was thrown to him by Lu Sheng, he would obediently take it.

After taking it for a long time, Tang Cen guessed from the body's reaction that it was probably an anti-inflammatory and sedative medicine. The daily dosage varies greatly, and the side effects sometimes disappear.

If Eisen was here... he would definitely not be allowed to take medicine so recklessly, that person would even carefully calculate the dosage he took every day.

Tang Cen began to miss Eisen, the person who would carefully treat his wounds and help him prepare the medicines he should take every day according to the medicine instructions.

The longing became more intense, and Tang Cen began to hallucinate again.He often mistook Lu Sheng for Aisen, and called out Aisen's name during the climax, and in return for Lu Sheng's beating, Tang Cen didn't even feel pain or shame.

The longer he was locked in the room, the more times Tang Cen admitted his mistakes. When Lu Sheng forgot to give him medicine, he would still regard everything he could see as Eisen.

The golden sunlight fell through the gap in the curtains, fell on Tang Cen's face, and shone into his chaotic and gloomy eyes.Tang Cen stretched out his hand and grabbed the light amidst the bumps.

The wrinkled bed sheet was squeezed tightly between Tang Cen's fingers, occupying those slender and pale hands, just like ten fingers clasped with a lover during intimacy.The flowing broken gold passed through the fingers, and the fiery temperature flowed from the fingertips into the heart along with the blood.

Just like at that time, the sun was scalding without much heat, and the skin where the sun fell felt a burning pain.But this time Tang Cen was not afraid of it, he wanted to own it and stand in the sun again.

Tang Cen stretched out his arms, and his hands full of small wounds tightly grasped the warm light. He held it in his hand and watched it slip away from his palm again and again.

Tang Cen did the same movement several times, his body felt pain for a long time, but the golden color in front of his eyes slowly began to escape from his palm.

Tang Cen reached out his hand to reach the light that had receded to the edge of the bed, his naked knees slowly crawled forward, and at the moment when his fingertips were about to touch, the hand stuck on Tang Cen's waist suddenly exerted force, pushing him dragged back into the shadows.

His fingertips barely slid across the edge of the blurred light. Tang Cen didn't have time to feel its temperature, so he watched it recede slowly from the edge of the bed to the edge of the window.

Tang Cen crawled in the darkness, his vision became dim again, and he could only vaguely see a light golden bright dazzling shadow shaking in front of him.He always felt that the shadow seemed familiar, and he couldn't help but want to get close, only when he wanted to get close, did he realize that it was so close.

That was not something he could have. Tang Cen grabbed the already cold bed sheet, buried his face deeply in it, and sniffed the faint smell of corruption emanating from the cotton wool.

Tang Cen couldn't remember when Lu Sheng stopped. He lost consciousness halfway through, and opened his eyes after he regained consciousness. He was lying on Lu Sheng's lap, covered with a thin cloth that could barely hide blanket.

His body was very hot and he was sweating non-stop, but Tang Cen wrapped himself tightly in the blanket.He vaguely heard Lu Sheng talking, and he didn't deliberately control the volume, as if he was speaking deliberately for him.

Tang Cen lay beside Lu Sheng's lap and listened for a long time. He could discern a few words intermittently, but couldn't connect them to a sentence. The only thing he heard completely was the last sentence before Lu Sheng hung up the phone: "Got it, go and deal with the aftermath."

Aftermath, when Tang Cen heard this word, his heart suddenly beat violently, and he had a bad premonition in his heart.

Tang Cen's mind was in a mess. He closed his eyes and kept his body stiff in his original posture, for fear that Lu Sheng would find out that he had woken up.

But not long after Lu Sheng hung up the phone, his warm palm fell on Tang Cen's head and patted it lightly.

"There's some not-so-good news, do you want to hear it?" Lu Sheng rubbed Tang Cen's hair, and said in a rare soft voice: "About Ethan Sterling."

Hearing Lu Sheng say Aisen's name, Tang Cen's pupils suddenly shrank, and the bad premonition in his heart became stronger.Contacting the "aftermath" that Lu Sheng just said, Tang Cen could almost guess what the "not so good news" that Lu Sheng was going to tell him was.

please...please don't...

Tang Cen propped himself up and knelt beside Lu Sheng, took his hand and lowered his head. He wanted to beg Lu Sheng not to continue talking, begging him not to hurt Eisen, but only when he opened his mouth did he realize that fear had already taken away his heart. Voice, he couldn't say anything.

Lu Sheng showed a strange smile to the person kneeling in front of him, and slowly opened his mouth amidst his silent pleading, speaking the most cruel words in the most gentle tone.

"You remember that there is a road around the mountain near the villa we used to live in. I heard that Eisen had a car accident there, and he and the car fell over the guardrail and fell to the bottom of the cliff."

Lu Sheng just said lightly, telling the truth that Tang Cen was most afraid of.

Every single word pierced into Tang Cen's body like a sharp blade, cutting off his flesh when he was most awake, and forced him to look at the bloody flesh that had been gouged out from his body.

Tang Cen's whole body was trembling, and there was no color on his face.He grabbed Lu Sheng's arm and tremblingly said: "This is impossible! How could he be here! You lied to me! You must have lied to me!"

Lu Sheng didn't answer Tang Cen's question, but continued slowly: "The whole body of the car is deformed. Looking at it like that, even if you don't die on the spot, you won't be able to live long. Do you want to go and have a look?"

The devil smiled, pinched his fingers lightly, snuffed out the last gleam of hope in the prey's heart, and then admired the desperate expression on his face when his hope was shattered.

Tang Cen shook his head tremblingly, and uttered a whine as if someone had strangled his throat. Strong fear and despair swept through his brain. It took him a long time to find his voice, "Did you do it? Didn't you! Yes or no!"

Why?Why?He obviously broke up with Eisen according to Lu Sheng's intention, why did he still hurt Eisen.

"Why do you think he is there?" Lu Sheng narrowed his eyes and patted Tang Cen's cheek lightly.

From the day Tang Cen was caught, every time Lu Sheng threatened him, he liked to make this humiliating intimate gesture, and liked to see him panicked.

Tang Cen was stunned by Lu Sheng's question. He sat there, his pupils trembling slightly, and he said something vaguely. His raised shoulder blades trembled slightly, and suddenly he lay on his back Sheng's hand was crying hysterically.

Heart-piercing cries echoed in the room, and Lu Sheng got a little impatient with the noise, and pressed Tang Cen on the bed with his backhand, pressing his knee heavily on his wrist, "I told you, even if I'm found You can't do anything to me, do you still want to see Su Yuqing the day after tomorrow?"

"If you want to go, be obedient and don't cry."

The crying stopped abruptly in the next second.

Tang Cen stuck in his throat the suppressed cry that was out of tune, his lips were bitten until he bled, but tears poured out uncontrollably.

Eisen who made dessert for him in the kitchen, Eisen who accompanied him to the hospital to see a doctor, Eisen who sat under the eaves of the ancient temple and fanned him, together with Lu Sheng's ferocious smile, melted into nothingness in tears.