under the filth

The conversation stopped here again.

Before He Xiu gave Tang Cen the sedative, he was mentally prepared, knowing that Tang Cen would resist talking about what happened later, but he didn't expect Tang Cen's reaction after waking up to be like this.

When he woke up the next day, Tang Cen couldn't remember anything, he didn't remember what he said to He Xiu the day before, and he didn't remember being put on the bed to be sedated. a paragraph.

He repeated the same content, and repeatedly experienced being pressed on the bed and given sedatives. The sedatives were used too much, and dependence and side effects also appeared.

Tang Cen's paranoia began to attack frequently. His memory was very chaotic before, and it was almost randomly connected and pieced together.He lived in the nursing home for half a year, and it took another whole year to remember what happened more than ten years ago, and now it has changed from fragmented to upside down.

He couldn't tell which part was real experience and which part was his imagination.Sometimes I thought I was staying in that room, sometimes I remembered that I was going to the hospital to see Su Yuqing, and occasionally I would grab He Xiu's sleeve and yell to find Eisen.

However, most of the time, Tang Cen was trapped in the fear and shadow left by Lu Sheng.

Because he couldn't remember the memory of cold violence in his childhood and youth, even though the cold violence lasted for 20 years, the mental damage caused by Tang Songyuan was reduced to a certain extent.But the injury Lu Sheng left behind was something that happened in recent years. Even though his brain blurred the physical abuse in order to protect his master, Tang Cen's body still clearly remembered the pain he endured at that time.

Now as long as the name Lu Sheng is mentioned, the scars on Tang Cen's body from being burned by cigarette butts will start to ache. The more times he mentions it, the more painful the scars will be. In the worst case, he even passed out from the pain.

The phantom pain could not be eliminated, Tang Cen's nerves were stimulated by the excessive pain in his body, his brain issued a warning, and began to consciously avoid mentioning anything that might induce phantom pain.

Tang Cen would get sick every few days.It was only then that He Xiu realized that the peace he had seen before was all an illusion. He had to spend more time comforting Tang Cen, but most of the time it didn't work. Tang Cen, who was sick, couldn't listen to what he said.

Tang Cen, who was on the verge of mental breakdown, refused to contact anyone. He couldn't speak to anyone, and he couldn't hear any sounds, but he had the symptoms of auditory hallucinations again.

"Tang Cen! You are a murderer! You killed Eisen!"

"Lu Sheng killed three people! Three people! Died for no reason at Lu Sheng's hands! Why did you shield him!"

For a whole week, whether he was waking up or sleeping, Tang Cen could often hear someone repeating similar words in his ear.There were voices he was familiar with, and some he didn't recognize at all, but without exception, they all accused him and ordered him.

Tang Cen curled up on the bed with his head in his arms, his wide-open eyes were out of focus, and his pupils were constricted and trembling.He was writhing in pain on the bed, and accidentally let out a suppressed moan.

The suppressed moan was mixed with a low cry, and then it was amplified slowly, turning into a shrill scream: "I know, I know! Lu Sheng killed three people!"

"Boom——" the nurse was frightened by Tang Cen's scream, and the medical tray fell to the ground, the ampoule and glass syringe were broken into two pieces, the pills were scattered all over the floor, and the white plastic bottle cap rolled into it along the arc. under the bed.

He Xiu raised his hand to shield the nurse from his body, turned his head slightly, and ordered her to get new medicine in a very low voice.After the nurse left the ward, He Xiu walked over slowly.

"I know..." Tang Cen's voice gradually weakened. He Xiu thought he had calmed down. Just as he reached out to touch him, Tang Cen raised his volume, "But what's the point of saying it! I lost Can you come back again!"

He Xiu didn't know what Tang Cen heard again, he only knew that his patient was suffering.The outstretched hand froze in mid-air for a while, and waited until Tang Cen stopped screaming before He Xiu lightly placed it on his back. Tang Cen shook his shoulders as if frightened, but did not dodge.

Feeling the slightly trembling body under his hands, He Xiu sighed, patted Tang Cen's back like coaxing a child, and comforted him: "What you have lost will never come back to you, but what you have not lost will never come back to you." Did not leave you."

He Xiu once used Tang Cen's illness as an excuse to block all foreign visitors for him. He Xiu never asked Tang Cen to say anything, and rarely asked him about things he vaguely mentioned.

As a doctor, He Xiu has always tried his best to prevent Tang Cen from being harmed by the outside world, and tried his best to relieve Tang Cen's pressure, but he couldn't completely stop Tang Cen from exerting pressure on himself.Tang Cen was always silent, accusing himself secretly in his heart.

Tang Cen curled up into a ball, sobbing softly, "Then can you... ask Lu Sheng to return Eisen to me..."

"When the matter is over, they will all come back." He Xiu said with a sigh, the hand on Tang Cen's back still patted lightly.

Tang Cen only thought that He Xiu was comforting him, stopped crying, and lay quietly in a corner of the hospital bed. When the nurse came back with the medicine, he took He Xiu's hand and drank the tranquilizer.

He Xiu rediscovered the treatment plan two years ago, changed Tang Cen's medicine, and moved from the studio to a nursing home, paying close attention to Tang Cen's condition every day.

Tang Qian came to the nursing home to see Tang Cen during the period. At that time, He Xiu was discussing Tang Cen's condition with other doctors. When he finished his work and returned to the ward, he saw Tang Qian hurriedly push the door out at the corner of the stairs. the sound of something.

As soon as He Xiu heard that something had happened, he was about to stop Tang Qian to ask for clarification, but he ignored him and ran out. His back looked like he was running away.

Tang Qian ran very fast, He Xiu didn't chase him, went upstairs and opened the door of the ward.The ward was in a mess, with shards of glass scattered everywhere. Tang Cen sat on the bed with his head up, his hands resting on his forehead, covering most of his face.

"why treat me like this?"

He Xiu couldn't see the expression on Tang Cen's face clearly, but his heaving chest and undiminished sobbing told He Xiu that he had just cried.

Tang Cen kept telling He Xiu that he didn't want to see Tang Qian and talk to him because he didn't want to hurt Tang Qian, but in fact it was more because he was afraid of being hurt again.

He Xiu didn't speak, and stood quietly at the door waiting for Tang Cen to calm down.

"Sometimes I always feel... Has he visited me?" Tang Cen stopped sobbing, put down his hands covering his face, and revealed a pair of eyes that were red from crying.

Feeling that Tang Cen had calmed down, He Xiu walked up to him and asked, "Then do you want to see him?"

"I can't see you anymore." Tang Cen took He Xiu's hand and rested his head on the back of his hand, "He is...not here anymore."

That night, He Xiu added a line at the end of Tang Cen's medical record: PTSD, post-traumatic stress syndrome.He recorded all the symptoms of Tang Cen's illness during this period of time, and called Tang Qian and Tang Cen's lawyer to the hospital at noon the next day.

Tang Qian had been absent-minded all the time, and he looked out of his mind. He Xiu didn't ask him what happened in the ward yesterday, but directly talked about Tang Cen's condition with Tang Cen's lawyer.

When Tang Cen's lawyer heard that Tang Cen's condition had worsened, he hurriedly called his employer. When the employer answered the phone, he pressed the speakerphone and asked He Xiu: "What's going on? Why is PTSD diagnosed now? ?”

The lawyer handled the case for Tang Cen and submitted evidence for him, but Tang Qian was not the one who hired him. His employer was the same as He Xiu's client.He offered a generous price, but asked him to clear Tang Cen of all charges.

He Xiu showed the materials compiled overnight to the lawyer, and explained to him and the employer: "Many mental illnesses are initially diagnosed as depression, and some patients are diagnosed with severe depression for three years, and suddenly diagnosed in the fourth year With a diagnosis of bipolar disorder, it's hard to tell if it's exacerbated or just the way it is, the human brain is complex and the disease doesn't quite follow the textbook."

"His situation is so bad, and his stress symptoms are so obvious, he should have been mentally prepared long ago."

He Xiu's words seemed to be addressed to Tang Qian, but also to the lawyer's employer.He knocked on the armrest of the chair, quietly observing the reactions of Tang Qian and the lawyer.

Tang Qian was stunned for a moment, and lowered his head even more. This reaction was not unexpected, but the lawyer and the employer remained silent.The employer didn't speak, and the lawyer didn't ask what he meant, but turned his attention to Tang Qian.

He Xiu glanced at Tang Qian, and continued: "Don't worry about him, he was scolded for saying the wrong thing, where is Lu Sheng?"

The lawyer put down the few pages in his hand and rubbed the center of his brows wearily, "I don't plead guilty, Mr. Tang killed the person who killed him with one bite, he was just helping to deal with the aftermath."

He Xiu was not surprised that Lu Sheng did this, and sneered mercilessly in front of the three of them: "There are indeed precedents for mentally ill people who have murdered people without being sentenced. Lu Sheng probably wants to put all the crimes on Tang Cen. No matter how Tang Cen decides, at most he will be charged as an accomplice, and maybe in the end he will only bear civil liability for improper guardianship."

"Is he a fool? My brother has so many injuries. Didn't he do it or did he deliberately frame him?" Tang Qian, who had been silent by the side, gritted his teeth and clasped his hands Bluish and white due to excessive force.

"Tang Cen hasn't been completely cleared of his charges yet, and his injury appraisal report can hardly prove that Lu Sheng did all of it. In addition, he has been self-harming since he became ill. Every word he says now is counted. It's a fact, and I'm afraid it will be difficult to accuse Lu Sheng as a testimony, so I don't think there is any need to force him anymore."

Tang Cen's situation was very bad. He Xiu was afraid that if he continued to ask, he would be driven crazy. His client had already grasped all the things he wanted to know. Now he only had to treat Tang Cen.

He Xiu proposed a solution, but there was another burst of silence that answered him.

The endless silence aroused the anger in He Xiu's heart. In front of himself and the lawyer's employer, He Xiu slammed the table and snapped, "Have you found any other evidence? Don't trust everything On him, three people died now, and then it might become four!"

"I have...a dozen or so videos..." A hoarse voice came from the phone, it was the employer who had been silent all this time, he seemed a little frightened by He Xiu, he hesitated for a while before continuing: "It's stored in the phone that was broken before. I found it when I was repairing the data some time ago. It should be able to prove Lu Sheng's illegal detention and intentional injury."

He Xiu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and endured it for a long time before he yelled, "I'll give him a few more psychological counseling sessions, if it doesn't work, I might need you to come over."

After receiving the employer's reply, He Xiu directly left them and went back to his studio to discuss Tang Cen's treatment plan with other doctors.

He Xiu was busy with Tang Cen's affairs, so he didn't notice where Tang Qian went after that, even if he knew, he didn't have time to talk to this ignorant younger brother.

But before He Xiu could formulate a new treatment plan, the nursing home called again, and the nurse told He Xiu that Tang Cen wanted to see him.

Like the first time Tang Cen offered to see him, He Xiu dropped the unfinished work and hurried back to the nursing home.He pushed open the door and saw Tang Cen sitting on the soft pillow. He was very quiet, but he no longer smiled at him.

Tang Cen stared blankly at He Xiu, and asked him in a calm voice, "Doctor He, do you want to continue?"

He Xiu paused for a long time, and finally choked out a sentence: "Don't force yourself."

Seeing Tang Cen's lifeless appearance like a marionette made He Xiu's heart skip a beat, and he even began to wonder if there was a mistake in his diagnosis.He sat beside Tang Cen's hospital bed and held his needle-pocketed hand, "I'm sorry, it doesn't matter if you don't want to say it."

He Xiu's sudden apology made Tang Cen fall into silence, he looked down at the hand he was holding, and after a long time, he whispered: "It's been a long time, I haven't heard anyone apologize to me. "

"After the fever subsided and I was discharged from the hospital, Lu Sheng locked me in the room. No matter what happened, I was the one who apologized to him."

In that room with only a bed and a bathroom, no matter whether he accidentally yelled out because of too much pain, or collapsed due to exhaustion, Tang Cen would apologize to Lu Sheng for any action that made Lu Sheng unhappy.

Lu Sheng left smoke scars and whip marks on his body, but he never said "I'm sorry".

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The video is xx video, taken by Lu Sheng, tomorrow night, the same code in the same place.