years and years

This morning Shuci got up very early, stretched his waist and opened the door, he poked his head before going out, and as expected, he smelled the smell of rice.

Shu Ci sniffed hard a few times, and Mao walked to the kitchen with a body, and saw a tall and thin figure with his back turned to him who didn't know what kind of food he was cooking.

"You Yezhi?" Shuci called him.

You Yezhi held the spatula in his hand, and looked back at him when he heard the sound.

Shuci put their arms on the table and raised their chins towards him: "Can I discuss something with you?"

"..." You Yezhi opened his mouth before he was blocked.

"If you make breakfast in the morning, can you also take my share?" Shuci didn't realize that he was so attentive when he talked to You Yezhi, and he smiled. After speaking, Shuci felt that this was too much trouble for him , hurriedly added: "I don't eat your food for nothing, I will buy the ingredients in the future, is that okay?"

You Ye's hand froze, he glanced back, and said lightly: "That's not necessary, just promise me one thing."

"you say!"

There was still some hesitation in You Yezhi's words, and he said, "Don't get too close to me."

The diction was a little confused: "..."

It can't be really black, right? !

"...Sometimes you don't have to talk." You Yezhi's voice couldn't hear the ups and downs, and he lowered his eyes, as if he was talking about something unrelated to him: "It's a co-renting."

Very tactful, I understood the scriptures, the smile on my face couldn't hold back, and my expression gradually sank.

He originally thought that the two of them had gotten a little closer after going out for dinner last night, but You Yezhi's words were completely saying "Don't waste your efforts, I won't make friends".

Shu Ci is not a good-tempered person, anyone can hear the meaning of disgust.What did he do that caused You Yezhi to reject him so much?Or is he just like that?Why does it look like he's begging for food?

"You Yezhi, do I have a grudge against you?" Shuci stood up straight, looked at him from a distance, lifted his chin slightly, really angry, and asked again: "Did I fight with you or why do you reject me so much? If you really like being alone so much, why do you want to rent together? Do you have any friends with this personality?"

You Yezhi didn't move.

There was a faint smell of burnt in the air, which was burnt eggs.

Shu Ci stared at his back, but the atmosphere became extremely depressing for a while, You Yezhi turned off the fire, kept his back to him, and after a long while, he replied in a low voice: "Friend? What's the use?"

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at Shang Shuci, his face changed slightly: "Do you want to be friends with me?"

"I--"

Before he could utter a word, he was interrupted. You Yezhi looked away and said five words coldly: "Let's forget it."

The tone of the script did not strike a single point: "You——"

He was interrupted again: "Let's have breakfast later, thank you for the porridge last night."

This person spoke coldly for a while and then made people unable to get angry. Shuci was almost suffocated, and he muttered: "Thank you, I drank it too." Turned to wash up.

But Shuci has always been unable to hold his breath, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and he looked back at the person standing in the kitchen: "What if I don't agree?"

You Yezhi looked up at him, raised his slender brows, a little confused.

"What if I don't agree to stay away from you?" After Shuci finished speaking, he continued: "Is there no food left?"

"..." You Yezhi was speechless for a while, and said, "Go, the meal will be ready soon."

Shu Ci has a big temper, he is a little familiar, he can play everywhere, but he doesn't make all friends.It was the first time that he explicitly said no to others, which made him feel uncomfortable after eating: "However, we will live together in the future, don't be so ungrateful, and help each other if there is anything in the future. "

"I don't think I need your help with anything."

Shuci looked up at him, and retorted: "You can't be so absolute, isn't it like this in life, knowing more people and more ways, and helping each other is indispensable."

You Yezhi raised his head and glanced at him, he ate his meal slowly and didn't answer his words.

Shuci has never met such a person, but he eats the food cooked by others and can't say anything serious. He rides the bicycle all the way with anger, which makes other electric vehicles far away from him. .

Xia Qingqing saw that he was in a bad mood at a glance, and asked him after pulling up her hair, "What's the matter? Was he dumped by some girl or what?"

Shuci glanced at her: "No, how is it possible."

"Then what's wrong with you? You've been in a bad mood early in the morning, isn't your whole day finished? Can you still push cards?"

"Don't push it." Shuci shook out two candies from a bottle and stuffed them into his mouth: "Push it if you are in a good mood, and don't push it if you are in a bad mood. If you can't push it out, it will affect my mood even more. It's nothing bigger than my mood."

The wind chime rang, and there was a visitor, but Xia Qingqing didn't ask him again.

Shuci was in a bad mood all morning, but in the afternoon, he saw the person who made him angry.

You Yezhi was wearing a dark suit, his height and that face made him stand out wherever he went.Xia Qingqing had been talking about this man for a few days, and when she saw him walking in, she rushed to greet him.

Shu Ci held his grudge, and stood at the cash register and looked at him viciously.

You Yezhi ignored Xia Qingqing, picked out some bread at random from a plate, and Xia Qingqing offered her hospitality: "You can take more, this time I will give you a free order."

"Need not."

Shu Ci thought to himself, here it is again, pretending to be cool for who to see.

Xia Qingqing wanted to restore her favorability, but no matter what she said, You Yezhi always said "no need", "no need", and "thank you", which made Xia Qingqing afraid to annoy him, so she didn't dare to say more.

You Yezhi picked out several breads, and walked towards the freezer at the cashier with a plate. He looked sideways for a while, pointed to a type of cake, and said to Shuci, "Pick this up for me."

No movement.

Shuci kept remembering what happened in the morning, and was still staring at him, as if trying to see a hole in him.You Yezhi didn't understand, he just raised his eyebrows at him and said, "Why, no more business?"

Shuci packed up the bill for him, but didn't hand it to him with the bag in his hand, and said to him: "It's 267 in total, sir, do you want to get a membership card? Now you can recharge 300 and get 50 free."

The last time I gave 30, this time I gave 50. You Yezhi tapped the table a few times with his slender fingers, glanced at him lightly, and didn't speak for a while.

"You spent 267 today. Applying for a card is equivalent to saving you 50 yuan. I see that you come here often. Why not apply for a membership card? It's more cost-effective." Tell him.

The bag was still in his hand, You Yezhi looked at it, knowing that he might not be able to leave today if he didn't say anything, so he finally took out the money and got a 500 membership card.

People are gone, but the diction is still petrified.

Conscience of heaven and earth, he really said it casually, and he didn't mean to make things difficult on purpose.Could it be that he won't give him things if he doesn't apply for a card?If You Yezhi gets angry and finds the manager, his job may not be guaranteed!

A moment of guilt welled up in his heart, and Shu Ci's mood was even worse.

The weather turned cloudy today, not cool, but a little dull.You Yezhi walked to the station, planning to go to the mall to buy some nutritional supplements for the elderly.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, he arrived at Baishan Village by car.

For some distances, his journey took about two hours.There are bungalows here, mostly elderly people, and there are also many women who have given birth to children at home and rarely go out with their children.

You Yezhi carried a lot of things in his hand, walked for a while, and entered a compound.

It was an ordinary house, the walls in the living room weren't even painted.Some tables and benches were randomly placed in the room, and there was a bowl of cold tea on the table.

An old man with white and silver hair was standing in the yard, leaning on a cane, feeding the fish.

You Yezhi withdrew his gaze and called out, "Grandma."

Grandma heard the voice, looked back, and saw You Yezhi.She raised her smiling face and walked slowly towards him. Grandma was quite old, her steps were staggering, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Here we come, come quickly."

"En." You Yezhi responded, looked at her and said, "It's so hot outside, why don't you go inside?"

"It's so hot, I can't even feel it."

You Yezhi smiled slightly, and helped her into the room. He looked around and asked, "Grandma, where is Shanshan?"

Shanshan is the granddaughter of Grandma, and he always saw that Shanshan liked to eat the bread he brought last time when he came here before, so he bought more this time.

Grandma looked back at the gate, waved her hand and said, "She was taken out by her mother, don't care about her!"

You Yezhi didn't speak, and put the bag on the table.

Grandma is not related to him by blood, but met once by chance when she was a child.

It was autumn at that time, You Yezhi was 17 years old, his parents had not yet divorced, so they took him out shopping together.Grandma was sitting on the side of the road as if waiting for someone. There was a sea of ​​people, and passers-by hurriedly passed by. Grandma saw him at a glance and kept staring at him.

From one year old to 17 years old, You Yezhi's life was normal, so when he heard his grandmother say this, he was stunned. After he was stunned, he looked at his mother-in-law in front of him, and he only had one thought in his mind: Are you kidding me? !

how can that be possible?

Before his father came, Grandma asked him, "Does your heart hurt sometimes?"

He originally planned to leave directly, but he stopped when he heard such a sentence.

You Yezhi has been in good health since he was a child, but sometimes his heart hurts, and most of them pass after a few moments, and occasionally it lasts for about 30 seconds.

There are only a handful of times a year, so You Yezhi didn't take it seriously.

He turned his head to look at Grandma, and froze for about a minute: "How do you know?"

The child's precautions and doubts were written all over his face. Grandma waved at him. Although she smiled, she was not happy: "My child, the pain will worsen when you become an adult."

You Yezhi frowned delicately, with question marks all over his head.

From the beginning, You Yezhi had to experience heart-piercing pain every nine o'clock in the evening.This sounded too absurd, and his father came to listen and thought this man was a lunatic, and wanted to drag You Yezhi away.

You Yezhi was dubious, but he still had lingering fears.But his father didn't believe it, he didn't take it seriously, and You Yezhi was forgotten over time.

On his birthday, his father ordered a cake, and on that day, he had his first taste of heartache, in front of the whole family.

His parents divorced soon after, and he lived with his father. His mother died of illness soon after.

This happened every night, his father still didn't believe in such evil things, so he took You Yezhi to the hospital for a physical examination, and it turned out that everything was normal and there was no problem with his heart.

You Yezhi couldn't stand the heart-piercing pain, but no matter how he looked at it, he didn't like it. Gradually, his father also recognized it, because he couldn't sleep or eat well every day.

You Ye didn't live on campus when he was in high school. When he came home at night, he locked himself in his room and didn't let him go out. He just hid like this. After hiding for several years, his relationship with his father became more and more distant, until his father married a young woman. They had their own son before he decided to move out.

This is incredible, why did it suddenly become like this?You Yezhi suddenly thought of the grandmother he met when he was 17 years old.

Why did this thing come here, and how can it be solved?

You Yezhi found Grandma, and Grandma shook her head, saying that she didn't know how to solve it, and the reason came from: "Past life and present life."

Past and Present?

That was the first time You Yezhi really understood these four characters.

You Yezhi took out the blood jade hanging around his neck, put it in his fingertips and rubbed it lightly a few times.

Grandma said some more intermittently. It is false not to be frightened, but it is true if she does not fully believe it.He went home and hid for a long time, and then comforted himself that it was impossible, but this matter has always been a lump in his heart.