years and years

The books in front of him were piled up one by one, and Shuci was too lazy to tidy up. You Yezhi glanced at him, thinking that this person was studying hard, but Shuci suddenly raised his head: "I think I need to see the psychological doctor."

What kind of madness is this man?You Yezhi didn't want to talk to him.

Shuci frowned and said, "Why do I always have that dream?"

You Ye's hands froze, and he looked at him: "What did you dream about?"

"I still dreamed that I had an older brother. I was in poor health and vomited blood." Shuci frowned even more, and looked back at You Yezhi. People, now that they have grown up, my health is even worse?!"

You Yezhi stared at the computer screen in a daze, unable to draw any more pictures.

The book said: "Do you think I should see a psychiatrist? This dream made me sleep badly."

"Don't look at it." You Yezhi said, "Don't pay too much attention to it."

After being quiet for a while, Shuci muttered: "Sui Sui and Nian Nian?"

Wait, Sui Sui——

Where did you hear it said?

You Yezhi stared at him for a while, and comforted him: "Okay, don't think about it, just concentrate on reading."

Thinking about this before he finished digesting the book knowledge, Shuci felt a headache, and then thought about it again: "I heard from Huzi before that his three-day dreams were all linked together. On the first day, he dreamed of being with a girl. We got together, we went on a bike ride at night, we broke up the next day, we got back together on the third day, and then it was gone.”

You Yezhi listened to him with his mouth pursed, but he pinched his brows and had nothing to say.

"I thought Huzi's dream was evil enough, but it turned out that I met something even more evil."

You Yezhi slowed down and said, "It's possible, there is always a reason for dreams?"

"The reason?" Shuci looked at him, "I'm an orphan, does this imply that I have an older brother who asked me to find him?!"

"Why don't you see what year it was, and where is your brother now?"

Shuci's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "...how do you know which era is in the dream?"

You Yezhi squeezed the mouse tightly.

He lowered his headgear as he was so busy drawing pictures that he couldn't take his eyes off: "You said it before, have you forgotten?"

Shuci's head hurt even more: "Did I say that???"

"I said it." You Yezhi was very calm, "You have a bad memory, so it's not surprising that you can't remember."

Shuci narrowed his eyes and turned his gaze to the book in front of him, choosing to let his brain go and torture him in another way.

You Yezhi saw that he was quiet, his shoulders relaxed, and his palms were soaked in sweat.Press save, close the computer, stand up and say, "I'm going to work."

Shuci turned back: "...Oh, good."

The contract between You Yezhi and M-Dream will expire this week, and it will be fine to finish the last few orders in hand.I went to the company and knocked on the door of the office, and when I went in, I found a person sitting on the sofa.

He is one of the co-founders of M-Dream. You Yezhi hasn't seen him much because the boss is abroad all year round.

A suspicion emerged in my heart, as expected, I came to him to negotiate a contract.

He Jianqi listened silently, the two talked for a long time, You Yezhi finally said: "If there is a chance in the future, I will think about it again."

Having said all that needs to be said, the man was slightly silent, and said: "I heard from Manager He that you don't seem to be in good health. Is there anything I can do for you?"

You Yezhi looked at He Jianqi, who looked at him generously.

"No, I can solve it myself."

The man left after talking for a while, You Yezhi got up to go to the design department, He Jianqi called him: "Ye Zhi."

You Yezhi turned to look at him.

"Answer me truthfully, can't the heartache be cured?"

"Can't be cured."

"Where are you going next?"

"Not going anywhere."

"Does the blood curse from the previous life also exist in this life?"

You Yezhi's slender eyes narrowed slightly, looked at He Jianqi and smiled, "Don't you understand better than me? Congratulations."

Someone outside the door seemed to want to come in, but he heard conversations inside and left again.He Jianqi walked to his side: "It's ridiculous, my memory is not complete, but I know that the accident in your family is related to me."

He didn't have these memories from the beginning, but only dreamed about them frequently in the first few months.Then he dreamed of something, so he almost blurted out last time: Are you still blaming me now?

He Jianqi looked at him: "I want to help you."

"Can't help."

"There is no way?"

You Yezhi lowered his eyes, and someone's face flashed in his mind: "No, I will take care of myself."

Seeing that he was about to leave, He Jianqi said behind him: "What if I ask Gong Qiannian?"

You Yezhi stopped, and slowly raised his head.

This sentence just confirmed his guess that Gong Qiannian was Ruan Jia.He didn't even know the words, so how could he be sure that Gong Qianqian also had the memory of his previous life?So what if you have it, it's all a matter of the previous life.

"Does Shuci know about this?" He Jianqi looked at his back and asked again, "Does he know how long you have been here? Are you willing to leave like this?"

You Yezhi looked back at him: "This matter has nothing to do with him."

He Jianqi asked: "Then why did you commit suicide because of him?"

"That was all in the past—"

"Ye Zhi!" He Jianqi raised his voice to interrupt him, "You understand better than me, your behavior now shows that all this is going on, you have to find a way."

You Yezhi laughed: "If there is a way, will my family be ruined? He Jianqi, it's all about the previous life. Don't you think it's ridiculous for us to stand here and discuss the previous life?"

The people in the design department watched You Yezhi come out with the same expression as usual.You Yezhi didn't go anywhere, and stayed in the design department until the night until Shuci called.

"I'll be right back."

Shuci said: "I didn't go home, I happened to pick you up and have dinner outside together."

He didn't go back after class. He played ball with Cheng Cheng and Hu Zi and went out for a long time.Shuci turned his head and hung up the phone, and said to Cheng Cheng, "Did you feel that someone was staring at me?"

"Staring at you?" Cheng Cheng looked back with him, "No, it can't be Sun Tong again, right?"

Shuci frowned and said nothing, Cheng Cheng said: "Sun Tong has become more honest recently, and he will definitely not make trouble again. It is probably the little sister who has a crush on you who always looks at you."

Everyone is a stranger, passing by in a hurry, or just think that this person is so handsome and take a second look, there is really nothing wrong with it.

This is not the first time this feeling, Shu Ci turned around in bewilderment, and directly took a taxi to leave.

The brightly lit streets are not as hot at night as they are during the day.Shuci looked at the aunt who was dancing in the square by the side of the road, and took You Yezhi to eat barbecue.

After the meal, You Yezhi kicked Shuci out of the room, and Shuci returned to his room sadly with Shuai in his arms, hugging the scholar's unlovable back.

In the quiet afternoon, there was an old man having lunch every year. His parents seemed to be busy during this time, and they seldom even returned home, let alone appearing at the dinner table.

Sui Sui was lying on the bed with a pale face, even the food was brought over by the servants.Nian Nian casually ate a few mouthfuls of rice, said he was full, got up and walked outside.

The wooden door was pushed open, and he ate in small bites every year. Due to physical reasons, he couldn't eat greasy food. Every day, he had all kinds of porridge and vegetables. As time went by, he was so thin that his bones could almost be seen.

Sui Sui looked up and saw who it was, smiled faintly, and called out, "Brother."

Nian Nian lowered his head uncomfortably, walked over to take the bowl, Sui Sui was a little surprised, and said, "I can..."

"Where are you talking so much?" Nian Nian looked at him with a stern expression, "Hurry up and eat."

Nian Nian fed him the whole bowl of porridge like this, and also put some vegetables into Sui Sui's mouth during the period.Listening to the little chewing sound, Sui Sui's lip powder is absolutely white, without any anger.

After the meal, Sui Sui sat in a wheelchair, and Nian Nian pushed him to the backyard.

The platycodon flowers that almost cover the garden can smell the fragrance before they reach the place.The sun shone on his pale face, and he reached out to touch it, but he was reluctant to take it off.

Nian Nian sat down next to him, and Sui Sui asked in a low voice, "Pianisco flower, what's the meaning of this flower?"

The afternoon is quiet and sunny, and the noise outside leaves this piece of tranquility.But the noise seemed to be getting closer and closer. Before Nian Nian could say anything, he only heard a roar: "It's not good——!!!"

Leave Sui Sui here every year and don't let him go anywhere.When I went out, I saw a group of people walking towards the warehouse, rummaging through something, and finally rummaged through a bunch of things.

All the peaceful days stopped in this afternoon.

Everyone knew what was in those small bags, and Nian Nian's eyes widened suddenly. Grandma fell to the ground, and there seemed to be a sound behind her.

Every year my heart tightens, it’s not good——

He turned his head and saw Sui Sui's face and the glaring red around his mouth.

"Cough cough cough-"

Shuci coughed violently, and his lungs hurt from coughing.He sat up straight and wanted to drink water, but he didn't have this habit, and he had to go out to get it if he wanted to drink water.

This coughing could not stop, as if someone had turned on a loudspeaker in the silent night.Just about to get out of bed, the door was suddenly opened, and then a small night light was lit in the room.

You Yezhi held a glass of water in his hand, seeing that he was still coughing violently, he patted his back lightly: "What's wrong?"

"I, did I wake you up?" Shu Ci put his hand on his heart.

"At this time, what are you talking about if you are not waking up? Why are you uncomfortable? Have a cold?"

The coughing stopped gradually, Shuci sighed a long time, took a sip of water, and said, "No, I had a dream."

You Yezhi looked at his side face, and said in the book: "I vomited blood in my dream, it was so real, it felt like I really vomited blood."

You Yezhi held his hand: "It's just a dream."

Shuci didn't seem to hear: "In the dream, my brother fed me porridge and pushed me to see the bellflower flowers in the backyard. Hey, wasn't the flower I bought last time also bellflower flowers? What a coincidence."

"Don't think about it." You Yezhi didn't follow his words and said, "Go to bed quickly and have a good rest."

You Yezhi turned around, Shuci stretched out his hand to hold his fingers, and said slowly, "Don't go."

You Yezhi doesn't know what else Shuci dreamed about, but this sentence, these four words, have been said every year.

He turned around and looked at the book, and after a while: "Okay, I won't go."

The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and Shu Ci covered the two of them with a thin quilt, hugging each other at night, both of them opened their eyes and did not feel sleepy, and did not talk about each other's thoughts.After a long time, You Yezhi heard a sigh from above his head.

You Yezhi couldn't hold back and asked, "What's wrong?"

With four legs intertwined, Shuci put his arms around You Yezhi's back, put his chin against his ear, and talked in an intimacy that couldn't be more intimate: "It's okay."

Who would believe that it's all right, but You Yezhi won't ask any more questions.

Shuci lowered his head and kissed him, whispering softly: "Sleep, good night."