years and years

"Ye Zhi, come here."

You Yezhi was sitting on his seat staring at the computer screen, wondering what he was thinking, when he suddenly heard He Jianqi calling him.

The two returned to the office, where Yu Xiaming was still sitting. He Jianqi poured him a cup of brewed coffee and said, "Wait for Mia to come over later, wait for her here."

The coffee in front of me exudes a strong aroma, and Miyaji finally arrives in about 10 minutes.A few people were sitting on the sofa, and they didn't look like they were talking about business from their expressions.

Mia said: "Our company will hold a banquet next month. There will be celebrities, other top designers, and bosses from other companies. I'm here to invite you."

He Jianqi smiled and said: "I thought what was the matter, just send a message, we will definitely go."

Still talking beside his ears, You Yezhi curled up his hands slightly, raised his head and asked, "When is next month?"

He Jianqi glanced at him, and Mia replied: "No. 30 at the end of the month and August, so the time must be free."

Yu Xiaming and He Jianqi said yes, they sat and chatted about work, and Mia answered the phone before leaving.Yu Xiaming glanced at He Jianqi and You Yezhi, said hello and left the office.

The coffee in front of me has not been touched and is cold.The two sat face to face. He Jianqi took a sip from his cup and asked, "Why do you always run to the company these days? Do you regret it and want to renew the contract?"

You Yezhi looked at him lightly: "I really thought, but the person who signed the contract is gone, so the company is losing money?"

He Jianqi frowned and couldn't accept these words in a too indifferent tone: "There must be a way, don't give up, Ye Zhi."

You Yezhi curled the corners of his lips: "Don't comfort me."

He Jianqi asked: "Does my heart still hurt every night?"

You Yezhi didn't speak, and lowered his head to think for a while. In fact, the pain in his heart has been reduced a lot during this period, it's not that painful, and it won't last for a long time. He sometimes has the illusion that it has disappeared.

Like the last time, it was just a slight pain for a few seconds and then disappeared, and some nights there was no pain at all.

You Yezhi didn't understand if this was a harbinger of death or if it was really getting better.But the cause of the heartache did come from the previous life. Even the hospital examination was normal, so how could it disappear suddenly.

The sun was scorching outside, and the air conditioner in the office was cool, so You Yezhi kept silent.After taking two sips of coffee, the phone rang suddenly, and it was Shu Ci calling.

"Hey."

There is no class in Shuci in the morning, and You Yezhi has been waiting since he left the house in the morning, and no one came back until after eleven o'clock, so he had to call and ask, "Aren't you busy yet? When will you be back?"

You Yezhi lowered his eyes, stroked the cup with his slender fingers, and said, "You have to work overtime, you can order some takeaway."

He Jianqi looked up at him.

Shuci wailed why he had to work overtime again, but he had no choice but to hang up after telling him to eat on time.

"I heard you right." He Jianqi looked at him and said, "You don't have any extra work, were you lying just now?"

You Yezhi sighed imperceptibly: "Just pretend you didn't hear it."

He Jianqi looked at him for a while: "I said, why do you always go to the company these days, you obviously have nothing to do."

You Yezhi didn't speak, He Jianqi said: "Although the contract has expired, you can come back here if you don't want to."

"Not tomorrow."

He Jianqi was blocked, and looked at the time: "Go, let's go out to have lunch, at least be friends for two lifetimes, treat me better, don't always keep a straight face."

Shuci was reading at home with the air conditioner on, tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't get in. He just felt bored and bored, and only wanted to see You Yezhi.

You Yezhi has been very busy these days, always working overtime, either in the morning or in the afternoon, which happens to be when he has no classes.He still doesn't want to sleep in the same room at night, and Shuci thinks about him almost crazy every day.

But everyone has their own work, and they can't bother, so Shu Ci can only take out his mobile phone and call Cheng Cheng: "What are you doing?"

There was a lot of noise on the phone, Cheng Cheng said: "I was just about to go out for dinner, why did you call me suddenly at this time, did you fight?"

"What kind of fight, you can't expect me to order." Shuci said, "You can come to my house to eat."

Cheng Cheng directly agreed without hesitation: "Okay!"

As a result, when Cheng Cheng appeared at Shuci's house covered in sweat, he saw only Shuci, who was asking him to order some takeaway.

Cheng Cheng was speechless for a moment, and asked, "Where's You Yezhi?"

"work overtime."

"Then what do you want me to eat?!"

Shuci looked up at him: "Order takeaway, or do you want to eat instant noodles? I'll cook them for you. I can make eggs medium-boiled."

Cheng Cheng slumped back and looked at the ceiling: "...I thought there was a big meal, but you're just bored."

"What are you talking about?" Shuci handed him the phone, "Didn't you often come to sleep at my house before?"

"Yes, yes, you can't talk about your partner, especially if your partner is a man."

Shuci smiled and said: "That's true, you Brother You will be unhappy."

Cheng Cheng swiped the screen to order food, and said, "But then again, why does he work overtime every day? Recently, you have been eating with me for several days in a row."

"I don't know, maybe I'm busy with work, and it was like this before." Shuci didn't care, and asked again: "Is the order ready? Hurry up and place the order, I'm starving to death."

After paying the money, Ge You lay on the sofa, and Cheng Cheng went to the refrigerator to get some fruit to eat.Shuci thought about You Yezhi, and couldn't stay idle, so he opened WeChat to send You Yezhi a message.

Ci: Have you eaten?

The other party came back after a few minutes: eating

Ci: What do you eat?

.: I ate a little at the restaurant downstairs

Ci: shoot for me

You Yezhi took a picture of the omelet rice in front of him with his mobile phone and sent it, his lips were slightly pursed, and his whole body was soft when typing.He Jianqi looked at him and asked, "Since you miss him, why don't you go home for dinner these days?"

You Yezhi looked up at him and said, "He has his final exam this week, I want him to concentrate."

He Jianqi drank his red wine and laughed lightly, obviously not believing the illogical reason, but he didn't break it, and said: "I finally know the reason why you insisted on living there in the first place, don't you plan to tell him? "

Soft piano music was playing in the dining room, but it couldn't cover the chirping voices of the people next to him.You Ye Zhifan didn't take a few bites, and lowered his head: "There's no need to tell him, and I'll trouble you to keep it a secret for me."

He Jianqi's expression became more serious: "Of course, I'll always be by your side."

You Yezhi lowered his head to eat, He Jianqi looked at him and said, "You are welcome to come to the company anytime you want."

"Thank you." You Yezhi said, "I think it's time to deal with my own affairs."

It didn't feel good to hear these words, He Jianqi looked at him silently, You Yezhi smiled lightly and said: "Don't look at me like that, I have a boyfriend."

This is probably the first time that You Yezhi joked to him, He Jianqi was slightly taken aback, then lowered his head and smiled wryly: "I don't know what I can do for you, I will definitely try my best."

After eating, You Yezhi looked at the time and sat in the restaurant for a while.He Jianqi didn't ask, and stayed with him until Shuci sent the news that he was going to school, and You Yezhi said he wanted to go home.

Pushing open the door of the house, the cool air has not yet dissipated, You Yezhi looked at the kitchen, exactly the same as before he went out.Walking to the room of Shuci, I found some washed clothes that he had laid on the chair, You Yezhi helped him fold them and put them in the cabinet, and smoothed out the creases on the bed by the way.

Going to the living room again, there were still unfinished snacks on the table, and an empty vase was placed there alone, nothing was moved, and nothing was missing.

Pillows were lost everywhere, it is estimated that Shuci had been fluttering on the sofa all morning, You Yezhi stretched out his hand to arrange them, stared at the sofa, and remembered the night he and Shuci were on the sofa.

He returned to his room and turned his gaze to the row of photos by the bedside.

Shucile is loyal to taking pictures of him, and there are many photos and videos of the two of them together, but the videos cannot be washed out.When I went shopping that time, I saw that photos can be developed, and I edited hundreds of them.

You Yezhi reached out to touch those photos, and the light from outside came in, illuminating the smiling faces of the two of them.

The final exam was just around the corner, and everyone was reviewing with their books in their hands. They listened carefully to the diction and lectures, and it was rare for Cheng Cheng to listen carefully.The two classes lasted more than four hours. After class, Shuci held the book in his arms and looked up at the bright sun.

"It's so hot." Shuci sighed, and said to Cheng Cheng and Huzi, "Let's go and buy a drink."

Huzi asked, "Aren't you going home?"

"Let's go back later, You Yezhi is definitely not at home." When he was at home, he would send him a message, and Shuci turned to look at the two of them, "Come to my house to play?"

"Anything to eat?"

Like Cheng Cheng, he only wanted to eat, Shuci said speechlessly, "I'll cook instant noodles for you myself, can I make a half-boiled egg?"

Huzi curled his lips: "Okay, just make do with it!"

The three walked out of the school gate talking and laughing. There were one or two people standing at the school gate, walking back and forth as if they were waiting for someone.Shuci turned a corner, his smile stopped suddenly, and he looked back.

Cheng Cheng also turned around: "What's wrong?"

Because the summer is too hot, no one is willing to stay outside.The two men looked at the school with their mobile phones, as if they were really waiting for someone, and there was nothing wrong with the rest.

Shuci frowned and said, "Could it be that I feel something is wrong?"

Huzi asked him, "Do you feel like someone is staring at you? There's no one here anymore."

The two men who were waiting finally came out, smiling and embracing as they passed by, dispelling Shu Ci's last trace of doubt.

"It's nothing, I'm just too sensitive."

There was a sparrow singing in the lush tree, and Huzi smiled and said, "Maybe the sparrow is staring at you, thinking you are handsome."

Shuci glanced at him speechlessly.

The three of them bought a glass of iced drink each, and drank a few swigs together, which instantly eliminated a lot of dryness and heat.Huzi exclaimed: "Cool!"

Shuci took out his mobile phone and looked at it. You Yezhi hadn't sent him a message yet, so he said to the two of them, "Go, go to my house!"

When I took the key to open the door, I was still chattering and joking. As soon as I opened the door, I was greeted with a comfortable cool air. Shuci changed the shoe core and wanted to turn off the air conditioner before going out.

and many more!

Shuci turned his head to the right, and saw You Yezhi sitting on the sofa with Baiji in his mouth.

"Fuck!" Shuci put down the book and ran over, reaching out to hug him, "I haven't seen you as soon as I opened the door for several days!"

Is it so greasy?Cheng Cheng and Hu Zi petrochemical.

You Yezhi patted him on the back and said softly, "Alright, they are still watching."

Shuci was reluctant to let go, without looking back, he waved his hand and said, "Sit and eat whatever you want! You're welcome."

Huzi and Chengcheng sat down at the dining table, and Huzi said, "Does this prove that I don't need to eat instant noodles made by Shuci?"

"Yes, we can have a good meal."

Huzi stretched out his hand and gave him a thumbs up.

Shuci tugged at You Yezhi's arm, unwilling to let go, and stuck close to him, saying, "Why don't you send me a message when you're at home?"

You Yezhi said: "Aren't you coming back soon at this point?"

"Then what if I go to dinner with them."

"Then I'll wait for you to come back."

In fact, we meet every day, Shuci still misses this person so much, he reached out to kiss his face, You Yezhi slapped him away: "Get up, I'll go cook."

Said it was a slap, but actually just took the opportunity to rub his face.Shuci went to the kitchen and said to the two of them: "You are lucky, your Brother You will not work overtime today."

Huzi laughed and said, "That's good, that's good."

Huzi and Chengcheng moved to the battlefield, sat on the sofa and ate snacks while watching TV, while Shuci washed vegetables for You Yezhi in the kitchen.

Both of them put on aprons, Shuci asked, "What's the matter with the company? You've been busy for several days."

After the rice was cooked, You Yezhi said, "I have a few orders, and they are more complicated and urgent, so I am a little busy."

"When will you be busy?"

"do not know."

Shuci turned to look at him: "You're not at home, I really miss you."

You Yezhi still cut the vegetables with his head down, and said, "If I'm not here, you can ask your friend to come here to accompany you. Don't always think about me."

"What are you talking about?" Shu Ci retorted dissatisfiedly, but his words were blatant, "My mind is full of you, and I miss you so much that I don't think about eating or drinking."

You Yezhi coughed a few times: "You should prepare well for the final exam."

After wiping his hands, Shuci said, "I've almost finished my review, can I apply to sleep together tonight?"

Although the voice was low, You Yezhi still looked back at the living room with a guilty conscience: "Can you not talk about this question now?"

"Okay, then I'll change the question, your heart..."

"Book Ci!"

You Yezhi interrupted him directly, and Huzi and Cheng Cheng looked this way at the same time when they heard the voice.

Shuci rubbed against him with his leg, and said with a smile, "Then I'll take it as your agreement."

You Yezhi kicked him, and then avoided the unfinished question.

An hour later, the food was ready, Shuci filled several bowls of rice, and shouted to the two of them, "Come and serve the rice!"

Hu Zi hurriedly replied, "Hey! Here we come!"

Four dishes and one soup, hearty and delicious.Huzi ate two bowls of rice, and the dishes were bottomed out, and he praised Ye Zhi's craftsmanship while eating.

"We'll do the dishes in a while." Hu Zi felt too embarrassed to just eat and not work, "Cheng Cheng and I will definitely clean up the kitchen for you."

Shuci nodded: "Ah, that's just right, wipe the table too."

The two people who had enough to eat had the strength to work, one was washing the dishes and the other was cleaning the table, and they finished their work together.It was already dark outside, Huzi said truthfully: "Thank you Brother You for the meal, we are going back to school!"

Cheng Cheng said, "I'm going back to study too."

Without leaving the words, he stretched out his hand and waved: "Let's go."

Going back to the house to get the clothes, Shuci thought for a while, then asked You Yezhi, "You wash first?"

You Yezhi was in the room, and answered him: "You go."

It's hot in summer, and the longer the washing time, the hotter it is, and it's finished in ten minutes. I'm only wearing underwear, and I'm wearing a nightgown outside, and the bag opens when I pull it.

Shu Ci was thinking about the belt around his waist, and went straight to You Yezhi's room.All of a sudden, he heard a suppressed but painful moan, which was no stranger to him. Shu Ci's face froze, and he looked up directly.

You Yezhi was bending down, covering his heart and facing away from him, not noticing his arrival.

Because during this period of time, his heart hurt sometimes, sometimes it didn't hurt, and sometimes it didn't hurt at all, and he could get through every time with a blank face.But this time he was careless, so when the heartache hit again, he was not mentally prepared at all.

Shu Ci rushed over, hugged him into his arms, and stretched out an arm: "Bite me if it hurts."

You Yezhi was panting, this time the pain disappeared just at that moment, only that moment, probably less than a second.He blinked, not wanting Shuci to see it, and said, "It doesn't hurt."

"I saw it all just now."

"It really doesn't hurt, do you think I'm in pain now?"

Shuci stared at him, You Yezhi looked back frankly, there was really nothing to be seen from his expression and eyes, but Shuci didn't believe it.

They were silent for a long time, Shuci asked: "I don't understand why you keep hiding it every time?"

You Yezhi said: "I don't understand why you still ask when you're fine."

Shuci frowned: "Who are you lying to? Me or yourself?"

You Yezhi didn't speak, turned his face away, and passed him to get clothes to take a bath.

"You Yezhi." Shuci called to him, and said slowly, "Did I say it many times, if there is anything I will bear with you, why are you unwilling to tell me?"

You Yezhi clenched his hands into fists, stopped in front of the closet, closed his eyes and couldn't see anything.He said in a hoarse voice: "Didn't you go to the hospital for an examination? Didn't you know the result?"

"I know, but do you think I can't see the changes every night? You almost always avoid me at that time." Shu Ci turned his head and looked at his back, and his tone could not be difficult to hear the anger that could not be suppressed, "In your eyes What am I here, I can’t give you a sense of security, am I just a child who doesn’t understand anything?”

I don't know if it's because the air conditioner is turned too low, or if the two of them are deadlocked.Who knew that it would become like this after taking a shower, but Shuci was angry that You Yezhi was hiding it from him, and had been hiding it from him all the time, unwilling to let go, even if he saw that he was in so much pain, he still kept biting his mouth. .

He doesn't understand why.

It's like he doesn't understand why his heart still hurts because the result of the hospital examination is fine.

You Yezhi's voice sounded faintly: "It should be."

Shuci frowned heavily: "...what?"

"Maybe what you said is right." You Yezhi reached for the clothes without looking back, "Don't always be so forceful, be more mature, Shuci."

At that moment, it was like a thunderbolt, and the ears buzzed instantly, and Shuci's mind went blank. He didn't react after You Yezhi left for a long time.