years and years

M-Dream has lost a top designer, and the loss of customers is still quite serious.The boss discussed asking He Jianqi to talk to You Yezhi again. He Jianqi said that he respected You Yezhi's ideas and tried his best to keep every old customer, and the list was handed over to other designers.

It is too difficult for him to contact You Yezhi now. He doesn't know where You Yezhi lives, and no one answers his calls. When he sends a message to You Yezhi, occasionally the other party will reply with a sentence or two.

The banquet at the end of the month was coming, and He Jianqi sent a message to You Yezhi after the company had nothing to do that day and made an appointment, sitting in the cafe and waiting.

About 10 minutes later, a boy wearing a hat walked in through the door.

He Jianqi said: "Ye Zhi, sit down."

The waiter brought the menu, but You Yezhi held out his hand to refuse, and asked after sitting down, "Is there anything you need to talk about in person?"

"Do you remember the banquet hosted by Mia at the end of the month?"

There is still one week left, You Yezhi remembered: "What's wrong?"

In the past month or so, You Yezhi has lost a lot of weight, He Jianqi looked at him: "Your current physical condition, it's better not to go, I'll tell Mia, she probably won't mind."

You Yezhi didn't speak, He Jianqi was silent for a while, and said: "Actually, I have contacted Gong Qiannian."

Palace Millennium, Ruan Jia.

"I've known for a long time that he also remembers things from his previous life. I asked him when we had dinner together, but he said he couldn't remember clearly and didn't know about your heartache." He Jianqi lowered his head, "I really want to help you."

Eating together should be with Mia. That time when You Yezhi went to the bathroom and saw He Jianqi and Gong Qiannian standing together, it must be what he said.

You Yezhi said: "It's normal if you can't remember clearly."

"But only he can help you."

"He can't help. There are some things you don't understand." You Yezhi said, "For example, heart problems were caused by suicide in the previous life. This has nothing to do with him."

"I know he is using me to ruin your family." He Jianqi looked at him in astonishment: "I heard the news of your suicide later, but I didn't expect..."

Obviously, He Jianqi's memory is as incomplete as the previous life.You Yezhi asked: "Will you also go to the Banquet Palace for a thousand years?"

He Jianqi calmed down a little, and said, "...Yes."

"Then don't push me, I will go."

"You're thinking?"

You Yezhi stood up and wanted to leave, and said, "It's nothing, I guess he also has something to tell me."

The sun was scorching outside, You Yezhi stood in the sun and lowered the brim of his hat, walked a few steps, and disappeared.

The sun seemed to melt people, You Yezhi didn't go home, he stopped by a flower shop, and came out with a bunch of pure white platycodon flowers in his hand.

He clearly remembered the roads around here. When he reached the lower reaches of the building, Ye Zhi looked up at the window, raised his steps and went upstairs, and the couplet on the door was still so red.You Yezhi raised his eyes, and saw that every year was old and peaceful.

He had been here a few days ago, but the house was clean and there was nothing he needed to do.The platycodon flowers on the living room withered, You Yezhi took them down and replaced them with new ones.

Shuci's room was still tidy, he didn't bring back too many clothes, and the closet was still full.You Yezhi reached out to touch the shirt, which he had worn before, and looked down to see the suit that Shuci had kept carefully.

That night he put Shuci on by himself. He was tall and well-built, with such a handsome face, he looked like a mixed race, so wearing a suit undoubtedly made him look even better.According to his visual inspection, the size is just right, and the book looks really good after wearing it.

He still remembered that he was lying on Shuci's shoulders and looking at the two people in the mirror with him.

He closed the door and went to the next room. The room he used to live in is now empty with only furniture left.The breeze blew in, and the photos hanging by the bed swayed with the wind.

There is an empty space in the middle, which is the photo of him and Shuci, all smiling brightly.You Yezhi only took this one, although he wanted to keep a few more by his side, but it was too obvious, and he was afraid that Shuci would find out.

The things in the bathroom were still intact. When You Yezhi was tidying up the scriptures that time, he was still thinking about it, so he knew that he would use innocent things to vent his anger.

The weather turned cloudy and it rained.Mr. Mu took the potted plants in the yard back into the house, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, Xiao Huang couldn't go home, and was lying at Shuci's feet.

Mu Lao held a pile of clothes and threw them into Shuci's arms: "Go and fold the clothes, sort them for me and put them away."

The dictionaries were stunned by the smashing, went back to the room, folded them, put them in the cabinet, and returned to their original position without saying a word when they came out.

This state has not changed since Shuci came back, Mr. Mu sat down with him after he finished his work, and the grandpa and grandson sat next to each other to enjoy the rain together.

"Have you been on a scale lately?"

Listening to the sound of rain, Shuci said inexplicably, "No."

Mr. Mu said: "You go into the room and tell me if you have lost weight. If you eat that little bit every day, Xiao Huang will eat more than you in one meal."

"..." Shuci rubbed his nose, "I'm not hungry."

"Promise." Mu Lao sighed, and said, "At that time, he and I also quarreled."

Shuci was stunned for a moment, and then realized who Grandpa was talking about.In fact, he rarely heard his grandpa mention his lover, and he didn't ask, for fear that grandpa would be sad.

"We quarrel over a trivial matter. In fact, every time we quarrel, it is because of a trivial matter, but when we get angry, we talk too much, which hurts our feelings too much." Mu Lao looked up at the gloomy sky, "Later, I discussed it with him and got angry. Don't communicate at the moment, wait for both parties to calm down before talking about things calmly."

Shuci smiled: "Can you really control it?"

Elder Mu turned to look at him: "Of course I can. At that time, my family objected to being with him. I must want to cherish each other. Who wants to quarrel?"

This is true.It was already very difficult, and quarreling hurt feelings, wouldn't it be that all the persistence was in vain.

"Don't be afraid of problems, the most important thing is to solve them properly. Don't be cold to the other party, don't lose your temper and say harsh words, learn to put yourself in another way." Mu Lao thought for a while and said, "The jade you wear around your neck is Xiaozhi gave it to you, right?"

Shuci stretched out his hand and held it: "It was passed down from his family."

"This jade is worth a lot of money. I have given you all the ancestral jade. Shouldn't you think carefully about whether there is something important between you two?"

"……What's the meaning?"

Mu Lao pondered: "I don't know what happened to you two, but the breakup will never happen for no reason. Xiao Zhi's child is not like a person who will do things so badly just because of a little thing."

These words reached Shuci's heart, and he always wanted to know what You Yezhi was hiding.

What important thing did you miss?

His intuition told him that it must be related to You Yezhi's heart.

Shuci said: "...I don't know yet."

"Think about it for yourself, something happened that you didn't notice." Mr. Mu was about to go back to the house, "I don't want to see you being so pretentious every day. If you can, you can make it back. If you can't, you just admit it."

"..."

He really couldn't control his sadness, how could it be hypocritical? !

The rain didn't stop for two days, during which Jiang Yu and Zi Luo came to ask him to go out every afternoon.Shuci asked at the beginning: "Where do you go on a rainy day?"

Jiang Yu said, "Ionia."

The dictionaries were sprayed.

"Knowing that you are in a bad mood, I can't help you. It's especially easy to be sentimental on rainy days. Instead of staying at home, it's better to go to an Internet cafe to play League of Legends."

Shuci desperately wants to save face: "I'm not that fragile."

However, I still went to the Internet cafe for two afternoons and had two dinners with them. The rain finally stopped and the sky cleared up.

I didn't read any of the books I brought back, and I couldn't read them.He didn't bring back the Miracle 400 dictionaries that You Yezhi gave him, because he was afraid that when he opened them, he would see three densely packed words - You Yezhi.

Called out to play by Zi Luo in the afternoon, Shuci was absent-minded and didn't play for too long, and was going home in the evening.

Zi Luo held him back and said: "Go to my house for dinner, my parents haven't seen you for a long time, and today I specifically told me to take you there."

"Ah." Shuci nodded, "Then I'll go back and buy some things to see my uncles and aunts."

Jiang Yu said, "What else are you buying, why are you being so polite?"

This is what it means to be so kind.Shuci wanted to meet him, but he hadn't seen him for several years.

I called my grandfather, and my grandfather agreed very much. I don't know if Shuci was thinking too much, but he vaguely heard the meaning of "it's just right not to come home".

Almost everyone who lived here didn't know Shuci, because when he was three months old, he was found thrown at the gate of the orphanage, and everyone felt sorry for him. What's more, when he grew up, he was really naughty.

Some little boys couldn't fight with him, and went back to their mother crying.Some were bullied by him, and went back to find their mother crying, causing neighbors in the neighborhood to come to the door several times, and Uncle Dong always smiled and apologized.

After being adopted, he became honest, at least he stopped bullying the people here, and started bullying the classmates in school.

Uncle Zi liked him very much, and kept chatting with him throughout the meal, and drank white wine glass by glass.Aunt Zi didn't stop her, she kept adding vegetables to his bowl, Jiang Yu sat aside and ate, and Zi Luo poured him drinks.

They didn't go home after dinner, so the four of them got together to play mahjong until after ten o'clock in the evening. They didn't win or lose, and finally said hello and went home.

He hadn't had a good rest in the past two days, and he always suffered from insomnia. After lunch, Zi Luo and Jiang Yu dragged him out before he had time to take a nap.So after returning home, Shuci took a shower and brushed his teeth, and after making sure that there was no liquor in his mouth, he slowly went to bed.

The drowsiness came very quickly this time, before he even had time to turn on his phone to play, his eyelids could no longer hold up.

Hongyu turned over with Shuci and slid down into her neck, and after sinking into it, she quietly pressed against the pillow, bringing Shuci into a dream.

Although Shuci always calls it a dream, it is undeniable that it is too real.

He sprawled by the bed without eating or drinking, and refused to let anyone near the house.Of course, on the bed lay the cold corpse of Niannian.

Grandma knocked on the door. From the sound, it could be heard that her body had also changed. She kept coughing after she couldn't speak a few words, and her voice was hoarse.Sui Sui seems to have lost his soul, and has no time to care about other things.

A few days later, my grandmother died in her room, and my parents were sentenced to life imprisonment.

The house has been bustling since they moved in. At that time, neither they nor his parents would have imagined that such a day would come.They didn't offend anyone, they didn't do bad things, but they were framed by others, and they came to such an end.

But in just one week, Sui Sui lost all his family members.

He knew earlier, he had heard his parents talking, that his illness could not be cured, and this curse could only be undone by Nian Nian, if Nian Nian was willing to commit suicide, then he would survive.

But he doesn't want it.

Sui Sui hadn't eaten for a few days, and his body was already weak, so his lips were turning white at the moment.He looked up at Nian Nian, not afraid, just looking at it like that.The jade around his neck was put on by himself, and he only hopes that it will be safe every year.

But every year left him behind.

Sui Sui buried his face in Nian Nian's bedding, he should have died sooner, he thought.

In this way, you don't have to sacrifice your life for him every year.

"Brother." He called in a low voice, "Pianisco flower...does this flower have any meaning?"

"...I really want to know."

He was as angry as a thread: "You will tell me, when we meet again."

Sui Sui closed her eyes and remained motionless in this posture lying beside his bed.The scene changed, and a few days later, there was a heavy rain outside, but the people in the house were very quiet and could no longer hear their breathing.

He seemed to be trapped in a huge black hole. There was no pain in this world, and his body seemed to be floating lightly. He heard himself shouting: "Every year..."

Shuci frowned in his sleep, he was surrounded by deep anxiety, only felt cold, too cold.He subconsciously retracted his chin into the bed, and he heard his own voice, shouting: "Niannian."

And You Yezhi's face appeared not far away.

But Shuci's body trembled suddenly, and he woke up from the dream!

This is not right!

Etc., etc--

It was late at night outside, and the sound of cicadas had become quieter. A thin layer of sweat covered Shuci's body, but a chill came from his heart.

At first he couldn't see the face clearly in this dream, he thought it was because he was thinking day by day and dreaming at night, but later it didn't seem like that.

You Yezhi asked him who Nian Nian was, because he called out Nian Nian's name in his sleep.

Since when did he have this dream?Shuci closed his eyes and frowned for a while, after meeting You Yezhi.

Why does Niannian's face look exactly like You Yezhi's?

——Is there really a past life?

——if so?

Shuci had goosebumps all over his body, and continued to recall, he always felt that it was not just a dream, he always felt that he had heard the name "Sui Sui".

where is it

Fever, hospital, raving, You Ye's shouting every year.

The platycodon flowers that You Yezhi bought with him that night, he said:

——Niannian... He shouldn't hate you.

——Because those flowers are all planted for you.

The pure white eustoma flowers all over the backyard have been seen with him every year.

Shu Ci heard his panting and the sound of his heart beating faster and faster, his fingers were trembling slightly, he closed his eyes, and held the jade around his neck with his other hand.

"Do you believe in past and present lives?"

He Jianqi asked him that.

After asking, he said—"Sometimes there may be clues, don't ignore it because it is ridiculous, maybe it can solve the doubts in your heart."

He did find it ridiculous, only that one time, he immediately rejected it after thinking about it. At that time, he felt that he was crazy, and he actually confused dreams with reality.

And he is indeed crazy, maybe that is not a dream, those really existed, in the previous life.

This jade is exactly the same as the one in the dream, Shu Ci understands that this is not a coincidence.You Yezhi said that this jade was inherited from his family, and he was indeed right.

It's from their family.

He had seen Gong Qiannian before, and in his previous life, he clearly remembered that his name was Ruan Jia, and the person who ruined his family was Gong Qiannian in this life.This is the reason why I didn't like the photos when I first saw them.

And He Jianqi, it's He, his teacher and friend every year, often comes to his house.

Grandma... Grandma, isn't that the grandma that You Yezhi took him to meet!

This is not a coincidence... It turns out that this is not a coincidence.

The reason why You Yezhi moved here, and why he proposed to break up with him——

The cause of You Yezhi's heartache——

Shuci opened his eyes and raised his head abruptly.

He is Shuci, he is You Yezhi.He is also Sui Sui, and You Yezhi is also Sui Sui.

In order to save him in the first life of You Ye, the knife on his chest was dazzling red.

related to his suicide.