Treasure this life [Rebirth]

When the weather starts to warm up.

When the trees start to pull out green shoots.

When people start their busy day again.

Xiang Qiuran died.

How did he know he was dead?

Because he was floating in the sky at the moment, looking at himself, or rather his own corpse.

He felt very sorry for the driver, because he ran a red light because it was his fault.

Seeing the driver stammering and explaining to everyone, I was so anxious that I almost cried.

Looking at the traffic police coming soon, and the ambulance arriving not long after.

Watching... I was sent away.

Why is this so?It was fine in the morning.

Shi Rong got up in the morning and made him a breakfast.Having known each other for ten years, this is the first time he has prepared a formal breakfast for himself.

At that time, Xiang Qiuran was happy when he saw the person he had admired for ten years, busy like a little bee, frying eggs for him with the "peerless hand" in the eyes of fans.While being happy, I also felt that my heart was being tossed over and over like that fried egg.Yes, torment.

I have known Shi Rong for ten years, and I have suffered for ten years.

It took the two of them four years to go from being ambiguous, to entangled, to moving in together.Xiang Qiuran spent his time in college in torment, afraid that he would know, and also afraid that he would not know.I'm afraid that if he finds out, he will think he is a pervert. The feelings of a man for another man are not something most people can understand.However, love is such a domineering, it comes as soon as it is said.

When he found out that the other party had him in his heart, the ecstasy, the inconceivable feeling, and the thankful feeling were so profound that he still remembers them to this day.It is also this kind of deep memory that reminds me all the time that in this relationship, the heart is humble.Therefore, all tolerance, all concessions, and all affection began at that time.

The relationship is managed with a humble heart, so the ending is doomed from the beginning, isn't it?

It was the first and last time to eat the breakfast prepared by the teacher, and went to work with incomparable happiness. I was so happy that I was so dizzy that I found out that I forgot my mobile phone after going out for 20 minutes.I thought it would be impossible without a mobile phone, so I went back home.But who would have thought that the person who said he was going to the dance studio to practice dancing hadn't left yet?

When Xiang Qiuran arrived at the door, he found that the door was not closed. It was so strange. Did Shi Rong forget to close it when he left? What a careless ghost.Xiang Qiuran's smile froze as soon as he raised it. There were a pair of outsider's shoes at the door, and there was a strange sound in the room, and he walked in unconsciously.Although I kept telling myself in my heart, don't go in, turn around, and go back to your class.Once you enter, everything is over, and you can act as if nothing happened.

Standing behind the porch, Xiang Qiuran has already seen two people on the sofa in the living room, who are they?That's not Shi Rong, that's not Shi Rong's manager Li Chengfeng, and the two people hugging and kissing passionately are definitely not people they once knew.I have never seen Shi Rong being suppressed and seduced by others in ten years, and at this moment, Li Chengfeng, who is full of lust, is still that polite and gentlemanly manager?What are these two people?Why in my house?Xiang Qiuran felt that he couldn't figure it out, and his head was frozen.

Shi Rong stretched out his hand to push Li Chengfeng, "Okay, I'm still going to dance practice later?... Enough... You get up... There is no end..."

"It's not over, go to my place, move it." Li Chengfeng pushed Shi Rong back and continued to kiss his neck.

"Get up, don't make a fuss, not today." Shi Rong was a little impatient.

"Haven't you made it clear to him?" Being pushed away again and again, Li Chengfeng became agitated, "Could it be that you want to step on two boats. Let me tell you, he Xiang Qiuran can tolerate you, but I can't. You still have to How long will it take to follow a useless man... Be good, come with me... The resources in my hands have always been chosen by you... During this time, am I not dedicated enough to you?... You can't be half-hearted , break up with him immediately."

"I didn't have time to say it today."

"You." Li Chengfeng became impatient when he heard this, "We have already agreed that we want to have a formal relationship, and you are so insincere... don't tell me you still can't let go of him and forget the old relationship? You can't say yes, I and He said!"

"What are you guessing? What is the old relationship unforgettable? What kind of relationship do I have with him? This person is really stubborn. I told him to break up before, and he cried like something. He knelt down and hugged my leg. I Isn't it afraid that he will do something stupid?"

"What else can he do? How else can he threaten you?... He dares! Leave it to me, believe it or not, I have plenty of ways to deal with him." Li Chengfeng sneered.

"I'll tell you again when I need you...Tonight, let me tell him slowly at night...don't be jealous...I have nothing to do with him. I used to be young and absurd because of my soft heart. Being entangled by him. Now, there is nothing between the two of us, it’s just a co-living relationship....It’s just that I’ve just gained a bit of fame, so I don’t want to cause trouble...It’s best to settle this matter smoothly , let him accept it well...I'm really afraid that he'll be too stubborn for a while and do something strange that will affect my future..."

Enough is enough, stop listening, Xiang Qiuran said to himself in his heart.He finally regained a little bit of reason, finally able to control his feet, and when he turned to leave, he was in a daze.What is Arong talking about?Has nothing to do with me?That morning... yes,...it was a breakup meal... It's funny that I thought that the ten-year love finally waited for a real response.

The sound of closing the door woke up the two people on the sofa, who was it?Li Chengfeng immediately chased after him and saw Xiang Qiuran's back.Then he turned back with a contemptuous smile, and told Shirong, "Who did I think it was? Xiang Qiuran, just right, I'll save you trouble."

When Shi Rong heard this, he became anxious, and was about to chase him out, but was stopped by Li Chengfeng, "What are you doing, you at least fasten the buttons, and you don't want to be an idol anymore?"

Shi Rong buttoned up the button with trembling hands, before he had time to straighten his hair, he ran out, "What do you know, I'm afraid of accidents if he goes out like this, what if he pulls me out?"

Li Chengfeng had no choice but to follow.

Xiang Qiuran ran out like a headless chicken, with no direction and no idea where to go. He only knew that he couldn't stop, and he couldn't stop either.Until I was hit by a speeding car and flew away... the moment I landed, I suddenly felt very tired and could rest...

His eyelids are getting heavy... Wait... It's Ah Rong, he ran over, he was dumbfounded, and was dumbfounded on the side of the road... Ah Rong, save me...

Shi Rongwan didn't expect to follow to see this scene, he wanted to come over, but was grabbed by Li Chengfeng, who whispered something to him, so Shi Rong hesitated and looked over here.

Xiang Qiuran knew what manager Li Chengfeng was saying to Shi Rong, and it was nothing more than advising him not to come over, be careful of being photographed, after all, he is a newcomer with 50 fans, so don't cause trouble for yourself, so many people, others I'll take care of it...

But, Ah Rong, I'm going to die... Please, don't go... Look at me again... Let me, look at you again... It's just such a humble wish...

In the end, Shi Rong was dragged away by Li Chengfeng. Shi Rong looked back and hesitated for a second, but was still dragged away by Li Chengfeng, the manager and new boyfriend.

The last moment is full of regrets, such a life...

God, if I do it all over again, I don't want to live humblely in other people's lives, I want to live proudly and for myself.As he was dying, Xiang Qiuran thought so.

When he opened his eyes again, Xiang Qiuran found that he was still alive, this is impossible!It is obvious that the soul has gone out of the body, and it is obvious that there is no way to save it.Look at the date of the electronic alarm clock on the bedside table again...three years ago...