Treasure this life [Rebirth]

Xiang Qiuran couldn't believe all of this, it was too unreal and unscientific.

He was in a daze for a while, unable to figure it out, forgot it, and touched his body, it was hot and alive.Uh, my head is a little hot, like I have a fever, Xiang Qiuran opened the drawer and took a piece of antipyretic medicine, without water, he swallowed it directly.

Feeling thirsty, Xiang Qiuran boiled some water with a water heater to drink.Then I turned on the TV, and sure enough, the news was also from three years ago.I transferred to the entertainment station, watched a few entertainment news, and then saw the news about the public welfare activities of Shi Rong's "Youth Bird" group, they are in Qinghai.Among the few people, Shi Rong was not taken seriously, and his position was also set aside, so the camera almost couldn't cut him.

Xiang Qiuran remembered that three years ago, he had a quarrel with Shi Rong, and it was also at home.Why did you come then?It seems that... I was planning to go on a business trip with the leader, but in the afternoon, the leader was busy and couldn't go, so he went home early.Originally, I wanted to give Shi Rong a surprise, but now someone has cooked for him again.But this surprise turned into shock, Shi Rong cheated.

Right at home, Shi Rong probably thought that he was on a business trip, and was in bed with a rich second generation... Xiang Qiuran didn't want to think about the specific details anymore, his brain hurt.

But why sick?

It seems that... angrily went to pull the rich second generation, but was pushed down by him, hit his head on the cabinet, probably passed out?When he woke up, he was lying on the bed alone, and the rich second generation and Shirong were gone.But he thought Shi Rong left with someone.Dizzy with rage, he stood in front of the window and opened the window to blow the air, which made him catch a cold and have a fever.But when he opened the cabinet to look for thick clothes, he found that Shirong's clothes were all there, and when he opened other cabinets, other things were still there, except that the suitcase was gone.Only then did he discover that there was a note on the bedside table, left by Shi Rong, which read: I went to Qinghai to record a program with the members of the group, and I will explain it to you when I come back.I asked the neighbors to take care of you.

Although the neighbors forgot about it and no one took care of him, he was still in ecstasy at that time, not knowing what to do, he wanted to call Shi Rong, and thought that he should be on the plane, so don’t disturb him to record the program Yes, finally have a chance.At that time, he loved so humblely, as long as Shi Rong was still willing to stay by his side, he completely forgot about cheating.

Moreover, although Shi Rong had been intimate with him several times at that time, he never made it clear. If Shi Rong didn't tell him, he didn't dare to ask, for fear of asking, he would be sentenced to death.So the two were actually living together vaguely at the time, and Shi Rong never admitted that he was a lover.If you want to put it this way, it can't be considered cheating. That's how he was at that time. Ah Q persuaded himself mentally, then he calmed down, and fell asleep, and fell asleep until the next day.

Xiang Qiuran calculated that today should be the second day after Shi Rong cheated on her, and she was sick for a day without anyone to supervise her.At this time, the mobile phone rang frantically. I picked it up and saw that it was the leader of the unit. When I connected, I heard the leader scolded angrily: "You don't even ask for leave, what are you doing, and you don't answer the phone. Getting ready for a business trip..."

"I'm sorry I'm sick, I'm so sorry, I've been in a coma until now, I just took medicine."

"I'm sick, oh... forget it... I'll ask for sick leave when I get sick... Let's talk about it when I get better. Get well as soon as possible, ah, I'm still waiting for you to go on a business trip together." The leader calmed down and put down the phone.

Xiang Qiuran suddenly heard his stomach growl, and remembered that he hadn't eaten for a day, so he went to the kitchen to order some noodles for himself, cut vegetables and cooked them.Looking at the noodles, Xiang Qiuran smiled again, a bitter smile, yes, because Shi Rong loves to eat noodles, when he is free, he will make some noodles, and then freeze them in the refrigerator, and cook them when needed, which is very convenient .

After eating a bowl of warm hot pot noodles, Xiang Qiuran felt that he had finally come back to life.He also completely accepted the fact of being reborn. Although he didn't know the reason, he did return to the time when Shi Rong cheated on him for the first time three years ago.

How did he do it then?Anxiously waiting for Shi Rong, for fear of missing him coming back, fearing that he would silently pack up and leave, he hadn't gone to work for several days, the leader was very angry, and brought a newcomer to discuss business.The business negotiation went smoothly that time, and the newcomer also received a huge bonus, and was later regarded as a key support object, and had the opportunity to be promoted, becoming the team leader of his own business team.

Seeing the apprentice who was once brought out by himself has become his leader, the gap in his heart and the discomfort are self-evident.Other colleagues laughed at him behind his back, and he couldn't accept a bunch of embarrassing tasks assigned by the new team leader.In addition, Shi Rong's career was not developing smoothly at that time, and the group eventually disbanded. In order to better support him, he quit his job.I started to do English tutoring and online English translation work, and sometimes I also took temporary translation jobs. The sum of several jobs made more money than going to work, but it was also much harder.

Xiang Qiuran was an English major in college, and he learned very well, so he was able to do simultaneous interpretation during school.After graduating, he joined a foreign trade company to work. If it wasn't for waiting for his teacher, the opportunity for promotion would have been his.He offended the leader badly that time, and he really couldn't get along in the company.

This time, Xiang Qiuran decided to call it a day.The result of going on like this is no different from the previous life, even if you know the ending, you can't avoid it, because Shi Rong is that kind of person and he won't change.To guard against this, and that, for the benefit, Shi Rong is even willing to give up to himself, not to mention the friendship between them as classmates who have been in college for four years, it is really nothing.Even if they lived together after graduation, there were a few times of intimacy, but he was always aware of the teacher's aloofness.Although Shi Rong would not hurt himself maliciously, he would not change himself for Xiang Qiuran.

I have already died once for this person, enough is enough.

Maybe God gave him another chance because he heard his heartfelt voice, so can he go back to the old way?Of course not.So, when the phone rang and saw that the caller ID was Shi Rong, he turned off the phone.

Don't care anymore.When Shi Rong saw himself lying in a pool of blood, and was able to turn around and leave with his new lover, Xiang Qiuran's heart was completely dead.Although there was some hesitation, even though there was some intention to run over to save him, but...in the end, he left with someone else, didn't he?As long as someone pulls gently, he will immediately protect his own reputation and interests.Such hypocritical compassion is meaningless to a person who longs for true love!

After recuperating for a day, Xiang Qiuran started to pack his things. He thought of his mother who would pass away in a year, so he quickly called to greet him and reminded his mother to go to the hospital for a comprehensive examination, especially the stomach.Mother didn't take it seriously, and just perfunctory, Xiang Qiuran got angry, and called his father again, saying a lot of serious things.The father also changed his attitude and promised to supervise the mother to check.

Putting down the phone, Xiang Qiuran decided to finish this project and go home to spend time with his parents.My mother is still healthy now, and there is nothing wrong with her at all. When she was diagnosed with a serious stomach problem a year later, she was already terminally ill, and she passed away a month later.Afterwards, my father couldn't bear the blow, so he went too within half a year.

In less than a year, he lost his parents and became more and more dependent on Shi Rong.And Shi Rong once dated people again, he was still a rich second-generation son, opened a small performing arts company, played with family money, and promised to give Shi Rong some good opportunities.He could see that Shi Rong was tempted, and besides, the rich second generation dressed up like a peacock all day long, and in all fairness he looked good, Shi Rong wanted to agree, and even planned to move out.

What did you do at that time? ...Xiang Qiuran propped his head up, yes, he hugged him and wouldn't let him go.Even when he stood up again, he knelt down, hugged his legs, and begged him to say that he had no relatives anymore, so he begged Shi Rong not to leave, and said that he could help him too.

The members of the Xiang family kept their promises, and this promise trapped me for the rest of my life.