Treasure this life [Rebirth]

Xiang Qiuran knew that today would not be easy to deal with when she heard Shi Rong's life-threatening serial calls.

Before answering the phone, he also did mental construction, but he was still not prepared for such an out-of-control teacher's appearance.

He took the phone away and let Shi Rong yell there, he knows Shi Rong's habit, he must talk enough when he is angry, if you try to interrupt or explain, it will only make him more angry.

Shi Rong spent a long time on the phone talking eloquently before realizing why no one responded, "Hello, are you there?"

"I'm here, I'm listening." In fact, Xiang Qiuran wasn't listening at all, after working hard for a while, he read a document.

"What do you mean?" Shi Rong said tiredly, and finally calmed down.

"It's nothing. I've been on business trips and worked a lot of overtime recently. I've found a place to live near the company for the time being." Xiang Qiuran said flatly.

Ever since I met Xiang Qiuran, Shi Rong has never heard Xiang Qiuran talk to him so casually. This time, Shi Rong really panicked. If Qiu Ran's heart is no longer beating for him, he would still What can be done?

Shi Rong suddenly felt a sense of loss that he had never felt before, as if he put something there and never cared about it, because it was his own anyway and he couldn't get away.But if one day, it is accidentally lost, you will find that you cannot accept it.Ever since he discovered that Xiang Qiuran was peeking at him as a freshman, he labeled Xiang Qiuran as his own. He could ignore him, but when he looked back, he should be there.In fact, Qiu Ran never let him down.

But, what happened this time, isn't it just that there is a young man chasing and pestering him?I didn't want to offend him, so I played with him every time, and I didn't plan to do anything to him.Why this time, Qiu Ran, who holds herself in her heart, can't make it through?He must have misunderstood.That's right, that's it.

But it is impossible for Shi Rong to speak softly and admit his mistakes. He feels that there is nothing wrong with it, so why doesn't Qiu Ran understand his own difficulties?Shi Rong suddenly felt aggrieved.

"Xiang Qiuran, why don't you go home?...Why don't you talk, what do you want to do? Do you know how hard it is for me....Do you know that the TV station didn't give me a chance to participate in the program this time? A few shots. I am not as good as them. This is clearly unfair resource allocation. If the shots are given to me, my performance will not be worse than anyone else. The company's senior management doesn't know what to think. Said some inexplicable things on the show... Do you think he wants to fly solo?"

Although Shi Rong was rambling on, he didn't expect Qiu Ran to respond to him, but he was already full of anger. He wanted to talk to Qiu Ran when he went home, but he was not there.I left a note for him, saying that I would be on a business trip for several days.He thought Qiu Ran was angry and called his company, but his colleagues said that he was really on a business trip.

At that time, Shi Rong was still a little secretly happy that he didn't realize it. It turned out that Qiu Ran was not angry, but was really on a business trip.It seemed that he was in good health and didn't fall down. Fortunately, when he got on the plane, he still thought about letting his neighbors take care of him and worried about him.I saw him fainted at first, and I was thinking about whether to send him to the hospital, but at this time, the manager notified him to record the program, and it was rare for him to record a program, and the opportunity was not easy.I had no choice but to grit my teeth and hand Qiuran over to the neighbors to take care of them.Before recording the show, I called my neighbor again and begged again and again, Qiu Ran was good to me, but I was not bad to him.

However, for one day, two days, or three days, the calls were not answered, and the text messages were not answered, which made Shirong panic.While eating the takeaway, he wondered if Xiang Qiuran was really angry.Shi Rong was particularly aggrieved, and felt that since childhood, no one had ever made himself so concerned.Without Qiu Ran, the house gradually became a kennel. I never knew that there were so many things going on at home. When I found out that the toilet was clogged tonight, the feeling of embarrassment reached the peak of my life.

So Shi Rong kept making phone calls, he was in a hurry, he didn't know how life became like this.The quilt on the bed has not been made for several days; there are several garbage bags that have not been thrown away, and there are no garbage bags available; there are several dishes in the sink that have not been washed; the cable TV fee has not been paid, and several favorite channels have not been watched. The neighbor knocked on the door all the time, telling him not to play music so loudly in the middle of the night, and not to practice singing in the middle of the night too scary... Why did everything that went wrong happened in the past few days.Qiu Ran was not there, he felt that when he became unable to take care of himself, his work and rest routine became more and more abnormal.

At the beginning, the company let the group members live together, but I really couldn't live with those sloppy ghosts.Those people looked decent when they went out, and the house was in such a mess, Shi Rong didn't think he had a cleanliness freak, but he couldn't bear it, they still used other people's things.Really should let those fans take a good look at how sloppy their favorite celebrities are.Moreover, they don't look very good-looking, how blind some fans are, and they are ashamed to praise those two "beautiful faces in the prosperous age", they are not as good-looking as Qiu Ran, they are just small and photogenic.

In order to live with Qiuran, I have been told by my agent several times that I am not united.Thinking of this, Shi Rong felt even more aggrieved, "Qiu Ran, I didn't live in the company's dormitory in order to live with you. I was told many times by my manager that he thought I was disobedient, and now he doesn't think about me. Look, I have been wronged a lot because of you. You have to make it up to me!" Shi Rong demanded confidently.

Xiang Qiuran listened, and it would be a lie if he said he wasn't sad, after all, he had known each other for so many years.What makes him sad is that he never seems to have really understood the teacher's appearance, why the person who did such a wrong thing, and then abandoned himself to record the program after fainting, can still be so righteous.As he said this, he became what he owed him.

He felt that he needed to reflect on himself. What did he do wrong to make others take him for granted?Maybe it's because you never cherish yourself, you don't cherish yourself, so who do you expect to cherish you?

It's not that I want to be fussy, but I just want to say a fair word for myself in the previous life, "Master, your... that friend... pushed me down, I passed out, and I woke up the next day, and now I still have a headache. Please speak slowly, or I won't be able to react."

There was a moment of silence on the microphone, and Shi Rong's sharp voice sounded, "Are you blaming me? Can you blame me?" Shi Rong's voice was full of disbelief, as if Xiang Qiuran had done something very strange, " How can you say such a thing? Are you still a man? He's pestering me. I just deal with him because I can't afford to mess with him. That's the son of a director of our company...I'm still full of grievances , you have been with me for so long,...you don't believe me!"

Xiang Qiuran feels that there is one thing that he still doesn't understand, why Shi Rong can always say everything is justified in the end.At that time, Xiang Qiuran could tell whether it was resistance or half-push, whether it was anger or teasing.That day, he stood at the door for a long time, Shi Rong talked to that man, with some flattery that he didn't realize in his stubborn tone.Xiang Qiuran was sad for himself, and also for Shi Rong, his Shi Rong, the young man he once held on top of his heart, the one who should be proud to spend his youth, so outstanding, so proud, when did he become like this , After three years of grinding in this combination, buried for three years, it became like this.No, it shouldn't be like this. At that time, Xiang Qiuran was in the mood to save Shi Rong, and went to pick up the young master and push him out of the door.With anger and determination, it seemed that as long as this person was pushed out, the proud and pure teacher's appearance would come back.

The young master who was interrupted for no reason was of course furious and pushed Xiang Qiuran away.

"Master Rong, are you blaming me? Are you blaming me for not being able to protect you, or for being incapable of helping you, or for... ruining your business... That day, if I went back without accident, you and him... Where do you want to go?" Yes, the clothes are still on his body, but they are already messed up, and the man's hands have lifted half of Shi Rong's clothes, even if he knows that Shi Rong doesn't intend to resist too much, how can he still do it? I can watch it.

"Xiang Qiuran, you're crazy today! I told you that it was a joke, and we are still wearing our clothes! What did you think of!" Shi Rong was so angry that his voice trembled, and he never thought that Xiang Qiuran would dare to talk to him. Speaking of this, "The matter is over, and I don't need to explain to you in such a low-key way. Get out and don't come back. I really misunderstood you, you care about like a bitch!... I I was wronged in the company, you don’t comfort me, you still care about these trivial things with me. Don’t you know how stressed I am? Get out, get out, get out! If you have the ability, don’t come back again for the rest of your life. My master The door is not something you can enter if you want to.... You disappointed me so much, when did you become like this!... You have the ability to die outside and don't come back. You just went out and were hit by a car, I I won't shed a single tear for you."

Shi Rong dropped the phone suddenly, and the loud voice came from the receiver, which made Xiang Qiuran's heart tighten. He felt as if the phone fell on his heart.A word is a proverb, Xiang Qiuran said in his heart, Shi Rong, I was really hit by a car to death in my previous life, how about you?Did you really not shed a single tear for me?

When facing death, Xiang Qiuran was not afraid, but sad. Originally, he thought that there would be no such great sadness in this life.However, Master Rong's harsh words directed at each other, making this sadness attack again like opening the gate of life and death, the chill piercing through the bones, and the whole body is icy cold.Xiang Qiuran scolded himself for being cheap, why did he answer the call?

Suddenly Xiang Qiuran started laughing, uncontrollably.Really, it's so ridiculous, how come three years later, twice, he met Shirong and made out with others; and every time he stood at the door and watched masochistically; what's even more ridiculous is that both times were at home, Moreover, no one in the room even noticed that he was back. Will his sense of presence always be so weak?

He suddenly had a big brainstorming thought, this might have entered a cycle, wouldn't it be possible to let him see it again in three years?

But he quickly woke up and told himself firmly, no more, because his fate would no longer be connected with Shi Rong.Even, he thought about it, what he did just now was pretty good, he was worried about how to tell Shi Rong, now he took the initiative to break up, according to his pride, this is the end.

The heart-piercing pain just now should be regarded as a farewell.Without this kind of pain, how can we dig out the remaining nostalgia and longing bloodily from the bottom of my heart.

Shi Rong, the person I once loved with my life, just bid farewell.Please cherish, in the days without Xiang Qiuran, whether it is you in the previous life or this life, please cherish, you have to learn to take good care of yourself.

Why does everyone cry when they come to this world, because new life is born in pain, through pain, to seek new life.Xiang Qiuran said to herself: The hard-won freshman, Xiang Qiuran, you should cherish yourself too.