chasing autumn

The author has something to say: still correcting the typo~~

Seeing that he was finally willing to bow his head, Zhan Hao suppressed the anger in his heart, his expression softened slightly, and his tone was calm, "You held back your breath, refused to take medicine, and when you noticed that your skills were declining, you remembered Ningxiang Wan ?...Even if your body is already weak and crumbled to that appearance, you don't say anything, don't seek medical treatment... If I don't catch you tonight, what are you going to do? Continue to take Ningxiang Wan, just carry it like this?..."

Unexpectedly, when Yu Huolian heard this, she felt a sudden tightness in her chest, as if she was being despised, and her childhood stubborn look appeared again.He looked up at Zhan Hao, spoke excitedly, and said loudly firmly: "In short, I don't want to rely on anyone, nor do I want to rely on any strength, I will find a way to survive by myself!"

"You think of a way?!"

As soon as the words came out, Zhan Hao's heart was already full of anger, no matter how hard it was to suppress, he threw his hands at Yu Huolian and threw the teacup at hand, and shouted angrily: "What kind of method are you thinking?! What the hell kind of method?! It’s clearly a gamble!!”

Yu Huolian was startled when her father moved his hand, she was a little scared, but she didn't dare to block it, the hot tea splashed on her body, the pain made him involuntarily inhale.He was full of dissatisfaction, but he couldn't hide his trembling expression. He collected himself and asked calmly: "Then why doesn't dad care about the relationship between us?! I really... I doubt myself Was it raised by my father?!..."

"What did you say?!" Zhan Hao got up when he heard the words, and walked towards him.

There was light sweat on Yu Huolian's forehead, she rubbed her knees and moved back, but she refused to show weakness with her words, and hurriedly shouted: "... Anyway... Anyway, I care!!"

Zhan Hao stood still, frowned slightly, pondered for a moment, and asked in a cold voice: "Do you think that father is unkind, too much?... Do you think father should ignore the relationship between you and Fang Li? No, no. Concerned about your marriage and threatened you to kill Fang Xu?...Just for this?!..."

...What exactly are you fighting for? ...

There was a shattering pain in her heart, and Yu Huolian smiled miserably, "I bet on my life... I am betting on my life!—Using my life as a bargaining chip, betting on whether Dad will save me, whether he cares about my life or death, cares about me Will I embark on the road of self-destruction by taking forbidden drugs!...I know that no one will agree with me...Anyway, I make my own choice and bear it myself!!"

"You bear it?...Hmph!..."

Zhan Hao's heart unexpectedly burst into bitterness, and when he realized it, he felt resentment and guilt.

His eyes flickered slightly, he turned his back, and walked slowly towards the door of the house, "For ordinary people, 5 Ningxiang pills are enough to kill... But you actually took as many as 8 pills in a few days... …It’s a dead end! …Once the red line reaches the elbow, you will die immediately…” He said, turning around angrily, “Do you know that you almost…” Suddenly startled, can’t help but pause discourse.

In front of her eyes, Yu Huolian was smiling brightly, her eyes were shining brightly, and the corners of her mouth were open with joy.

Hopeless pride? ...

At the beginning, in order to keep deserted, no matter how bitter or wronged you were, you would rather die than show weakness to me, never give in, never beg for mercy... I am still surprised, since when did you become so stubborn? ...It turns out that you have always been like this and have not changed! ...I still remember when you were six years old, you kept shouting angrily, saying that I looked down on you by forcing you like this, and asked me to give you a reason, and asked me to tell you what happened in the family...

After all, conflicts always come from both sides, just as your stubbornness at the moment also shows that I have been persecuting you... But why do you like to fight against me so much? ! ...In order to save Mo Fei's life, you even showed your weapon at me! …At that time, I was deeply engulfed in hatred, and even thought: Should I shoot you in the chest?Now, shouldn't I kill you like killing an enemy on the battlefield-the blood of this enemy? ! ...don't take any more chances!Don't take risks easily! !

In fact, after that palm was swung down, Zhan Hao's heart seemed to be pierced by someone with a sharp knife without warning, the wound was extremely deep, blood spurted out immediately, and the pain was like tearing.

After that palm was swung down, Zhan Hao immediately regretted——

He regretted it, because he was surprised, a moment ago, when he heard that Yu Huolian hadn't taken the medicine, his heart sank suddenly, and he yelled to send someone to find the young master immediately... However, after he gave this When the urgent order was given, mixed in the tone, what was more, was the anger at Yu Huolian's contempt for the package of herbs, or the worry about whether Yu Huolian would really die because of this - he didn't know...

He regretted it, and also because he was inexplicable, when he saw that Yu Huolian's eyes had been blinded by the banned drug, and the arrogant and shining expression of the past was polished away, and when he found that Yu Huolian's figure had lost the gun-like look of the past because of the damn pill. Straight and straight, a trace of pain passed through his heart, small but profound...

He regretted it even more because he saw, after that palm, Yu Huolian who fell to the ground, the corner of her mouth that was bleeding faintly, and the slight curvature! ——It is so subtle that it is almost imperceptible, so subtle that it makes him feel weird, so subtle that he has to sigh suddenly at this moment:

It turns out that this time, the loser is me!

At that time, you said that you "just valued her more than anything else!! So what?!"... I thought you were just getting angry and talking back, just saying that, so I told Fang Li, I set up a small game to let her misunderstand you. I thought I won... But, I never imagined that you would risk your life for this! !

Even though a turmoil was still unavoidable, even though he once again expended a lot of energy trying to save Yu Huolian, he didn't know, and didn't want to know, whether there was any adulteration in this farce that had just begun and ended. For Yu Huolian, the blood of this enemy, even a little bit of love, or intolerance... But, if there is, he thinks, it must be a sin!

"it is good……"

After a long time, Zhan Hao finally opened his mouth and said, "For you, Fang Li is the most important thing, isn't it?... It doesn't matter if you lose your life, and it doesn't matter if you live up to 20 years of upbringing..." He said, silently Stepped out of the house door, paused in the courtyard, turned his back to the sky, and sighed softly,

"Revenge?!... Revenge is my business, and you shouldn't have to bear it..."

"No, it's not..."

The more Yu Huolian listened, the more wrong she became, she couldn't help getting up and running to Zhan Hao, and hurriedly explained, "Father, that's not what my son meant..."

"Who woke you up?!"

Yu Huolian's heart trembled, she knelt down on her knees, and said in a mournful voice, "...Father, that's not what my son meant, absolutely no such meaning, really, Daddy, listen to me..."

Before he could finish speaking, Zhan Hao suddenly leaned over and reached out with one hand, took off the young master's badge on his waist in an instant, and said with a straight face, "From now on, you can go wherever you want and do whatever you want Do what you want to do, don't ask about it for your father, and never take care of it!",

"Father!" Yu Huolian turned pale with shock, her face turned pale in an instant, tears welled up in her eyes, and she hissed, "Father, what my son said that day was just angry words! It was angry words! I dare not forget my family feud for a day. Don't dare to forget the wound on Dad's heart, don't dare to forget the responsibility on my shoulders! Dad, don't drive me away! Dad..."

As smart as Zhan Hao, he may always know what kind of expression he should not detect and observe, but now, facing Yu Huolian's tears welling up in his eyes, his heart is throbbing faintly, contradicting himself——

This is probably the first time you cry in front of me...

When you were young, you often cried in your dreams, and shed tears in your dreams... You always thought that the person who wiped your tears for you was a hunchback...

Thinking of this, Zhan Hao habitually wanted to reach out and wipe it off for him...

Zhan Hao stood in a daze on the spot, his chest was suddenly oppressed and unbearable, he didn't know why, but it made his heart beat inexplicably, inexplicably angered, and inexplicably filled with resentment.Suddenly regaining consciousness, he kicked Yu Huolian away and scolded sharply: "Why are you crying?! Stop pretending to be pitiful in front of me!!"