chasing autumn

Yu Huolian was kicked in the chest by him, and immediately fell on her back on the grass.He resisted the sharp pain in his chest, didn't make a sound, stood up, wiped away his tears, and explained eagerly: "Father, I didn't mean to do this! Back then, I was a little unconvinced, so I didn't take the medicine." But later, many things happened with Bao Zheng, so I had to rely on taking Ningxiang pills to restore my physical strength in the fastest way..."

"So you're going to take your life as a joke?! Take 20 years of hard work to win?" Zhan Hao said angrily, "You ask yourself, since you entered the court, how many things have you kept from me? How many things have you done on your own?! !"

"...Dad, I was wrong! I know I was wrong!"

A burst of sour remorse could not help but Yu Huolian's voice choked up, "...my child is willing to accept any punishment! Just, don't leave me, okay?...Dad! Don't leave me!..."

Actually, where would I really doubt anything...

in conclusion?The conclusion is already there!

——Whether you care or not, Fire Lotus will not change!I will always be my father's son, guarding the eternal love and eternal following...

From the day I became sensible, you told me that besides my family feud, I also carried human lives on my shoulders—tens of thousands of lives!Those are a group of wandering souls who can't accept anything from hell on earth...

retreat? !There is no way back! !

Moreover, I have swallowed all the melancholy and pain that have accumulated for 20 years...

What's more, Zeng was willing to suffer a thousand cuts for the plan and for revenge! ...

Why can't I always escape?

What cannot be escaped is fate...

"Father... Huo Lian will never lie to Daddy again to make Daddy angry...never again..." Holding back the tears that were about to burst into her eyes, she couldn't hold back her almost broken heart, which couldn't be concealed. On, one after another, new wounds and old scars...

——Father, why am I called Huolian?

——Fire... Lotus...

--Um!Why?why?

——Because you want to be a lotus flower in the fire, in this life, you are destined to accept the endless torment and trials of the fire of hell...

lotus in fire...

How long? ...

How long have you endured this kind of suffering?

How long will it take... to end...

Without noticing, an inexplicable sadness rose in Zhan Hao's chest, and it spread instantly, leaving him no chance to regret it.

After a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "...Don't speak so early!...Is Princess Xixia still alive? You plan to send her to the palace to meet the emperor, don't you?"

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The mourning grass is flying, and the wind is howling, as if telling the endless sorrow in the world.

"Zhan Hao!!——"

Fang Xu was thrown in a wilderness by people from Infernal Affairs, and the acupoints on his body had just been untied by themselves.

The night was windy and cold.

He lay on his back on the grass, his whole body was as exhausted as if he had been deflated.What happened just now nearly broke his spirit!He frowned tightly, grabbed the weeds tightly with both hands, gritted his teeth and said bitterly: "Why do you?! Why do you save me?!...You might as well kill me! Kill me!!"

The numbness finally dissipated, he barely supported his body and stood up, walking towards the city in a daze.

He didn't know how he got to the main altar of Infernal Affairs. At the scene of the fire, he just felt black and passed out. When he woke up again, he was suppressed by the girl with the silver bell on her body and knelt in front of the thief...

thief...

yes!Sure enough, the enemy's road is narrow!

It's you!The Nether King turned out to be you!

5 years ago, the drawing I insisted on getting from Mr. Bao... the drawing of Zhan Hao, a man from Tucun!

"...Zhan Hao, you devil! Devil!!"

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"I……"

Yu Huolian's heart trembled when she heard the words, feeling uneasy, she reached out and grabbed Zhan Hao's sleeve, "Father, you said that people from the Infernal Affairs don't hurt innocent people, so could it be that we can hurt her at will just because she is from a foreign race?" Life? Dad, she is innocent..."

"I don't need you to remind me!"

Zhan Hao shook off his hand, "Li Chengsong——If you don't want to kill, then don't kill her! She's not that important!..." He said, looking at Yu Huolian coldly, and said solemnly, "I I just want to ask you, if I don't mention Li Chengsong's matter, are you planning to hide it from me again?! Planning to cut it first and play it later?!"

"I……"

Before he could answer, Zhan Hao's attention was suddenly attracted by a slight noise outside the courtyard, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and his expression changed instantly.He half-closed his eyes and thought for a while, finally threw the token with a wave of his hand, pointed at Yu Huolian and sternly reprimanded,

"Remember! Lie, don't try it easily in front of me!!" After saying that, he walked away.

Outside the young master's courtyard.

"Sitting outside the door for so long, aren't you tired?..."

"metropolitan!"

Qingyue quickly wiped away her tears and stood up, "I, I'm just a little worried about Huo... worried about the young master..." Qingyue's voice became weaker and weaker, and she silently lowered her head.

Zhan Hao looked at her tearful eyes with a forced smile, felt pain in his heart, sighed softly, walked over and put his hand on her shoulder, and said in a low voice: "...you still can't forgive me?"

Qingyue was shocked when she heard the words, and explained awkwardly: "No, it's not..." Her tone froze, her eyes flickered slightly, and she lowered her head and whispered, "Actually, there are many things, the past, Qingyue has forgotten... "

"...Did you forget?..."

"Ok!"

Qingyue raised her head and forced herself to smile, "During the three years in the desert, Qingyue felt that she had grown up a lot. Although she also experienced some dangers, she was lucky enough to bring back the border defense map of the Liao Kingdom." She As he spoke, he stuck out his tongue, "This mission should have been completed a long time ago, but Qingyue was not familiar with the terrain there, lost her way, and found her way back after a long detour... As a result, so It took me 3 years to complete a simple task, and Mo Fei and the others really laughed me off, hehe, I’m really ashamed when I think about it!…”

Zhan Hao listened, his face became more and more troubled, his brows were frowned, and he said softly: "You, you can be brothers and sisters, you can be friends, but you can't..."...I did this for your own good, you can't like him, you can't ...you will get hurt...

"Sovereign, I know, I know..."

The more tears were wiped away, the more they couldn't stop pouring out.

"Qingyue just wants to do things right now, protect the suzerain well, protect...protect the young master, and she will be very happy! Really!..."

Zhan Hao nodded, frowned and sighed, "Okay..."

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