Little mortals' dreams come true

Li Fan was stunned for a long while, and the sound of water splashing in the bathroom made him realize that he carefully opened the box.It is a pair of cufflinks, with a starburst-shaped pattern inlaid with a turquoise gemstone in the middle, which is translucent and moist, like a drop of seawater lying quietly on it.

However, when Li Fan touched the cold gem, he always felt familiar.After thinking for a while, I suddenly remembered that not long ago, when my secretary was picking a gift for her boyfriend, she came here with a fashion magazine to ask for advice.The cufflinks that I showed him at that time seemed to have this kind of cufflinks. If I remember correctly, there are three colors of gemstones inlaid on these cufflinks. In addition to the azure blue in Li Fan's hand, there are also amber and glass-like ones. Transparent and colorless.

Clear blue and warm amber, the secretary was undecided and asked him to help choose the color. Li Fan chose the colorless one without even thinking about it, which caused the secretary to roll his eyes for no reason.Indeed, against the backdrop of the other two models, the colorless one is almost boring.

But Li Fan didn't want to tease the secretary, he really liked that transparent gemstone in his heart, he always felt that he could see through that little bit of innocence, and see everything that was silently held in his heart by that little stone color.

Li Fan held the small cufflinks in his hands, letting the warmth of his palms dissipate the coldness.He looked in the direction of the bathroom, chuckled and thought:

Ah Sheng, what a coincidence, you see, there is a [-]/[-] chance that you guessed wrong.

It just happened to be a coincidence, if I remember correctly, blue is Song Tiaodong's favorite color.

However, in just a moment, Li Fan dismissed this thought and only kept his heart full of joy.Holding the pair of cufflinks that had become warm from the body temperature, he walked to the desk in the corner of the living room and pulled out the bottom drawer.Inside the drawer was a big iron box containing chocolates. In the box were all the little things related to Han Sheng that Li Fan had collected since college, old photos, postcards, train tickets... The scattered little things were arranged Neatly, there is a light blue shirt button lying on the top.

Li Fan put the cufflinks back into the gift box, carefully put them into the iron box and put them away. After looking at them reluctantly for a few times, he closed the lid and pushed the drawer back.

I don't know when I developed a bad habit, the more I love the cherished things, the more I hide them, and I dare not carry them with me all the time.And although this tin box seems to be placed carelessly, it is actually the thing that Li Fan hid the most.That pair of cufflinks, no matter who is hidden on them, is the first real gift Li Fan received from Han Sheng. important.

When Han Sheng came out of the shower, Li Fan was sitting at the desk scribbling something.Hearing the sound of the bathroom door opening, Li Fan closed the notebook in his hand, raised his head, smiled at Han Sheng, and said softly:

"Ah Cheng, go to sleep when you're tired, I really worked hard on you today."

Han Sheng walked straight into the bedroom without saying anything.Seeing that the bedroom door was closed, Li Fan opened the notebook in front of him again.The book is a bit old, with a few big crooked characters on the title page: dreams come true.

He turned to the page he had just painted, and it was written in blue pen at the header: Ten things you must do with your lover in this life.Further down, there are neatly arranged clauses and clauses, each with a small box drawn behind it, and a few boxes have already been ticked.

Holding the pen in his hand, Li Fan marked the fifth and sixth items with concentration, then put down the pen, and gently stroked each ticked place with his fingertips, each tick sealed a memory, once touched, It poured into Li Fan's mind like flowing water.Li Fan recollected the soreness carefully, and then slowly woke up.

Suddenly, what Han Sheng said when the Ferris wheel reached the highest point echoed in Li Fan's ears.

I should thank you now.

Han Sheng frowned, Li Fan could analyze the emotions thoroughly, so how could he not understand the meaning of Han Sheng's words?

I should be grateful.

It's not that I don't hate you anymore, it's just because you helped Wansheng and owed you, so you should be grateful.The kindness of dripping water is reciprocated by the spring, even if there is hatred in the heart and the slump is not clear, you must repay the kindness without owed a cent.

Li Fan originally thought that after so long, Han Sheng's hatred should have dissipated, but the icy face on the Ferris wheel severely extinguished Li Fan's little luck.That's right, it was related to Song Tiaodong's death, how could Han Sheng forgive him.Li Fan reflected for a while, and felt that he was blinded by Han Sheng's recent gentle attitude, arrogantly thinking that with this little favor, he could shake Han Sheng's heart knot for many years.

All along, Li Fan never dared to mention that matter in front of Han Sheng.The question asked on the Ferris wheel suddenly punctured the membrane that had been separating the two of them, and vented all the grievances and grievances trapped in it.At that time, knowing that it would be irreversible to ask, Li Fan couldn't help asking, and opened his chest like self-torture for the other party to poke.

This knife was stabbed neatly, and Li Fan woke up from the pain completely.But wake up, he remembered the night when Han Sheng first talked about being together, at that time, he was clearly aware that one day he would get out, but after he plunged into it, he lied to himself shamelessly, I want to keep relying on the little happiness I stole.

After waking up, Li Fan realized that his thoughts were too dangerous.Fortunately, I have to stay sober in the future. Although I don't think I can get out of the body in the future, but the day I have to get out, at least don't hurt myself too badly.Otherwise, after a sweet dream, how can he live on memories as he expected.

Li Fan closed the notebook, intending to put it back in the drawer, when he was bending down, a photo fell out of the notebook.Li Fan picked up the photo, and the sadness that had just been suppressed in his heart immediately resurfaced.

In the photo, Han Sheng's eyes rested slightly on Song Tiaodong who was beside him, and he smiled softly.Li Fan stood behind the two of them, tiptoeing, desperately showing half of his face through the gap between their shoulders.Apart from the group photo of the whole class, that was the only photo Li Fan took with Han Sheng, and Lai Pi stole the spotlight.

Li Fan pinched the photo, his thumb rested on Song Tiaodong's thin cheek.Song Tiaodong is slightly taller than Li Fan, because he also studies classical dance, and his body shape is somewhat similar to Li Fan's, both of which are slender.It's just that Li Fan couldn't dance anymore, his back was not as straight as Song Tiandong's.

Song Tientong was hugged by Han Sheng's strong arms, with a helpless smile on his face.Li Fan once heard people in his class say that the situation at Song Tiaodong's family is not good. It seems that his mother is sick. The specifics are not clear. In short, he is a poor child. People in the class always have sympathy in private. Take care of everything.

I don't know if it's because of family reasons, although Song Tiaodong doesn't always have a sad face, and he doesn't deliberately isolate himself, he can play with everyone on weekdays and be gentle with others.But when he laughed, there was always a hint of sadness floating between his brows, as if he was always hiding something on his mind, which made people feel distressed.Unlike Li Fan, when he smiles, his eyebrows and eyes are curved, his teeth are playful, and he can't see any troubles.

It's not that Li Fan didn't hate Song Tiaodong in his heart, after all, it's held in the palm of the person he likes, no matter how generous the person is, it's inevitable that he will be jealous.And it was not long before Song Tiaodong's accident that Li Fan really let go of the grudge in his heart.

That day, Han Sheng was so annoyed by the course papers, he wanted to seek comfort from Song Tiaodong, but Li Fan rushed to him and followed him every step of the way.Han Sheng didn't like Li Fan's smugness at first, and when he got angry, he seized on a little thing and humiliated Li Fan in front of everyone.Although Li Fan was smiling on the surface and looked indifferent, his heart was not less hurt.That night, Li Fan was blowing the wind alone on the rooftop, the wind was so strong that tears were blown out.

Song Tiaodong did not know when he came up, without saying a word, he stuffed an earphone into Li Fan's ear, and accompanied Li Fan to blow the air without saying a word.Li Fan turned his head in surprise, Song Tiandong didn't look at him, but just stared into the distance, his eyes were not focused.

In the earphones, the low and slow sound of the guqin seemed to come from far away, with a sense of Zen that soothes distracting thoughts. In a trance, the long-lost sense of emptiness gently flowed to Li Fan's fingertips, and the little bit in his heart Xiaodujichang's jealousy was swept away.

The two listened to the whole piece in the cool breeze like a bewilderment, and when the last piano sound fell, Song Tiaodong reached out to retrieve the earphones, ignored Li Fan, sat down against a stone brick, and talked to himself.

"Don't be too sad, Xiaosheng is in a bad mood because of other things today, not against you."

Li Fan hadn't recovered a bit at first, but was comforted suddenly by his love rival, he didn't know how to respond for a while, so he leaned stiffly to one side.Song Tiaodong continued:

"However, he did go too far today, and you should be angry. You must ask him to apologize later, and it is not too much to write a review. Yes, he is most afraid of writing articles, so he has to be punished to write a review..."

"Need not……"

Song Tiaodong showed a mischievous tone which was rare, but before he could finish speaking, Li Fan interrupted him with his voice pressed down, and he didn't recover for a moment.

"Huh? No need for anything?"

"No need to apologize, what I want is not an apology."

Song Tiaodong had always had a gentle attitude towards Li Fan who was slouching towards Han Sheng's side, and acted as a buffer from time to time.But Li Fan always scoffed at this kindness, thinking that Song Tiaodong was just trying to put on a show in front of Han Sheng.

At this moment, he was suddenly shaken, Song Tiaodong's eyes were warm and clear, without any trace of hypocrisy.However, the inner demon who lived for a long time was still a little troublesome, Li Fan still couldn't safely accept the tenderness from Song Tiandong, and his tone was inevitably a little stiff.

Song Tiaodong didn't answer the words, Li Fan thought that since the conversation had reached this point, Song Tientong should have left bored.However, before Li Fan stood up straight, Song Tiaodong sighed softly and opened his mouth:

"Xiaofan, I know what you want, and I also know that you won't like me, or even hate me, hate me. I'm not Han Sheng, so I can't promise you without permission, but what I want to tell you is that he and I, There is no future."