Little mortals' dreams come true

Li Fan was firmly nailed in place as if a lightning had struck the Linggai in the middle of the sky.In fact, Li Fan can also vaguely guess that nearly three years have passed since the first time they saw the two embracing and kissing each other. The relationship between Song Tiaodong and Han Sheng seems to have not made any progress, and has never really established a relationship. What title did you pass.

Han Sheng naturally had nothing to say, his friendship was so strong that anyone could see his sincerity.Then, the problem could only be on Song Tiaodong's side.

Thinking about it carefully, along the way, Song Tiaodong's care and company for Han Sheng seemed to be separated by a thin film.Previously, Li Fan could be understood as wanting to welcome or refusal, but after Song Ciutong's words came out, Li Fan was surprised to realize that Song Ciutong had been evading in fact.

All of a sudden, many questions came up at once, but when it came to his mouth, there was only one dry sentence left.

"Then, do you like Han Sheng or not?"

Song Tiaodong smiled towards the corner of the void, and murmured as if lost in memory:

"I like it, why don't I like it? Xiaosheng is such a brilliant sun, and he just throws warmth into my ten-thousand-year ice cave without hesitation. How could I not like it? It's just that my ice cave is too big and hard , suddenly being photographed like this, I feel a little scared. Xiaofan, ice and fire are incompatible, I have my destined way to go, there is no need to drag him into the water."

Li Fan remembered the private rumors of his classmates, and cautiously probed:

"Is it because of something at home? Are you..."

"I'm not going to hide it from you. There are indeed family reasons. It's just that these things are long stories. Apart from making people unhappy, they are meaningless to say, so I won't go into details. In short, I am a very timid person. No matter what I want to give up, I will protect my fragile home, no matter how bad that home is, it will be my lifeblood."

Speaking of this, Song Tiaodong smiled silently looking at the darkness in the distance, then lowered his eyes and sighed softly: "My life is probably just like this."

There were scattered lights in the distance, but none of them fell into his eyes.

I don't know if it's because Li Fan is standing and Song Tiaodong is sitting, but Song Tiaodong, who was originally slightly taller than Li Fan, lowered his head slightly at this moment, looking a little fragile.Li Fan looked at those thin shoulders, and suddenly thought of Li Ming who was always by his side when he was a child.When he came back to his senses, he found that his hand was gently resting on Song Tiaodong's shoulder as if to comfort him.

Li Fan still couldn't restrain his embarrassment, and withdrew his hand as if it was hot. After a while, he said with difficulty:

"Actually, you should try to trust Han Sheng. Even though you don't want to admit it, I can tell that he really likes you."

Song Tiaodong raised his eyes to look at Li Fan, but shook his head without saying a word.Li Fan was stunned by those bottomless eyes, and realized that what he said was useless.

In the long life, which road is not full of thorns?With my own injuries, I have no right to persuade others to be brave.

"Xiaofan, I actually envy you very much. You always live so free and easy, dare to love and hate. Actually, I really want to be friends with you."

Li Fan looked down at his fingertips, for a moment, he really wanted to shake out all his gray past, and wanted to tell Song Tiaodong loudly, no, he was not as good as he said, it was all an illusion, it was all The mask... It's just that the impulse passed in an instant, and those sad scenes of licking wounds alone were still unspeakable after all.

"We already are."

Li Fan got up and went downstairs after saying this, without daring to look back.

That night passed, Han Sheng didn't apologize, but Li Fan could sense his evasive apology, and forgave him in his heart without hesitation.Nothing has changed, Han Sheng who is full of passionate love, Song Tiaodong who is gentle and forbearing, and Li Fan who is heartless and shameless...but there are some new things vaguely mixed in. The relationship between Li Fan and Song Tiaodong calmed down the uneasiness in Li Fan's heart a lot.

However, the world is unpredictable, and the variables come so fast that no one is prepared.

Song Tiaodong had an accident when he went out for practice.

It was a practical activity organized by a club in the school. He was going to a small town on the outskirts of city A for research and investigation. The subject of the investigation happened to be of interest to Song Tiaodong, so he signed up excitedly.After Han Sheng found out, he handed in the registration form without saying a word, and Li Fan naturally followed.

There were several classmates who participated together, and everyone else looked familiar, and a group of young people who were full of vigor immediately became one.The past few days were almost all visits and research, which was very boring. Only Song Tiaodong was very interested.

By the afternoon of the second day, the research task was basically completed, and a group of people were gearing up to explore the back mountain.That day Han Sheng and Song Tiaodong seemed to have some conflicts, Han Sheng stayed in the hotel alone with a stinky face.Song Tiaodong's complexion was not very good along the way, and he forced a smile on Li Fan.

The mountain road was a bit steep, and Li Fan had a knee injury, so he gradually couldn't keep up with everyone's pace.Song Tiaodong was in a bad mood, and he didn't notice Li Fan's movements. Before he knew it, Li Fan fell far away by himself.

Later things became very vague, Li Fan didn't know when he caught up with everyone, and how he was told that Song Tiandong was lost alone.A group of people looked pale and panicked.

He desperately shuttled through the woods, rushing to see wherever there was a road.His knee was hurting, and his heart was about to jump out of his throat, but he couldn't stop.He kept running around, and at the same time kept calling Song Tiaodong's phone number.Suddenly, a faint cell phone rang.

Li Fan yelled Song Tiandong's name a few times, but no one answered, only the ringing of the bell kept faintly.

Strong unease quickly surrounded Li Fan, and he searched for the source of the sound with the remaining rationality, and after a long time of running around, he finally found a cell phone with a faint light near a cliff.

The screen of the mobile phone has been broken, and it fell helplessly among a few dead leaves, with a few thick and long scratches lying on the side, and a piece of soil on the edge of the cliff was missing, which was exactly the width of a person.

Li Fan trembled uncontrollably, he was about to stumble towards the edge of the cliff, just as a corner of the bottomless cliff was exposed, Li Fan's stomach immediately turned up, the tree in front of him seemed to start to sway softly, He couldn't even take a step.

After struggling for a while, Li Fan still couldn't even pick up the phone that fell on the ground.He had no choice but to bite his lip, tremblingly called a classmate who was traveling with him, told the situation upside down, and then stood motionless as if he had been frozen.

It wasn't until everyone ran over in panic that Li Fan staggered and knelt on the ground, clutching his chest and vomiting.That day, everyone was terrified and froze in place for a long time, unable to react.A little calmer and crying, he called the police, and the police found Song Tiaodong not long after, but his body was already completely cold.

A group of people cried and cried, and were stunned. No one thought of telling Han Sheng who was alone in the hotel.By the time Han Sheng got the news and rushed to the hospital, it was already late at night.There were quite a few girls in the company, and they couldn't hold on anymore, so a few boys escorted them back to the hotel to rest.A boy saw that Li Fan was so weak that he couldn't stand still, so he asked Li Fan to go with him first, and he just stayed and guarded.Li Fan refused to leave, he knew that Han Sheng would definitely come, he was worried.

The moment Li Fan saw Han Sheng, the tears that had been in Li Fan's eyes immediately fell uncontrollably.Han Sheng broke in sweating, seeing Li Fan's expression, he swayed and staggered.

Enduring the soreness in his throat, Li Fan spoke with difficulty:

"I'm sorry, I have a fear of heights and I couldn't save him..."

Han Sheng's eyes turned scarlet in an instant, his whole face seemed to be frozen, and his eyes were terribly cold.He didn't say anything, just stared at Li Fan with a pair of blood-red eyes, with veins popping up on his forehead, as if he was confronting an old enemy with an eternal hatred.

Li Fan's eyes became more and more blurred, Han Sheng seemed to be still motionless, but Li Fan always felt a vicious voice echoing in his ears:

"How could you not save him! Why didn't you die!"

Until a long time later, when Li Fan woke up from the nightmare countless times, he couldn't tell whether it was just his auditory hallucination that day, or whether Han Sheng really said such words to him.

The hand holding the photo trembled, Li Fan woke up from the memory.Song Tiaodong in the photo was still smiling gently, making Li Fan's heart feel empty.

That day, when Li Fan stood alone in front of the cliff and waited for others, his heart was so empty.It happened so suddenly that Li Fan didn't even have time to feel grief.He just looked at the lonely mobile phone on the ground, and kept repeating a thought:

Leaving again, the person who walked into the heart with great difficulty, the warmth that was obtained with great difficulty, is leaving again...

For a long time since then, when Han Sheng saw Li Fan, his eyes were full of anger, and he even deliberately embarrassed him in front of other people many times.Li Fan knew that he was sad, so he endured it silently.It's just that he didn't expect that after so long, Han Sheng was able to persuade everyone to let go at the party, but he still couldn't let go of his resentment towards Li Fan.

Li Fan put the photo back into the notebook and locked it in the drawer, got up and walked to the bathroom.After hastily taking a shower, he lay down gently on the bed.

Han Sheng still turned his back to him and was already asleep.Li Fan was extremely tired all over, but couldn't sleep at all.He gently reached out to hold the corner of Han Sheng's clothes, and smiled wryly in the darkness.

Today is really long.

In the darkness, there was only the sound of Han Sheng's gentle breathing. Li Fan raised a hand to his eyes and thought silently:

Ah Cheng, do you know that Song Tiaodong is also my friend, a friend I had with great difficulty, died so suddenly, I am also very sad, my heart is so painful that it is about to explode.

So, can you please stop hating me.