I love him too today

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I think I'm with He Junyan too fast.

He slept for a few minutes, and we somehow became a couple.No real interaction at all.

But on second thought, he and I have wasted hundreds of years.We shouldn't waste the remaining good time of spring.The most important thing is that I don't know how long he can live in this life.

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However, I always feel that after He Junyan woke up, a certain quality in him changed.

I can't tell exactly what it is.

But it's not surprising when you think about it, after all, the sudden extra memory of the sixth life is not easy for him to bear, and his personality should have changed.

In addition to the change in personality, He Junyan also has some big and small problems. For example, he is very clingy now, really clingy, so clingy that I, a senior follower, are a little annoyed.

I will discuss important matters with the benefactors and he will go, and he will also come to participate in the games I play with the maids of the Feng family.I remember that when he woke up from his coma for the first time, he was frightened by the sight in front of him, but now, not only is he not afraid, but he also fully accepts the setting of this new world.

Sometimes he has more insights than I do. I think the topics the benefactors and the others are talking about are too heavy and boring, so I slip out, but he chooses to stay there to discuss countermeasures with them.There is no awareness of mortals at all.

The benefactor said that it was a skinny camel that was bigger than a horse. Although He Junyan could not remember the days when he became a god, the things in his bones could not be changed.

I reserve my opinion on this, because He Junyan in previous lives was not even one-tenth of what he was when he was a god.What a fool.

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On dark and windy nights, He Junyan and I will climb up the small slope to the north of the Feng Clan.It is the place with the highest altitude in the entire Feng nationality, and it is also the most suitable place for couples to enjoy the moon.

I will talk about the past with He Junyan there.

But every time I start with the phrase "Are you afraid?"

I have always been worried that this strange world will have a great impact on him, but in fact I seem to worry too much. Whenever he hears this question, he will smile dotingly and hug my warm palm Shoulder said: "With Xiao Yuan'er around, I'm not afraid of anything."

Mushy, but I like it.

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I always like to ask He Junyan over and over again when did he start liking me.

He Junyan didn't hesitate to answer, talking about his love for me when he was the King of Qin and the time when he and I were young in this life, his eyes were sincere, and he didn't seem to be lying.

But He Junyan never asked me about my past, as if he knew everything about me.

Finally one day I couldn't help myself, I grabbed He Junyan's sleeve and told him that I actually have a younger brother.

I rarely talk to He Junyan about other people's affairs, but this time, the affairs of the Three Realms and Qi Luan's affairs made me flustered and really irritable, and I longed to find someone to talk to.

I omitted a lot of details, and only told He Junyan that my younger brother treats me well on weekdays, but I never thought that he would cheat me for thousands of years by aiding the evildoers.

I deliberately didn't mention that Qi Luan took away my memories of his fourth life, lest He Junyan feel dissatisfied with my younger brother.

But He Junyan's reaction was beyond my expectation, he said: "Maybe he also has some unavoidable difficulties." His tone was old-fashioned, not at all like him before.

When I return to him, even if I have any difficulties, I can't deceive his own brother like a fool.

Time and time again, he went to Wangchuan, and was bitten by copper snakes and iron dogs again and again. These pains were all caused by his lies.If Qi Luan could tell me the truth early, maybe in the first life after He Junyan's rebirth, I could have a happy ending with him.

He Junyan didn't answer for a long time after listening, just when I thought he couldn't find any suitable excuse for Qi Luan, he suddenly moved his face closer, and two warm lips were printed on my right forehead.

I closed my eyes subconsciously, and heard him say: "It would be great if this heaven was full of people with your pure nature."

In the midst of joy and embarrassment, I was stunned suddenly, opened my eyes again, and looked at He Junyan's calm eyes.

In an instant, I suddenly grasped the answer to the question that has been puzzling me for the past few days——

Every move, every word and every action, every frown and smile has completely changed.I think it's because he restored the memory of the previous six lives, but he forgot that these micro-expressions and small movements were all used by him when he became a god and could not be changed.

I was both pleasantly surprised and sad, and was about to muster up the courage to ask him why he lied to me, when the benefactor and God Lord Lian Yi appeared.

The benefactor said anxiously: "The demon world has attacked Nantianmen. Qi Luan has died in battle."

The cup I just picked up suddenly fell to the ground, making a piercing and crisp cracking sound, just like my heart.