deep in the first part

I always think

everything i do

All for your good

But actually

hurt you the most

always me

"Let's break up." Long Zhe even admired himself, how could he say such cruel words so plainly.

"What kind of joke is this?" Ning Ruibai raised a smile, although his heart hurts like hell, he didn't want to admit it.

"Let's break up." Long Zhe kept his head down, unable to see his emotions, and hid himself better.

"Why?" Ning Ruibai suddenly calmed down. How could he not be able to see whether Long Zhe was true or false to him.

"Don't ask if you're okay." After all, Long Zhe softened and hurt Ning Ruibai more than anyone else.

"You said you loved me just now, Long Zhe, what happened." No matter what, Ning Ruibai didn't believe it.

"You know about the prosperous age, right?" Long Zhe raised his head slightly, since he chose to be cruel, he would cut the mess quickly.

"You really want to marry Wang Qian?" Ning Ruibai stared at Long Zhe, trying to see the lies on his face.

"For the prosperity of the world, please help me." Long Zhe was also slightly taken aback. It turned out that he had always known and cared.

"Don't break up, okay?" Ning Ruibai's voice was soft, more like a request.

"Xiaobai... You have to know that not every love affair has a good result." It sounds reasonable, but it hurts people.

"Why? I need a reason."

"Because of the prosperous age." Such an unbelievable and believable reason.

"I can ask my dad to help, it's fine, it will pass." Ning Ruibai didn't think the matter of Shengshi was a problem.

"Xiaobai, you know, not only that, you read the news, right?" Long Zhe thought to himself, why did he forget that Ning Ruibai is also a thoughtful and smart person.

Ning Ruibai stared blankly at Long Zhe, unable to accept everything in front of him.He's scared of things, like he's known from the start.

"Xiaobai, a woman as my other half is...much better than a man." Long Zhe still said.

"You said you didn't care what other people thought."

"But other people care, Shengshi needs a normal CEO." Normal, how many normal reasons, how many hurtful reasons.

"You don't love me anymore, right? Everything is an excuse." Even if Ning Ruibai didn't want to believe it, he looked at Long Zhe's resolute look, as if he guessed it right again.

"If it pleases you to think so, then so be it."

"Long Zhe..." Ning Ruibai couldn't believe that they would come to this.

"Ning Ruibai, give me your phone." Long Zhe's attitude was cold, not at all like his usual self.

"What are you doing?"

"Since it's broken, let's break it cleanly and delete my phone number." Long Zhe looked at Ning Ruibai, and no longer evaded.

"Long Zhe." Ning Ruibai wanted to beg him, but how did he ask for it?

"Xiaobai, you are not a child anymore, we have to face some things."

"Long Zhe, stop joking, okay." He still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that he was so heartless.

"I'm not joking." Only Long Zhe knew that his heart was also aching.

"Have you been threatened by someone?" Sure enough, he guessed it.

"No, I've thought about it for a long time." Long Zhe never knew that his acting skills were so good.

"Long Zhe, is there anything we can't face together."

"Yes, there are many."

"Xiaobai, I'm not gay. Before you, I've never had a man. I don't even know how to be you. Now I understand, I just see Du Boyu has a little boyfriend and I'm greedy." Time and time again Long Zhe had no choice but to hurt him to death. He was safe and could do anything else.

"You tell me now that being with me is just for fun?" Ning Ruibai couldn't accept it, this was the most unacceptable fact for him.

"Well... yes..."

"Grass."

"Ning Ruibai, if you were pure and innocent before, I could still bear it, but now, I can't guarantee anything." Long Zhe spread out on the chair angrily, since he was hurt, he should hurt himself to death.

"Long Zhe, what do you mean?" Ning Ruibai's voice was trembling.

"I'm afraid of going to bed with me like that. Could it be that you were abused by Yuan Xiang at the beginning? Are you dirty?" Long Zhe didn't dare to look at him, and looked away deliberately pretending to be disgusted.

"You've always cared, right?" He cared, so he did too.

"Yes, to fall in love with you is to fall in love with your purity and know that you are a virgin."

"I don't have one, we don't have anything."

"I can't verify it, how can you say so?"

Ning Ruibai knew that he didn't believe it after all, the seeds of doubt had already germinated in his heart, yes, they couldn't verify it.

"Long Zhe, what's the matter with you, I don't believe you don't love me." Do you want to make the last struggle, he wants to try again.

"Ning Ruibai, stop making trouble, it doesn't look good."

"Brother..." In the past, when he called him brother, he would listen to everything, but now, he pretended not to hear anything.

"You deleted the phone, you come, or I come." Long Zhe was a little nervous, he had to keep the phone away from Ning Ruibai himself.

"Crap." Ning Ruibai threw the phone on the table.

Long Zhe deleted the number and put the phone aside. He didn't know what to do next.

"Let's get together and get separated." Long Zhe insisted.

"Who the heck is going to break up with you."

"What do you want?" Break up?He can't do it.He couldn't even cry like a woman.

"I don't want to do anything."

"Ning Ruibai, you are a man, don't act like a woman, you still want to cry and make trouble."

He was right, he couldn't do it.

Long Zhe looked at his side, stood up, and didn't look back.

"Long Zhe." Ning Ruibai also got up abruptly, just in time to bump into the waiter standing aside, and the coffee in the waiter's hand spilled all over the table.On the phone, Ning Ruibai's body is all over.

"Is there anything else?" Long Zhe didn't look back, without any nostalgia, he let go of his worries, and began to feel sad.

"Do you love me?" Ning Ruibai couldn't bear the pain and stains on his body.

"I have loved." Yes, I am still in love now.

"I beg you, don't want me, okay." Ning Ruibai's voice was almost begging.

"Ning Ruibai, it's too ugly, let's break it up." Long Zhe was encouraging himself, as long as he walked out of this coffee shop, he would succeed.

After Long Zhe finished speaking, he left without looking back.Xiao Suifeng, who was sitting at the door, nodded at him.

Ning Ruibai sat on his seat, tears streaming down his face. In fact, he wanted to say, don't want him, even if they get married, it's fine if he only has a secret relationship with him.

There was plenty of sunshine outside, but Long Zhe made me feel cold, and touched his face, grass, it must be raining.

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